lyk soo totally...:D

o man...tmr sch starts agian...soo sien....and den the next hol will b lyk o man june...and i tink it's hardly hol for o level student....blehx....hahaz...sooo totally not coo lcan....hahaz...but time flies faster den it seems....sooo yup...ya..
anw settle sum stuff wiv the youth in church...we decided to change the youth band to one of the june prayer meetings....:D....
lolx...and me and leon got the craziest idea for a youth houting...

1st:we'll go for one and one and the half daes of camping..lyk adventure camping tat sort of ting...
2nd:after soo much camping we get hungry and go for a food trail...
3rd:after soo much foor we get fat need to burn it off....we go sentosa and hav a time of fun and workout
4th:after soo much exercise we got soo tired we'll go to uncle gene house to slack..and mayb catch a movie...:D...
HEHEZ SOUNDS SOO FUN RITE!!!

yupyup...so yvonne din cum church todae....hm...ya...anw emelia came todae and she's lyk so totally totally funny...hahaz..and we are both lyk orchard's next top model...:P....accordin to her hahahaaz.and romei i inally c her in lyk so many daes...erm...shes still lyk as cheeky as ever..
and my leon is still as handsome as ever...:P...

o well and i tink tat's bout all..
erm walking every step of my life wiv the holy spirt...:D....

tata ppl..and c u again...

arh...romei is back!!!...hurhur...i tok to her juz now...told her y i waz soo high...:P...
and wow her trip sounds funn.....doin all the village stuff...and able to see fireworks...light up herself de kkz...!!!...dun play play..but she did sumting soo wrong....how can she forget me durin such fun!!!!T.T...
ooo and she told me she got a hansome cuzzin...erm...romei haven been doin anyting norti hav u!!!...
whahahaha...
o welll i'm glad shes back...gettin back to the fone bussiness now!!

arh....i'm soo lazy to do my work....i still hav geog hmwork....5 source based qns and 3 more nespaper articles to do..
but here i am lazing around....hurhur...o.0...
OPPS....

o and ppl...i might not b holdin to my fone dis daes....hurhur my mum took it coz i spent too much!!!!.....

arh...i'm rushin my work now...todae durin tutorial miss lim ask a few of us to get out of class ...to do up our caj....i ended everyting at 10 sharp tot i wouldn't need to go back to class ....so i went straight hm ...and den miss lim called to get me to pass her the caj...
anw soo i unwillingly went back to sch...i tot we onli need to do 4...and den she said we are suppose to do 10....it's lyk... O MY SON....how do u expect to finish all in one dae....the rest hu didnt gotcalled out didn't even need to do la....MISS LIM ISH EVILL..... T.T
so now if icant finis everyting i prob won go back to sch...and den miss lim will prob call mummy...wth....
ok i better get back to work...cya ppl..

ps.ROMEI CUMIN BACK TMR....WHAHAHAHA

arrrrr i'm bored...

bah....i'm super bored..no sch todae...sooo now i'm all alone at hm...i lyk soo no mood to do hmwork la!!!!didn go to sch..and i decied to juz hand up my caj to miss lim when sch reopens....super xian la...
i want to go shoppin...:(....no one to go wiv..
lolx...
romei cumin back todae....
gg to rant about the wholeweek to her!!!!

o and i cant wait for miss nunis wedding..
everybody ish gonna look pretty!!!! esp MISS NUNIS...

i cant wait for bbq nite too!!!!

lolx....ok back track on yesterdae...we did manage to hav a worship prac coz the chi congre wasn't using the sanctuary...so we manage to practice...erm i tink i sound abit off...but it's still not bad lo...:P...
hurhur....and we celebrate darling yvonne's b'dae...:)....
hehez...romei u miss the fun...:P..nanny nanny poo poo...lolx...
soo happy..
whahahahaha...emelia is so funny!!!...she kep gg on about flying dutchman daughter...and her totally cool tingey.....
i luv her man...SHES AS CRAZY AS ME!!!!
ermm..hols now...quite borin though hav to study and go back to sch...but i shall endure after all still it's after dis year and i'm free!!!!!

romei left me todae....boohooooboooohoooo...and she manage to skip sch!!!haiz....o n todae wear my contacts dat time....wtf....the contacts yk burning my eyes la soo pain lo...aft tat i changed to my specs ...hurhur...i tink i look weird wiv specs....everyone waz staring at me at first...but dey soon got over it...yup yup...and i'm gettin over IT too...at least i hope soo...yea...
sooo tmr gg to church for worship prac....prob wont b able to b involve after tmr...soo romei hav to take over the worship leader role by next week..:p...pon tutorial todae....dun care la...anw it's the last dae of the term....
haiz...and gettin more stress frm mummy and daddy dis daes....

