this jeans is so much happier today! love's back in town...and he came to find me this morning at my house! hahah awesome, i've missed him so much! and we've spent the entire day together already! we watched heroes spent time together went to his grandparent's house nearby went back my home for supper! hehe but my poor dear dear is now super tired and sleeping at his grandparents house..he's waiting for his parents to come and pick him and his sister up... his grandpa just isnt feeling well! sigh sayang!

yeah! tomorrow can spend time with love again! now u can all tell that i'm elated, contented and happy!


ps. I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT! BIG BIG BIG TIME!

I MISS YOU SO BAD~~~~

i went to church today and catch up with romei and leon! romei i'm enticed by your stories all the time and leon, dun grow taller anymore. thanks all for the xmas gift! but of course love's xmas gift meant the most to me! ive been going online at night, excited and anticipating love to come online to have a video call this few nights! dear i love u! thanks for making the effort to come online just to chat with me alrite! come back quick i want hugs!

BOY I MISS U!

gah saturdays feel so weird with my love... missed him like soooo soooo soooo soooo much today! dear i hoped u had fun! but i'm really happy u gave me a call today! muacks and we managed a video call!

today and yesterday was awesome! yesterday i went to love's house! i brought his xmas present for him too! hehehe i bought him a pair of havianas and i made him a card! his card not easy to make hor! hehe but i'm glad he liked it! of course he was really naughty and read the card before xmas even when i tell him not to! :P after that i spent the day at his house, we watched 'HEROES' and his mum bought lunch for us! it just felt so nice spending time with LOVE and his family.

today i met love at sumerset! we went to change his havianas and he bought me one too for xmas! i love it, i love it! thanks dear, but no worries i love u more! :) we watched warlords which was nice and we hanged out together...heheh my xmas present from love is so nice, a movie treat and havianas! GUSHES! SO SWEET! hehe aft the movie and hanging around love sent me back home! we hanged out awhile and went down to have a light dinner! o man i had a great great time today! treasured the time so much today, cos it was the last day before love went to m'sia! I'M GLAD HE ENJOYED HIMSELF TOO!!!

I WANNA GO TOO! i'm so unwilling...but well it's already fixed. i think i'll go to the lib to borrow books to read to let time past....some really really INTERESTING BOOKS! sigh i'm going to miss love he's leaving tmr..gosh i'm being a lil emo here! o wells at least i'm consoled that he's going to leave me messages when he's there! i'm going to miss having him to cuddle and hang around with!

DEAR please take care of urself while having fun, leave me messages AND I LOVE U! :) MUACKS LA SHE BU DE HOR!

i went for wet training today! it's pretty much boring! almost all of the girls wasnt here... but well at least the seniors were there to accompany me..love sent me home today! so awesome! i love it when there's someone accompanying me home! i mean girls dont u like it when ur guy sent u home! we slacked at my house and watch 'who slept with her'...it's not some r21 show... it's really funny and me and love were laughing our ass off! mum cooked and soon after he had to go...i miss my dear dear though he's only been away from me for 2 hours.

sigh ive got bad news!!!! the pus on my eyes return again! THE PUS KEEPS FLOWING! i dont noe why it come back! but luckily there isnt training for a few weeks so i can put my eyes to some rest! i hope i get a lil better tmr! i'll prob wont wear my contacts for the next few weeks...
so peeps, prepare for GEEKY JEANS! :S


i dread for next sat to come, love's going to m'sia for FIVE DAYS...i bet i would be damn bored on those five days and prob thinking of him all the time. and worst still we cant msg one another cause of the bills.i keep feeling upset that i cant go, i know love had wanted me to go badly too, but o well.. sigh. it's ok love, please go ahead and have fun, just miss me from time to time can? i'm going to spend all my days the next week with him accept for prob just one day to buy his present! hehehe...dear..I'LL MISS U AND I LOVE U!

have i mentioned that love's going to malaysia! well he's going soon! hais i dread that day to come! it'll be almost a week without love by then, i was offered the opportunity to go with them cos they were taking a coach and his dad invited me, but mum wouldnt grant me permission.. :(
well i'll miss him so much.... i wanna go do my christmas shopping soon! i'm getting love something before he go to malaysia! and he can only open the present on christmas! tsk christmas without him would be boring. but well he's spending his christmas with his family, so maybe i can spend my christmas with my family and friends too.

dear dear i love u! you're in for some surprise when u get back..

hey all i just came back from penang!! well the guys and the mixed team did a terribly good job! but well those who went aso know a few things that made everyone angry and upset... but i had fun with the girls, with MY LOVE! hehehe he bought an absolutely cute berms! COLOURFUL!! LOL well...i'll post up photos soon! for now! back to class!!!

love u much. champion in my heart.

happy 7th month dear dear!!!

it's so fast! 7 months already! i've enjoyed every single moment with u!! i loved the times we spent together.. it's not as if we never had disagreements,every couple do. but it's just how the couple handles them, whether it strengthens their relationship anot. And i'm proud to say that it is! feels like i'm loving u more and more each day.thanks love, for always being dere with wide open arms. there's just so many things i adore about u! (just stop being naughty so often :P)

aiya...i have so much more stuff i wanna say,
but let's not gross the readers up...MUSHY STUFF UNDISCLOSED!

I LOVE U!!

today was my cousin's big day! i tell u it was super tiring! i woke up at 6am so that i could reach her house by 7am to doll up and all! my cousin was extremely pretty!:D and they spent so much on the wedding -.- about like 60k! gosh i would not be an expensive bride, my GROOM! hehe...but well the money did her good she look awesome! and i teared when she did her speech to my cousin and my aunt..it's hard to explain. but well i always admire those who got married... how they are so prepared to take this big step in life! congrats cousin! so i had to skipped training today! but i'll be going tmr! i miss my dear dear too! SO TERRIBLY MUCH!...

