gosh...time sure flies todae....me and mummy woke up at 10.. to cook..we got ready for cooking abt bout 1pm...and ended about 3pm..i am seriously very afraid that i cant finish everyting in 2 hours la...but actually the food turns out quite good...but now i'm seriously sooo exhuasted...and i'm having cramps...boo!...
ok anw...tmr the youth are gg to kbox...i cant wait...hurhur...
erm teddy geiger is realli realli soo hot...hurhur
haiz...gosh i'm tired now...i betta go catch sum beauty sleep...tata peeps!

eee....prawns

alrite i'm finally back home todae is tiring la!!!
i had to go to sch t osubmit my ingredient list to mrs stenvenson...and i was dying in class!...i was freezing...and hav not much to do...and seriously..i dun c the purpose of this coursework it doesn't seem to really help u noe....erm...o well...den aft tat i meet winnie for her haircut at toni and guy...hurhur...i saw the two teachers hu help me cut hair tat dae..hm...and i saw jiarong's joejoe[i tink tat's his name]...but o well he's attached...i guess jiarong would b realli heartbroken..
anw...aft tat i went to aunty joanne's hse to cook...
it was fine accept the prawns was sooo hut to cut...and cuttin it was simply gross!...gosh..and my fingers smells like garlic...alrite
i've got to go do my work now...tata...god bless

TAke iT alL

heyhey....hurhur...i am desperately trying to do as much as i can for the f&n project!!!!
hahahaz...den tmr i'll b at aunty joanne's hse to cook...:D....wanna cum over and try????....hahahahhaz
*jesus we're living for ur name,
we'll never b ashame of u...
our praise and all we are todae...
take take, take it all
take take,take it all*....
and den jeannie screams and clap and jump wiv GUSTO!!!...
hurhurhuruhru....ok as u can tell i'm quite high todae...it's due to the effect of too much work...hurhur...and the aftermath of new urban male...:D...

NEW URBAN MALE

hi all....yes todae ish sooo much fun!!hahhaz...owell romei came to my hse first coz we'll b meeting winnie, glen and terence later at 5pm...soo she came early to my hse...at about 2.30...erm...yup soo later we went to buy my lunch at mac and hurhur she was like a mad woman at my hse la,she showed me sum of her netball fotos,watch tv,read my saved messages...hurhur..and i made her wear a necklace,it look totally nice on her...but she keep sayin it's uncomfortable, tat weirdo!lolx,and coz she stinks...we had to spray my wonderful perfume on her!!!!whahahaha....alrite soo aft tat...we went to citylink to shop while waitin for winnie and the rest to cum meet us..ok here cums the best part!!!....ready...we went to new urban male...and check out the bags..which was nice but expensive...but the salesman der were lyk soooo totally hot...they were juz the ideal bf...tall dark and handsome!!!...woohoo...and i noe romei finds dem hot too lo!!!!soo aft tat...we past by der a few times..ok i admit alot of times...juz to take a peep at the sales man....hurhur... but den winnie hav to spoil the wonder ful moment....we had to go and meet dem!....alrite soo aft tat we went to eat ice cream at gelare...and den go marina square to eat yoshinoya...hurhur..took sum scandulous fotos...;)...
arg i still cant get over those gorgeous salesmen!!!!...hahahahahahz

ice cream,...ice cream...ICECREAM

yep...alrite soo ytd was aunty pauline and uncle gaston's wedding!!!...erm their wedding fotos are soo nice la!!!!......and romei wore the dress!!!hurhur...not bad wor sumbodi...where low cut arh!!!hahhahaz..and i help her draw eyeliner but cant even c la, her eyes to small le la.she smile liao cannot c her eyes de lo....alrite but i help winnie and jie sue draw and the effect was good,the wedding was beautiful!!! quite funni too all the parts about us all saboing the couple.hurhur...the food was good too!!!but the most fun part was picture taking....but hor a bit paiseh la...we stood outside at the reception and take fotos...with those crazy poses...and i think everyone saw us lo...hurhur...i bet they must hav thought we were crazy!!!lolx...but hu cares we had fun...!!!wad a night!!!!
alrite soo tmr...glen is cuming out frm de army 4 his graduation,and den we'll all hav icecream!!!!..woohoo...tata...hav ice cream dreams...~whahahahahahah~ ^.^

yep i noe...it's been soo long since i've last blog...o well...the holidaes have been quite boring so far...other than a few minor stuff lol....anw i went shoppin wiv mum d other dae and bought a new bag, two new dresses, one yellow top and a khaki shorts...*grinx* hahahahhaz...o well there's bad news too....aunti tze tze's dad pass away and i heard she's realli realli upset...:(..
haiz....
yea and der's aso my coursework A dat i hav to rush...aiyo...so much work to do...haven even decide on my dish la...!!!!....lalalala....
tmr ish aunty pauline's wedding i'm sure shes quite excited now...arg i cant wait...and romei will b dressed in her bridesmaid clothes...erm how nice....hahhahahaz....