ps:..I MISS MY ROMEI!!!...AND DARLIN LEON....muacks....

ok...soo no more worship prac!!!...i'm all alone at home now.....ok not alone wiv mummy of coz...but i'm super bored....
yea....mummy at home means more stress....shes restrictin me frm alot of stuff....yea....
anw ...i'm missin romei alreadi...erm....no one to call at nite...
yea..tmr can go to church!!!
gonna kajiao her when she cum back..:p
IM BORED...

i tot i could trust u
i tot u could mend my broken feelings..
i tot u would stand by me
i tot u meant wad u sae...
i tot we'll nv end
i tot wrong...
and here i am alone!
it nv realli started
but i tot those words were frm ur heart
u told me to not b sad
u told me to not b angry...
u told me it was for fun..
u expect me to forgive u lyk nutting ever happen..
i doubt so
i need time...
u told me tat u'll still b by my side..
but i dun nid u now!!...
i dun wish to tok to u


but would i b able to help it coz i still miss u...
if i didn't had text tat message..
den mayb all these wouldnt hav happen..
right this moment when u are enjooyin ur self and being happy...
i'm here alone

haiz..todae bad dae too la!!!....mummy make me ps...!....anw i'm still not in the mood..and i'm still angry...i need the strength...
ppl dun worry...i juz need time to heal those wounds

upset upset...bad bad dae

i'm super upset...disappointed.....if u nv waz serious den dun make it sound as if u will...
if u nooe tat u'll hurt me ...den u shouldn't hav initiated it...
search ur heart b4 even cumin to me...super worng move super super wrong....dun EVER let me c u...or tok to u....
my heart hurtz...realli hurtz....everything's over...but not the end of the world...i'm gonna stand up and b strong again watch me....
anw got my progress card..o man i did super badly...dis year the teachers std are super high....and mayb coz i wasn't quite ready frm the first dae of sch to realli go full drive...
pon tutorial todae...i'm super super super tired kkz...and wasn't feelin dat well...din go get an mc...too upset le...soo now teacher called and tell me to betta get an mc...bleh die le la....haiz..hope she's 4get....
o man..it's been a bad week....!!!

upset upset...

holidaes!

erm....sooo holidaes is in a few daes time....yeah...but the sad ting is tat romei wouldn't b in town from fri to wed...no one to tok to on the phone and pei me in church...lolx...romei ho...cannot forget me when u are in china hor!!!o well...and the youth are doin worship for prayer meeting i cant wait...o ya...and dis daes hurhru cant pay att in class....coz tinking of sum1....lolx...hahaz...anw....not much happen ya....juz the norm...

low and behold

ok ok ...flashback on ytd
me and shelly pon tutorial and went to bugis....she bought a new bag similar to esther's one and den we walk around...hang out a bit..
later we wewnt to orchard..lol...wanted to take neoprints but had no time coz mummy was waiting for me at the shop..
went der to pluck eyebrows and trim my hair...kenneth did the hair...and lezlie pluck the brows...(lezlie gettin more handsome????)haz and sorry shelly...made u wait for me...
after tat went to buy shoes..and shelly had to go...oo and den when to m1...and got a new no.
soo tink dat's bout it...nutting interestin happen to dae...soo yupx...

sooo much fun

alrite alrite ...updates on my week...sooo much fun wiv rome iand leon...and of coz kor's andy family...we stayed over on sat at the chalet in changi coz of edna's b'dae...
b4 tat we met up in church ...and i saw all the chi congre youth...:)..hurhur
and the view at the chalet is absolutely great!!!we played monkey ball wiv kor andy and his bro in law!!!...his bro in law gave me a bruise....!!!oo and den time flies....w had dinner...where dester bev and terrence came over...to join us...and den uncle gene and aunty jessie came over wiv us for night walk...hurhur soo much fun...!!!me and romei waz gettin a little crazy....but the view waz too good...and we seldom get to stay out late ...hurhur after tat got back to the chalet...where the rest left soon after ...me romei and leon watch "sweet november"(which hav a bad ending)and american idol results show...after tat got ready for sleep...which we didn realli....coz bz takin fotos and videos...and went to sleep at 2.30...
next morning:
we got readi to church...after church came back to the chalet....to celebarte BABY EDNA'S B'DAE......aawwww...she's sooo super duper cute...and den after tat me leon and romei got alittle tired so we went down to the beach...o and btw der were some cute guys...hahaz....play...and dis cutle little boi arrive...and swept me of my feet...JAVIA....he's sooo cute ok...he waz shy at first but in the end wow!!!....he gave me a kiss hug ...and even attempted to follow me home!!!
haiz yeah home....we were all reluctant to leave ...we had sooo much fun...:)...but o well i promise myself i'll go back der again...i neva felt soo happy for soo long..