THERE'S MANY THINGS I WANNA SAY BUT MAYBE SOMETIME SOON! I'M TIRED! FOTOS ON THE WEDDING MIGHT BE UP IF I MANAGE TO GET THEM...

with the spoon on the left
the fork on the right
she twirls the worms up the fork
when they are fastened
she carefully placed them on the spoon.
scooping whatever hanging up on it
she slowly bring it to her mouth
and chew the worms o sooo slowly...
she chew and she chew and she chew
looking left looking right...left right left right
refusing to look at those around her.
den she sink her fork into the worms again and it continues....
those worms are like vomit to most, but it was a feast to her!

TRIBUTE TO SHILESSE POW!

I PROMISE U LOVE

i know i havent been blogging lately, but o well let me just blog about the past 3 days.

on fri: there was suppose to be a bbq with all db mates, love and me went to his house first to rest. i was starting to feel a lil unwell so we both took a nap. then i woke up feeling terrible and love told me i was really hot(fever i mean). his family wasnt around and i was really restless, so love let me stay at his house late. he took care of me! he brought me water whenever i needed them, and attempted to cheer me up whenever iwas awake, he was just so sweet!!! i must say i was really unwell that night i was giddy, sleepy, cold. and when we were both below his house flagging for a cab i vomited and i know i made love worried.

on sat: me and love went to watch enchanted at vivo city, i was starting to have gastric. and i know i wasnt as active as usual and love keep asking if i was ok! i'm sorry love if i was still a lil restless that day, but u made my day just accompanying me!:)

and well today i went out with love and family aft training, he couldnt go cause he was having a fever. which was most likely from me..but well i have a great day with them..

i feel loved, i know he loves me! sometimes simple things that he do makes me go AWWW, and simply an 'i love u' from him makes my day, i didnt even feel awful when i vomited in front of him, i knew he wouldnt mind!....true love kiss? i got loads from him alr!

i'm startin to think about the list of people to give christmas presents too! here's a couple of them, my choutou, romei, leon and mum!. so i'm going to SAVE MY MONEY FROM NOW ON! and people please constantly remind me to save my money! well christmas has always been one day i look forward to each year. i like how everyone exchange gift with one another, send greetings, get together without having intentions of collecting 'hongbaos'..and spend time with the ones we loved! i've got plans for my choutou!...actually i've been wanting to spend my christmas with him, it would had been our first christmas together...but well he had to go for a family trip with his entire family.... i'm not angry or anything though i mean it doesnt matter as long as he enjoys himself, it sounds rather fun i was actually invited but the cars had limited seats...but i'm not freaking out... i have surprises...which i arent gonna tell now cause he reads! heheheh!

lately it seems like i have alot of wedding to attend! there's tmr... one of the girls i use to play with when i was little... and den my cousin.....well it seems like i had attended lots of weddings this year.... it gets irritating though.. i have to go st8 dere aft sch.... just to doll myself up... i dun deny liking to dress up but it gets tired after one whole day of sch...


to end off...i love my choutou!(there's only one louis chen, one choutou)

HAIS i misplaced my wallet!!!!!
now where could i have placed it!!!

o man i dun even noe maybe someone else took it....i had my wallet when i board the bus i had it when i get down ( i think) i could have place it on the table in the canteen but i dun recall anything man!!! but if i were to leave it in sch i think someone had already taken it! :( should i call the bus company! o man jeans is upset!

arh so we had already 2 continuous days of training! and my body is aching!!! it's irritating how we have to stop training in sch... i mean i know we wear slippers to school but why are they so concern about slippers tsk!!! well i've got to ask hakin where she wanna train...i hope we could go somewhere near where love is training too... at least we could go back home together...

u know...more training means lesser time alone with love... buti'm still glad that we could spend some time chilling out together aft training!

DEAR DEAR I LOVE U...MUACKS!

o the holidays are over...back to waking up early and meeting love everyday!!! hahaha there's always something good behind everything bad! muhaha... o well, i catched up with romei during the holidays and we went shopping. i finally bought a smaller siazed denim shorts that fits and both of us bought new girl boxers. guess we'll wear it together the next time we have a sleepover!:D i met up with love on sat to watch the BEE MOVIE and we took some photos too! here's a couple of them!

i love lou!

eek we have trainings everyday except wed now..

let's just say i enjoyed myself the past 2 days.... yesterday i went to love's house to chill out..and his aunt came...she brought love's mum, sis and bro and us to go for japanese food! the food was awesome.... greeat and we were all so full that we thought we were going to explode. i'm ecstatic cos i had spent the whole entire day with my lulu!:D
today well i met up with him to collect his passport at lavender...we spent a lot of time waiting for his passport but that's a plus for me cos i got to spend time with him and he accompanied me at home today :) now if only everyday is like that and i get to spend time with him...

hais but here's the bad news i wont get to see him tmr..... i noe i'm going to miss him badly.. crazily...lols.... it sounds crazy how i'm so attached to him and long to meet him every day....but well i cant help it....seems odd to spend a day without him...

i've been thinking about that nightmare lately..some of my nightmares became true...
but this must be my worse nightmare ever....i'm scared...

today was the last day of river regatta!!!! it's pretty much full of excitement for the past 2 days, although i didnt get to do much it's nice seeing the anxiety in everyone's face haha and i mainly took photos for the team while love was away...

we took many photos the past 2 days like over 300!!! i'm going to upload a few as soon as i get them from love...but the sad thing is he lost his cable which i think was mainly my fault cos i was holding to the camera... i intend to get him a new one....

CANT WAIT TO CHILL OUT WITH LOVE TMR! IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME!

hahhaa....a random thought came to my mind...
dear dear do u rmb when i used to call u 'my lulu' when we started going out together..... haha u still is hor...just that we are calling each other 'dear' now yeah?:)

hahah i love u my lulu!

every month since we've been together, i've always dedicate a post just for u at this day of the month! it' pretty obvious it's our monthly anniversary today! it's the 6th month, HALF A YEAR!

