training was weird today without love, im taking some time to think about whether to quit or not. i miss having him around. but well just give me a few more days to process my thoughts.
on the brighter side, love's cousin is gonna give me a dog! hehehe awesome right! i cant wait to have a dog man!

ps dear:

i love u no matter what! give me sometime to decide ok love? :)
just know u're the only one that can make me think so hard.
ure important to me. and frets not cause i MISS U!

i held back at questions.

when i start to have cravings for lays sour cream and onion, pizza hut's beef balognaise, ice cream and chocs. when i start to feel bloated! when i start to have very obvious mood swings and when i tear at simple random things. i know it's the premenstrual stage, aso known as pms. o yes... i think it's coming soon! =S

ive been thinking bout some things....mum and the girls team...
girls.stay? please?

SIGH

alright i better get some sleep...

dear I LOVE U!

walk my steps

it's our 8th month today! :D we went to watch I AM LEGEND wanted to watch avp2 at first but then i did not have any identication with me to show that i am above 16 but isnt it obvious....-.- hmph...o well but the show was still alright! i enjoyed my time today with love... spending time together with no distractions was good enough!

thanks love for all this time and all these joy you've brought me!!! thanks for going through bad and good times with me! i'll never forget how we got to meet, how we started and soooo much more!

I LOVE U!

i have not been in a mood to blog though, i'll be back soon!

this jeans is so much happier today! love's back in town...and he came to find me this morning at my house! hahah awesome, i've missed him so much! and we've spent the entire day together already! we watched heroes spent time together went to his grandparent's house nearby went back my home for supper! hehe but my poor dear dear is now super tired and sleeping at his grandparents house..he's waiting for his parents to come and pick him and his sister up... his grandpa just isnt feeling well! sigh sayang!

yeah! tomorrow can spend time with love again! now u can all tell that i'm elated, contented and happy!


ps. I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT! BIG BIG BIG TIME!

I MISS YOU SO BAD~~~~

i went to church today and catch up with romei and leon! romei i'm enticed by your stories all the time and leon, dun grow taller anymore. thanks all for the xmas gift! but of course love's xmas gift meant the most to me! ive been going online at night, excited and anticipating love to come online to have a video call this few nights! dear i love u! thanks for making the effort to come online just to chat with me alrite! come back quick i want hugs!

BOY I MISS U!

gah saturdays feel so weird with my love... missed him like soooo soooo soooo soooo much today! dear i hoped u had fun! but i'm really happy u gave me a call today! muacks and we managed a video call!

today and yesterday was awesome! yesterday i went to love's house! i brought his xmas present for him too! hehehe i bought him a pair of havianas and i made him a card! his card not easy to make hor! hehe but i'm glad he liked it! of course he was really naughty and read the card before xmas even when i tell him not to! :P after that i spent the day at his house, we watched 'HEROES' and his mum bought lunch for us! it just felt so nice spending time with LOVE and his family.

today i met love at sumerset! we went to change his havianas and he bought me one too for xmas! i love it, i love it! thanks dear, but no worries i love u more! :) we watched warlords which was nice and we hanged out together...heheh my xmas present from love is so nice, a movie treat and havianas! GUSHES! SO SWEET! hehe aft the movie and hanging around love sent me back home! we hanged out awhile and went down to have a light dinner! o man i had a great great time today! treasured the time so much today, cos it was the last day before love went to m'sia! I'M GLAD HE ENJOYED HIMSELF TOO!!!

I WANNA GO TOO! i'm so unwilling...but well it's already fixed. i think i'll go to the lib to borrow books to read to let time past....some really really INTERESTING BOOKS! sigh i'm going to miss love he's leaving tmr..gosh i'm being a lil emo here! o wells at least i'm consoled that he's going to leave me messages when he's there! i'm going to miss having him to cuddle and hang around with!

DEAR please take care of urself while having fun, leave me messages AND I LOVE U! :) MUACKS LA SHE BU DE HOR!

i went for wet training today! it's pretty much boring! almost all of the girls wasnt here... but well at least the seniors were there to accompany me..love sent me home today! so awesome! i love it when there's someone accompanying me home! i mean girls dont u like it when ur guy sent u home! we slacked at my house and watch 'who slept with her'...it's not some r21 show... it's really funny and me and love were laughing our ass off! mum cooked and soon after he had to go...i miss my dear dear though he's only been away from me for 2 hours.

sigh ive got bad news!!!! the pus on my eyes return again! THE PUS KEEPS FLOWING! i dont noe why it come back! but luckily there isnt training for a few weeks so i can put my eyes to some rest! i hope i get a lil better tmr! i'll prob wont wear my contacts for the next few weeks...
so peeps, prepare for GEEKY JEANS! :S


i dread for next sat to come, love's going to m'sia for FIVE DAYS...i bet i would be damn bored on those five days and prob thinking of him all the time. and worst still we cant msg one another cause of the bills.i keep feeling upset that i cant go, i know love had wanted me to go badly too, but o well.. sigh. it's ok love, please go ahead and have fun, just miss me from time to time can? i'm going to spend all my days the next week with him accept for prob just one day to buy his present! hehehe...dear..I'LL MISS U AND I LOVE U!

have i mentioned that love's going to malaysia! well he's going soon! hais i dread that day to come! it'll be almost a week without love by then, i was offered the opportunity to go with them cos they were taking a coach and his dad invited me, but mum wouldnt grant me permission.. :(
well i'll miss him so much.... i wanna go do my christmas shopping soon! i'm getting love something before he go to malaysia! and he can only open the present on christmas! tsk christmas without him would be boring. but well he's spending his christmas with his family, so maybe i can spend my christmas with my family and friends too.

dear dear i love u! you're in for some surprise when u get back..

