MY WOUND

hey all!!!! it's been a lng time since i last blog... although i wanna blog more often after being in poly i juz dun have the time....
ive been in a bad mood lately....juz ytd i fell at the bridge when i went to find a fren....the wound hurtz
den aft tat sumting else happen sum realli sad stuff...let's juz sae it was soo bad dat i almost cried in class......i almost feel like breaking dwn when i was doing my ppt...imagine sum bad news crush on u and u are suppose to look like ur usual happy self... i'm upset and realli hurt... and sorry peeps... pls dun ask me wad happen, i only intend to tell a few tat i'm closer too...juz tryin to rant here...dere's no need for the whole world to noe....thks to frens like my "brother" ryan and the others plus sum of the shl leaders.....
yea and i was juz toking to von..
i dun realli intend to get into a relationship too soon....i had a bad experience the last time the breakup was hard(i tink that was 2 mths ago)..... it was painful man.....realli bad.....i almost cried myself to sleep everydae during that 2 months......dat's y i dun wanna get into another relationship and experience the same stuff right nw.......it's bad enuff and it happened not long ago....i dun wanna make any frens hu onli had the purpose of being wiv me...and if i reject them dey'll stop being frens....dey'll stop contacting me....i appreciate frens like ryan and soon chye.... dey are realli juz genuine friends and their messge is clear....
right now my wound hurtx but my heart hurtz even more...:(
and thks romei for owaes being a friend i LOVE u....
happy b'dae yihan darling...