i'm soooo tired dis daes....i'm working now in a childcare centre....it's realli tiring have to wake up super early....but o well i guess the job is quite fun...i dun regret gg to this job...rather than sittin in front of a table...i get to play wiv kids and teach them...they are juz super adorable...hahahz i even have my favourite kids there they are super cute....wayne, sheralyn,ezra...ooooo they are soo cute lolx...
o well let's tok bout sum stuff tah happen other than work....i met up wiv issac,boonkeat, aiqing...and a few others for a soo called su reunion....though its juz the few of us...was super fun...we went to the arcade...haiz and den dey pull me to dance sum stupid para para thingey...hehehz kkz la but it was quite fun....
i miss the Su peeps....
i miss the fun ....
aanw soo ytd went to church af twork to rehearse for the christmas event....i must sae we would look quite retarded..haiz sooo paiseh man...but it'll be funny la...soo dun nooe whether my frens would like anot...lolx...tmr is the performance le!!! haz nervous man!!!

MISSING SPREE

SHE'S on a MISSING SPREE NOW!!! tat's rite...SHE'S missing everyone...
SHE miss atw
SHE miss chris and ben...
SHE miss jia and kendii...
SHE miss my bb buddies...
SHE miss audrey and esther...
SHE miss addie...and deborah..
SHE miss diane...
SHE miss boon keat and angie...
SHE miss gavin and ting an...
SHE miss dexian and noel and darryl..
SHE miss marilyn
SHE miss the whole toyota group...
SHE miss bro dan, bro shaun, bro bala, bro brandon,yankai and BRO THOMAS...
SHE miss sis serene,deniece and mel
SHE miss uncle david
SHE miSS BIG BROTHER KELVIN LIM....:(....
SHE miss the anshao peeps..
SHE miss romei and leon...
SHE miss my church peeps...
SHE miss youth chasers..
HAIZ HAIZ HAIZ...AND MOST OF ALL SHE MISSES SU CAMP...
SHE miss feeling healthy...
SHE miss my voice....
lastly,
SHE LOVES GOD...SHE WANNA GO STEPS FURTHER WIV HIM...AND SHE'S PRAYING FOR EVERYTING TO BE OKAY NOW...SOBX....

Su camp!!! i totally love it...

hey hey hey peeps ...it's been a long long time since i update my blog arent it...
o well ive been to su camp...let's juz sae i realli enjoy myself alot alot alot...i tink i would have regret it if i din go for the camp...i learnt alot....ive encounterd god's presence during the overnight worship...but u noe one thing bout this year's camp is tat it's juz a little rowdy and dere are more non-believers....but i tink this year's camp is able to touch many ppl's heart....:)....
i believe tat god will bring me nearer...i beleive that one dae i would bcum sum1 able to glorify his name...:)ok coz dere are the frens that i have made dere....they were great joy...ppl like marilyn, mel, angie, darryl, boon keat, dennis,gavin,ting an,de xian...yupyup...and actualli a whole great deal of ppl...who are prob the whole camp....but i was realli glad tat bro dan could come i realli missed him!!! i missed bro thomas too who manage to drop by on one of the daes...i miss the leaders!!! theres juz too much great ppl and great things that happen durin su camps and every year is a different experience...:)....had sis deneice as my angel and bro shaun as my mortal....romei and i though wasnt in the sme grp but in same dorm..:) soo super happy....and me,leon and issac still got to have alot of time spent together...
haiz ooo well but i do miss my dearest basketball clique...hey kendii muz organise a dae the whole gang go play kkz..
aannd this is for peisze!!! peisze I LOVE U TOO LAR!!!
AND TO DAR DAR...MUACKX...

broke

hey hey the past 2 daes have been fun! let's just start with ytd:
went to meet diane,deb,diying,addie,esther,audrey...addie couldn cum...yupyup met up wiv dem to go escape.....i was late soo i met them straight away at escape lo...hehehez...hmmmm....it was quite fun dis time but got a couple of things tat happen which i shudnt mention here lol...nutting to do wiv my frens though...hahahahz...all was fun realli fun...i got abit sunburnt though...hehehehz...and i guess it was realli fun gg as a big big group....diane gave us the shirt and a handkerchief from herself....howww sweeet rite...haiz....
den aft tat deb had to go and the rest had to temp for food...wewent to the food court...but itwas gettin late we were all too tired of gg to swim soo din go in the end....
it's soo sad that diane is leaving i'll realli realli miss her!!!! shes been realli sweet and a great blessing to all those around her .. i'll definitely miss her from the bottom of my heart....
todae:
had to dress formal...todae...met up wiv leon and romei at kallang mrt...hmm....was looking forward to meet uncle gene and dexter!!! uncle gene is sooooo COOL la ...he brought is to a high class restaurant at suntec....it was however a little hard to eat peacefully coz we were all to carried away by trying to be high class lolx....and the food were all to authentic it was a three course meal la!!! gosh i tink i'm gonna bcum obese!!!! yupyup..aft tat me all went to topshop!!!! dexter bought is christmas gifts in advance!!!! i love the shirt!!!! has a monkey on it!!! lolx....and i bought tights from topshop for 33 bucks!!! gosh i'm broke soo ppl dun b too surprise that dis year's christmas gift is pathetic kkz!!!!

hez

hey hey hey peeps....aint i doin a constant improvement...i'm blogging more lolx....alrite hahahaz...
todae rome i din cum to church she was away on camp...o well i still had fun wivout her whahahahha...okok...yupx...i helped out in the sundae sch coz aunt chunmei need ppl coz romei wasnt dere mah...and leon did an impromtu worship while i helped him up though...hahahahz and den me and the three musketeers went to prepare breakfast for the kids....den aft tat we went to paradiz wiv the youth...tok about christmas over brunch lol....
not gonna tell u guys wad it is about come for my church event and u'll noe wad i'm gonna do...hahahhaz...den aft tat went to ben and jerry's wiv leon and uncle gene....aft tat head to ps to shop wiv leon...
well todae was quite fun larh....i tink my whole month is gonna be soo bz!!!
here's the schedule:
5 dec: lunch wiv dex, uncle gene, leon and romei
8-11 dec:su camp!!
15-16 dec: ubin trip wiv rest of youth...which seems scary but fun though
and the rest is gonna be full drive training for christmas event...i dun care la the youth muz be good man!!!!!!!!

alrite alreadi...hahahaz i noe my blog os almost dead...but cant blame me my mum still locks up the com unless she's at home den she'll unloock it....and i have not been home early coz i went to the gym to work out this daes till quite late.....
yes i have been having fun lots of fun actualli esp when i spent almost everydae wiv lao gong...:)....o well but he's gonna work soon i tink...but i seems fine he onli need to go back when they ask him too....i'm helping my mum's friend to work...at a provision shop!!! gosh how embarassing but o well...not all the time onli thurs and saturdaes....i haven seen laogong the whole dae...gosh i miss him...
alrite....juz sum stuff other than laogong accomapniment lately:
romei came over to my house this mondae....she came over to sleep over..and gosh did we had fun....we watched initial D together which totally have a bad bad bad ending...waste our time...lolx...aft tat went to eat my mum's food...sooo nice haven been eating home cooked food for a long long time...den we went back to do our stuff and eat ice cream... that little dud ask me to go get the cheque from carl's mum...aft tat carl came up to clarify stuff bout the cheque...we went down wiv him to get the cheque..and he asked if he could go dwn wiv us...bought ice cream aft tat we went back to our separate homes...me and romei did facial tok bout girl stuff and all...tok until 6 am den sleep...lolx...aft tat woke up at 1pm..and she had to hurry coz he family was waiting for her dwnstairs..
o well guess that's bout all that happen...i guess i'll be gg to su camp aft all...
to kendii:
i'm realli realli sorry i couldnt attend ur confirmation mass....i'm terribly upset...i treat u a gd meal ok....dun angry..:)....i'll go wiv u to interviews if not bad den i stick to the job kkz
to laogong:
wad can i sae man.... I LOVE U LARH!!!!

Os are over!!! woo hoo play play play!!!!

yea....my Os are finally over....but even soo i'm still quite afraid bout the results....i dun realli have confidence...but o well wad's done is done...i hope i can juz get thru to poly...yeap...but noe wad..the weird thing is i'm starting to miss sch...the thought of not being able to go back to sch and seeing my friends everydae is totally weird!! o well everybody saes they'll keep in touch but i think it's different alreadi...we dun get to see each other mah....
o well dis are the stuff i did after my Os~
on mon:
the wonderful dae when my papers are over...i went back home to change and den went to ps to meet romei and leon....we went to watch "step up"...o my son!!! that show is marvellous its sooo damn fishing nice la!!!i have a new found love for hiphop~!!!yeap...soo ya i'm tinkin of takin up dancing anione wanna join me...yup i'm serious and i'm soo gonna buy the soundtrack!
o weelll aft tat went to find mum at the gym!!! she was taking her oewn sweet time la!!! i din bring my workout clothes sooo icant exercise....o well luckily got sum of the personal trainer hu came to chat wiv me...
on tues:
i spent the dae wiv darling!!! hez he came to my hse...had fun fun...enjoyed his company!!! aft tat dear dear and me went to orchard he went to meet his friends while i went to workout wiv my mum in the gym!!! it was realli realli good!! they had sum dance classes there soo yeap i went to join...sooo cool la.... groovy man!!! lolx..
todae!!!!!:
dear dear couldnt join me coz he get band...o well i miss him!!!!
i went to play bb!!! i saw diying and esther eatin sooo i went to the bbc first....erm geff moses and vincent was alreadi dere....yeapyeap...soo i played wiv dem and the two ladies join us soon after ....but u noe wad's the best thing!!! my kendii told me that she'll b dere by 12.45 but in the end she came at 6....arg...lolx....but nvm i noe tat her mum dun allow her la...hehehez.... yupyup..i bought bubble tea....!!! the guys got ice cream lo...i din noe they had such nice drink...hahahaz so i stole geff's and moses's drink....hurhur....and lolx...geff moses and vincent are calling me jie jie now....yeap it rained soo we took shelter.....i was real wet...hahahaz...but o well was dry very soon too....we went back to play when the rain subside...and i kena hit by the ball on the back soo many times la...lolx pain sia...
and den finalli the babe..kendii arrived but onli play wiv her awhile....
alrite dat's bout all...tata ppl....

Os are over!!! woo hoo play play play!!!!

namesssss

alrite...dis is another name quiz taken by shallie wallie....i must sae she's super crazy!!!! muahahahaha
A : You like to drink.
B : You like people.
C : You're wild and crazy.
D : You have one of the best personalities ever.
E : Damn good kisser.
F : People adore you.
G : You never let people tell you what to do.
H : You have a very good personality and looks.
I : One to have fun.
J : You live life for fun.
K : You are really silly.
L : .Everyone loves you
M : You are a hypocrite.
N : The best damn bf/gf ne one could ask for.
O : You are one of the best in bed.
P : You are popular with all types of people.
Q : Someone loves your fine ass
R : Fuckin Crazy
S : Easy to fall in love with.
T : You're loyal to those you love
U : You really like to chill.
V : You are not judgemental
W : You are very broad minded.
X : You never let people tell you what to do.
Y : Dead sexy
Z : Always ready

jing yi:
J : You live life for fun.
I : One to have fun.
N : The best damn bf/gf ne one could ask for.~am i???~
G : You never let people tell you what to do.
Y : Dead sexy. ~WTH~
I : One to have fun.~hurhur~

kendra:
K : You are really silly.
E : Damn good kisser.
N : The best damn bf/gf ne one could ask for.
D : You have one of the best personalities ever.
R : Fuckin Crazy (hands up...i totally agree)
A : You like to drink.

romei:
R : Fuckin Crazy
O : You are one of the best in bed.[alrite...she's gonna hate dis]
M : You are a hypocrite.[wad she's nice la]
E : Damn good kisser.[hurhur i shall try kissing her]
I : One to have fun.

aldwyn:
A : You like to drink.[hahahaha i agree]
L : .Everyone loves you
D : You have one of the best personalities ever.
W : You are very broad minded.
Y : Dead sexy [lalalala told cha so]
N : The best damn bf/gf ne one could ask for.[yup my best gf]

ahahhaz...kz enuff of randomness...tata see u guys again....

