the heart keeps getting heavy because... the boy's gonna be in prison for 11 days. and my last race is a few more days from now. im grasping and reminiscing every freaking awesome moment i had over the last close to 3 years. AND perhaps i should just tough up now.

I WISH i could cut my weight too! why am i so fat, its so unfair, like how some people can not exercise and eat junk most of their time and never gain weight. while those who desperately loses never look like they lose any.

o damn i sound like im pmsing, but really its not the time of the month yet. im just dull now.