ok i noe...ive seriously not been updating lately...hahahaz...let's start with last fridae..we had sports dae...and i've got a medal!..and den went to eat with kia rain and esther...erm....den at night went to prayer concert...IT WAS AWESOME!!!...anw winnie told us that she would be attending su camp as one of the leaders...ok that sonuds a little fun but a little freaky...hehez...
o well but i might not b gg for su camp dis year...o yea and SOPHIA AND KOK CHOON IS BACK!!!....
alrite and ytd i got my chinese results back...i got a B3 i'm not exactly happy...i wanted a A1...chinese had been my best subject...erm..soo now i dunnoe whether retake..advice anione..????
ya... and den ytd i had my O level oral...i didn even noe...can u buhlieve it..i onli knew when i went to sch.. but aiya oral cannot prepare one..but my oral was crappy..i was soo nervous..i seriously tink i wouldnt do well..no one did noe..but aft my exam i went to the toilet and started crying la...i realli tink i might fail lo..T.T
anw i went back home and received news from my mum dat she would be having a throat operation, apparently there is a lump at her throat and it might cause an infection..and aft the operation she cant spout a word!(for a week)..i tink mum is realli terrified...i understand...if i were her..i dun tink i would agree to the operation..it's scary.....and i tink shes realli afraid that it hurt..i juz hope the operation would do her throat sum good..seriously i'm quite worried too..haiz..let's pray for her alrite..:)...

alrite i noe i haven been updating lately..a lot of things happen this past week...
this fridae..mrs stevenson officially left us..it was such an emo moment...during the speech i was totally bawling and den addie keep giving me tissue tat make me cry even more and wad mrs stevenson said aso so touching..my eyes became soo pain aft tat kkz..haiz...i hope tat sumdae i can see mrs stevenson again or perhaps she can cum back to our grad's nite..:)...
yea and den at nite went for prayer meeting..it's suu good..i mean it feels good to be praying for other countries...
todae:
erm beatrice came backe to church..soo happy to see that super hyper girl...hahahaz...anw i realli tink winnie's sermon todae is awesome...one of the things i learnt from her sermon..and wad i aso strive to do now is to place god in every aspect of my life..not onli praying to him when i'm in need...but making a constant effort to talk to him..opening every door to him...
praise the lord :)..

bloated

yea it's about time i update my blog...i've been soo busy lately...with coursework homework..and coming back from tutorials soo late...i hardly have time to go online now. anw ytd..i was gg back home i saw one of the guys from su camp...i guess we sorta recognize each other coz we slightly smile...but i dun remember his name, and i was in teh middle of crossing the road that's y neva stop to tok to him...
as for todae...aiya..aft sch we were all suppose to have tutorial and den joanna sae onli for those who have tutorials..so me and esther decided to go home together, adn den aft tat we decided to got to pizza hut...omg..we order soo much food la... i ate the beef lasagne set and she ate baked pasta....but she bought another pan pizza setto share...i tell u we are bloated..i better exercise tonite man..i'll tink i 'll grow fat!!! gosh...yup i had a nice time toking to her...
i cant wait fot tmr prayer meeting, we are combining with other church...and our church is gonna lead worship...isnt tat cool or wad!!!
~all this while i tot u are out of my life, and den u came back again, and u told me those stuff, how do u expect me to get on with things, until tat dae we spoke i knew the truth,y are u tryin to ruin things again...~ T.T

OUR GOD HE REIGNS

hey hey..ok i've just read my fren's blog...and i mean it's not just her thoughts, it's thoughts that come through everyone's mind once in a while...[hey to that fren of mine. i am not provoking u, it's just tat u gave me inspiration to write this alrite, i heart u!!! muackx]:P
ok i noe alot of people doubted god...i mean who would believe that some1 would sacrifice his son to save mankind?.and it's even harder to buhlieve he exist bcoz we never realli see him arent it?
o well here's some answers to those doubts although i'm not a pro in these...god realli does exist, he doesn't show himselves to u, but he proves himself to u when u pray, ask for stuff, and when he do his mighty works in ur life... simple things like just changing aspects of ur life when u were once a very negative person and he changed u!!! he also speaks his words through others, as in advices other ppl give u might b just waD god have wanted to tell u all the time!!!..and as for whether god realli exist it's all in the bible..and u may ask me "how do u noe whether a bible is true' but let me ask u, who would want to spend precious time to write that long bible??there's no reason for anione to spent this time unless the info inside is realli true right??...
and then again it's not wrong to turn to god when we go thru troubles, in fact it's the best thing to do when we aregoing thru trying times....yet again we must remeber to aso turn to god when we are happy and realli thank him for givin us joy!!! it doesnt kill us to take like a 10 mins or 5 mins to do some quiet time!!!!
dun b lazy!!!
alright tat's all i have to sae...take care ppl.. god bless..i heart u!!!