ps.javia and edna ish soo cute...
and romei and leon rocks!!!

take me away

yet another tiring dae....everthing sucks but sch...i cant wait for the weekends again...hurhur....cant wait to get away....lolx...and cant wait to go to edna's b'dae party....and stayover at the calet...hahaz
o well....and ya...i saw daniel fro su todae at the mrt...hahaz....long tie nv see him le....din tok to him though coz he was wiv his frens....
yup...dun realli feel lyk blogging todae...i'll end here...

before the rain

i cant take it and i won bear wiv it animore...
well it's bout these group of "frens" ....we use to b more like real frens... but thing juz turn out these way....dey gang up agianst each other behind each other's back...i'm soo tired of all these gossiping,this non stop backstabbing...it hurtz to noe ppl around u actualli do tat...doo u noe tat i almost broke down todae...wad hav happen to u guys...where were those times when u were kinder....oo mayb it's juz me...juz me tat u guys were being mean too...
ii soo miss those good frens of mine...dey were real frens...but wad can i do ...dey graduated....those good old daes...

THREE THINGS ON EARTH ARE ACCOUNTED PRECIOUS:
KNOWLEDGE,GRAIN AND FRIENDSHIP

i miss u...

im feeling the feelings fade away.
im feeling the growing distance between us.
im feeling the chore each word we speak is causing us.
im feeling you drift away from me.
im feeling the same feelings all over again.

the question is.

can i salvage it like i did before?
or issit just too late for that
when all that matters is just having a hand to hold on to;

i miss the old times.
i miss the old you.
i miss the look on your face when i know our friendship is true.
i miss YOU.

no words

"hav u ever spare a thought for me, hav you ever thought about how i'll feel when u sae all those stuff...i'm soo tired of bein blame for everything that goes on wrongly....
soo tired of the way u are controllin overme rite now...the stress i'm gg thru, the hard work i'mm putting in u 'll neva realize...."
haiz alrite enuff of all these rantin...
todae's chinese paper..well to me it waz easy la....quite...lolx....
and ppl...get dis clear i dun lyk him!!!...HIM...U NOE HIM!!
...o and...todae went to macs wiv issabelle after tutorial....soo tired....but we did spent quite a nice time tokin...and erm..ogling...lolx

oh no!!

haiz...tml is back to sch again....o man i'm soo tired of gettin up each dae soo early to study....haiz....sumtimes i wonde wad's the purpose of life gg thru the same sequence each dae....but of coz it's living each dae wiv god and gettin into a deeper relationship wiv him!!....
lolx....wellwell...tml is lyk my chinese o level mother tongue mid year paper....and i soo didn study...but weelll wad's der to study man...hahaz...
this year O LEVEL....mummy's pressure on me is realli high man....she's nagging bout every single thing....haiz...not a single dae of rest kkz!!!....o well but i still luv her
ooo noo....i miss sundaes alreadi...
i miss romei though....not as if i'm in luv wiv her....but...haiz...she's a good fren....:)
lol...
and i miss hurhur...sshhh...not tellin u...
mood:happy?stressed?BREAKDOWN!!

what a day!

wah...todae sooo super super super tired ok.....
had tutorial until 3.30....den after tat had to meet romei to go tuition at aunty elaine's hse...:P...we were late!!!....bcoz of me...o no wait bcoz of the sch...haiz....sch's realli crazy now la...every dae sch is till 3.30 except for tues....and we'll soon hav our self study days....
SOOOO LAME...
and haizmr tan split me and addie up...cant tok durin maths lesson le...huhur
addie in directly KISS me todae!!!
o well...but i'm glad i went for tuition....great time of fellowship wiv romei!!!...hurhur had fun wiv dat girll...luv her man!!!....


*i neva should had met u...and den mayb i'll neva b missing u....*

i dunnoe anything animore

there's sooo much things gg on since my last blog...soo many things gg thru my mind...and sooo many different things happening to people around me
let's start wiv sch,
everyone seems soo distant suddenly ...at least to me it is...i dun seem to noe everyone as well as last year....and like being in sec 4 now i'm realli stressed up!!!...lolx...der's ppl telling me to juz handing everything over to god and juz do my best and dun worry....but sometimes it's realli soo hard to not worry at all...yeah....and i dun lyk sch!!...everything is lyk study study study all dae...
haiz..
o well happy belated v'dae everyone!!!!

"the first general rule for friendship is to be a friend,
to be open, natural..
interested; the second rules
is to take time for friendship.
frienship, after all,
is what life is finally all about"