6 months is like so fast ...
it doesnt even feel like we've gone through half a year together
this 6 months we had our lil quarrels occasionally
but mostly unforgettable, sweet times...
love ive no fancy words to describe the way i feel
but here's three simple words just for u
I LOVE Umadly deeely truely wholeheartedly!

need i say more.... :)

i'm sick! i'm always sick like near the race! tsk this is so damn frustrating!!!! gosh i'm having like blocked nose nad a terrible sore throat...hahah i'll probably whisper while drumming! hahah but then on a happier note...it's our last race in singapore this year....and the best is that....

ITS OUR 6TH MONTH! i'm elated...we've gone through half a year together and we have many half a year to go!!!

to love:
i'm happy we spent the entire day together today! even though it was just slacking watching countless movies together and then we both end up having an irritating nose...it's just nice spending time with u... :) today is only one of the happiest moments i have with u!....dear...
you've spiced up my life!

6th month at singapore river...

yes! so yesterday was my birthday!!! i celebrated it with love, mum, dad and the db girls! let's start with how the db girls celebrated for me! i went with sipei , jerean and yvonne for an shl talk. then we went to food haven. van popped out with the birthday box so i thought it was cake inside naturally... then she opened and it happened to be cheese tofu...-.-
aft tat noelle came with the cake! chocolate cake!!! :D after that they smeared the cake at me and then we took random fotos...

see how yvonne cant lay of me!

notive yvonne's hands again and how happy she is!

so when sch ended i went to love's house!!! we did rj at his house collected his camera and waited for him to bath. we went to find mum and dad at paragon on the way there love bought me flowers and we all went to a spaghetti restaurant!!!! we ate lotsa food and love took lots of fotos...but i dun have them now!!! but anyway thanks love for the card and flowers! and thank you for spending time with me! i enjoyed myself very much! mum bought me my crumpler!!!

ranranranrandom post

my birthday is up in 2 days!!! hhaha and i keep pestering love to give me flowers for my birthday...and this is what he send to me!

-.-

hahah yes my dear love! this is cute lolx but real flowers would be nice!!!heheh :p muacks! i love u! i hope mummy get me a crumpler! lolx and i have a whole list of wish list u wouldn want to hear!

i need to save lots and lots and lots of money though! i'm intending to go on a shopping spree with love as long as he finish returning his money to his bro! we'll start saving!!! i cant wait for that shopping day!!

just some photos

aloysius, love's lil cousin
awesome scenery shot eh!


this are the photos that love took when we went to fetch his cousin from the airport....it was super fun! i dun feel like typing much todae...so i'm just showing fotos alrite..

the airport

Yesterday was super fun! i went out with with love's family. I think his family are really fun people and all of them are friendly! :) we went to the airport and of course everybody was waiting in anticipation for his cousin to come expecially debbie his cousin's wife! And when he came out, debbie and his cousin hugged and both his cousin's mummy and wife was crying!!!

Well i was gettin a lil tad bit emotional(dun blame me, it was pms) anyway it was sooo sweet, i almost teared but i'm glad i didn or it'll be super embarassing!!! hhaha but i can just imagine if love were to go overseas next time, i'll probably be like debbie!!! o man i cant even imagine so many months without my love! and if i have a son next time i'll prob cry too!!!

Well ok so aft everything in the airport we went down to ECP where love took many many pictures and we all did some catching up...it's just nice u know, like when all of them gather to talk about anything ...i envy such gatherings! Probably because my family rarely has such outings except during chinese new year where we meet up at my granny's place. My love also took many nice scenery shots and yes me with some of his relatives... :D I would had love to stay much longer but it was late! love had a race for the next day, and we were all pretty tired.

the day ended off well!!! and love thanks for bringing me there!! i had so much fun! and best of all i love it when we spent so much time together!!!! Need i say anymore, u know i love u. :)

i'm at love's house!!! i came aft training!!! but o well hes sleeping now! we would have a long dae todae man!!! icant wait for the fun! and a whole day of joy with him!!!! now...be jealous people!!!

tata!

hey peeps!!! well i'm blogging at the weirdest time! i had ended training and now here i am blogging before i go for my beauty sleep......
i'll be busy tmr!!! training first den to fidhaus house, he invited the whole team to his house! i pity his mum though while we have a hell of a time his mum had to cook so much food for us gluttons....o well so anyway aft tat love's dad would come to pick us up and we would have to go to see his cousin at the airport...who came back! i'm pretty excited to see love's family again he's father side! they are such fun loving ppl and kids are awesomely cute! and i'm staying out late tmr till like 2am...well it's worser for love! he has a race the next dae....

have i mentioned my love got his new camera?

well his camera is super cool the shots are sharp!!!

and i'm thinking of getting one myself too!

but it's really ex and i dun think i can save that much amount of money!

i wont stop spending and i dun have tat much endurance like my love!

maybe i'll get one when i start working next time:)

love brought his cam ytd and todae...but i'll show some of the shots we took todae!

notice there isnt any of love fotos!!!

hais thats cos he didnt send me! lolx

i took some really nice shots of him ok!

i'll ask him to send me tmr...if he doesnt allow me to post at least i can look at it:D

i'll post fotos of todae tmr!

at the mean time!!!

cya peeps!

i love LOUIS CHEN~

i'll just start things from ytd..

i indeed went to the stadium...well i did not regret i did quite alot of catching up with romei and she told me about her stories and lil scandals in sabah! i was pretty much missing my love though i called him when i reach my place. and he came dwn just to spent some time at the soya bean shop!!! and todae well i went for training love didnt go though! tsk tsk he's a naughty boy! any way he's family came to fetch me at seletar (so sweet! thanks aunty and uncle) to go collect my love's camera! i think his dad is soo cool! he bought love his camera and even bought him a better bag to store all his camera and kit.... and his daddy treat me to lunch too! i spent some time at his house! and den it was time to go! i'm super happy for my love! he finally got his well deserved camera! and he had saved so long for it! but now i'm third hor laogong!:p

there's other stuff i wanna rant...but i'll do it next time!!! i have forever! for now!
dear dear i love u!