HAPPY B'DAE DEBORAH DARLING!!!....hahahahz ok ...i'll noe she''l be cringing at the sound of me calling her darling..shes evil!!!!...but nevertheless i still love her... deborah...i'll give u ur present another dae alrite..i dun hav time to go shop i promise i'll give uanother dae yea!!! continue to b a wonderful young lady tat'll shine for our lord alrite..:)...
ok as for todae..hahahahz many funny stuff hapeen..one of the funny things was that me and addie have came up with a wonderful nuckname for our horrible math teacher...SUPERPOWER LARD!!!...HAHAHAHZ... doesn't it just suit her...[evil laughter] whahahahah...
kz la..dun soo bad....
i'm pretty pissed todae too actualli..by other ppl not from sch wan la...to tat person..if u are not happy tell me lo...i was stating the fact...i mean it's just what everyone have wanted to tell u...i'm just the first who dare to tell u tat in the face coz we never realli had been frens...
ok to another person...
i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u....
I.M.I.S.S.Y.O.U. :p

birthdays

hahahaz...ok haven been updating lately bcoz of all the assignments...ay yay...but coursework A is finally done..soo now we are left with the dreaded coursework B...
let me tok about ytd first...me and rome iwent to ps after church to pick a cake for amos...at the same time to look at prom dresses...the na few things happen in the mrt that just pisses her off!!!...and i lost my ez link card..omg i wass soo upset la....luckily got romei beside me if not i'll b bawling lo....yaya...anw yea...it waaaas amos b'dae ytd..i noe he wont b readin this...but o well HAPPY B'DAE AMOS!!!
ok as for todae...quite alot of funny stuff happen..hahahahaz...o and aft tutorial addie went to get muka rabbit...huhur...he's sooo cute!!!...
o ya..den todae on the mrt ...i saw HONG YUYANG FROM CAMPUS SUPERSTAR!!!...lolx...o my son..he onli looks alrite and everyone went head over heels...soo diao lo...

thank god for wonderful frens that walk by me thru trying times...i love u!!!
o ya deb b'dae is coming and i have n go shopping yet!!

romei and lucy!!!!!!

arh....finally sum time to sae some things...too much hmwork..ok soo now i'm left with geog my corrections, geop fys and my f&n evaluation...hey its alot lo...okok...romei have to go to sch the whole dae todae soo didn hav time to tok to her...o ya i've been wanting to tok about dis...i tink she and lucy very pei lo...hahahahz...dey hav soo much similarities...and they both have good personalities...o well....but i'm sure romei is not very into him now tat she got a little crush hahhahaz....
i cant wait for the dae she adn lucy meet!!!
o ya..change in seating positions in sch..sitting eith dian now...deborah sits with candy, and addie sits with verena....whahahahahhaahhahahahahaha....i don like sitting soo front lo..hmph....

busy me...!!!!

alrite man todae ish hectic...i had english prelims oral todae....o my i tink i'm like gonna fail..i wasss soo nervous..i was sort of stuttering...arg....shit...hahahhaz...o well.. anw todae there was some racial harmony thing in sch and i got romei a gift..hurhur give her tmr...wonder whether she'll liek it..gosh i got to go right now... rushing for my f&n coursework got to hand it up tmr!!!!...soo much hmwork...god help me finish it!!!..
muackx...tata...

grad's nite

reasons why i shouldn't go for grad's nite:
1.i look horrible in white
2.what if i cant find a suitable dress
3.all the makeup and all is gonna b troublesome
4.i could use the chance to meet my frens aft tat soo that i can laugh at them not being able to walk casually
5.i could stay at home to slack the entire dae
6.i do not need to b worried about getting embarassed by mum
7.dun hav to go on stage with some awful high heels
8.no need to worry about falling
9.dun hav to worry about ppl staring at u in the mrt
10.MY MUM MIGHT JUZ EMBARASSED ME!!!!
11.i look fat!
12.it's a waste of money
13.i might as well spend the money on prom nite where i can wear aniting i want...durh!!

reasons why i shud go for grad's nite:
1.i dun get to dressed up and look pretty everydae
2.it'll b nice to look at all my frens dressed up
3.deb and addie would prob kill me if i dun go
4.the 3 of us can go have supper together
5.i'm even thinking of inviting them to my hse for a slpover
6.it might b the last time 4.4 get together looking pretty
7.it'll b fun doing makeup with my frens
8....
9....
10.....