LALALA

yeap...i'm feeling better now...but not much still have a very bad cough and absolutely horrible voice...lolx...
i've been quite stressed handling wiv preparations for Os and dealing wiv all my illness lolx....
gosh feel damn crappy now la...haiz
i miss dear dear... :)
i LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE DEAR :)
and i miss the gang too...:)
ok tat's aboout all...
o man i cant wait for the Os to be over ...
have i told u about the long list of tings i wanna do..
o well i wanna go shopping. go beach. go archery. go watch lotsa musicals. go eat ben and jerry... go out wiv my dear dear. go out wiv my frens. catching up wiv many many ppl!!! o man...REALLI ALOT OF TINGS I WANNA DO LO....RRRRROOOOOAAAARRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!

alrite ppl stop nagging...i noe i haven been update but i'm a busy person kkz..realli i've been bz studying for my Os...
o well i've juz gotten sick ytd...i now have a cough flu and a slight fever...gosh and o well i scrap thru my exams..
spent most of the dae at romei's hse and kor kok choon came over to give us ss tuition...all was good...although i felt feverish...gah man i'm sick at the wrong time!!!!!!!!!!
okok...anw juz wanna tell DEAR DEAR AND GANG...(WHICH INCLUDES KENDII AND JIA!!).... I MISS U GUYS MAN!!! MUACKX...
TO DEAR DEAR: I LOVE U!!!!! MUACKX...

hi ppl decided to update aft all...anw it was wear wad u like dae todae...so i dressed super casual todae lol...anw went back to sch...and mr lian gave us tution...o well...it helped somehow hahaz...and i brought back the cake for the rest of dem to eat...yupyup..den aftt at went to meet jia n kendii..and den aft tat went to meet chris and atw...we ate at thai express...hang out awhile den go home le...
alrite dat's bout all my mum is alreadi nagging!!!!

shout it out loud...i cant hear u!!! wad wad??? huh wad did u sae!!! HAPPI B'DAE JINGYI!!! lolx...yup yup it's my b'dae todae...:)...lolx kkz pardon me i'm bein mad...but it's my b'dae sooo i can do wadeva i feel like doing...muahahahhaz
kkz i had a fun fun dae todae...went to sch as usual...and miss nunis gave us bubbles!!!! hahahahz it was soo nice i love the bubbled!!! but ya!!! i was annoying shelly by blowing bubbles into her face...muahahahha...too bad man....:P... but i love bubbles...it's soo pretty...yupyup...den aft sch wait for kendii and jia den head to js....i had fun wiv dear, 'mum'...grandaughter diying, joshua, ben,...charlene kendra and a few others!!!...yupyup...thanks u guys... we got drenched though!!! by the rain durh..
aft tat went back home...and mummy cooked fried rice..she did nag at me though... but aft tat ok le...den hse bought my fav cat from nydc!!! oreo cheesecake!!! hahahaz yum yum..drools...i still hav alot left anibody ones??...lolx...
ok ok...soo now i wanna thk ppl! thks kendii, addie, atw, shelly...for ur b'dae wishes!!! and thks kendii jia atw and the entire gang for a great dae!!!!
and now i shall mention dage!!! i guess most of u dunnoe dage!!! da ge is sum1 i noe from SU camp...he's one of the leaders...and he's super super cool!! he's fun!!! he aso very sayang me de! da ge has a lovely fiance!!!!yup and wad arh... o ya i love my dage!!! he's the best!!! o i miss da ge too!!! hope i'll get to go su camp and c dage again!!!

my blog have come to life!!!! resurrected from the dead~!

haiz i noe dis few weeks i haven beem updating lately....o well i have lots of stuff to study..and have been having sum stuff lately happening again..haiz o well i guess certain ppl alreadi noe alreadi..but i dun wanna tok bout it here... but o well i tink me and kendii owaes seems to have the same problems..but my resolution to all these problems is tat god will pull me thru he will lead me on....(personal note to kendii- hey girl got aniting spiritual wise or wadeva fdo come tok to me.. i hope my letter did help u clarify certain stuff..:)...)my mood dis few daes have been crap...i feel totally totally totally useless...serious...haiz...i'm starting to feel like i'm getting more distant wiv my parents esp my mum...

O WELL ENUF SAID....let's juz tok bout wad happen todae....
i had to go back to sch as usual...yup...me n shelly went to 4.5 to study at first..and den charlene and her whole ENTIRE CLASS came... it was nice though to have her company...and haha we took lots of spastic foto..and she proclaim me her wifey!!!i actualli intended to go wiv her to meet the rest and hang out...but o well i manage to resist temptation to go romei hse to study...
it was nice though..to have fellowship wiv my lovely sister lolx...and my darling leonie hahaaz...auntie chun mei cooked real nice pasta for lunch love it man....and den later kor kok choon came to give us tuition in ss...erm i muz sae kor kok choon is a good good teacher lol.ROMEI I SOO LOVE U...U ARE MY BESTEST BESTEST FRIEND!!!...sumtimes i tink romei and i totally clicked...is like there is no need to explain certain things to her simtimes she juz understand and i thank god for this lovely friend!!! she's the SEXIEST... ahhahaz... yeap and auntie chun mei cooked for dinner too...i love the soup and the patties!!! hahahaz..todae was actuaallli quite a nice dae...thks romei and leon and family for giving me joy..
DEAR DEAR I MISS U~~~....i love my monkey, my loagong, my baobei...aiya i juz love u la..:)

haiz todae had to go back to sch for self study...such a dread man... i tink it's a waste of time to go back to sch juz to study on ur own..but o well i had fun wiv the eight other ppl...and den chokky actualli taught us all chem...aye she's quite good alrite...i could understand her realli well..~
after sch went to dear's hse...hehehez had fun wiv grandson and 'mum'...aft tat their friend nathaniel came...yupyup..ahahahz i hav juz one thing to sae bout those few..they are seriously a grp of nutty horny guys.. =P...fancy playing those kind of games lo..:P..
whahahha..yup yup...i tink ben's realli serious about her...he's realli sincere..:)..
i wanted to pass kendii my reply to her todae but ididn see her in sch...cant wait to find her!!! tmr might be out the whole dae to meet gordan and romei..shud b gg gordan hse bah...
o well came back home and was moody...aiya...the standard stuff...
gosh i feel like knocking my head and slap myself...i'm super useless....
haiz...tc everybody till weee meet aaagaaaaiiiinnnn.....!!! tata...

super emo ppl!!!

alrite this was the quiz that shelly gave me
name 13 ppl:
1.Aldwyn
2.Chris
3.Ben
4.geffren
5.Audrey
6.Elvin
7.Esther
8.Deborah
9.Adelina
10.Jiarong
11.kendra
12.Romei
13.carl

How did i meet 10(jia)?
>Haha. in sch.lol. she's my <3!

What would i do if i never met 1(aldwyn)?
>OMYSON! i think i'll die!

What would i do if 6(elvin)and 2(chris)dated?
>Erps. they are already dating! Chris is my mum, elvin is my dad.

Have i seen 4(geff)cry?
>Nope. but would love too! dun mind sharing things with him...

Do you think 10(jia) is cute?
>Yes la, Yes la...

How did i get to know 8(deb)?
>In sec 3 class...

Would i ever go on a date with 12(romei)?
>Erps.Yea. many many times alreadi...:)

What is no 7's(esther)favourite colour?
>i dunno... blue?

What would you do if 6(elvn)confesses his/her love for you?
>NO WAY! he'll never like me de...

A fact about no 9.(addie)
>She's a cat!

Who is 4(geff)going out with?
>hehez. ssh. cannot say. I promised him...

Who is 5(audrey) to me?
>my daughter...

Would i ever live with 13(carl)?
>erp. no problem.MY BEST FRIEND LO!!!

Is 2(chris) single?
>dun tink soo animore yea.

What do you think about 3(ben*winks*)?
>He's a nice, sincere man.

Best Thing about 8(deborah):
>She's nice!!! sweet!!!

What do i like about 11(kendra)?
>Hur hur... her SEXINESS! *WINKS*

Favourite memory with 6(elvin).
>when we played Bball.. which was a long time ago.

yeap tat was the quiz....todae i had my practical...which i dun tink i had done well at all....haiz dunnoe la very bei....anw i was juz readin blogs...and i realize tat many many ppl very emo wor..hahahaz...kkz la..ppl dun emo le.. kkz.. i dunnoe whether we'll keep in contact...but at least we noe tat each of us had made an impact on each one of our lives...we noe tat we are all in this together...:)..
aft practical went to eat wiv deb,addie,diane,diying,esther n shelly...it was quite nice...i sorta was cherishin tat moment..i wonder when we'll b the next time all of us get together and siit on the same table eatin man..:(... ya aft tat..diying came over to my house to study..we didn realli tok at my hse coz she was doin her work and i was juggling btw using the com and den studying ss...yupyup...but it was still nice having sum1 at home wiv me...
crap la..tmr still hav to go back sch...soo sian lo..i dunnoe about da plans tmr...addie might drop by to study wiv me..n den aft tat shud b go meet diane and xy to get sum materials for sumtings....
my little advice to everyone is to stay strong this period of time..even during this period of mugging and stress...dun forget tat no matter wad..GOD WILL GUIDE US..AND HE WILL LEAD THE WAY..:)..

to dear.. i'm sorry i made u sad again...i'm owaes making u bei cei..haiz...sorry~...

erm todae calss was suddenly real cool..:)...i guess it was coz it was the last dae 4.4 come together and study...lolx and mug hard...thks to ppl like daborah and addie who gave me a love note wiv very pretty hello kitty and unicorn stickers!!!( i tink i'm gettin obsessed wiv unicorn, thks aso to huijie hu gave me a very very super sweet not...and amanda for that cute little slip of paper..:)...ESP TO DIANE...thks for that hand made dyed towel..it was real real real SWEET...muacckx...luv u man..o had bad news todae though..i have to go back to sch still from 9-1pm everydae..
:(...soo xian la....hmph...aft sch had tutorial...but i was sleeping..and den aft tat went to call dear...and den went to parkway to find dear, mummy, ben,kendii,jia jia plus a couple of dear's friends...and kendii and i saw very very cute rabbits and dogs!!! we both like the jack russel!!! kendii gave me a letter...hey girl i will get back to u alrite!!! todae was nice nice..:)
ok erm shelly gave me this quiz during tutorial...but i tink i'll upload another dae...todae's entry is a little erm long..:)