i hate myself tonight

there's no training todae! but i actualli miss training! i'm like doing nothing the whole sat! i'm going down to khatib stadium yet again this time to follow my mum and her cell group members to do some sports... but i will most prob go run at the tracks. on one hand i am extremely excited to see my church friends but then again i wanna stay at home and wait for love to reach his granny's place and run down to find him...i hope they dun take too long to play! i'm missing my love terribly! and i'm having a slight headache!

i cant wait to meet my love and just cuddle beside him! i'm feeling kinda restless!

i miss my love! i miss romei i need to go shopping i need to replenish my sleep

dear dear i love u so much!!!! today was awesome! i'm happy! thanks for spending most of the day with me ! :D

it's our 5th month!...it's just another day i'm sure! but i'm happy we've gone through so much together... we've gone through our fair shar of ups and downs and i'm glad we've pulled through those downs together and love u've made me really happy!

you made me feel precious with those kisses
you delight me with little surprises..
you make me feel safe whenever u place ur arms around me!
you make me feel special like i'm part of ur future plans
you make me happy whenever i'm upset
you're in my thoughts at least half of my waking hours
i love the way u laugh at ur own jokes...
and love there's so much more about u that i adore!!
I KNOW U KNOW I LOVE U!!!
muacks!

i'm sooo tired!

i haven got enough sleep! i went home later ytd because of training! and i had to bath and do my stuff and do my rj! it was alr near 1am when i was about to sleep and i woke up at 7.30 for training! i did coxing today for the time trial, i must apologise to the girls though i feel absolutely guilty that i did go slightly S for a couple of them.... =s and i cox for the entire girls team for 3 rounds b4 we left! and geez.....i keep getting into the bush during the first round!!!! o man o man! i'm scared for REGATTA....tsk...

i went to look for love aft training and went to...CHILLOUT AT HIS PLACE! :D o it's been a long time.... we went back home where mum made an extremely sumptous meal and love loved my mum's curry! lolx..we went aft tat to his grams place...



gah i'm scared bout teaching the children tmr! ok i'm not scared of the children but their parents is there! these can get stressful!



i better go read through my materialsand sleep earlier cos my eyes are like peas now!



i love u boy!

i know i haven updated my blog for like soooo long! i just didn have inspiration nor time nor energy! on a very very good note! my best friend ROMEI IS BACK FROM HER LONG LONG LONG VACATION. she came back 'pregnant' with lotsa stories to sae..... i cant wait for our next sleepover....i still remember the last time she sleepover and we didn noe we talk so much till my dad came in at 6am to nag us to sleep! yea this is how much me and romei can talk about! ROMEI IS PRICELESS! i noe ive spent lesser time with her now! but i tell u it was weird not having her in singapore at least when she was still around i know she's within reach!

well romei now that i've wrote a whole paragraph for u...u better get me a good b'dae present!...

alrite back to life....zul saes it's more or less cfm i'll be coxing for the women's team...now this happens to be good news and bad news. i'm happy that i can contribute to the team but now i'm really scared about whether i can learn so much within less then a month! o lord! save me! well trust me coxing is not just about striking a pose and holding a magnified paddle alrite!

and to my boy...u do really brings me bliss u noe....:)
i love u!

i feel bad...me and love had a teeny weeny weeny argument ytd...but all is very very very very good now! i really do love my patrick! he got admitted to the hospital at midnight! dear dear was apparently having a heart attack! i feel partly responsible...o man i miss him!...he smsed me twice before he went to the hospital...but i fell asleep!! i'll prob leave during the first break or 2nd break to find him!

i was suppose to go down to run and gym wiv love and a few of the guys today...but i'm down wiv my mens. i reckon it's not that i'm lazy, love just doesnt want me to run or my tummy will hurt again! i prob just do some gym later whe they are back.
not that i'm complaining i noe love cares...but i think i prob look really silly right now sitting at the sports hall not doing any sports! ahahax...

i want my love~

so here i am blogging in between class again!
love couldnt meet me for break...he's got work to do!
i'm bored
i'm hungry!
i hardly talk in class!

rahhhh! sch's boring now! i want my boy!:(

the day ended off with a good note!
it was time to go home! and i was reluctant....i really missed patrick and i wanted to spent more time with him! so he asked if i wanted him to send me home today! of cause the answer was yes! seriously i was delighted and touched! touched because it meant that patrick understood how much i really missed him and did such a sweet thing! my heart went awwww.....! it's been a long time since love send me home on weekdays since we have schools! and we didn have much time to spend on weekends since we were preparing for the savas lately!
really it was nice having him to talk to on the way back! someone to lean on during the bus ride...someone to smile at....someone to give a little peck....someone to tease and walk with....someone to give a goodbye kiss and hug! i know this cant happen everyday...but at least he made an effort!
there's only one word to describe how i feel....ECSTATIC!
now i noe ive said this many times but i'm going to do it again anyway....brace yourself

PATRICK

I LOVE YOU!

gym tomorrow and gosh tummy still aches!

it's probably just "FIRST DAY" blues!