alrite soo i think not going still wins...erm now i've come to a conclusion that i'll most prob not go..unless my frens are realli good at persuading me man....

falling into deep depression......

todae...was...boring...hahahaz...aiya still alrite la...erm had the mt list compre todae..so ended sch at 1...aft addie deb and myself joined rosie dey all..and we were making up stories..huhur sooo fun!!!!except for the part that includes me....erm..i was sleeping during the exam half the time kkz..the music that was played b4 the exam was so soothing that i started to sleep lo...sickening..and i was struggling to keep my eyes wide open during the entire thing..but luckily i tink i get most of my ans correct...hopefully i get a full mark...coz list comp is the easiest to score...

~recently it's been hard to control my emotions...i sorta feel like there's sumthing i gotta do..there's always those memories that keep on coming back to me!!...i'm like suddenly gg thru depressin coz i was crying myself to sleep ytd..i dun noe wad went wrong..but i thought i had to cry it all out, the stress recently, the hurt that was inflicted by certain ppl, the amount of ppl i miss so dearly, even the slightest thing makes me feel like screaming and crying...arg..sumhow the memories of how we were seem to come back again, do u still think of me aft the dae u step out of my life,coz right now...everything is slowly seeping in...it's hard to forget but i will..i'll try my best...~

no temptation has seized u except for what is common to man.and god is faithful; he will hot let u be tempted beyond what u can hear.but when u are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it.
1 corinthians 10:13

o right sum updates about wad happen lately...erm ytd..me deb and addie went to opp sch as usual...yup den go back sch for tutorial...sooo den we went to meet deb...atually wanted to go for teh dance thingey but mummy dun allow...haiz i missed it..:(....
anw...i went to church instead..o well...at least i have some fun toking to romei and leon..they are such a joy..i heart them both...hurhurhur....lately i've not been quite in a good mood..everyone seems to pissed me of..and everyting makes me wanna scream!!!!and i'm like missing soo much of my close frens...it's not like this years sec 4 batch is tat in fact i do have gd frens like addie and deb...it's juz tat i've spent a whole lot more time with last year sec4 batch..and i miss them soo much...i miss the times we fool around together.*sniff*.miss regina,val,siying,cass and the whole gang..gah..muz b pmsing again...tc all...

Have you ever watched a weaver working at the loom?
As he weaves a lovely tapestry from threads of many hues,
Each one a perfect pattern, each thread a perfect shade,
That’s how our father gently shapes the children he has made

You see my life is just a weaving between my lord and me
And I cannot change the colors he chooses lovingly
At times he weaves in sorrow and I in foolish pride
Forget he sees the finished work and I the underside
Not till the loom is silent and the shuttles cease to fly
Shall God unroll the tapestry and explain the reason why
The dark treads are as needful in the weaver’s skilful hands
As the threads of gold and silver, in the pattern he has planned

When the trials of life unravel the fabrics of our plans
When we face the deep confusion of painful circumstance
When feeble strength is broken and we stand with empty hands
That’s when the Father whispers, “trust the pattern I have planned”

Without those trials we’d learn the promise of His word
That all things work together to them that love the Lord
And someday in his presence when His glorious face we see
We’ll wear our finished tapestry throughout eternality

alrite juz a short update of what happen ytd..me deborah and addie plus diying went to our usual hangout...we were all having soo much fun toking..when we saw a familiar asshole...THE FLASHER again...alrite..soo dere was another grp of lower sec girls from our schs, i muz sae dey were more daring then us..and called the police...but when they called that asshole was gone...soo we still waited for the police to give the verdict!!whahahha...yea i hope the police catch him soon man!!!!...but u noe...the best thing that came out of it...was we manage to miss 90 mins of gruelling chemistry tutorial!!! whahahahha....
yup..and den again to jr: i seriously dunnoe wad u have against me...but i doo believe dat wadeva i do and anihow the way i look ..was created carefully and with love by god!!!...and i love the way he made me!.. yea...and i thk u for givin soo much comments..i'll keep it in mind...
o man i feel like catching up wiv soo much ppl now!!! it's been soo long since i have spoken to szeming, cynthia, regina and val..
and especially sum su ppl...like bro dan..prisci...and the soh twins...hahhaaz..still got many ppl lo....!!

oo the great time i had!!! lalalala....

