yep yep it's been a long time since i last updated again! the past few days was however generally great! i spent lotsa time with love and went to his house to chill. we went to the cinemas ytd to watch horton! and haha the songs was cute! nothing beats having love around! and yoko has been misbehaving doing his lil business at the wrong places again. i cant wait for love to come and discipline him!


the past few days i was recalling back to the days when we had a bigger girls team, when zul was still around and many other teammates were still here. and then i looked back at the pictures and see all those familiar faces who now seemed so hard to reach.





Would it still be the same with them or would there be an awkard silence. i rmb so many stuff happening with the girls, and penang, o man that was awesome, but then again it seemed like that was the last time when everyone were really together. the last time i was to report the girls team attendance i needed to count and confirm but now HAHA tell me bout it. a single digit. although inevitably the girls tries to tolerate with one another's lil flaws..but those were the times. i missed van-the girl who never failed to sing, von-my scented tofu!, sipei-sleeping beauty, noelle sexy grey thing, nurul-the hot girl and of course jerean! i knew u even before coming to db. you noe u are partly one of the reasons why i joined db because i didn want to go there alone and i was so glad u were around! i rmb how we often celebrate one another's b'dae, ha i couldnt forget mine when they gave me cheese tofu, spread that buttery choc cream over my face :S... and then i thought would i still have so much fun this year. and then i think again would going over to penang still be fun with no much bitches around! :D thank you simin, you've stayed on.

AND LOVE IM HAPPY URE COMING BACK!

many things happen! i just wasnt in the mood to blog the past few days.
im spending more time with love now cos he had taken more time off to do his own training! but that also mean we have more time together! gosh i enjoy time with him! we recently catched water horse and i think its a real good show! :) love's gotten a new psp, at first i was afraid about him psing me...but now i can play his psp toooo!!!!!! haha so fun! and he's so lucky he's gotten so much new gadgets! and they are really cool! imagine a PDA phone....lols...nvm he's stuff are mine!:P
well yoko's getting cuter nowadays with a tad bit of attitude problem! he doesnt want to sit on my lap when i usethe laptop cos he noes i'll not play with him! he's getting smarter. but alvin say he's grown much more? did he, i dont think so perhaps i've seen him all day.
ive injured my arm 2 days ago! while washing clothes and the floor was slippery and i slipped and fell on my arm! and it hurts so bad esp ytd aft training. i went to the sinseh this morning and he almost killed me! he rubbed at the right spot with so much strength! and he told me i very easy to break bones. -.-

alright that's about all! enough updates?! :)

love like louis chen!

its our 10TH MONTH TODAY! man im soooo sooooo happy we've gotten this far!!!
dear dear i'll never forget all these great time we have together since we started. i went to love's house this morning and we intended to make choc fondue. but like all worried mums, we were certain that his mum would nag when she come home and thinks the house is a mess. so we decided not too and watch "meet the spartans" on the com which was so LAME!
LOLS and after that we went to vivo to watch "oscar:juno" which was a not bad movie and im certain not many have heard of it yet... :)

spending time like this with love really makes me happy!:D

I LOVE U DEAR DEAR

It's been a long time since ive last blog.... nothing much happened over the past few days..it was training, meeting love during his off days and play with yoko... i haven meet love today cos he got to work and i miss him so much! roar.. im starting to dread trainings cos most of the time they dun turn up :(

it's gonna be me and love's 10th month soon..i hope we could spend the day together actually...i really hope!! MUACKS DEAREST... I LOVE U....






:( i dunnoe how else to express the way i feel

hw could i even afford to smile.

well lets just say the past 2 days was considered boring cos it was just training, lunch with db mates and home. love had to work this 2 days...man i miss him terribly.... thank god he has a off day tmr! YAY I CANT WAIT! :D


well theres really nothing much...i'll blog again soon... :) with photos i hope if im not lazy!

hmmm yes i guess everyone would blog about hw they spend their cny now...let me just give a short summary.... first day was with my own family in the day...and den in the evening i joined love at his granny's hse...and again ihad fun.. taking pics that i'll update soon.... lols... the sond day was the best though, i joined love and his entired family....we had agreat dinner eating "golden pillow" and watched a late night movie, chang jiang 7 hao together...i thought the show was really nice..that alien puppy reminded me of yoko! 3rd day of new year, was with church mates and they came to my house...and so today... i went to church visited romei's house awhile and spend time and love's family to celebrate his grandpa's b'dae! HAPPY B'DAY GONG GONG! the food was simply delicious! i really had fun today! thanks love, you've made my day!