• it doesnt seem like i can fit into the class
• i miss my old classmates
• i'm super quiet in my new class
• i've got no mood
• i've got frequent gastric pains here and there
• i miss my friends
• i rather have training everyday
• i feel like sleeping in class
• i haven tok to most of my classmates
• i miss romei
• i miss being in the same block as patrick
• i miss rushing up to find patrick during the last few minutes of break
• I LOVE PATRICK

god it's been so long since...gosh can someone spice things up for me?!?!?!?!

arh gosh! trust me this is by far on of the worst few days in my life! today was the first day of sava! and god i can imagine how much fun and excitement i could have enjoyed with my teammates if not for my terrible gastric pain! i was lying down in the shed most of the time unless it was my turn to go out and drum! i feel damn guilty, out there my teammates are working their ass off to get into the finals and i was in the shed resting.. :(

this terrible gastric happened since thursday night till today! i've been having sleepless nights since thurs cause ofthe sudden shots of pain at night! i read up about stomach ulcers! if the pain continues i prob have to go to the doc again..it sounds a little like stomach ulcer... :(

on the other hand, there's good news...zul says i can go out dere to cox for the next race! sounds good eh! at least now i feel like i'm helping the team! hopefully he doesnt change his mind though! and romei would be back soon!

p.s to patrick: thks for taking care of me... i noe u are tired! have a good rest darling! u did well today! i love u soo much! u're precious! muacks~

ytd felt like hell training! the sun was soooo hot!!! and we ran around the sch under the hot sun and lie on the grass! gosh i feel ugly now! the ugly and damn obvious tanlines on my legs and back!!
i'm alone at home todae! didn meet my love...i prob go find my mum to cut my hair later....gosh seriously i miss my patrick so much...i cant wait to meet him tmr and prob chill out together after training!
love u honey!

2 days ago was our 4th month....i went to patrick's house at first...then we went out to vivo city to watch no reservations... it started at 7pm so we had lot of time to spent together...the entire day was like our simple shopping day but i really enjoyed myself... i spent so much time wiv patrick... even though the movie was not awesome i'm contented having patrick to cuddle to during the movies...
PATRICK I LOVE U!
i'm off to patrick's hse now! bye!

didn went for training today, i went to church instead! it was romei and leon's baptizm day! gosh i must say i'm happy for them! i miss my church frens! they are awesome! we went to east coast park and cycled even though it was pouring heavily! nothing could dampen our mood! i adore these people! :) i feel this fuzzy feeling not having my bestie around for the next 3 weeks.

to romei: i'll miss u! be careful in china! and get back real soon! dun even think about getting a china boyfriend there and abandon me alrite!

though i realli realli enjoyed myself today, i cant help but have my thoughts drifting to patrick! i missed him very much! i felt bad though that here i am having fun and he is at training! but seriously it felt weird not having him around since i'm pretty used to seeing him all the time recently! i was checking my fone once in a while tempted to message him, but i know he cant reply! hax...yea it sucks i was waiting.... and even worse training today ended so late so i waited longer..:) but i'm fine with waiting...i got patrick's messages...and i'm happy!... i cant wait to see patrick tomorrow! ive been thinking bout that the whole day long! think it's a date between him, his dad, his sis and me tomorrow!

PATRICK I LOVE U!... seriously love u!

the past 2 daes had been loads of fun!
ytd honey came to my hse aft he went to visit his sec sch! aft tat he went with me to my mum's cell group and played table tennis! and dear dear is awesome! he played so well! at least way way way better than me! hahax basically i'm happy cause i spent most of my entire wiv darling! and i meet romei again!
today! i met love to go to town to chill out! we catched rush hour 3! which is the best movie by far among al the movies i watch with love! dwelling in my darling's company is o so wonderful!
hehex...

to romei: congrats on getting baptized! i'm so happy for u! i know honey we had lesser time to catch up dis daes! but i promise u bestie i'll be here for u! we'll definitely go chill out and shop and waste that tcc voucher of yours when u get back!

to patrick: many times i've disappoint u but thanks for always excepting my apologies! you've been so understanding..you are simply awesome!i love u so much! 4th month soon!

o gawd...i'm so burned out! not literally but tired! and i'm sick too!
gosh training 3 days in a row! tough but i guess i'm getting used to it! i mean i have to thank dragon boat for the weight i have lose and the friends i have made...but well db has brought me pimples and lesser rest! hehex...i cox today! alrite the feeling i must admit was AWESOME! but i was seriously stress man! it's not that simple you know! u had to be solely responsible for the boat's direction! ok...fine i didn go that well todae..but dont blame me it's my first time hor! and picking up everything in 2 weeks..hmm...yea i'll do my best!

i had to leave early todae to catch up romeo and bev! i realized that i missed out soo much in church! i seriously miss those awesome ppl!....romei is gg away next week for nearly a month because of some sch excursion and her family vacation..:( gosh soo little time to catch up with her! seriously bestie! i miss u! and i've heard stories about how people in church are doing from romei! for example little joseph! one of the primary 5 boys in church! his swimming coach collapsed while swimming and apparently little joseph was one of the 3 boys who saved his coach! i mean that's brave...i seriously wouldnt dare to go dwn and get a dead body up!...from this moment my impression of little joseph changed from the boy who bullied me in sunday school to the brave boy who went all out for his coach!

yea and since todae was all about training and since i had to leave early today! i didnt had time to spent wiv dear dear! sigh i miss him soo much! i cant wait to see him tmr after he get back from visiting his sec sch teachers! thank god there isnt training the next few daes and we'll probably spent time together!

now to end off todae's long post!

PATRICK I LOVE U BIG TIME!

ouch~

mayb i think too much...
I'M FREAKING TIRED!

i am soo super tired!

lolx i probably still haven recover form the chalet!

not enuff sleep man!

but even so! i sorta feel energized when ever i am wiv dear dear!

so much things to say! so much love!

he came my hse aft training todae!

we watch herbie full loaded on my lappy!

it's soo nice! and the car is cute!

:D

dear dear is down at GIANT with his family!

i'm bored!

i miss my <3

yes! the holidaes have finalli arrived!

frankly i think i would miss some of my classmates!

it's kinda sad that we have to make new friends again each semester!

well thurs was the last lesson....

i left wiv dear dear to eat prata and den went to his hse to get his things..

we were gg to his class chalet!

the chalet was pretty fun!

but we took like sooo long to start our barbeque pit lolx!

and we all stayed up late!

went with honey and some of the rest to the little red house! which which which scares me!

we had soo little time to rest man!

but i still like the chalet cause i get to lie beside my love and sleep!