alrite...the past few daes have been soo fun tat i didn't hav time to blog about it!sooo ytd...it was jie sijie's wedding...o man it was a blast...the bride looked stunning and the groom look stunned!hahahaz yeah...the groom's bros was very handsome...;p... o yea..and coz the groom is a caucasian..there was quite a no. of eurasians..and it was soo cool...the kids there were all soo cute..oo..and the part when the bride and the groom thank their family for all the time they have takin care of them was super duper touching...i was gg to cry...but i controlled my tears coz of the makeup i had...i would have looked hideous when everyting start smudging...but it was o so sweet...anw all the best to that lovely couple!!
oo yea...and as for todae..romei brought JIALING to church...but then that evil lady left jialing with me hahahaz..and took care of kids,o well...but jialing is such a sweet girl...i wouldn't mind her company man...aft the sermon...all of us went for a quick bite and head back to church..for the anshao evangelistic event todae...ahahhahaz...crosby and hengyue can realli act and dance man...they sort of remind me of joshua ang and shawn??...ahhahahaz...all the sing language coming from them...erm and i stress they can ACT!!!...REAL WELL!!! alrite soo aft tat there was the sermon...i tink the whole entire event was a blast! THE BEST THING WAS THAT JIALING RECIEVED CHRIST!!...o i'm soo happy for her man...hey girl i'll keep u in prayer!!!...alrite soo aft tat erm me and leon went with sum of the anshao ppl including hengyue and gy for a quick bite nearby..while romei sent jialing off!!and den she came over to join us..;p arent romei soo overjoyed todae...:P...
alrite..tat's about all...loves ya all!

such a frightening dae~!

hahaz!todae was super funny except for some super disturbing stuff tat happen!!!!gosh! ok it was like st8 aft sch me deb and addie went outside sch to get sum snacks and den head to the exercise area!!!soo the three of us were happily eating our chocs and everything until sum freak came...i tot he was sum1 staying around the estate,and den i saw him still mingering around the flat so i like peep at wad he was doin...and o my son!!!!....i saw him flashing his *ahem*...to not everyone else but the three of us...i was soo totally freak out..and i was tryin my best to stay calm and pretend nutting happen...and den i check again whether he was still der..and he was..i was soo freakin out...i wanted to tell addie..hu seem very happy tokin to deborah...but she said she saw alreadi..and trying her best to not b distracted...i was like wad...addie saw..!!!..hahahaz at least she noe wad i was encountering...freaky right addie!!!...i cant buhlieve it this was the third time sum1 actualli flashed at me!!!but deborah..the foreva innocent one was like.."huh wad's wrong he was juz standin der ma"...and addie was soo funny she went"he was not juz standin der, DEBORAH!"...hahahhaz soo aft tat we went back to sch for tutorial..and me and addie was soo disturbed...we couldn't conc..and i was like i shall watch wad i do next time...coz everyting we were doin reminded us of the incident...and we were both very sure if tat person was der she would gladly join tat freak!!!... o ya...soo aft the tutorial we were scolded bcoz of the math teacher fault!!!...sickening la!! hmph... okok and den wen went back to the exercise in hope tat we wouldn't c the flasher again!!!...and phew we did not! whahhahaha..alrite tat's lyk about wad happen todae lo...
o wad's bcomin of the guys in the world dis daes are they gettin more DESPARATE!!!!

GORDAN'S A GOOD TEACHER MAN...

alrite...todae me and romei had tuition wiv gordan..erm i tink gordan's a realli good teacher man..hahaha...and he's realli funny too...lolx..soo anw..todae he was teaching us maths and chem..and then his fren kenneth came..and those two were juz soo childish hahahz...me and romei was juz staring at them luffing..and finally when they were done teaching us...we made our way to cineleisure..where the guys bought stuff for nike..while me and romei went to paragon first to pick a gift for my mum..i bought her perfume...soon after...romei had to leave first so i went for dinner wiv the guys at far east...of all places...hahahaz...the place was realli greasy..but o well the food is good...at tat then go home... right soo these is the summary of wad happens todae..if i had to go in detail about wad happen the whole dae..it'll b foreva man...overall todae was fun..o well and i noe the guys weren't b reading this..but den... THKS GORDAN AND KENNETH FOR TAKING TIME OUT TO TEACH US!!! :D

orals

yupx...todae i have my o level chinese oral exams...the reading was alrite...but the conversation...erm i dun noe man..i think i spoke too little...haiya..but wad's done is done..hope that my paper and my reading would pull me up...
tmr i'm gg to aunty joanne's hse to swim...i cant wait!!!...wanna relax in the pool...i've been realli pretty tired these daes...
alrite..hav sum pictures to update..but i'm totalli tired...so sum other dae kkx...tata ppl..

sch...