HAPPI

hey hey i finalli had time to update..anw my little family tree is gettin abot complicated soo here i am clearing things ahahaha:

audrey-nu er
jiarong-nu er
kendra-granddaughter
esther-grandaughter
ben-soon to b grandson!!!
chris-mummy!
elvin-daddy!
atw- hehehez laogong :P

lolx alrite update bout these few daes...ytd spent the dae wiv jia, kendii, chris and dear dear at pl aft sch we had fun juz hanging out
as for todae...i met jia and kendii aft doing my stuf fat city link...went to eat oreo cheesecake at first at tcc.. but it was practically etiquette lessons from those 2..hmph..lol...aft tat went to shop and look for presents...i bought deb's present on the way and we bought a ring and a bag of sweets for chris!!! we had fun juz the 3 of us!!! o and i wass kissed by them!!! see ot proves that both nu er and granddaughter loves me...
aft tat went to bbc...and played...dee and esther was dere too....had fun playing..but aft tat juz sat down and laze around...it was toking to dem though..and esp helping ben..erm wiv hahahhaz..o btw he have panadol for esther wor...hahahahz...
gdluck to those 2...
yupyup tat was about all...therefore from the above i conclude that the past 2 daes...was....GREAT!!! MUAHAHAHAZ.... alrite
tmr is chris b'dae soo aniwae...
HAPPI B'DAE CHRIS!!!(IN ADVANCE):p

a great dae todae

yeah!!! winnie darling preached again todae..hahahahz...i love her sermons..she makes it sond soo simple but it's alwaes sooo easy to understand her...yeah learnt about havin a heart anchored in god instead of one anchored in things of the world...in other words do not worry bout all the distracting tings and trust that god will guides us through yea..bible verse of the day:

yup encouraging right..!!!
hahahhaz aft service todae we had a buffet reception in clebration of little cuttie jayer!!! he ish soo cute...i bet he'll grow up to be realli realli handsome..anw i found some time to go to the baby room to find those little darlins of mine...joel waaas sooo sweet...he kept hugging me and feeding me wiv honey stars...hmm yummy....yup aft tat studied wiv romei n leon in pastor's office...had some good time wiv dem..:D... aft tat atw came to meet me...we went to ps to walk abit..but i had to go home..:(..soory couldn pei u....
yupyup..and romei and i had a good talk todae over the fone...dude cheer up..no frets yea...everyting we'll be ok...it's a phase of life we hav to go thru aniwae... dun worry u still can call me if u need me yeah... I LOVE U!!!...DUN SAD LE KKZ!!!

yup and i LOVE dear dear too..:)

HAPPI B'DAE DARLIN!

erm was soo tired in sch todae...ytd tok to dear until very late..anw i was juz plain bored..i couldn wait for sch to end...i'm gonna give a short summary of what happen todae...coz if i go on itll take forever...
aft sch went to meet dear, we met up at lavender hahahaz and was lost souls we dun noe where to go lolx...but finalli we went to erm marina bay..lolx...but we were soo lame walk here walk dere but in the end decided to go city link instead to eat at sakae sushi...hahahahz it was yummy erm but ex lo..and we were both very full....haz but nvm i promise dear le..next time it's my treat during my b'dae....yup yup and i found the rabbit to give addie!!!
ok and den aft tat we went to changi airpot..sat at the viewing mall!!! and look at aeroplanes!! hahaz... aft tat we went to starbucks and i treat dear to cake...:)..oo and dear dear so nice bought me sweets..hurhur and a pig wallet...!!!! soo cute...
HAPPY B'DAE DARLING!!!! I LOVE U I LOVE U...

I.L.O.V.E.Y.O.U.

sorry infinite times.

b4 i start of wiv aniting....HAPPI BELATED B'DAE ADDIE~...HAHHAHAHZ....i'll give u ur present most prob 2 weeks later when i get more money alrite...:)
well erm about todae...i met up wiv jia at bedok macs and den she came to my house soo that i can change ....yea aft tat we went to city lik dere....lolx thks jia for the oreo cheesecake very nice...it'll be my treat next time...i love jia..she's great company..although kendii's presence was greatly missed!!!....
den aft tat met the three dudes at bugis...went dere to walk walk and tok tok..and ate mos burger...
but aft tat sum stuff happen...depressing stuff..i dun even noe how to explain..and he even punch his fist on the wall...*heart break*...haiz i'm such an idiot man..cause everybody to sort of quarrel...haiz we went to the library...heart break man...
aiya...feel like screaming now la!!tmr ur b'dae...but here i am being soo horrible...i'm sorry..i'm terribly sorry...sobx...sorry for causing u soo much trouble...sorry for causing u to tink tat way..sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry!

todae was such a great dae..:P... hahahahz addie had to go home todae coz she got tummy ache..??..ok anw soo ya todae aft recess me and deb brought diane to the general office for her asthma...and i went to get her bag and all..and that little lady deb, told them tat she too was not feeling well, apparently i didn wanna go up alone, soo i told them tat i have cramps(which i realli do) and u noe wad they did!!! ask me to go out and wait for miss lee and ask for my mum's no. i was totally clueless la... told her i didn need to go back home...but den she said i have symtoms of a gastric flu...?????.... gosh soo aniwae i was asked to be quarantined in a room, whereby kendii and jia came to find me to tok..:) thks darlins!!! but o well couldnt go off wiv dem coz dad was coming to fetch me... hahahaz but i was quite happy coz i didn need to hav tutorials..:D...muahahahahha..
anw after tat went reach home called dear and dear came over to my hse lolx...we rest, played and erm rest hahahahhaz....love dear dear...MUACKX!!!

stressed!

haiz have a whole lot of shit this whole week.. been crying not onli over my family but over my exams...been havin probs wiv her again,i dunnoe animore,it pains me to hurt her feelings but i realli gotta spit it out, how do she expect me to still b nice and forget everyting when she did all those hurting stuff to me..do she even thought of how i feel when she compare me wiv other ppl...i'm not perfect u noe...y do she have to come back home and vent it all out on me...do u realli tink u are the onli one hu had a bad dae...i too had a bad dae...i too had gone thru alot of hell in sch and yet i dun go home and shout at u...but tat's wad u are doing...arg... i'm sick of tired of dis...do u noe y i rather stay out and study dis dae it's bcoz i noe i'l never b able to have peace at home...
haiz Os is round the corner..seeing all the many topics that i still haven cover is stressing me out...
a little update bout todae...church was ok i finalli got to meet romei..:D but poor leon is realli sick... o well soo i did not study wiv romei todae i went home after all hm..din meet dear coz he got and...met ben(frm church) at city hall and he went back wiv me to kallang and go back home...he was juz bored dat's y...
randomness:
hurhur dear juz told me sumting realli funni...happen tat he bought his dinner at yoshinoya and went to esplanade rooftop wiv his frens...in the end a cockroach went inside his food lolx soo funni...all his money wasted...:P...arg is till haven save for his present and addie's one.... i guess i'll owe dem first..:)

erm todae very erp...ok i dunnoe how to sae...
i had english tutorial todae...and being one of those b4..:P...we sat aside to do our work..haiz but i dun care i must get an A for my english lo... which i tink is quite hard..me stupid mah..
den aft tat me waited for kendii and jia to go toa payoh...dey 2 soo cute...dey are my 2 darlings..:P....hez...den when we at toa payoh dat time saw atw and chris on the way lolx..
haz and we went to macs to study...lolx...but i din study much todae i was quite tired....den dey all soo funny la..hmph ppl we didn play catching and play lanterns lo..:P...not fun de...
den aft tat sum stuff happen i tink btw kendii, jia and chris..coz dey come back looking so quiet..:(...aft tat me kendii jia n atw went to the library...aiyo but the library very cold la!!!! my teeth was chattering!!!! but i had fun at the library...
aft tat dear, jia and me went to the bus inter..and o well sum ting hapen...i tink we realli hurt him..aiyo..how???....i feel very guilty...lolx... aft tat we took the bus home..and had a nice time tokin...yup tat's about all...i love dear..:)...but no frets jia n kendii i love u 2 too..:P
anw right now mum is not at home..and i'm very lonely.....
arh message to ben: come for the movie la....

i'm very tired todae...coz of all the crying from ytd..:(..haiya dunoe la..
anw todae after sch went to meet dear to study wiv kendii and jia jia at toa payoh macs...:)....erm was good...hahahaz i hope those 3 get good grades man...i love dem all...:)...den dear found out wad happen....haiz sorry la nv tell u ...dear dun angry wiv me le kk...anw soo darling finalli studied!!ya and todae i had a fun time...
erm aft tat me and jia went 2 eat at pizza hut....had a good talk wiv her..:)
haiz me very upset now..dun wanna update le....

losing my wallet and saving money

haiz todae started off ok...although i was tired in sch and still ahd to stay back in school for f&n but it was ok...den aft tat went to toa payoh central to meet up wiv atw, geff, chris, kendii, jia jia...lol i sorta miss kendii and jia...i have been seeing them lately...aniwae soo i past them their love note from me..:).... i hearts them.... ya and den geff left and jia left...apparently chris follwed jia to inter and left kendii alone..that sickening man he better not two-time my 2 darlings..:P ya it was soo fun to tease kendii bout chris and jia about geffren...hehehez...ya n it was soo fun to spray perfume at atw...:P...hez but he sprayed his cologne at me like spraying pesticide at bugs like tat..:P...
haiya but den when leave that time i realised that i lost my wallet...wahlao i panic lo...haiz i'm sad now..dun hav my wallet sooo weird la...ssoo now no money...still have to buy presents...so i have decided not to eat totally in sch( i'll try my best)....i need to save my money...:)

erm..sch was normal...after sch me maid and granddaughter went to eastpoint hahahahz...and we bought cards...lolx...gonna write to my loves....aft tat went to eat burger king and went back to sch...
at sch i finnaly got to spoke to mrs joseph and went for tutorial aft tat..went to pl to study wiv atw..hmmm i dun like the kfc there...everytime ask us not to study dere...hmph macdonald's is better lo..:P...ya...den aft tat giv atw maths to do..:P....hurhur hmm u better pass kkz..:D...had a great time todae...:D...
o ya a little countdwns to b'daes here:
addie's:10 oct
aldwyn: 12 oct
chris: 18 oct
mine!: 25 oct
hahahaz i'm sooo gonna save man...!!!!...

the quiz and a short summary....

LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE.
Name: jeannie chia jing yi
Birth date: 251089
Current status: er...wad??...er a female??
Eye colour: brown
Hair colour: dark brown
Righty or Lefty: i have a right and left la
Zodiac Sign: scorpio and snake

LAYER TWO:
Your heritage: chinah
Your fears: bugs, Os
Your weaknesses: bugs and tickling!
Your perfect pizza: erp yummy i lot all!!!...o prefer making it myself

LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.
Your thoughts first waking up: school again
Your bedtime: erm 2am
Your most missed memory: my childhood

LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK.
Pepsi or Coke: coke...i drink it most of the time *shrugs*
McDonald's or Burger King: burger king!!!hehehez..chicken cheesesticks!
Single or group dates: group!
Adidas or Nike: nike!
Lipton tea or Nestea: lipton!
Chocolate or vanilla: CHOCOLATE!
Cappuccino or coffee: capuccino...wiv caramel...erm yummy!

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Smoke: no not animore
Curse: sumtimes when i get realli pissed!
Take a shower: of coz la....i smell gd kk
Have a crush: not now
Think you've been in love: yea
School: sacss
Want to get married: of course
Believe in yourself: sumtimes

LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH.
Drank alcohol: yup
Gone to the mall: of coz la...i'm a girl le
Been on stage: of coz
Eaten sushi: yea
Dyed your hair:never

LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER?
Played a stripping game: xiao never never never
Changed who you were to fit in: yea... but i got off it

LAYER EIGHT:
Age you're hoping to be married:25

LAYER NINE: IN A GIRL/GUY.
Best eye colour:dunnoe
Best hair colour:dunnoe
Short or long hair:dunnoe

LAYER TEN: WHAT WERE YOU DOING
1 minute ago: er typin
1 hour ago: erm bathing
4.5 hours ago: ahahhaz studying at kfc wiv gay and seashell
1 month ago: erm my prelims lo
1 year ago: studying lo

LAYER ELEVEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE.
I love: god!!
I feel: sad, happy worried
I hate: exams
I hide: when i play hide and seek hahahaz
I miss: romei!
I need: chocolates!