:)

we left early in the morning to go to love's house to get some serious rest!

and yea we have training tmr~

i prob really should catch some rest soon!

fotos wiv my db mates taken the other dae!
camera quality not good lor!
the fotos not soo nice lolx!

yes!

it's the last week of sch!

it's a few daes to more rest!

and a few daes to more time to spend wiv my love!

doesnt that rock~

o well....

i'm tired!

soo i'll prob post fotos tmr if i have the mood!

LULU!

LOVE!

ok...i'm at dear dear's class waiting to go for dragon boat! it's 45 mins away!

so i'm now waiting for love to finish playing...

so while i dun have much to do..

let me use this time to update my blog!

here's a couple of fotos i took todae!

the class was utterly empty! so we chose to go for a walk instead

i saw renee on the way and was super cold so i borrowed her jacket!

rawr! i hate science man!

but

I LOVE LOUIS!

hey people!

it's been a long time since i last updated my blog!

here's a few things i did the past few daes!...on thurs it was national dae!

i went wiv dear dear in the afternoon to hang out wiv his bruddas...

then later in the night

i had to leave first to find my mum

to watch fireworks from my aunts office!

it was super boring! but the fireworks was awesome!

the next dae we were suppose to have training!

but i couldnt go!!!

coz i had to attend my cousins wedding!

my mum made me dressed up!

i really didn want too!!

and i was soo tired!!!!

but o well she made me wear my grad's night dress again!

and i was missing my love soo much!!!

sat and suns was spent on training!!!
i was damn tired!!
but o well all was good coz i got to spent time wiv my dear dear aft training!
lolx..
okok..i shall stop here
i prob tok about todae a little later!
i hate VB MAN!

a mix of everything

how do i deal with this...

he loves me he loves me not~
love.lovenot.love.lovenot.love.lovenot.
i think he loves me much....

hehehx yes i have some fotos to upload todae as i promised!

honey's hairy legs!

honey's third month gift to me! so sweet rite!

honey took this pic! i love it! ok i was getting abit self obsessed!

it's our third month ytd!!!!
honey made me a really sweet handmade foto frame with our foto and a super sweet note....
it's juz super cute!!!
i'm soo happy wen i saw it!!!
like i felt super happy!!!
darling is soo capable of doing such sweet things lolx!
but i was rather sad at first cause my com was lagging and i had to restart it over and over again!
i was about to finish the video clip i wanted to give him!!!
so i had to redo it again..
and den we had training and that means lesser time spent with dear dear..
but all was fine cause dad came to fetch us and brought us to eat dinner first..
i was still happy in the end cause dear dear and i had soo much fun together!!!
and 3RD MONTH LEH!

hehex todae
darliing family came to fetch me in the afternoon
i went out with them
i was happy cause i got to spend almost the entired dae wiv honey!
me and honey left to watch 'disturbia' at plaza sing
nice movie but freaky!
dear dear saving money to buy his cam!!
it looks cool!
better then my "drop a zillion time" camera!!!

alrite...it's pretty late!!! i'll prob update some fotos of the present he gave me and the fotos we took today tmr...cya ppl!!! o gawd...training tmr!

bad news or good news first?

hmm....BAD NEWS FIRST!
The lump on my left eye grew again!
it's huge plus painful!
but i dun dare to go to the doctor!!!! dey'll want to put the knife in my eye!

GOOD NEWS NOW!

1.i had fun during J.U.M.P ytd...

• i partied and dance wiv the db girls!...
• i spent time wiv dear dear!
• i had fun with dear dear!
• i spent most of the time with dear dear!

2. i had training today..

• erm ok dat doesnt sound too good but it starts becoming fun when u get to chill out and train with the rest of girls!!!(sorry simin...i noe i gave u a hard time.. :D i'll buck up!)

3. early celebration with dear dear

• yeap...it's suppose to be our 3rd month this fri!!!!but since we would have training on fri we celebrated it todae! we went to orchard...we headed to paragon first to pass mama the housekeys... and den we went seoul garden to eat! it was my treat coz baby treat me the last time le!!! at sakae sushi! i'm glad i could spent time wiv dear dear!!! it was good enuff! although it wasnt the whole entire day! but nvm wad..coz sat aso no training... den sat aso can spend time together le!

DEAR DEAR!!! I LOVE U!

I'M SOOO HAPPY TODAY THAT I CAN SPEND TIME WIV U!!!

MUACKXMUACKX!

:(

Hey avid readers,

i have the darkest, most embarrassing yet the happiest news to tell you...

it happened in the heat of the moment

we went to the doctor

we suspected it since the day the symptoms start surfacing

first there was frequent tiredness...

abdominal bloating..

nausea

frequent urination

a missed period...

i didnt noe wad to do

we were at a loss

we discussed with our family members

apologized and compromised!

we decided that killing the innocent would not be an alternative

we look forward to the fateful day of this new life

right now we just need everyone's support..

herself and me needs everyone to understand..

us now:

hahahahahax!

gotcha!

love u darling

:)

MY DEEPEST APOLOGIES

u mean soo much to me

i hope u like the sweets..

MUACKX!

LOUIS CHEN IS MY EVERYTHING!

i realli realli love u now..

i noe dis is forever..

i noe dis will last

i want u to know

u mean alot to me

i want u to know i realli love u

trust me

this is the truth

my heart shattered when u teared..

i felt like an ASS

I HATE MYSELF SOO MUCH!!

i've just finished my bath..

and about to go to sleep..

love came to my hse todae..

we waited at home for mama to come back for dinner..

and den aft dinner the three of us watch the pacifier together..

which seems sooo nice but something was wrong wiv the player and we cant watch animore!
tsk tsk~

i feel like darling's downfall!!!

coz ever since he knew me

he have not had enuff sleep!

it pains me to see him soo tired and restless...