high

i'm super high todae!!!....i finally saw him...erm....u juz hav to guess hu he is...but definitely not cow..lolx....hahahahz.....arg...he ish soo shuai la..:P....
okok...well o ya..and i tink teddy geigle is really cute too...!!!alrite for the benefit of those hu dont noe hu he is...he is a 18 years old guy with shocking blue eyes and model-like good looks....he's extremely talented and writes radio-friendly pop songs..:D....And he taught himself pianoand the guitar....he sounds like the younger version of john mayer...yepyep....
o ane...the onli bad ting is tat i havto rush thru my coursework A right now....!!!!

THE WHOLE WEEK

haiz...dis whole week have been blehx....hahahahahz...hav to go back to sch almost everydae and i got sick!!..i've got sore throat at first but now i'm down to cough and flu...T.T..haiz..
but o well thurs fridaeand todae was good!!!....thurs and fridae we had the worship prac though i was still sick ....but i'm lucky tat my voice was still der!!!!thurs was real fun...i met leon and den aft tat go to BK eat and den head of for worship prac wiv jianhao,terrence jansen and vincent..and den the next dae was the big daaae....i was quite nervous at first..but i got the hang of it and it was getting fun...leadin ppl into worshippin god...is real cool....:D...
todae:O well i got worser..but den hurhur...i still ate ice cream it's real good...and me and winnie went to see topshop clothes hurhur...so nice...and i tink WINNIE AND TERENCE LOOKS REALLI CUTE 2GETHER....i cant wait for terence to b my cuzzin in law...:D....o ya...so aft tat we went to kallang macs...and took soo much pics soo fun...alrite tat's bout all...o well i guess i manage to survive wivout tokin to romei on the fone dis week!

blehx bored

ar..holidaes started!!!!!...hahahahz but no big deal too....coz i'm still gg sch everydae.....hahahahz...o well...i miss romei alreadi...she left for netball camp...erm....no one to tok to in the night...but o well it's ok..i'm gonna call leon and disturb him.....:D....
hahaz....dis few daes not realli in the mood to do aniting....i'm juz lazing around....o yea ....ytd....f&n we made sardine tarts lolx...
ooo yea..i'm super excited for the sorta "youth band" to aing for worship on fridae's prayer meeting..(it's not realli youth band coz onli leon, jianhao n me ish gonna sing)....hahahahz....coz most of them cant make it....and aniwae i'm looking forward....uncle dan is gonna b our guitarist leon and jianhao ish backup n i'm sorta worship lead....woo i cant wait...yup...tat's sorta the onli important and excitin thing in the week...
not like romei kkz....she onli look forward to it coz she got sum1 2 look forward to seeing rite...:P....hehehehez
opps shes gonna kill me when she cums back from camp...ssshhh....

*emptiness.....a hole within me*

o wow....today's is the last dae of the term...hahahz well i guess right now ...most of the sacians will b at sch watching the sac idol....hahahhaz...o well...i tink nadia hav the BEST potential...she's good alrite....
hahahhaz tmr ish meet the parents session...i'm not tat worried coz i noe i pass overall...but den again i'm still quite scared.....hahahhaz...but den tmr i hav to b in sch at 11 i tink...for f&n, end bout 12...so wad am i gg to do?? mum is cumin at 2...i'm gonna hav to wait for her alone...arg...
gosh i'm so glad it's the holidaes now...no need to wake up so early lolx....
but den again still hav to go back to sch for all the extra lessons and all..gah...
~where did u go,
i miss u so...
seems like it's been forever
since u've been gone...~
rah...rah...RAH...