LAYER TWELVE: TAG 5 PEOPLE.
- kendra
- peisze
- cynthia
- siying
- isabelle

kkz...enuff of those quiz a little summary of todae.... school start at 8...so met up wiv shelly to go sch..had tutorial till 3.30 todae...went back home to change and tkae books and went to pl to study wiv shelly and atw...erm and den go back home..:)...todae's study session was good...
ps: ay atw..u must study hard kkz....do well for ur maths..:)...

church changi and exams

todae had church..erm kor kok choon spoke...lolx..he's soo qim..:)hahahaz,but all was good...aft church my lovely winnie taught me math!!! hahahahz...den we were juz hanging out in church when that weird guy keep stalking us lo!!!!wahlao we were soo freaked out la!!!!he's creepy since first dae go church alreadi like tat...aft tat went to eat and had youth...i led worship todae!! hahahaz...and todae's topic was erm sexual morality hahahaz....ok la i could relate wiv wad winnie was saying...loolx...but mayb it's too early for leonie... erm i was tinking next time i wanna my marriage to be based on god man..god mus b the focus btw me and him...:)
yup aft church me and winnie went to find atw...hahahz..and ehem ellen came to find winnie...awww...hahahahaz...and den we went our separate ways at the mrt...me and atw went to changi to meet moses and charlene...hahahz and we studied!!! atw was soo lame:p...and soo was moses...lolx...the 2 potential gays...:P. and moses actualli taught me a maths qn!!! he's soo smart!!! aft tat went to popeye's to eat...yummy...ahahhaaz and played ard at the mrt!!! the guys la...:P...keep stalking me and charlene!!! horrible la!!!
ok i shall end here... too all gd luck to atw, ben, chris, jia and kendra for their Ns...gd luck aso to charlene and all the others hu have exams tmr...:)
to kendra: dear pls dun tink bout cutting urself...if u wanna cut i cut wiv u...all at least tell me y u wanna cut u noe u can confide in me de lo...
i'm gonna have to stop eating for the sake of getting b'dae present for atw and addie...:)...no more recess for me!!!!

just when i thought things was going to be ok wiv me n u again u juz prove me wrong...u juz prove to me that u dun trust me...i told it to u in ur face..u said u juz does not trust u frens..said she noes we'll go boy ogling
but den if u realli trust me den dont u tink u shud trust my choice of friends...dont u noe i wouldn have time to do those sort of things...shouldn't u trust that i realli studied...didn staying up late to study prove to u that i work hard enuff alreadi...sumtimes i juz dun understand u as much as u dun understand me..so many times i try to salvage this relationship between us but it is juz soo difficult...it's juz difficult when u have neven foster some trust in me...T.T

fri was good...^.^

haz..i noe dis few daes i haven update...o well i dun intend to update that often till my Os aniwae...i realli screw up my prelims...and i'm soo damn scared....i got like 3 f9s!!! and erm one b4, one b3 and one c6!!!...gosh i'm soo hopeless...i'm like stupid wiv a capital s!!! o well i have a couple of frens hu are taking their Ns, to kendii, jia, atw, chris, ben and every other ppl...gd luck alrite and all the best...u guys are sooo lucky that u end ur Ns ealier i'll still have to mug while u all aew enjoying lo...erm...
ya and soo on fri...aft sch me seashell esther and nu er plus ATW went to study at library first...hahahz and met up wiv charlene and her 2 other frens...o man i'l soos embarassed!! hahahz i didn manage to help charlene much in the tuition...o hey at least i manage to teach sum qns kkz...yup den aft we went for the movie er its erm ro b hood???...yea...anway it's very nice...hur i like the baby!!! sooo cute!!!erm ben didn go to watch movie hahahhaz...u missed soo much...u could have sat wiv ehem ehem and gave her some body warmth when she's cold..:P..(opps he's soo gonna kill me...).... den aft tat went for the church tingey...
yupyup....so tat's all...
i had a great dae though..thks nu er, grandaughter maid and ATW ho all made my dae...:)

I'M STUPID....

erm der is youth mission todae!!!..o well it's quite fun..hahahaz...i like the mtv thingey...lol..next time must do wiv atw deeey all...whahahahahah :P......o ya...have sumting to giv atw..but i tink muz wait until fri den can give hehehez...ar i cant wait for tmr's youth mission...o well it beats sitting in class and getting depressed by my results...haiz...haz and i got a pretty orange flower!!! O YA.. and esther wrote me a love letter..of how much she appreciate me...awww how sweet...opps...erm sumone not named getting jealous...ahhahaz...hu arh??..
but den sum ppl are still showing me att...wahlao...i cant be bothered le lo...hmph....dunnoe wad's their prob la...i didn even do aniting to her can....o ya..and i dunnoe i feel guilty...i feel like i'm part of the reason y my daughter and my grandaughter fell out wiv each other..:(...aiya u 2 dun like tat la...we are one big happy family ma...rmb 'ONE LOVE' QUOTING JOSHUA...HAHAHAz...
o well i cant wait for the outing on fridae...erm but i tink the grp is getting bigger...erm let's c...cheryl, charlene, audrey, adelina, atw, mayb ben and chris plus me!!!...wha alot of ppl wor...but i'm gonna have to give charlene and cheryl tuition awhile..er nu er arh...u mind gg to play bb??..u got daddy to pei u ma...sorry auds is it too much ppl??...
yupx..and had tutorial todae...so tired can...sleeping half the time..almost everydae have tutorial...but i'm tink of gg for night sessions...anione wanna go wiv me...?...noe wad i tink i'm realli hopeless lousy and stupid..i realli tot i can do well for my maths and ss...but o well now i fail my humanities, science, maths and f&n!!!...wha....i'm soo STUPID!!!....slap myself la...

i'm lousy...!

arg..i tink i'm hopeless lo...i'm stupid!!! haiz i failed my prelims soo far...i failed f &n by a few marks failed ss by 2 marks, failed e maths badly and of coz science too!!! o my son!!! i got study lo!!! haiz soo xian i very very bek cei arh!!!!
haiz dis few daaaes have late tutorial lessons till 5 am...i hate this man...o well todae at least had fun toking to audrey and add and deb...although i was reali hurt by a couple of ppl!! they reali realli realli changed...haiz...
i guess i cant expect too much la ...
haiz i guess next time kendra's bbq if dey gg...i definitly won go de....unless got ppl go wiv me...:D

sch was ok todae...at least coz got audrey shelly addie and deb...kendii too...i mean wasnt soo bad la..although quite awkward...and some things still continue to happen...i'm bored soo i'm doin the following...
1) Choose 5 people to do this after you've completed yours
2) Leave a tag on their tagboard to let them know

Favourite colour: pink, purple and orange
Favourite food: i dunnoe..alot alot
Favourite movie: hehehez i like all!
Favourite sport: archery...basketball...dance...swim
Favourite day of the week: sunday got church mah
Favourite ice-cream: strawberry
Favourite TV shows: korean dramas..:D
Current mood: sad sad...bei cei
Current taste: nutting
Current clothes: class tee and fbts
Current desktop: dunnoe
Current toenail colour:none
Current time: 9pm
Current annoyance: ytd's chalet
Current thoughts: ytd's chalet
First best friend: carl!!!!!!!! and still going strong
First crush: hm..cannot sae la
First movie: titanic..hahahaz
First lie: forget le
First music: forget
Last cigarette: 2 years ago...
Last drink: erp...water?
Last car ride: this morning
Last crush: ay...forget
Last phone call: 6pm toking to atw
Last CD played: jazz
have u ever broken the law:i dunnoe...hahahaz
Have you ever been arrested: nope
Have you ever skinny dipped: er when i was young
Have you ever kissed someone you don't know: nope
Have you ever loved and lost somebody: definitely
The five lucky people:1. deborah 2. shelly 3. audrey 4. addie 5.kendii

happy vs sad vs angry

the past few daes have been erm good and bad...haiya...i dunnoe la...but i'm quite bei now...
fri(grad nite):
esther audrey and my self took aud's aunts car to paragon...we had our stuff done and took the foto shoot which was realli funny..the photopragher was good...but we were realli late...and we were like rushing....esther's parents were realli fierce ...she was crying..but at least never smudge her makeup la huh...and den when we reach simei ITE...we kena scolded by teacher la..and was made to apologise in front of whole cohort can!!! audrey wanted to apologise but she was crying soo badly i did it instead...aft tat everyting went well..o ya..forget to add everyone look realli gorgeous dat dae!!!!!!!!!
sat( chalet dae plus a whole lot of chaos)....:
waited for ATW TO GO PASIR RIS... but den he cannot meet earlier mah..soo i wait for him...aft tat we went to meet shelly and esther at escape...audrey didn join us coz she got church...yup...was quite fun i lyk the water ride!!!!haz...but i dun like the go cart...i cannot drive la...ya sorry la aldwyn i didn mean to bump u de...u soo scary lo...angry at me..:(...
erm anw we all got bored of the rides...realli very little rides la...mayb i go goldcoast too much le...escape no kick de lo...ya...so we all went back to the chalet...hang out awhile...den later stanley chris and cheryl came..we went to buy bbq stuff...thks man guys help us take things...erm had fun bbqing food and all =)...aiya den aft tat..the bad part came when they wanna play flour...i dun wanna judge here la...but anw ppl got pissed wiv one another...i dunnoe y kena got involve but anw i guess esther diying and shelly and maybe audrey angry wiv me??...i dunnoe are u guys angry??... anw i was quite upset la... cried awhile...aft tat...audrey shelly atw and me went to macs aft we cleared up...shelly was tired so she went to chalet first...me nad audrey not tired soo we went to the park and play wiv fire...but den erm we bang into police hahahaz... aft tat we went to the breakwater to relax...haix...but it rained and we went back..we sat downstairs the chalet eating noodles toking and lazing around..but den aft tat around 5...me n aud went up to sleep first...soorry atw left u alone....woke up at 6.45 and had a fabulous time at church...
but was still quite upset over the whole chalet tings la...if onli no flour fight...haiz...

alrite...todae have been quite a nice dae lol....
i had some career preparation course todae....but in other words it's juz a fashion image class...lol...but it was quite fun though...i was handed a pail soo we and a couple of my classmates were the unfortunate ones hu have to do facial in front of everyone...sooo paiseh can....sooo UNGLAM LA!!!...SPOIL MY IMAGE...!!!....hahahaz...and the pail was soo small i sort of splashed water everywhere!!! that evill shelly took a video of my unglam moment washing face...tsk tsk...
o well sooo aft sch we were suppose to have grad nite rehearsal...but me and esther nv go whhahahaha...go aso no use la...waste time de.... ya ya...den me and kendii took mrt to ps...we bought jia's card...and erm took neo prints hahahah!!!...ay i tink i look soo spastic dere la....hmph....nvm....i better dun show the rest of u later sure luff at us de....

sometimes...i feel sooo much better of dead...soo much better of living up dere wiv god...no stress no unhappiness no misunderstanding...mayb mayb ....haiz i dunnoe la...SOBX...

