sometimes i feel that in the midst of being nice i'm indirectly hurting myself...
that incident was wad i least expected...but
wad the heck for the sake of my good fren's happiness...
i shall help all the way right...
but right now...i feel like i'm juz torn apart...i wish thy noe..
i wanted to tell thee..
but i guess it's all too late...
dun fret, my love...i still love thee!!! thy still the best...
one dae thee might noe...
but den again thy may not be bothered!!! i'm wishing thee all the best...
i realli am...T.T...

ps. this incident not sumting recent....juz saw it in between my books...