o yes....i noe its been a long long long time since i last posted!!!intended to update my blog...but neva had the time cuz my com had sum probs....
o well..and now i cant log in to my msn!!!arg...
lolx...o well...i cant wait for holidaes....school is being such a bore dis daes...i cant wait to get out of sac....
anw...for my results i'm quite sure tat i am gonna pass overall....but i tink it's gonna be 30+....lolx...
o well i dun care man...wad's done is done..
chinese o levels are coming up...my i dun seem to be worryin enuff...but o well...i neva seem to hav a problem wiv my chinese...my other subjects are weaker...
HOLIDAES HERE I COME!!!!!

exams are "OVER"

yea!!!!!!!! exams are finally over..lolx...but den again it doesn't seem to b entirely over...coz the 0s are the one dat counts...but well i better make use of my time to celebrate at the moment..coz i most prob won b able to when the results come....i have a strong feeling dat i'll fail my MYE....i definitely didn work very hard..i mean i wasn't worried enuff b4 the exams..coz i knew dat dis isn't important...the o levels is the one tat counts...sooo yea....
anw...i sorta miss my frens...those tat had alreadi graduated...yup i realli miss dem..dey were everyting!!!dey were such a fun group of ppl..it's lyk i've gone thru soooo much wiv dem,those difficulties,those silly fights,those little crushes..dat onli dey noe...i miss the fun i had wiv dem..dey were all sooo sweet...it was nice to know tat i had a place in their hearts arg...gosh time wiv dem was the best times i had in my 4 and the half years in sac...o ya the whole bunch of ppl SZEMING,CYNTHIA,REGINA,VAL,CASS,JOCELYN...n soo many other ppl...
haiz right enuff of those mushy stuff!!!i spent my dae wiv mum ytd..early celebration for mother's dae...i treat her to movie "poseidon"...o well it was good...but not to the extreme....and food at macs... and she bought two dresses for me for jie pauline's wedding...dotz soo early...
hahahaz was a not bad dae...

i finally found sum time to get away from the exams...and come type sum stuff....
o well todae ish SLY'S B'DAE!!!!!!!!WOO HOO....
hahahaz...poor sly got smashed by cake all over the face...if my fren's were to do dis to me...i'll totally freaked out man!!! oo eww....hahahhaz...but den again it was fun seeing her with the cakey face...:P
ooo yea...soo aft tat me sly and belle were suppose to meet at TM seoul garden at lyk 1 pm...but dey came late!!! 1.45 den reach...grrrr....o ya and carmen and her bf kenny came...yupx...
aft tat met up with pear, fin and er "ming and his frens" to eat at seoul garden...yupyup....it was fun....fin and pear are super funny ppl and soo ish sly and isabelle yup...it's been a long time since i've been soo happy..
o well...better go catch up on f&n....tata...

err....ok soo i finally manage to find sumtime to update my blog...everyting's been ok i guess....i'm still quite stress with the exams....luckily onli hav to sibjects tat fall on the same dae and dat is physics and social studies....oo and how arh...i tink i'm gonna flunk my eng paper 1....dotx...
ok g2g...and catch up on social studies and physics...
tmr's my eng and chinese paper 1...o.0

i guess it ended...der and den...goodbye...juz lyk tat...

i've recently been quite hurt....prob pissed....but den i'm tryin to get over it alreadi....
i guess...everything tat happens, the diff issues hav made me bcum more gloomy and hot tempered dis daes.... T.T
i probably wont b updating tat much lately...hav exams....sooo yup...
o ya....and i'm still not quite used to my new hairstyle..lolx...
god bless one and all...
take care for the exams....

blehx....depression

i have been quite gloomy dis daes....haven been feeling quite happy and not realli my usual high self...probably it's juz exams round the corner tat has got me quite stress...and perhaps it's aso pms...
der's juz soo many tings gg on....and i noe lately i have been quite hot tempered...sooo to those of my frens hu i have flared at...i'm realli sorry....hope u guys can understand...and all these doesn't help when my mum is stressing me soo much as well...yupx..and again the whole stack of topic and chapters...dat has got to b in my head ....have been realli stressing too....
and yup sum other problems as well.
T.T
sobx..
{lord lord...pls b my guide}
i'm alone at home now...xian...