haiz...my prelims finalli end!!!hm...
anw juz a little update...todae aft the prelims me addie and sab went back together...sab was suppose to come wiv us to play!!!...lolx...in the end she din go...soo addie and i went to the bbc...hurhur...aldwyn n dee was dere alreaaadi....ahaha....ben dey all left le...ben cannot see sumbody hor...lolx...hm... i had fun!!! LOLX...and den aft tat esther and audrey came...hahahaz...todae got soo many funny stuff...lolx...but aldwyn still continued to bully me like usual...haz...
ar...grad is coming!!!...I CANT WAIT...ESP THE CHALET!!!....arg...hahahaz...ay but i hope ppl we invite gt come lo...later juz us onli lo..:(

alrite...church was realli good todae...i tink my dearest cuzzin WINNIE...is a realli realli realli good speaker....sooo far all her sermons has been able to get to me....i tink everyone must agree with me tat her sermon todae got us tinkin yea...i neva dared to admit...but i guess i realli am very double minded...esp this whole week...i've been bothered by my studies and spending more time with my frens...i've totally forgot to speak to him...esp my studies...it's as if i am worshipping my tb...i studied all dae...and dat's not god wan...he wants me to realli realli focus on him...it's hard and dere's struggles...but i guess dat's the onli way for us to get closer to him bah..i realli thk god for city gate church... i noe it's a small church, i bet no one realli heard of it, my youth is not even close to a 20...but der's soo much fellowship, soo much tlc between everyone...like a real family...i thank god for bringin me to cgc to noe him to mature in this church...mayb i'll leave cgc one dae...i dunnoe...but 1 thing i noe..i'll neva neva neva neva forget this church that have walk with me...:)
alrite now for the fun part...i got this from kendii's blog:
A-Damn good kisser.
B- Good all around person.
C- You're wild & crazy.
D- You have one of the best personalities ever.
E-You have a nice ass
F- People totally adore you.
G- You never let people tell you what to do.
H- You have a very good personality and looks.
I- You get hyper easily.
J- Everyone loves you.
K- You like to try new things.
L- You live to have fun.
M- Success comes easily to you.
N- You are absolutely beautiful.
O- You're an awesome person.
P- You are popular with all types of people.
Q- You are a hypocrite.
R- Sexy!
S- Easy to fall in love with.
T- You're loyal to those you love.
U- You really like to chill.
V- You are not judgmental.
W- You are very broad minded.
X- You never let people tell you what to do.
Y- One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for.
Z- You're a little too hard to find.

so for me:
J- everyone loves you
E- you have a nice ass
A- damn good kisser
N- you are absolutely beautiful
N- you are absolutely beautiful
I- you get hyper easily
E- you have a nice ass
i agree with nutting but the hyper part.....

for kendii:
K- you like to try new things
E- you have a nice ass
N- you are absolutely beautiful
D- You have one of the best personalities ever.
R- sexy
A- damn good kisser
i totally agree she's definitly gorgeous!!

for romei:
R- sexy!
O- you are an awsome person!
M- sucess comes easily to u!
E- you have a nice ass...(wooo wow!)
I- you get hyper easily....
tsk tsk tsk romei arh!!!

for aldwyn:
A- damn good kisser(lolx erm..hahahahz)
L- you live to have fun (i totalli agree)
D- you have one of the best personalities ever (^.^)
W- you are very broad minded...(wad the heck!!)
Y- one of the hest gf/bf anione could ask for...(aiyo gf la)
N- you are absolutely beautiful...(erm...he's transexual!!!)

alrite i have no time to do for eveyone sooo try it out urself....it might be true for some of u hahahaz...good luck man u guys...

happy belated b'dae LEONIE HO!!!

arh...i dunnoe...i've been feeling real crappy dis daes....
o well let's tok about ytd first....
it was pouring ytd...sooo me esther and diying went to audrey my dearest daughter house!!! hahahah...we watch fruit basket..and had lotsa fun!!!! her grandma even cooked fried rice for us!!! o well aft tat...me and dee go back to my hse...called princess and den aft tat went to meet them..me n dee were abit retarded standing at a corner eatin an instant nasi briyani lunch box...hahahaz...
o man it was soo fun bullying the guys...but dey bully me too lo..hmph... owell...but i din go to romei hse aft tat....i was realli tired sooo i stayed at home to study!!!
o and ya... HAPPY BELATED B'DAE LEONIE HO!!! I HEARTS U!!! I NOE U HEARTS ME TOO...!!!we'll celebrate and give u ur prezzie aft my os kkz...may u mature in god's love yea....OO I forgot how old are u now?
yup todae:
nutting lo...stay at home and study study study...had the usual quarrels wiv mummy...been realli realli stress!

exam stress

yea yea yea....i manage to find sumtime to update...dis dew daes realli very bei cei not enuff sleep aso....anw the thing on my eyes had subside...but den thru this incident...i realli thank those hu had bothered to tag and gave me encouragement...realli thanks!!! it meant alot to me!!! that theres ppl hu cared...:)...thks adelina, pei sze, audrey, kendii, shallie wallie and aldwyn..:D....i realli realli heart u guys!!!!i cant wait for the chalet wiv my dearest frens ...all my love oness and darlins juz hangin out happily...
haiz sumtimes i feel that my parents nv understand!! i have realli tried my best to study and i'm puttin in my effort ...when i go out wiv my frens i realli study de lo.. but dey juz dun trust me!!! wad do theyy do when they come home...NAG NAG NAG!! it's realli stressing me out...hu cares bout food now...we juz mug mug mug and mug... sometimes i feel like giving up realli giving up...the thought of being with god instead of studying sounds much more comforting...but den again the notE that aunty rUth give me for teachers dae ...said this "do ur best in ur studies...take it as a way that u wanna do ur best in order to serve god better in future..i ll look forward to working wiv u in sundae sch" it prob doesn't seem to her tat this sentence got my att...but it sure is an encouragement for me to go on... to do my best for god!
alrite bout todae...aft sch i went home called princess...and he came over... we took a nap...and den aft tat go meet kendii and jia to study at pl!!! i tink the 3 of dem are soo cute...hanging out with dem was soo fun!!! thanks jia thanks kendii and thanks ALDWYN...for all lightening up my mood..made me feel much better....
i'll continue to pray...let's all juz work hard for this few months and everyting will b over..:)....
to those hu cared: i hearts u!!!
i assure all of u that i'll stay strong...and i'll try my best to stay happy...

i wanna cry le...

haiz...i dunnoe y i'm juz super depressed suddenly le...and it has nutting to do wiv whatever happen todae in fact i have fun!!! perhaps it's all the stress bah..:(...
annw todae had my chemistry paper....i tink i gonna cry le lo!!! realli la...i like gonna fail le.. my head was totally blank when i do lo...and den my math prelims aso!!! wah...haiz...and i have this pimple like thingey growin on my eye, it quite small...mummy sae i use to have it when i was young and she had to bring me to the doctor to get it out!!! she sae go see doctor when the ting is smaller is better than when it is bigger..she still sae wad go operation le!!! wah...i dun wan go operation la...i very scared pain le!!! huh bcum blind how???...aiyaa of all times gg to grad's nite le suddenly pop out.. :(..i realli very scared go c doctor la!!! MY EYES..
haiz i soo bei cei...everyting i'm studying like cannot go inside my brains... this few daes i aso got no mood to eat le la...:( my brains like gonna explode with the overloading of info lo!!!
haiz blog about todae:
aft exam, diane, diying, esther, shelly and me went to kfc to eat...i bought popcorn chicken...but in the end still never finish.. realli haz no mood to eat...aft tat went back home and call all the wind!!! i went to his house again...this time we slept abit...he la.. bite himself soo hard until got mark!!! aiya...i juz realize the bite he gave me now got blue black le..haz... aft tat we went to find diying dey all... erm alot of ppl wor. my mood sort of lightened up abit toking to them and juz relaxing... realli juz hanging out with frens was great...

ps. my eyes..boohoo...i dun wanna go operation dun wan see doctor.. :(

...THE TWO BIG BULLIES!!!....

arh!!! todae have my maths prelims papers!!! oo my son i think i gonna fail le lo..:(.... haiz!!!!
anw todae aft the paper, esther shelly and me when to macs...i eat very little coz i not hungry but the two dearest ladies eat alot arh...eat soo slowly summore lolx...but nvm la..i had fun toking to them...
erm then aft tat go back home called "all the wind"...haiya he still sleeping but cannot blame him coz he very tired den sick summore lo....anw i went to lavender to meet him..and den we go his house...haiz...i use the com awhile...den aft tat we wanna sleep but in the end juz lie down dere and tok..hehehehz...i had fun though!!!...erm but he see my videos!!! unoe those corny videos that me romei and leon took when we were bored!! arh...haiz soo paiseh!!! aiya he everytime bully me de lo!!! same as kendii! haiz u all 2 are dun like tat la!!!
ya...den aft tat went back home and he went to his grandma house to eat...:)...
END OF STORY!!

tired tired tired me!!!

hey hey.... aiya...todae is super super extremely tired de la!!!!...ytd tok to aldwyn until quite late....
ya soo at church todae was actualli quite sleepy... but the sermon manage too keep me awake...but i had a very very bad stomachache that ppl was saying i look very pale..but i realli learnt from the sermon about signs that god is coming..and i'm looking forward to it...
ya...den todae me romei and leon were studying together in the youth room...lolx...but we tok more la...romei and leon soo funny they keep singin duet lo!!! hahahahhaz....i love romei and leon...dey are my bestest frens!!!!
den aft tat went to meet aldwyn at cold storage...he was gonna send me home..hehehez very nice right...but once he saw me he start pushing my head le...coz of the princess entry hehehez...aiya...kkz la i dun sae him le...(PS. aldwyn dun angry le kkz?)erm we took mrt home, he help me take my bag...coz very heavy..(hez thks)...he arh..dun let me see his ic and ez link hehehez...next time i will grab and c de..dun care...:P..ANIWAE THKS ALDWYN FOR SENDING ME HOME!!!
erm den aft tat tok to him on the fone...he sing song very nice but i shall not elaborate more coz he will kill me de...:)...
ok la...i now realli realli very tired le...shall end here...
:(...tmr got sch..:( muz wake up early le..:(

PRINCESS ALDWYN!!!!

alright update about 2dae!!! mummy was out most of the dae...soo i was alone at home...erm was actualli very sleepy but mummy keep waking me up to help her choose dress...aiyo she soo ai mei loo..den aft tat met up wiv aldwyn to eat...hmph... dat guy neva change de!!! owaes bully me de hor..heez...o ya... he gave me a crown...i burst out luffing when i saw it la!!!he actualli wore it ytd for a play at the hotell....omg cant stand it soo funny can..hez...but the crwn very nice la..hahhahaz....
yup den now... at home doing work...and all...erm but actualli quite tired...aldwyn fault la...ytd sms him untill soo late..hehehz....ok la ok la...dun blame him actualli it's me cannot sleep first de..:)

yesterdae

yeap...juz a little update about ytd...
kendra asked me to go down to find her!...yeap soo i went...i asked geffren to come aso...ya when we reached dere soo colleen and kendii dar...hurhur...den got aldwyn's no. from kendra...:P...kendra i prove the point that u 2 got fate hahhahahaz....kendra arh...keep asking me to play..lolx soo i play abit...hehehez very fun to kaqiao aldwyn lo!!! i throw ball at his butt and back and squirt water at him...he almost killed me!!!>.<
but den of all ppl kendra was the one to squirt water at me!!! that evil little twirp..:P....
ya...den aft tat had to go soo aldwyn and me go off together we took mrt to dhoby ghaut...he sent me to church and den aft tat he went to hotel!! lolx...he soo nice right!!! ya...den now smsing him like crazy!!!
ok la...shall end here later den i update about todae..nutting much happen todae!!!...
to kendii:...no matter wad i'll still be ur good fren kkz...dun sad..:)

sometimes i feel that in the midst of being nice i'm indirectly hurting myself...
that incident was wad i least expected...but
wad the heck for the sake of my good fren's happiness...
i shall help all the way right...
but right now...i feel like i'm juz torn apart...i wish thy noe..
i wanted to tell thee..
but i guess it's all too late...
dun fret, my love...i still love thee!!! thy still the best...
one dae thee might noe...
but den again thy may not be bothered!!! i'm wishing thee all the best...
i realli am...T.T...

ps. this incident not sumting recent....juz saw it in between my books...

the past few days of pure fun!

