my 4 days of awesome, tasty, delicious and FATTENING dinner had come to an end. I swear i must have gain weight. Thanks to the boy....

O well, so who wants to embark on an anorexic journey with me this week!?!?! Hehe:)

the past few days had been filled with awesome food. I had shokudo treated by oh-so-sweet boy of mine!! And soup restaurant, the boy's mum treat!! Yumm!!
But tmr would be workout time and my treat.

mummy's back and im very happy. But she needs to watch her diet!! I miss my girls, alot, i have no idea but i feel so attached to them recently, is that a wrong thing to happen now???? :S

Love boyfriend!!!

my girls top my life of like whip cream on ice cream. boyfriend too of course!!!!


prob only jam wants to be the icing! she always wants to be the unique one!!!


I MISS MY MAMA ALOT!

i love my parents very much...

i quarreled with my parents today it was irritating and of course my fault. but i think they are so making a big fuss out of it.
so the letter came today saying i skipped 2 lessons for leisure organisation, which was no biggie, cos who else dun skip sch like really period. and clive said i did well for the lesson and ut, at least i was not the one he always picked at!!
and of course my crazy as hell dad got so pissed he took back my e71...!@@#%^&%%
so fishing fishing fishing (because i dun wanna say fuck) pissed!!!!



i love xoxo sessions with my girls. i hope misunderstandings would clear. i love everybody in rpdb :)

BEFORE I REALLY GO FOR GOOD I NEED EVERYONE TO BE HAPPY!

i feel like crying again.

my last regatta has just ended! no words could describe how i felt. im happy and yet upset at the same time. happy because we got what we lose, upset because its time soon to say goodbye.

we cried and cried till our tears run dry and had out macs dinner at the uob building.times like this are hard to find and deeply etched in my heart:)

its our 11th, the boy's inside
And he'll be unreachable tmr and over the weekends,
So ill prob have no one to emo and whine to on sun.

Last team gathering before race with all the year 3s tdy. and i cant believe i teared watching the movie. When no one else did. Oh karen prob cry, but she always says shes yawning.

I miss him alot :(

heard of the stories that happen at training today,
sadly i was not there...
i keep trying to tell myself to cheer up.

go down with no regrets..

ps. I miss my boy!

wheres everybody. im a very sad girl today :(

the heart keeps getting heavy because... the boy's gonna be in prison for 11 days. and my last race is a few more days from now. im grasping and reminiscing every freaking awesome moment i had over the last close to 3 years. AND perhaps i should just tough up now.

I WISH i could cut my weight too! why am i so fat, its so unfair, like how some people can not exercise and eat junk most of their time and never gain weight. while those who desperately loses never look like they lose any.

o damn i sound like im pmsing, but really its not the time of the month yet. im just dull now.

Might be going hospital ): says:
hey Jeannie! I wanted to reply you in fb but I cannot enter. Just wanted to tell you this clique sentence, "Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened" and memories happened by creation and you're one lucky one who've created wonderful memories! See you during training alright? I'm going off (: Loveyou Jeannie <3

jeannie: the best memories made becomes the most painful ones too.

priscilla: And it's better than not having any best memories at all, keep it within you, remember it always and bring it with you as you move on. You will need it when the time comes for a smile on your face (:

thank you girl, that was bright words:)

dearest mortal(now revealed) had a message for me. it was so sweet i wanna cry! :) hahaha! a mini girls training/ bonding session today! it was superb, gosh we hadnt had such a good laugh for such a long time!!! everyone was taupoking each other, and then we were molesting one another! lols!!!

*the best memories made can become the most painful ones too:(*

i think sometimes the best thing you can do is to stop trying to figure out who you are and where you’re going, and just enjoy where and who you are right now.

im living in the momeeennntt!

thank you angel,
for the tic tac!!!

the most important race to me.

never again.

e-m-o!