:(

he could have gone home when he was tired ytd..

but being such a sweetie he sent me back!!!

and now almost everydae aft training it's like tat!

thk you darling!!!

i love u!

the week has return for us to have training...

trainings change to tues and fridaes le..

and now i'm super duper tired.

i went back home at 11.30 ytd...

and my dear dear was sooo sweet to send me home

although he was sooo tired too..

thank you dear dear

I LOVE U!

i dun have mood to post about the past few days

but it's been good..

first there was mama's birthdae....where darling came too..:D

and daddy brought us to a korean restaurant

and dere is some fotos dat me and dear dear took at sakae sushi for the second month..

but right now!

i'm juz gonna post one precious foto

:D

dear dear dun be angry..

i love the picture..

i think u look super adorable in it..:D

muackx!

to a few peeper

romei~ miss ya baby!

goose and sarah: tsk tsk

lulu: i love u!

i had training todae!
we learnt a new stroke!!!
erm i prefer dis new stroke!!!
can master it faster!!!
aniwae thks dear dear for waiting for me to end my training ok!
love u!
and den aft tat we went back to my hse...coz mama coook dinner for all of us!
tmr is my mum's b'dae...
i bought her frame wiv her name on it..
i hope she like it though..

i'm pretty excited bout training tmr..
but i'm aso rather upset..that i cant go to church tmr..
i guess romei is pretty angry...
i hope dis doesnt drag on..
GOD is definitely the top of my list against all priorities..
i guess i have to sort things out soon..
if dis still drags on..
i would have to think of other alternatives to go to church and training at the same time!
Romei!! i'll be back in church soon! i still love u!!!

todae's problem sooooo difficult la!!!
me n shishi was slacking the whole dae la!!!
den dear dear todae aso very sian,
sumting bout his class....but i dun wanna sae aniting to make things worse..
anw aft tat dear dear didn wanna stay in class..
so he came to find me..
he actualli wanted to juz go home de..
but i dun wan..
coz i dun wan togo home alone..
thank god dear dear was soooo sweet to wait for me..:D
i know dear dear was feeling very upset that time and didn wanna stay in sch..
he wanna go back rest de..
so thanks dear dear for waiting for me.
darling i love u...:)
sooo i told faci i need to leave earlier aft ppt time...
she marked me partial..
but aniwae i still go...
and den we went to dear dear hse..:D
dear dear daddy was at home..
and den i went wi his family to collect his and his bro new specs...
lolx
dear dear looks adorable wiv his new specs!!!
shuai shuai wor!
hahahx ok lar..colin aso look not too bad..
aft tat went wiv his family for dinner at punggol den come home le..
i like dear dear's family...
it's sooooo fun...i guess it's because i'm an onli child sooo noone to tok too..
dear dear ....
i i i love u!
MUACKX!

:D....
todae todae is happy happy dae....not juz for me but shishi and davis too
todae their first month wor....:D
lolx and shi shi gave davis a super adorable doll
and davis gave her a statue of sumting like two mouses, one heart a peice of land and tombstone???? lolx
hahahax kidding but it's super cute..
and then davis came to rp..
lolx i finalli get to see the man!
hahahahax
he looks like gary and den abit like shishi...
coz those two are super skinny!
lolx

hehheex
went to eat sakae sushi wiv dear dear todae as planned!!!
food soooo nice!
but both of us sooo full le!
lolx
we shudn have ate in sch den can eat alot!!!
but aniwaes...
thks darling for treating me!!!
sorry for burning a hole in ur pocket...i shouldnt have suggested that..
but i realli appreciate it love!
we'll save money together from now on kkx?
let's b serious bout it...
if not cfm cannot save de lolx..
darling arh darling....muz not spend on me all the time..
if not u cfm no more savings de...
i noe u mean well...:)...
but i will sad sad if u no money de kkx..
i treat u to movies ok?
transformers....:D
dear dear.....
u noe wad i feel sooo happy wiv u around every dae...
dear dear
i tooootalllllyyyyy.......LOVE YOU WORH!
muackx!

hmmmm....
todae is the second month....but we din do much...:(
first break meet up wiv dear dear but onli for awhile and with goose dey all...
den second break......didn meet dear dear coz he got to do his work and den i went wiv my classmated to eat pizza hut....
ya....den after sch the initial plan for me and dear dear was to go to sakae sushi to eat de....but den his aunty cook for us le...so decided to go to his hse le...
so like tat lo....den go back his hse lor...lolx...
abit abit a teeny weeny bit sad ....
coz the second month celebration is such a contrast from the first lolx.. and i feel upset coz we didn do much on dis second special dae....
but as dear dear said..
the most important thingey is the time we spent together!!!!!
sooo sooo sooo it's stilll ONE LOVE!!
aniwae dear dear will still bring me to eat tmr de... :)and den i will bring my cam to take nice nice fotos..:)
hehehex
love u dear dear...happy second month...
muackx..
where got write bad bad things bout u lor..:P

o ya...btw i wanna add that tmr will be shishi and her bf's first month....
happy for those 2 man!!!!
keep it going!!!
you have princess jeannie's blessings!!!!
lolx!!!!!!
shishi!!!
stay happy owaes...

to him:
thks for all the time we had together...
i love u..
thks for being a great company for the past 2 months..
i cannot imagine life wivout u now..
thanks for ur love...
and thanks for doting on me...
thks for spending on me that u dun even have much for yourself...
thks for sending me home everydae...
sweet love~ thks for everything...!
:)

hey fellas!!!!
a little update bout wad has happen recently!!!
last sat had sdbf competition... i apparently was the drummer....i was starting to get bored waiting for the our turn to go out dere.... was really scared though...although the drummer didn mean much to the speed of the boat...they are still required to continue hitting the drums.... and if dey fall, the team would be disqualified!!! and it was my first time!!! sooo i was realli nervous and damn scared!!!! i scared i fall off...i wasnt very stable at first summore...lolx...and i was anxious that in the midst of all this fear i had to encourage my team members...hhahahax...but all was good...we got a fourth place...i was not realli dat disappointed because at least we didn lose.....
and yea now for important info..
it's the 2nd month tmr wiv dear dear!!!!
LOVES HUGX!
thank god for u darling!!! i cant realli imagine life in rp wivout u now!!!