hahahaz...alrite this past few daes had been sooo sooo much fun... i never had the time to update lolx!!!!....alright let's start from ytd....
wed(elvin's farewell party):
ok a little introduction...elvin is this super super tall and nice guy whom i got to noe thru diying...anw he's gg to the army soon sooo some of the peeps decided to put up a celebration for him...
i met diying first...and we had a hard time locating the place...we were trying to figure out charlene's instructions...luckily we saw geffren half way and he told us where it is...yup...and for the first few hours me and dee were like gg up and down to hire a bike..hahahaz...o ya den aft tat i followed the rest of them to cycle!!! wahlao sum of dem cycle damn fast la...i have to use soo much strength to catch up lo...o ya den aft awhile the MAN CAME....hhahahaz elvin la...and i cycled with him at first...wahlao he realli cycle very very very fast...sooo hard to catch up can!!!...i kena muscle cramp lo!!!...o ya and den aft tat we started the bbq...i didn eat much though juz sausage, fruits and a couple of green tea...lolx...o ya... den later me and dat guy aldwynn...wahlao he bully me la...he go and poke me....i was trying to chase him the whole dae...but i got tired...he's fast!!!...den later the rest of the guys called me pri sch kid...noe y..a couple of the guys from the neighbouring bbq pit was like....girl u pri wad..can i have ur hp no.!!! pissed me off!!! freaked me out too!!!...ya soo i told the rest and dey started teasing me about looking like a pri sch kid!!!!!ROAR!!!!!.... ya but den aft tat aldwynn walk me to wait for daddy to drive me home coz the underpass very scary!!! o ya..and den daddy drove aldwynn and diying back to the pit...
todae:
actually nutting la...juz played bb... one super scary thing was kendii LITTLE bro fight with the BIG GUY ALDWYNN!!!...scary la...aiyo...anw juz hangout abit...wah and den me and geffren were juz sitting dere and the rest start teasing us lo!!! hmph...ROAR!!!!...soo bad!!!...anw geffren very nice la!!! and i noe dis little secret bout him!!! wahlao...geffren u sooo sooo owe me a nice dinner!!!ya...and den aft tat went home wiv aldwynn coz he stay near me!!! lolx on the way back i kept beating him...hahahaz hu ask him sae i pri sch kid!!!!!soooo evil!!! he was like see la u beat me until soo red!!! den i was like i tot that was ur natural colour and he said u wanna see wad is natural colour!! and he started beating me!!! wah pain xia!!! den he said from ytd until now u beat me soo much!!!i want revenge...i totally freaked out and ran away...luckily he wasnt serious lol...

i am sick again...!!!o well but in the midst of all these sickness i'm still having fun...
thurs(teacher's day celebration):
met addie and the rest in the morning....we headed towards the hall....hahahz and we had the aces daes dance...o my son mr lian dance until soo funny dat i had to sit down and luff....he made me lluff un till i cry la...lolx...den aft tat took foto wiv mr lian, mr lin and the rest of the teachers soo fun! o ya nad den aft dat addie and deb tie their hair into 2 ponytails...lolx dey look sooo cute!!! I STRONGLY THINK TAT THEY SHUD COME TO SCH LIKE TAT!!! ya...den aft the celebration, esther, diying, jiarong, kendra, sabrina, diane and shelly....went to eat at tampines, the food sooo gd kkz!!!! yup...den aft tat a few of us went to shop for awhile but tooo tired le soo went hm...late at night i went to meet romei at citylink for dinner, we met step and deborah, treat step for choc fondue at hagen daz...
fri:
met diying at aljunied, headed to kendii place....played bb... den esther came too at first didn realli tok to the guys accept 4 one guy hu seemed morenormal...erm i tink he's called elvin...ya... den aft tat more ppl came...i tink the most fun part was the girls playing against 2 guys and we trashed them...hahahaz..felt soo good... ooo but den i was cooked aft tat...meaning very red!!!
aft tat meet ppl...
todae:
wake up in the morning and saw carls sms...sooo we went to soya bean shop to study got bored of tat place and went to macs...aiyo he very crap lo...hahahahz alot of funny tings happen but too much le cant rmb...sounds very wrong anw...ya den on the way back we went to the park and took lots of fotos...CARL I WANT THE FOTOS!!!!

hey hey... owell...i noe it's been sooo long since i last blog...
it's been a long stretch of stuff gg on...i even have to go back to sch on sat from 10am to 8pm...arg....isnt tat 10 hrs!!!!
yup...and soo todae i have my prelims...it's english...o well i dun tink i do well in my writing....but the compre shud b ok...at least i hope o'll do better...
yea...sooo aft sch...me and dee went to PL munch and study...we realli tried to study but i guess we were both to tired...and the environment dere wasnt soo condusive....sooo we went home quite soon...
and den i rmb tat i promised bro mingjie tat i will go to his working place 2 study...sooo i went..erm i tink that place is quite condusive lo...anw i've decided to sign up dere...realli i can study dere!
yupyup...den aft tat bro mingjie gg to meet his gf soo he pei me walk home lolx...tok alot bout SU...
o gosh...i need to head back to mugging for my ss...!..tata...

an exciting series of events...

hahaz...i think todae was a realli eventful dae..
alrite nutting much happen in sch soo i'm gonna start wiv wad happen after sch..
me esther and shelly went to the airport to study...hahahaz...i love gg to airport..the place is big..so anw...the three of us head of to popeye at terminal 1...the food is good...:)...and u noe wad everything that came out of shellys mouth came out eventually...she spit her coke...food came out frm her mouth and evil laughter kept on erupting frm her lo...yea and i saw felicia..!!! she have finally put on a little more weight...she was super skinny...!yea and shes grown pretty surrounded by the hunks ay girl...yeap.. an esther taught me math!! seriously i tink she's soo much better than my maths teacher in sch...sooo we studied studied studied and we went back hm...shelly that evil woman didn take mrt wiv us!!...anw soo esther took mrt wiv me..den when we get down from tanah merah mrt...that amazing girl drop her ipod into the hole...i shant go into much detail abt the stares and oohs we got, but den hor she gave herself and myself a fright...we were soo afraid that her ipod will b crushed as the mrt passes...praise god that her ipod came back in a piece man!o wait it isnt even hers!and den she didn want to go hm soo she came to my hse...lolx...and she saw sum of my fotos..and my mum cook udon for us...hurhur..mum's soo cute... and den she had to go soo i sent her off lo...
erm soo todae was fun...i guess..and esther's ipod incident was traumatizing!

sooo here i am again...doing yet another post coz i'm realli realli bored!...right now i'm like super stressed...dere's soo much things to study...seriously i dun tink i am an acdemics person..and i dun tink i'll ever be interested in any kind of other jobs accept that involves drama and music...it had been wad i aspire to do since iwas very very young...
to dat sum1...i realli thk u for ur bits of advice, for beleiving that i am gg to achieve wat i want, for ur neverending effort to stay by me, being there for me thru my difficult stressful times..:D...i noe u noe hu u r...and i luv u tooo bits and pieces...hurhur
and no...i'm not gg to name that person...soo dun ask me...

romei and her air freshener...

yea...todae..was fun...hahahahaz...me and romei saw both our eye candies...o ya..and i tot about this very very stupid thing taht romei did...we were in church on frodae night...and romei and i sat outside the office...she saw this air freshener look alike and went over to sniff it...i mean realli...like her nose touched...frankly speaking i dunnoe wad it is...but i wouldn't go soo close to sniff it...la...later spray into ur nose lo..romei romei romei...it's time u use ur brains!!!....kkz la..better dun sae le later ur eye candy read my blog den luff at u...:P...
yeapp...and i got a new eye candy...but dun worry romeo..i'll stay faithful to u yea...:)...MUACKS,SMOOCH,HUGS!

haiz it's been a long weekend!...starting off wiv the issue of my mum's operation...but o well mum looks soo much better now..
but den another sad sad thing was tat miss nunis left..o man 2 teachers have left us alreadi...and it's reallli sad...miss nunis is a realli great teacher..and she had instilled soo much great values in sec 4.4 lives...soo much sooo that when our class was gg thru a major crisis proble m she was there withus..and she made our class bonded again...i tink she does a very very good job in being a teacher...and i realli admire her..for juz following her dreams..what she realli want to do..and she even have such a suportive husband...realli i want to follow her footsteps...music and drama have owaes been wad i wanted to do..by taking a step forward to reach my dreams is what i shud do and not wait around for it! i'll keep her in my prayer and i'll never forget her!...

alrite as for todae..we had do go back to sch...such a drag!...haiz but it was quite fun actualli...and deb, addie and me insisted on leaving earli as we wanted to go to deb's fren's hse...we met deb's sister at tanah merah station..(omi son they look alike!)..yup and den we took the hse..both me and addie were gettin bored.and i decided to play a prank on deb!!!...i called her hp..n told her tat me and addie is leaving ..den when she get down the bus both of us will pop up...!!ahaha..deb's expression was priceless..she look soo funnie!...anw..we met her fren chris(hu reminded me of my beloved mr robb)and a few of her other frens..they sure are a fun grp of ppl!!...yup thks deb for bringin us dere...and thks addie for leaving wiv me too....apologies to deb tat we cant stay longer..next time la ok..:)...

mummy is baack

mood: happy, concerned,relieved
my mum is back!!!
let's start from the morning...i wake up feeling odd...coz usually i'll b careful not to wake up anione abut todae there was no need to be quiet..it felt weird not having my mum to ask me hurry..
yea..and aft sch todae...me, esther, shelly and diying went to eat lunch at ljs..
aft tat i went back home..and mum was taking a rest on my bed...she looks much better now..but she cant tok soo she had to tok to me by writing.even though it's soo i can still understand her...it's realli a difficult task..ps. if u noe my mum standard for english..
thank god for aunty joanne..she came to our house to cook for my mum...soo sweet right...my mum and i am realli grateful...and tmr aunty chunmei will go marketing and pastor would be bringin groceries to our hse...wat a great group of ppl!!!
i tink mum is still gg thru sum pain..but she doesn't look as weak as ytd when she was in the hospital...but she still fels cold sumtimes...
i'll still pray for my mum..and thank you all for praying for my mum..i tink wad miss nunis said during assembly realli makes sense...intercession realli works..it's even more effective than praying for one self...i tink this incident...hav aso brought my mum to spent more quiet time with god..she even pick up a verse for me from the bible to be confident if i were to retake my chinese...
yea..and mum prob cant go back to work sooon...she still have to stay at home till she get better...and it's two weeks! two weeks wivout my mum's voice..o my son!!! o well juz as well..no nagging too..hurhur..
O YA...andduring sch todae..we ewre toking aboutteh chalet ...icant wait actualli...i bet we r gg to have lotsa fun!...

