letting go is hard, but sometimes holding on is harder.

I DONT BLOODY FUCKING GET IT ANYMORE, I DUNNOE WHY I TRY SO HARD, I DUNNOE WHY EVEN BOTHER TO LOOK FORWARD TO WEEKENDS ANY FUCKING MORE. IM SO SO SO SO BLOODY FUCKING TIRED.

you thought u were his everything, until lately u found out u were nothing.

confused

See the stone set in your eyes
See the thorn twist in your side
I wait for you

Sleight of hand and twist of fate
On a bed of nails she makes me wait
And I wait without you

With or without you
With or without you

Through the storm we reach the shore
You give it all but I want more
And I'm waiting for you

With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you

And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give
And you give
And you give yourself away

My hands are tied
My body bruised, she's got me with
Nothing to win and
Nothing left to lose

And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give
And you give
And you give yourself away

With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you

With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you
With or without you

hurt hurt hurt

I never want to have my life revolve around one singular individual.
I never want one single individual to hold so much meaning,
cos importance = power & power leads to corruption.

but why do i still ache.

i need time to undo the pain that love left for me, we all do, we all do.

your dreams

i experienced the same kind of heartache again. Perhaps even worser than before. I contributed bad ideas, but i never thought u would execute the pLan. I tried these 2 days to let it go, im slowly being able to. but my heart's knot is tight, and the only solution is to let time wear it off. So bear with me. may the captain of this ship, still resides within like the start.

You can feel when someone you hold close to your heart is slipping away, little by little. It’s when the mere thought of losing a friend can bring you to tears almost instantly. The pain you are beginning to feel can crush your entire heart. Yet everything that you try to do to solve the problems only push them further and further away from you. When the only chance of getting back to the way things were in the beginning is to hope this person realized what they may be losing.

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i go to sleep alone, and wake up alone. i laze around the whole day and run in the evenings. everything seems simple, until i started thinking, why is love intensified with absence.

kissing is good for you!

locking lips with your guy(or girl) can truly help you to relax. in a study at lafayette collenge in the US, stress hormone levels in both men and women plummeted when they spent 15 minutes smooching their partners. whats more. kissing is more effective then hand-holding. the longer a couple had been in a relationship, the greater the drop in stress levels.

SHARE MY JOY SHARE MY JOY SHARE MY JOY!!!
LAI LAI LAI!!!!
I FINISH MY CE POINTS LIAO! I CAN GRADUATE FROM RP LEH!

hohohohohohohohohohoho!!!!

i miss my girlies, i miss my boy.... although he dun care la!:P heheh!


argh hate ut3s!

baby, you'll be surprised by the amount of food i had tdy!

today had been rather eventful! met up with romeo dear in the morning for brunch, i had pastamania with her and we ate alot! fats fats fats! i know i can never lose any weight when i go out with that girl. and we went around doing abit of shopping. went to OG starbucks to have a nice relaxing time with my green tea frap and doing abit of fyp research. headed for dinner with my family and daddy's client, this eurasian couple and they are really nice. they treated us to dinner at an indian restaurant which was really good! the food power eh!! and we ate alot alot alot alot!! i swear my tummy is as huge as a 3 month pregnant woman now! i look like a freaking martian! im going to have to run tmr!i think im starting to fall in love with indian food! im going to go hunt for more indian restaruants!


tmr's fyp presentation!! wish me luck!!!:X

ps. i cant wait to go shopping with jerean tmr!

life in rp could come to an end pretty soon... at least i hope i graduate.
wished it wasnt this hard to say goodbye to my friends although i never show it....
i wished it wasnt that hard to say goodbye to bf when he left for field camp too!


i know im going to miss my friends and im missing the boyfriend!:(

boyfriend when ure back i want to take alot of pics with u and i want to do alot of things with u. my mummy wants to date both of us out too! she says she miss u as well. hehehe! goodnight honey!!

He’s not perfect. You aren’t either, and the two of you will never be perfect. But if he can make you laugh at least once, causes you to think twice, and if he admits to being human and making mistakes, hold on to him and give him the most you can. He isn’t going to quote poetry, he’s not thinking about you every moment, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you could break. Don’t hurt him, don’t change him, and don’t expect more than he can give. Don’t analyze. Smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad, and miss him when he’s not there. Love hard when there is love to be had. Because perfect guys don’t exist, but there’s always one guy that is perfect for you.

i haven been on blogger for a long long time!!!

i miss CHEN MING XIANG ALOT ALOT ALOT! its, 1 year 1 month 1 day for us today.

<3<3<3<3



till next time!