ok le..:)..
sorry..
muackx..
love love love!!!

mama saw my puffy eyes and asked what happened....

i said it was juz germs...nothing else at all...

i made u upset again..

i hurt ur feelings again..

i'm owaes doing dis arent i...

i cried ...

because i made u upset...

i cried again..

because i never seem to do it right...

i cried again ...

beacuse i cant imagine spending one day without him..

i cried again..

because of those broken promises..

what happen to telling each other everything...

i know i did wrong...

i should have think and step in ur shoes before i react...

i love u sooo much...

i dun wanna break ur heart animore...

could we move on love..

take this as a passing facade...

throw this behind...

i'm soorry i'm sorry....

have u really forgave me....?

i love u!!

today is my lulu's b'dae!!!
hhahax but bcoz today got training so i went wiv him to celebrate ytd...we went to the canon building first coz i needed to repair my cam...which cost like $190!!!! sooooooo expensive la!!!
hmmm...
but still i brought dear dear to esplanade....was secretive all day!!!
lolx i told him to chose between G, T or H....
G meant gelare
T meant the coffee consieur
H meant hagen daz

sooooo in the end dear dear chose H ...i treated dear dear to fondue...:D.... den we walk outside the esplanade to sit sit...:D hahahx i hope dear dear his dae coz i sure enjoyed mine.
but the saddest thing was dear dear had a headache....:(

den today met dear dear in the morning...and i gave him his present...it's one of our foto framed....

hope he liked it though..

happy b'dae dear!!!!

i love u!!!!

back in sch back in sch back in sch!!!!!
i'm back in sch and i noe all my class mates miss me muahahahahhaha!!!!!
i'm back to crappin like crap and seeing lulu everydae!!!!
ytd me and shishis skipped 6 to go down and buy somefood......when we came back that time...
it was either me or shishi we pressed the 6th floor!!!!
den we sam lulu...i tot y he come down to finmd me soo early den he told me he going to change...and den joel called me from behind...den me nand shishi went to the toilet and there were all the 6th floor ppl....
the coversation in the toilet was-
me: ay girl why todae all the 6th floor people in the toilet arh did we press the 6th floor?
shi: ya y arh? u press arh?
me: no i didnt lar!!!
shi: huh den u sure dis is the 6th floor anot
me: er i tink it's not la

den we got out of the cubicle and saw more 6th floor ppl!!!! we went to the stairs and guess what it was realli the 6th FLOOR!!
omg i'm super embarassed and we talk soooo loud in the toilet summore!!!! arg!!!

hahahx todae gonna cel deardear's b'dae coz tmr got training!!!!

it's the last week of the break!!!! my holidays was occupied wiv dragon boat training...and i guess it'll continue being like this for the next few holidaes that we are gonna have!!!!
dear dear's b'dae is coming...ive been busy doing his present...
y life now is totally preoccupied wiv dragon boat, school, and dear dear.
i went to church todae....it seems like a long time since i've been to church cause the past few weeks there were trainings on sun!!!!
i miss church seriously...i miss the fellowship wiv the them...and i seriously miss chilling out wiv romei!!!! romei if u are reading dis....
i still love u no matter wad
although u are still as evil to me as ususal!!!!
...hahahax....muackx to u babe!
i miss lulu tooo!!!! din get to meet up wiv him todae....and u might think that i had enuff of him since i meet him everydae in dragon boat..... that's totally wrong coz we dun get to train together and we wanna focus during training....and usually after training we are juz too tired to seriously relax man...:(

i'm at home now!!! the only special thing bout todae is that lulu and romeo came to my hse....ehehhehex...mummy invited them over for dinner!!! she cooked curry chicken, veggie and corn soup!!!
hehehx yummy! i'm soooo glad my best fren and my love an come to my hse!!! lolx
ytd met geffren and his frens at east coast.... they invited me!!!! geff is soooo bad he push me into the water using my slippers as a threat!!!! o gawd he's a meannie!!!!!! and i bite his fren kieren...

i'm sooooo sooooo sooooorrrry~~~~ for not being more considerate!!!! i'll change love i promise...i' sooo sorry love...
pls dun break ur promis bout letting me noe when u are upset or angry...
i love u!!!

hey all!!!!
it's been a long time since i last posted.....
it's the holidays now!!! i sorta miss school though...i miss my classmates and er perhaps the school food!!! OO and i'm glad i finally got my internet connection at home...:D
things have been gg on pretty well...let's juz start wiv ytd
hhahax
ytd was our one month!!!! lulu gave me, an elmo that he sewed himself...a bear bear and a note...plus a super super cute "hamster box" lolx nvm it's and inside joke....hahahx it's super adorable....the fact that he sewed the elmo himself although it doesnt really look like one is realy sweet!!!!!
i gave him a pair of boxers. a t-shirt which i did sum stuff to it... erm a frienship band and our fotos.... i hope he like it though...the present was abit last min...:S
i met dear dear aft church...we went to vivo to watch pirates of the carribean!!!! the show is nice...:) den aft tat we went to east coast to ride and meet the rest of the db ppl for the bbq...... yeap yeap i had fun...
:D..we spent the night at east coast hanging out wiv everyone and den we left at around 6am to go to lulu's hse to chill....

HAPPY ONE MONTH !!! <3

hey peeps....i noe i haven been updating i never had the time yea...and i guess i was juz tooo tired...

i'll try to update on a regular basis though..

dis was wad happen a few daes back when dear dear, goose,kenneth ping and anthony decided to skip sch..

it was fun though!!!!

i enjoyed my self..

but yea...now i'm peeling..

<3

i cant wait for 030607 it'll be the first month of me and lulu....

erm yea..

and i'm making the gifts..

i dig the truth out of dear dear ytd...

it's sooo sweet...:D

i cant wait to see it!!!!

i cant wait to enjoy that entire dae wiv dear dear too coz i have dragon boat dat dae..:D