i miss mummy..........T.T

todae have been so "eventful"!...alrite first of all i had my coursework B practical todae..apparently of all things i forget my label...o well anw i think a great deal of marks will b deleted lo!!! hopefully i still pass la...but then again..bcoz if this we were exempted from tutorial!alrite..so aft tat my and all the f&n practical girls went to eat lunch together..and when we were aboutto leave...addie told me tat she had recieve a sms from my mum..and apparently my mum told her she wont b coming back home till 1 sept...I WAS SOO STUNNED...i couldn't believe it...i became realli worried...aparently i rushed home in a cab..i didn care...that i llok like a xiao char bo... i started crying in the cab..but softly coz i didn want the uncle to noe...i was soo afraid..
i went back home and call romei asked her wad happen but she wasnt so sure..i started tearing again(i dun tink romei noe la, it wasnt too obvious)...luckily my mum had to stayed over in the hospital for 1 night only...romei's family brought me to find my mum at TTSH...
i was soo glad that my mum was still fine the operation went well..thank GOD...but mum still look abit weak..it was hard to understand wad she wanted to sae to us..but we got it..
aft a while we had to go...romei's family brought me to eat dinner...thank you...realli thank god for romei and her family if not for then i dun tink i have been able to survive todae wivout worrying sick!
soo here i am at home..i'm feeling soo lost now wivout mummy...it's only one dae but i'm realli missing her..is she having a good sleep.. good rest..i dunnoe...i hope she's doing fine...it feels odd not doing the goodnite ritual wiv my mum..she owaes says 'goodnight princess' to me b4 i go to sleep...
o well..i still thank god..for providing ppl who care and too the time off to visit and ask about my mum...they sure was an encouragement..and made my dae...:)

mood:upset..
todae was quite ok..but dere was bad news...romei told me in the morning tat our church may b moving to another place..ok it's not all tat bad la...but den i dun noe..i alreadi made sum frens in anshao and it seems realli hard for me to part with them..:(...yea i was talking to ben about it..hahahaz and he tot i was gg to cry.. but i am a little upset...i'm sure romei is too..since we both made those frens together...o man i better cherish my time with them as much as posssible...*sniff*....
alrite soo tmr mum is gonna go for the operation...i hope she'll be alright..i'll b praying for her..i hope she'll b fine..i'm gonna have faith that god will b by her side..i'm not worried but i'm juz super concern...
and can sum1 juz stop those crazy rumours!!!!gosh... they seem to b pairing me up wiv every guy lo!!!!!...the moment i'm closer to a guy rumours will stir.
~in all circumstances, pleasing or not thank god for giving u the opportunity to go through it to strengthen u in anyway~

ok i noe...ive seriously not been updating lately...hahahaz...let's start with last fridae..we had sports dae...and i've got a medal!..and den went to eat with kia rain and esther...erm....den at night went to prayer concert...IT WAS AWESOME!!!...anw winnie told us that she would be attending su camp as one of the leaders...ok that sonuds a little fun but a little freaky...hehez...
o well but i might not b gg for su camp dis year...o yea and SOPHIA AND KOK CHOON IS BACK!!!....
alrite and ytd i got my chinese results back...i got a B3 i'm not exactly happy...i wanted a A1...chinese had been my best subject...erm..soo now i dunnoe whether retake..advice anione..????
ya... and den ytd i had my O level oral...i didn even noe...can u buhlieve it..i onli knew when i went to sch.. but aiya oral cannot prepare one..but my oral was crappy..i was soo nervous..i seriously tink i wouldnt do well..no one did noe..but aft my exam i went to the toilet and started crying la...i realli tink i might fail lo..T.T
anw i went back home and received news from my mum dat she would be having a throat operation, apparently there is a lump at her throat and it might cause an infection..and aft the operation she cant spout a word!(for a week)..i tink mum is realli terrified...i understand...if i were her..i dun tink i would agree to the operation..it's scary.....and i tink shes realli afraid that it hurt..i juz hope the operation would do her throat sum good..seriously i'm quite worried too..haiz..let's pray for her alrite..:)...

alrite i noe i haven been updating lately..a lot of things happen this past week...
this fridae..mrs stevenson officially left us..it was such an emo moment...during the speech i was totally bawling and den addie keep giving me tissue tat make me cry even more and wad mrs stevenson said aso so touching..my eyes became soo pain aft tat kkz..haiz...i hope tat sumdae i can see mrs stevenson again or perhaps she can cum back to our grad's nite..:)...
yea and den at nite went for prayer meeting..it's suu good..i mean it feels good to be praying for other countries...
todae:
erm beatrice came backe to church..soo happy to see that super hyper girl...hahahaz...anw i realli tink winnie's sermon todae is awesome...one of the things i learnt from her sermon..and wad i aso strive to do now is to place god in every aspect of my life..not onli praying to him when i'm in need...but making a constant effort to talk to him..opening every door to him...
praise the lord :)..

bloated

yea it's about time i update my blog...i've been soo busy lately...with coursework homework..and coming back from tutorials soo late...i hardly have time to go online now. anw ytd..i was gg back home i saw one of the guys from su camp...i guess we sorta recognize each other coz we slightly smile...but i dun remember his name, and i was in teh middle of crossing the road that's y neva stop to tok to him...
as for todae...aiya..aft sch we were all suppose to have tutorial and den joanna sae onli for those who have tutorials..so me and esther decided to go home together, adn den aft tat we decided to got to pizza hut...omg..we order soo much food la... i ate the beef lasagne set and she ate baked pasta....but she bought another pan pizza setto share...i tell u we are bloated..i better exercise tonite man..i'll tink i 'll grow fat!!! gosh...yup i had a nice time toking to her...
i cant wait fot tmr prayer meeting, we are combining with other church...and our church is gonna lead worship...isnt tat cool or wad!!!
~all this while i tot u are out of my life, and den u came back again, and u told me those stuff, how do u expect me to get on with things, until tat dae we spoke i knew the truth,y are u tryin to ruin things again...~ T.T

OUR GOD HE REIGNS

hey hey..ok i've just read my fren's blog...and i mean it's not just her thoughts, it's thoughts that come through everyone's mind once in a while...[hey to that fren of mine. i am not provoking u, it's just tat u gave me inspiration to write this alrite, i heart u!!! muackx]:P
ok i noe alot of people doubted god...i mean who would believe that some1 would sacrifice his son to save mankind?.and it's even harder to buhlieve he exist bcoz we never realli see him arent it?
o well here's some answers to those doubts although i'm not a pro in these...god realli does exist, he doesn't show himselves to u, but he proves himself to u when u pray, ask for stuff, and when he do his mighty works in ur life... simple things like just changing aspects of ur life when u were once a very negative person and he changed u!!! he also speaks his words through others, as in advices other ppl give u might b just waD god have wanted to tell u all the time!!!..and as for whether god realli exist it's all in the bible..and u may ask me "how do u noe whether a bible is true' but let me ask u, who would want to spend precious time to write that long bible??there's no reason for anione to spent this time unless the info inside is realli true right??...
and then again it's not wrong to turn to god when we go thru troubles, in fact it's the best thing to do when we aregoing thru trying times....yet again we must remeber to aso turn to god when we are happy and realli thank him for givin us joy!!! it doesnt kill us to take like a 10 mins or 5 mins to do some quiet time!!!!
dun b lazy!!!
alright tat's all i have to sae...take care ppl.. god bless..i heart u!!!

HAPPY B'DAE DEBORAH DARLING!!!....hahahahz ok ...i'll noe she''l be cringing at the sound of me calling her darling..shes evil!!!!...but nevertheless i still love her... deborah...i'll give u ur present another dae alrite..i dun hav time to go shop i promise i'll give uanother dae yea!!! continue to b a wonderful young lady tat'll shine for our lord alrite..:)...
ok as for todae..hahahahz many funny stuff hapeen..one of the funny things was that me and addie have came up with a wonderful nuckname for our horrible math teacher...SUPERPOWER LARD!!!...HAHAHAHZ... doesn't it just suit her...[evil laughter] whahahahah...
kz la..dun soo bad....
i'm pretty pissed todae too actualli..by other ppl not from sch wan la...to tat person..if u are not happy tell me lo...i was stating the fact...i mean it's just what everyone have wanted to tell u...i'm just the first who dare to tell u tat in the face coz we never realli had been frens...
ok to another person...
i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u....
I.M.I.S.S.Y.O.U. :p

birthdays

hahahaz...ok haven been updating lately bcoz of all the assignments...ay yay...but coursework A is finally done..soo now we are left with the dreaded coursework B...
let me tok about ytd first...me and rome iwent to ps after church to pick a cake for amos...at the same time to look at prom dresses...the na few things happen in the mrt that just pisses her off!!!...and i lost my ez link card..omg i wass soo upset la....luckily got romei beside me if not i'll b bawling lo....yaya...anw yea...it waaaas amos b'dae ytd..i noe he wont b readin this...but o well HAPPY B'DAE AMOS!!!
ok as for todae...quite alot of funny stuff happen..hahahahaz...o and aft tutorial addie went to get muka rabbit...huhur...he's sooo cute!!!...
o ya..den todae on the mrt ...i saw HONG YUYANG FROM CAMPUS SUPERSTAR!!!...lolx...o my son..he onli looks alrite and everyone went head over heels...soo diao lo...

thank god for wonderful frens that walk by me thru trying times...i love u!!!
o ya deb b'dae is coming and i have n go shopping yet!!

romei and lucy!!!!!!

arh....finally sum time to sae some things...too much hmwork..ok soo now i'm left with geog my corrections, geop fys and my f&n evaluation...hey its alot lo...okok...romei have to go to sch the whole dae todae soo didn hav time to tok to her...o ya i've been wanting to tok about dis...i tink she and lucy very pei lo...hahahahz...dey hav soo much similarities...and they both have good personalities...o well....but i'm sure romei is not very into him now tat she got a little crush hahhahaz....
i cant wait for the dae she adn lucy meet!!!
o ya..change in seating positions in sch..sitting eith dian now...deborah sits with candy, and addie sits with verena....whahahahahhaahhahahahahaha....i don like sitting soo front lo..hmph....

busy me...!!!!

alrite man todae ish hectic...i had english prelims oral todae....o my i tink i'm like gonna fail..i wasss soo nervous..i was sort of stuttering...arg....shit...hahahhaz...o well.. anw todae there was some racial harmony thing in sch and i got romei a gift..hurhur give her tmr...wonder whether she'll liek it..gosh i got to go right now... rushing for my f&n coursework got to hand it up tmr!!!!...soo much hmwork...god help me finish it!!!..
muackx...tata...

grad's nite

reasons why i shouldn't go for grad's nite:
1.i look horrible in white
2.what if i cant find a suitable dress
3.all the makeup and all is gonna b troublesome
4.i could use the chance to meet my frens aft tat soo that i can laugh at them not being able to walk casually
5.i could stay at home to slack the entire dae
6.i do not need to b worried about getting embarassed by mum
7.dun hav to go on stage with some awful high heels
8.no need to worry about falling
9.dun hav to worry about ppl staring at u in the mrt
10.MY MUM MIGHT JUZ EMBARASSED ME!!!!
11.i look fat!
12.it's a waste of money
13.i might as well spend the money on prom nite where i can wear aniting i want...durh!!

reasons why i shud go for grad's nite:
1.i dun get to dressed up and look pretty everydae
2.it'll b nice to look at all my frens dressed up
3.deb and addie would prob kill me if i dun go
4.the 3 of us can go have supper together
5.i'm even thinking of inviting them to my hse for a slpover
6.it might b the last time 4.4 get together looking pretty
7.it'll b fun doing makeup with my frens
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9....
10.....

alrite soo i think not going still wins...erm now i've come to a conclusion that i'll most prob not go..unless my frens are realli good at persuading me man....

falling into deep depression......

todae...was...boring...hahahaz...aiya still alrite la...erm had the mt list compre todae..so ended sch at 1...aft addie deb and myself joined rosie dey all..and we were making up stories..huhur sooo fun!!!!except for the part that includes me....erm..i was sleeping during the exam half the time kkz..the music that was played b4 the exam was so soothing that i started to sleep lo...sickening..and i was struggling to keep my eyes wide open during the entire thing..but luckily i tink i get most of my ans correct...hopefully i get a full mark...coz list comp is the easiest to score...

~recently it's been hard to control my emotions...i sorta feel like there's sumthing i gotta do..there's always those memories that keep on coming back to me!!...i'm like suddenly gg thru depressin coz i was crying myself to sleep ytd..i dun noe wad went wrong..but i thought i had to cry it all out, the stress recently, the hurt that was inflicted by certain ppl, the amount of ppl i miss so dearly, even the slightest thing makes me feel like screaming and crying...arg..sumhow the memories of how we were seem to come back again, do u still think of me aft the dae u step out of my life,coz right now...everything is slowly seeping in...it's hard to forget but i will..i'll try my best...~

no temptation has seized u except for what is common to man.and god is faithful; he will hot let u be tempted beyond what u can hear.but when u are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it.
1 corinthians 10:13

o right sum updates about wad happen lately...erm ytd..me deb and addie went to opp sch as usual...yup den go back sch for tutorial...sooo den we went to meet deb...atually wanted to go for teh dance thingey but mummy dun allow...haiz i missed it..:(....
anw...i went to church instead..o well...at least i have some fun toking to romei and leon..they are such a joy..i heart them both...hurhurhur....lately i've not been quite in a good mood..everyone seems to pissed me of..and everyting makes me wanna scream!!!!and i'm like missing soo much of my close frens...it's not like this years sec 4 batch is tat in fact i do have gd frens like addie and deb...it's juz tat i've spent a whole lot more time with last year sec4 batch..and i miss them soo much...i miss the times we fool around together.*sniff*.miss regina,val,siying,cass and the whole gang..gah..muz b pmsing again...tc all...

