its our 11th, the boy's inside
And he'll be unreachable tmr and over the weekends,
So ill prob have no one to emo and whine to on sun.

Last team gathering before race with all the year 3s tdy. and i cant believe i teared watching the movie. When no one else did. Oh karen prob cry, but she always says shes yawning.

I miss him alot :(

heard of the stories that happen at training today,
sadly i was not there...
i keep trying to tell myself to cheer up.

go down with no regrets..

ps. I miss my boy!

wheres everybody. im a very sad girl today :(

the heart keeps getting heavy because... the boy's gonna be in prison for 11 days. and my last race is a few more days from now. im grasping and reminiscing every freaking awesome moment i had over the last close to 3 years. AND perhaps i should just tough up now.

I WISH i could cut my weight too! why am i so fat, its so unfair, like how some people can not exercise and eat junk most of their time and never gain weight. while those who desperately loses never look like they lose any.

o damn i sound like im pmsing, but really its not the time of the month yet. im just dull now.

Might be going hospital ): says:
hey Jeannie! I wanted to reply you in fb but I cannot enter. Just wanted to tell you this clique sentence, "Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened" and memories happened by creation and you're one lucky one who've created wonderful memories! See you during training alright? I'm going off (: Loveyou Jeannie <3

jeannie: the best memories made becomes the most painful ones too.

priscilla: And it's better than not having any best memories at all, keep it within you, remember it always and bring it with you as you move on. You will need it when the time comes for a smile on your face (:

thank you girl, that was bright words:)

dearest mortal(now revealed) had a message for me. it was so sweet i wanna cry! :) hahaha! a mini girls training/ bonding session today! it was superb, gosh we hadnt had such a good laugh for such a long time!!! everyone was taupoking each other, and then we were molesting one another! lols!!!

*the best memories made can become the most painful ones too:(*