alright..updates on wat hav happen the past few daes....i had a stayover at uncle gene's hse wiv the rest of the youth...we went there on fridae night..ate billy bombers for dinner and then went to uncle gene's hse...we played cranium which is quite a funny game hahaha..and then watch lotr...in the end, me leon and romei fooled around in the bed and end up sleepin at 5am...yawnx..
the next dae we woke up at 8.30am for a swim down at the pool which was realli relaxin man..plus the fact that we hadn't had much sleep make it better...it is almost as if we can sleep in the water wiv the jacuzzi and all...aft tat we went to marina bay where everyone was getting too relax and lazy to walk but we still went and had fun bowling and eating FONDUE at hagen dazz...yupyup...and den went backto uncle gene's hse to play pool..played asshole...which again romei was the legend..but thks to me she promoted by a level...aft which me romei and leon watch police story..and slept at about 3am...alrite sooo the next dae we went to church feelin restless and super sleepy..reverend james singh was our speaker...i went for altar calling..and he hit right on the spot..i haven been studyin hard enuff...and gettin lazier...and i tink it's realli god's calling now to want me to obey him...so step by step i'm gg to improve on my behavior in my studies...everytime i feel like sleepin in class....i would rmb wad god have told me thru reverend james..:)..REVEREND JAMES IS MARVELLOUS...
yupyup..soo todae is the first dae of sch aft the sch hols...and i'm gg all out to get that peice of paper that grants me entry to either poly or jc!!!!

yup my f&n practical is finaaly over and done with...it was super duper scary...and mrs stevenson even forget to buy my scallops...luckily i manage to go get it in the end....o well but the end product was quite good!!!i'm pretty please with it..:)...i tink deborah's one was really nice....
alrite other than tat..everyting's been quite bad...ive been tinkin about wad happen dis past few daes...and i'm pissed!!![quickly gets my stress ball]...
ooo yea and if regina is readin dis.......HAPPY B'DAE MY FREN!!!....

F&N

gosh tmr got f&n practical!!...i'm freaking out la...i'm scared i cannot finish washing and cooking within the time!!! worst still i'm afraid i cant handle the oven!!what if my prawns cums out burnt...i'll b totally dead!!!
gosh i hope i'll do well la!!!...it's the least i can do man!!! gosh i shoudn't hav chose to do soo many dishes...i've got to do 4 dishes within 2 hours le!!!!DIE DIE DIE...I'M LIKE SOOO DEAD!!!!T.T
ARG...pissed pissed pissed!!!
yupx i'm still quite pissed bout ytd!i dun even tink i'm tinkin bout gg to su camp dis year animore...thks to u,you and you!

PISSED!!!!

gosh i dun even noe how to describe my feelings now...i am like pretty pissed, pretty upset and pretty happy
alrite sooo let's start from wad happen ytd...i was quarelling wiv my mum again..i'm not gg to describe wad happen..i'm too pissed now!we were having a cold war ya..and den todae during church seeing my frens sort of made me happier,yea and aft service the whole youth went to eat...i'm soo happy tat glen could cum back to join us..listening to his stories about the army perks me up..arg..and the tano bros bluf me ar....tot they were gg to the ktv lo...anw we ended lunch about 12 and had time to kill, soo we went to ps to hang out...dat's when romei's fren told her tat dey are at yoshinoya...so we went..and den we saw a few of the fmc ppl la,and i spoke to ethel and eliza,dey are like so sweet huhur...ok anw...i was rather pissed too wiv a few ppl..i sort of got over dat person a long long time ago..and u guys like keep rubbing it in....make the whole situation awkward la...and did i ever told a few ppl tat i like tat person..get ur facts right la!!!it's over liao lo,mind ur own business can!GOSH!yup and i was pretty upset coz tat person use to b a fren and bcoz of all these bloody romours he is lyk avoiding me!!...wassup wiv these ppl man!i hate those bloody teasing la,wad's ur problem la...damn it...ok soo on the way to the ktv lounge i was rather quiet but tat's coz i dun noe wad to tok bout kkz...and den in the ktv,we sang sum songs...yup..everything was fine aft tat wasnt soo pissed alreadi..."julia" is a nice song!!! was enjoying the time wiv my frens too!and winnie and terrence was like soo pei!!!
soo aft tat on the way home, i got back to my gloomy mood, bcame pretty pissed too, soo when i was around my hse, these group of malay guys was ogling at me and like whistling..soo i was soo pissed of i shouted at them..sumting lyk "wad's ur problem nv c a pissed of girl b4 izzit!!!f*** off la!!!"...alrite soo they stop bothering me!
kk...sorry peeps i juz got to vent my anger here...tata!