Have you ever watched a weaver working at the loom?
As he weaves a lovely tapestry from threads of many hues,
Each one a perfect pattern, each thread a perfect shade,
That’s how our father gently shapes the children he has made

You see my life is just a weaving between my lord and me
And I cannot change the colors he chooses lovingly
At times he weaves in sorrow and I in foolish pride
Forget he sees the finished work and I the underside
Not till the loom is silent and the shuttles cease to fly
Shall God unroll the tapestry and explain the reason why
The dark treads are as needful in the weaver’s skilful hands
As the threads of gold and silver, in the pattern he has planned

When the trials of life unravel the fabrics of our plans
When we face the deep confusion of painful circumstance
When feeble strength is broken and we stand with empty hands
That’s when the Father whispers, “trust the pattern I have planned”

Without those trials we’d learn the promise of His word
That all things work together to them that love the Lord
And someday in his presence when His glorious face we see
We’ll wear our finished tapestry throughout eternality

alrite juz a short update of what happen ytd..me deborah and addie plus diying went to our usual hangout...we were all having soo much fun toking..when we saw a familiar asshole...THE FLASHER again...alrite..soo dere was another grp of lower sec girls from our schs, i muz sae dey were more daring then us..and called the police...but when they called that asshole was gone...soo we still waited for the police to give the verdict!!whahahha...yea i hope the police catch him soon man!!!!...but u noe...the best thing that came out of it...was we manage to miss 90 mins of gruelling chemistry tutorial!!! whahahahha....
yup..and den again to jr: i seriously dunnoe wad u have against me...but i doo believe dat wadeva i do and anihow the way i look ..was created carefully and with love by god!!!...and i love the way he made me!.. yea...and i thk u for givin soo much comments..i'll keep it in mind...
o man i feel like catching up wiv soo much ppl now!!! it's been soo long since i have spoken to szeming, cynthia, regina and val..
and especially sum su ppl...like bro dan..prisci...and the soh twins...hahhaaz..still got many ppl lo....!!

oo the great time i had!!! lalalala....

alrite...the past few daes have been soo fun tat i didn't hav time to blog about it!sooo ytd...it was jie sijie's wedding...o man it was a blast...the bride looked stunning and the groom look stunned!hahahaz yeah...the groom's bros was very handsome...;p... o yea..and coz the groom is a caucasian..there was quite a no. of eurasians..and it was soo cool...the kids there were all soo cute..oo..and the part when the bride and the groom thank their family for all the time they have takin care of them was super duper touching...i was gg to cry...but i controlled my tears coz of the makeup i had...i would have looked hideous when everyting start smudging...but it was o so sweet...anw all the best to that lovely couple!!
oo yea...and as for todae..romei brought JIALING to church...but then that evil lady left jialing with me hahahaz..and took care of kids,o well...but jialing is such a sweet girl...i wouldn't mind her company man...aft the sermon...all of us went for a quick bite and head back to church..for the anshao evangelistic event todae...ahahhahaz...crosby and hengyue can realli act and dance man...they sort of remind me of joshua ang and shawn??...ahhahahaz...all the sing language coming from them...erm and i stress they can ACT!!!...REAL WELL!!! alrite soo aft tat there was the sermon...i tink the whole entire event was a blast! THE BEST THING WAS THAT JIALING RECIEVED CHRIST!!...o i'm soo happy for her man...hey girl i'll keep u in prayer!!!...alrite soo aft tat erm me and leon went with sum of the anshao ppl including hengyue and gy for a quick bite nearby..while romei sent jialing off!!and den she came over to join us..;p arent romei soo overjoyed todae...:P...
alrite..tat's about all...loves ya all!

such a frightening dae~!

hahaz!todae was super funny except for some super disturbing stuff tat happen!!!!gosh! ok it was like st8 aft sch me deb and addie went outside sch to get sum snacks and den head to the exercise area!!!soo the three of us were happily eating our chocs and everything until sum freak came...i tot he was sum1 staying around the estate,and den i saw him still mingering around the flat so i like peep at wad he was doin...and o my son!!!!....i saw him flashing his *ahem*...to not everyone else but the three of us...i was soo totally freak out..and i was tryin my best to stay calm and pretend nutting happen...and den i check again whether he was still der..and he was..i was soo freakin out...i wanted to tell addie..hu seem very happy tokin to deborah...but she said she saw alreadi..and trying her best to not b distracted...i was like wad...addie saw..!!!..hahahaz at least she noe wad i was encountering...freaky right addie!!!...i cant buhlieve it this was the third time sum1 actualli flashed at me!!!but deborah..the foreva innocent one was like.."huh wad's wrong he was juz standin der ma"...and addie was soo funny she went"he was not juz standin der, DEBORAH!"...hahahhaz soo aft tat we went back to sch for tutorial..and me and addie was soo disturbed...we couldn't conc..and i was like i shall watch wad i do next time...coz everyting we were doin reminded us of the incident...and we were both very sure if tat person was der she would gladly join tat freak!!!... o ya...soo aft the tutorial we were scolded bcoz of the math teacher fault!!!...sickening la!! hmph... okok and den wen went back to the exercise in hope tat we wouldn't c the flasher again!!!...and phew we did not! whahhahaha..alrite tat's lyk about wad happen todae lo...
o wad's bcomin of the guys in the world dis daes are they gettin more DESPARATE!!!!

GORDAN'S A GOOD TEACHER MAN...

alrite...todae me and romei had tuition wiv gordan..erm i tink gordan's a realli good teacher man..hahaha...and he's realli funny too...lolx..soo anw..todae he was teaching us maths and chem..and then his fren kenneth came..and those two were juz soo childish hahahz...me and romei was juz staring at them luffing..and finally when they were done teaching us...we made our way to cineleisure..where the guys bought stuff for nike..while me and romei went to paragon first to pick a gift for my mum..i bought her perfume...soon after...romei had to leave first so i went for dinner wiv the guys at far east...of all places...hahahaz...the place was realli greasy..but o well the food is good...at tat then go home... right soo these is the summary of wad happens todae..if i had to go in detail about wad happen the whole dae..it'll b foreva man...overall todae was fun..o well and i noe the guys weren't b reading this..but den... THKS GORDAN AND KENNETH FOR TAKING TIME OUT TO TEACH US!!! :D

orals

yupx...todae i have my o level chinese oral exams...the reading was alrite...but the conversation...erm i dun noe man..i think i spoke too little...haiya..but wad's done is done..hope that my paper and my reading would pull me up...
tmr i'm gg to aunty joanne's hse to swim...i cant wait!!!...wanna relax in the pool...i've been realli pretty tired these daes...
alrite..hav sum pictures to update..but i'm totalli tired...so sum other dae kkx...tata ppl..

sch...

alright..updates on wat hav happen the past few daes....i had a stayover at uncle gene's hse wiv the rest of the youth...we went there on fridae night..ate billy bombers for dinner and then went to uncle gene's hse...we played cranium which is quite a funny game hahaha..and then watch lotr...in the end, me leon and romei fooled around in the bed and end up sleepin at 5am...yawnx..
the next dae we woke up at 8.30am for a swim down at the pool which was realli relaxin man..plus the fact that we hadn't had much sleep make it better...it is almost as if we can sleep in the water wiv the jacuzzi and all...aft tat we went to marina bay where everyone was getting too relax and lazy to walk but we still went and had fun bowling and eating FONDUE at hagen dazz...yupyup...and den went backto uncle gene's hse to play pool..played asshole...which again romei was the legend..but thks to me she promoted by a level...aft which me romei and leon watch police story..and slept at about 3am...alrite sooo the next dae we went to church feelin restless and super sleepy..reverend james singh was our speaker...i went for altar calling..and he hit right on the spot..i haven been studyin hard enuff...and gettin lazier...and i tink it's realli god's calling now to want me to obey him...so step by step i'm gg to improve on my behavior in my studies...everytime i feel like sleepin in class....i would rmb wad god have told me thru reverend james..:)..REVEREND JAMES IS MARVELLOUS...
yupyup..soo todae is the first dae of sch aft the sch hols...and i'm gg all out to get that peice of paper that grants me entry to either poly or jc!!!!

yup my f&n practical is finaaly over and done with...it was super duper scary...and mrs stevenson even forget to buy my scallops...luckily i manage to go get it in the end....o well but the end product was quite good!!!i'm pretty please with it..:)...i tink deborah's one was really nice....
alrite other than tat..everyting's been quite bad...ive been tinkin about wad happen dis past few daes...and i'm pissed!!![quickly gets my stress ball]...
ooo yea and if regina is readin dis.......HAPPY B'DAE MY FREN!!!....

F&N

gosh tmr got f&n practical!!...i'm freaking out la...i'm scared i cannot finish washing and cooking within the time!!! worst still i'm afraid i cant handle the oven!!what if my prawns cums out burnt...i'll b totally dead!!!
gosh i hope i'll do well la!!!...it's the least i can do man!!! gosh i shoudn't hav chose to do soo many dishes...i've got to do 4 dishes within 2 hours le!!!!DIE DIE DIE...I'M LIKE SOOO DEAD!!!!T.T
ARG...pissed pissed pissed!!!
yupx i'm still quite pissed bout ytd!i dun even tink i'm tinkin bout gg to su camp dis year animore...thks to u,you and you!

PISSED!!!!

gosh i dun even noe how to describe my feelings now...i am like pretty pissed, pretty upset and pretty happy
alrite sooo let's start from wad happen ytd...i was quarelling wiv my mum again..i'm not gg to describe wad happen..i'm too pissed now!we were having a cold war ya..and den todae during church seeing my frens sort of made me happier,yea and aft service the whole youth went to eat...i'm soo happy tat glen could cum back to join us..listening to his stories about the army perks me up..arg..and the tano bros bluf me ar....tot they were gg to the ktv lo...anw we ended lunch about 12 and had time to kill, soo we went to ps to hang out...dat's when romei's fren told her tat dey are at yoshinoya...so we went..and den we saw a few of the fmc ppl la,and i spoke to ethel and eliza,dey are like so sweet huhur...ok anw...i was rather pissed too wiv a few ppl..i sort of got over dat person a long long time ago..and u guys like keep rubbing it in....make the whole situation awkward la...and did i ever told a few ppl tat i like tat person..get ur facts right la!!!it's over liao lo,mind ur own business can!GOSH!yup and i was pretty upset coz tat person use to b a fren and bcoz of all these bloody romours he is lyk avoiding me!!...wassup wiv these ppl man!i hate those bloody teasing la,wad's ur problem la...damn it...ok soo on the way to the ktv lounge i was rather quiet but tat's coz i dun noe wad to tok bout kkz...and den in the ktv,we sang sum songs...yup..everything was fine aft tat wasnt soo pissed alreadi..."julia" is a nice song!!! was enjoying the time wiv my frens too!and winnie and terrence was like soo pei!!!
soo aft tat on the way home, i got back to my gloomy mood, bcame pretty pissed too, soo when i was around my hse, these group of malay guys was ogling at me and like whistling..soo i was soo pissed of i shouted at them..sumting lyk "wad's ur problem nv c a pissed of girl b4 izzit!!!f*** off la!!!"...alrite soo they stop bothering me!
kk...sorry peeps i juz got to vent my anger here...tata!