CHILDISH much.
currently no words could seriously express how disgusted i feel towards some people.
frankly, i dont think they would ever get out of their shells
if someone shakes them hard, slaps them gazillion times.
but really would it help!?
is there really just a o.1111 percent chance for a change!?!

aft lessons today, i went with karen love to gym. and then we went to ion, and she treated me to ioba at ion as a belated birthday treat. the food was good, the mushroom was good, the ice cream was very good but really the company was awesome.

haha.. thank you so much karen love! for the treat. and for the time taken away from your date with xj. love u very much!! :)

im looking forward to tomorrow with friends, it's time to lose weight too.

ps. t2308 i miss you loadsss!

polaroid instants!!!!<3

I WANT TO EAT SUPERDOGS!!

i see the light. The light the light the light!

‘Friends.’ A simple word isn’t it? It’s uttered everyday to almost every person imaginable. Who are your friends? I used to think that friends were the people that you could laugh and talk to. Now I know that friends aren’t that, they’re the people that touch your heart. You could spend hours with them doing nothing at all and it can be the best time of your life, just because it was with them. They’re the people you can share your secrets with, cry with, laugh with, and just have fun with. They don’t judge you or make you change. They accept you exactly as you are. They look at you and they see a great person, one they love spending time with. You all share something in common and are tied together by memories, tears, laughs and smiles. You’re tied together by love for the other. Friendship is one of the greatest things in the world. I find my time with my friends, the best times of my life. My friends are my heart, my soul, my fun, my laughter, tears, love and my life.

SO who wants to have a hotdog with me?

remember when it was you and me, baby, in this field, at fifteen, with life laid out in front of us like a treasure chest; and love was something to breathe in your girl's ear. do you remember how easy it was to say forever. ~"songs of the humpback whale"

i am so hungry now i think i can swallow anything i see. but see, it's really late, and theres no way i can eat if not todays training would have going to waste. no jeannie, do not walk to the fridge, and take that bar of cadbury. NONONONONO! :D


i cant wait for tomorrow! RECRUIT C. IS COMING BACK!

im totally motivated to step it up on training. like serious, period.
im happy also for my good friend's love life!!!



and im totally appalled by HAW FLAKES! seriously who invented them! they are so addictive like seriously!!!

sava sprints international 2009 has come to a full stop.
everything we've got to do is outright obvious.
a huge fart(hehe) in our faces.
at the end of the day when my fellow teammates of the same batch spoke,
the emotions was too strong to control. alot alot alot of things were running through my mind.
and i finally let it go, and do what i do best.

i love my teammates.. my expiry day is coming soon.

sava day 1

tmr would be a brand new day!!( hopefully awesome!)

if i could turn back time

if i could turn back time, i would love to go back to year 1 where i first joined rpdb. i would give in my best for every single training.

if i could turn back time, i wished i held on to the things that were truely important to me. :(

if i could turn back time, i wished i had more time with my rpdb girls.

if i could turn back time, i wished i had plan time properly for mx and me.

if i could turn back time, i wished some things never happened.

if i could turn back time, i wished some things stayed forever.

if i could turn back time, i would speak and thank and love those around me that i care. before it becomes too late and awkward.

if i could turn back time, i wished i studied better.

*BRAKES AND STOP THOUGHTS*

now lets live in the here and now!

its possibly the start of my last 2nd race with rpdb tmr.

though im not rowing, my heart goes out to u girls and guys too.

we'll bring glory to rp and ourselves together.

the colour of that cookie tomorrow lies in our hands:)

because reading ur msg this morning, puts me in a better mood for the rest of this long day <3

a couple of shots from the past few days:)

i did not wake up to run this morning, felt so good to have my sleep. but im going to try and run when i get home later! night run night run! im so sleepy!

im very sad because im missing you.

so im turning to comfort food tonight with romei.
but i had better wake up tmr for a run!!!! I WILL THIS TIME!!


8 MORE DAYS!

i totally dig this!

GUILTY AS CHARGE,
i did not go for my morning jog:(:(:(:(

today was sending love off to the little island called, 'pulau tekong'.
i saw those mean people who were going to tekan my BOYFRIEND. *EVIL STARES*
I dun even know how to describe my thoughts noW.
i want to cry but my tears are turned dry. it's kinda stupid to cry to cos its not like he's not coming back. why be a drama-mama right?! but still... I WANT TO KNOW THAT HE'S NEAR. i hate the feeling of looking forward to the night wondering he would call. its the exact same feeling i felt when he went to PRAGUE.

IM now really lookin forward to every night's 9.30 -10.30.

on the lighter note, team dinner today at sakura's. FOOD WAS GAO GAO AND NOT TOO BAD I GUESS. I AM SUPER FULL AND SUPER FAT NOW. tmr i shall wake up at 6am to run then to school and then to meet romei to chill out at the airport.

AND because im waking up at 6am, tatas ppl im turning in! GOODNIGHT MY LOVE!

saying goodbye

Saying goodbyes are always hard. You hug a little tighter, smell a little deeper, attempt to commit to feel the person to your memory. You want time to stop, but it can’t and you know it can’t. You know that you have to go on. So you cling on for a moment, and press your lips to their check and murmur, “I’ll see you when I see you.”

dear love of mine, the past few months spending almost everyday with u was awesome and fulfilling. im gonna miss you very much but it's not like ure going to be gone forever. i'll be waiting for u,.... patiently? perhaps not! you know me...

ps. i love ur new look:P

The reason people find it so hard to be happy is that they always see the past better than it was, the present worse than it is, and the future less resolved than it will be.