hey all i just came back from penang!! well the guys and the mixed team did a terribly good job! but well those who went aso know a few things that made everyone angry and upset... but i had fun with the girls, with MY LOVE! hehehe he bought an absolutely cute berms! COLOURFUL!! LOL well...i'll post up photos soon! for now! back to class!!!

love u much. champion in my heart.

happy 7th month dear dear!!!

it's so fast! 7 months already! i've enjoyed every single moment with u!! i loved the times we spent together.. it's not as if we never had disagreements,every couple do. but it's just how the couple handles them, whether it strengthens their relationship anot. And i'm proud to say that it is! feels like i'm loving u more and more each day.thanks love, for always being dere with wide open arms. there's just so many things i adore about u! (just stop being naughty so often :P)

aiya...i have so much more stuff i wanna say,
but let's not gross the readers up...MUSHY STUFF UNDISCLOSED!

I LOVE U!!

today was my cousin's big day! i tell u it was super tiring! i woke up at 6am so that i could reach her house by 7am to doll up and all! my cousin was extremely pretty!:D and they spent so much on the wedding -.- about like 60k! gosh i would not be an expensive bride, my GROOM! hehe...but well the money did her good she look awesome! and i teared when she did her speech to my cousin and my aunt..it's hard to explain. but well i always admire those who got married... how they are so prepared to take this big step in life! congrats cousin! so i had to skipped training today! but i'll be going tmr! i miss my dear dear too! SO TERRIBLY MUCH!...

THERE'S MANY THINGS I WANNA SAY BUT MAYBE SOMETIME SOON! I'M TIRED! FOTOS ON THE WEDDING MIGHT BE UP IF I MANAGE TO GET THEM...

with the spoon on the left
the fork on the right
she twirls the worms up the fork
when they are fastened
she carefully placed them on the spoon.
scooping whatever hanging up on it
she slowly bring it to her mouth
and chew the worms o sooo slowly...
she chew and she chew and she chew
looking left looking right...left right left right
refusing to look at those around her.
den she sink her fork into the worms again and it continues....
those worms are like vomit to most, but it was a feast to her!

TRIBUTE TO SHILESSE POW!

I PROMISE U LOVE

i know i havent been blogging lately, but o well let me just blog about the past 3 days.

on fri: there was suppose to be a bbq with all db mates, love and me went to his house first to rest. i was starting to feel a lil unwell so we both took a nap. then i woke up feeling terrible and love told me i was really hot(fever i mean). his family wasnt around and i was really restless, so love let me stay at his house late. he took care of me! he brought me water whenever i needed them, and attempted to cheer me up whenever iwas awake, he was just so sweet!!! i must say i was really unwell that night i was giddy, sleepy, cold. and when we were both below his house flagging for a cab i vomited and i know i made love worried.

on sat: me and love went to watch enchanted at vivo city, i was starting to have gastric. and i know i wasnt as active as usual and love keep asking if i was ok! i'm sorry love if i was still a lil restless that day, but u made my day just accompanying me!:)

and well today i went out with love and family aft training, he couldnt go cause he was having a fever. which was most likely from me..but well i have a great day with them..

i feel loved, i know he loves me! sometimes simple things that he do makes me go AWWW, and simply an 'i love u' from him makes my day, i didnt even feel awful when i vomited in front of him, i knew he wouldnt mind!....true love kiss? i got loads from him alr!

i'm startin to think about the list of people to give christmas presents too! here's a couple of them, my choutou, romei, leon and mum!. so i'm going to SAVE MY MONEY FROM NOW ON! and people please constantly remind me to save my money! well christmas has always been one day i look forward to each year. i like how everyone exchange gift with one another, send greetings, get together without having intentions of collecting 'hongbaos'..and spend time with the ones we loved! i've got plans for my choutou!...actually i've been wanting to spend my christmas with him, it would had been our first christmas together...but well he had to go for a family trip with his entire family.... i'm not angry or anything though i mean it doesnt matter as long as he enjoys himself, it sounds rather fun i was actually invited but the cars had limited seats...but i'm not freaking out... i have surprises...which i arent gonna tell now cause he reads! heheheh!

lately it seems like i have alot of wedding to attend! there's tmr... one of the girls i use to play with when i was little... and den my cousin.....well it seems like i had attended lots of weddings this year.... it gets irritating though.. i have to go st8 dere aft sch.... just to doll myself up... i dun deny liking to dress up but it gets tired after one whole day of sch...


to end off...i love my choutou!(there's only one louis chen, one choutou)

HAIS i misplaced my wallet!!!!!
now where could i have placed it!!!

o man i dun even noe maybe someone else took it....i had my wallet when i board the bus i had it when i get down ( i think) i could have place it on the table in the canteen but i dun recall anything man!!! but if i were to leave it in sch i think someone had already taken it! :( should i call the bus company! o man jeans is upset!

arh so we had already 2 continuous days of training! and my body is aching!!! it's irritating how we have to stop training in sch... i mean i know we wear slippers to school but why are they so concern about slippers tsk!!! well i've got to ask hakin where she wanna train...i hope we could go somewhere near where love is training too... at least we could go back home together...

u know...more training means lesser time alone with love... buti'm still glad that we could spend some time chilling out together aft training!

DEAR DEAR I LOVE U...MUACKS!

o the holidays are over...back to waking up early and meeting love everyday!!! hahaha there's always something good behind everything bad! muhaha... o well, i catched up with romei during the holidays and we went shopping. i finally bought a smaller siazed denim shorts that fits and both of us bought new girl boxers. guess we'll wear it together the next time we have a sleepover!:D i met up with love on sat to watch the BEE MOVIE and we took some photos too! here's a couple of them!

i love lou!

eek we have trainings everyday except wed now..