O MY SON...MY HAIR

arrr...
i cut my hair 2dae...and i'm not exagerating...my fringe is realli juz 1 cm....o well den it get's longer..i'm totally freaking out...i look weird...makes my head look bigger...arh....den...my ponytail is lyk sooo straight...as if no layer lyk tat...but well it's lyk steps...soo lyk jap style lyk tat u noe....yupyup..
but i cant stacnd it....
omg...how to face sch lolx..
i'm gonna clip everything up...so when it grows longer den i'll let it down....ar...and i juz talk to deb and she saeshe's gonna luff at me...she's soo evil..
lolx...but esther and diying sae it looks fine...dey got abit tired of me touching my hair all the time lolx..
den after tat we went to eat pastamaina..
omg i'm super broke dis daes..

haiz....ar....i miss my hair..
arrrrr...arrrrarrrr........

move along

hey hey....todae....actualli suppose to go wiv diying to paya lebar....but den she got gepg proj....soo went wiv jia to eat ljs instead...yupyup....not much happen todae...jia was in pain todae..poor her...hope she's alrite..."

I'm smelling you so your scent will always be the first thing my nostrils remember.
I taste your tears so I can remember what it was like to feel your pain.
I'm kissing you so that I can be able to remember the feeling of your lips against mine.
Trying to savour the feeling I get when you're within reaching distance from me. .
I could no longer contain myself and fell to the floor, but he caught me, like I knew he would.
I bawled my eyes out until they ached with the pain, but nothing compared to the feeling inside my heart.
I fell in love with him,
who ever said it would work out perfectly?
But then again, I wouldn't turn back the hands of time to erase this feeling.
Because not even that could change such a feeling.

He left without another word as he watched her disappear in the distance as she looked longingly back at him; wishing things were different- wishing that things didn't have to be this way.

He loved her and she loved him.
No one ever doubted that.
But sometimes, that just isn't enough.


Speak to me,
when all you got to keep is strong
Move along,
move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along,
move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold

*sniff*

hurhur....todae's easter!!!!....
i'm looking forward to death...coz it's no longer scary coz u'll b falling into the arms of the lord....and i'll b spending eternity wiv him!!!....jesus is the holy word...:D...
o well...anw my church didn realli had a major event for easter dis year...but it's still good....we have water baptism at east coast todae....it's betta....witnessing ppl baptism....gg into a deeper step of faith wiv god!!!..
yupyup..
goodie..
yup we went straight aft church...romei wasnt at the service coz she was bz being chicken little!!!!...at sundae sch!!!whahahahha
ok anw sooo after all the baptism tingey...we went for lunch first...had wanton mee!!! yumyum..
yea....and den terrence and dexter keep watching over the drinks dun let me drink!!!....evil!!!!...
haz....yup...den went back to lay our mats...
went roller bladding lolx.....i got the hang of it...juz hav to go more often...yupyup..
and den later go cycle kkz...soo fun cycle to bedok jetty...and den leon darling and i went to cycle to sum car racing place...but it's sooo cooll....and we were gg soo fast....hahahahz...had fun wiv lovely babies....!!>...edna, sarah, ethan!!!....dey are juz soo cute....and javia came....!!!.....aww i din c him.....

yupyup...den went for dinner....
went back hm and mum was shocked!!!!!!!!....i looked lyk a mango!!!....red!!!>..
hahahhaz
i lyk todae!!!
but i'll b fine tmr!!!!!...
muackx...tata....i'm tired..

i miss rubbish*....but not too much now....

i haven been able to update lately...benn quite bz....erm..
o well
mum shifted the com to the living room...=X.....yupx....but den shifted until the com got problem le...
anw updates of the past few daes.....i went 2 bugis with jia, kendii....dee...and esther....jia and kendii went to cut hair....and i was pretty pissed with a few ppl in class...
it was lyk these ppl didn even tell me b4 hand ...and i alreadi had an appt ....grrr.....
yupyup..
and den todae had cip we did sum falg dae tingey...bt den half the time me jia kendii and dee....were walkin...we went to raffles place...and den walk to esplande and den walk to suntec city lolx....but it was quite fun though...there was these grp of china tourist hu saw us and keep on takin our foto...but i itink dey were takin more of jia's foto...she's soo pretty....
but den it feels good to hav sooo many ppl takin ur foto...lyk sum superstar lyk tat...lolx...
and den aft tat...took sum weird fotos on my fone lolx..
hahahahaz...soo fun...
den later went shopping back at tm...
aft tat went to bugis to meet mummy for lunch...i treat her pastamania kkz....spent lyk 16.90 lo..
but super super broke now!!!
and mum bought a werid dress too....!!!!!!!!....and it's lyk super ex!!!!!!!!....129 plus leh...

haiz i miss rubbish*