lately dreams seemed so real..i wish they'll never happen.

now i haven been blogging for a long while! alot of things happen but i just was lazy!

but well let's just talk abou today before i talk about other things!

it was HAPPY 9TH MONTH FOR LOVE AND ME TODAY! haha....yeap he took leave today, and we went to marina square to have seoul garden, and he brought me to crocs to try some of them on..and it's really pretty nice. hahaha he was like an experienced crocs salesman already, there was no need to get the staff dere to help! and yes it was so nice to see him after spending 1 and 1/2 a day without him! he came to my house and we played with yoko together! haha and we took super cute shots of yoko!

and yes over the past few days that i didn blog...ive gotten yoko! he's a joy man! but he gets really naughty and poops around...im gonna have to train him during the holidays! i miss love during trainings, but i'm ok.. i need time to get use to it though... but still i love u dear!
:)


thanks for this great day
thanks for taking time off for me
im glad we've gone through this much
and im sure theres so much more.
thanks for accepting me,
putting up with my lil tantrums
and loving me.
i love u dear!

training was weird today without love, im taking some time to think about whether to quit or not. i miss having him around. but well just give me a few more days to process my thoughts.
on the brighter side, love's cousin is gonna give me a dog! hehehe awesome right! i cant wait to have a dog man!

ps dear:

i love u no matter what! give me sometime to decide ok love? :)
just know u're the only one that can make me think so hard.
ure important to me. and frets not cause i MISS U!

i held back at questions.

when i start to have cravings for lays sour cream and onion, pizza hut's beef balognaise, ice cream and chocs. when i start to feel bloated! when i start to have very obvious mood swings and when i tear at simple random things. i know it's the premenstrual stage, aso known as pms. o yes... i think it's coming soon! =S

ive been thinking bout some things....mum and the girls team...
girls.stay? please?

SIGH

alright i better get some sleep...

dear I LOVE U!

walk my steps

it's our 8th month today! :D we went to watch I AM LEGEND wanted to watch avp2 at first but then i did not have any identication with me to show that i am above 16 but isnt it obvious....-.- hmph...o well but the show was still alright! i enjoyed my time today with love... spending time together with no distractions was good enough!

thanks love for all this time and all these joy you've brought me!!! thanks for going through bad and good times with me! i'll never forget how we got to meet, how we started and soooo much more!

I LOVE U!

i have not been in a mood to blog though, i'll be back soon!

this jeans is so much happier today! love's back in town...and he came to find me this morning at my house! hahah awesome, i've missed him so much! and we've spent the entire day together already! we watched heroes spent time together went to his grandparent's house nearby went back my home for supper! hehe but my poor dear dear is now super tired and sleeping at his grandparents house..he's waiting for his parents to come and pick him and his sister up... his grandpa just isnt feeling well! sigh sayang!

yeah! tomorrow can spend time with love again! now u can all tell that i'm elated, contented and happy!


ps. I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT! BIG BIG BIG TIME!

I MISS YOU SO BAD~~~~

i went to church today and catch up with romei and leon! romei i'm enticed by your stories all the time and leon, dun grow taller anymore. thanks all for the xmas gift! but of course love's xmas gift meant the most to me! ive been going online at night, excited and anticipating love to come online to have a video call this few nights! dear i love u! thanks for making the effort to come online just to chat with me alrite! come back quick i want hugs!

BOY I MISS U!

gah saturdays feel so weird with my love... missed him like soooo soooo soooo soooo much today! dear i hoped u had fun! but i'm really happy u gave me a call today! muacks and we managed a video call!

today and yesterday was awesome! yesterday i went to love's house! i brought his xmas present for him too! hehehe i bought him a pair of havianas and i made him a card! his card not easy to make hor! hehe but i'm glad he liked it! of course he was really naughty and read the card before xmas even when i tell him not to! :P after that i spent the day at his house, we watched 'HEROES' and his mum bought lunch for us! it just felt so nice spending time with LOVE and his family.

today i met love at sumerset! we went to change his havianas and he bought me one too for xmas! i love it, i love it! thanks dear, but no worries i love u more! :) we watched warlords which was nice and we hanged out together...heheh my xmas present from love is so nice, a movie treat and havianas! GUSHES! SO SWEET! hehe aft the movie and hanging around love sent me back home! we hanged out awhile and went down to have a light dinner! o man i had a great great time today! treasured the time so much today, cos it was the last day before love went to m'sia! I'M GLAD HE ENJOYED HIMSELF TOO!!!

I WANNA GO TOO! i'm so unwilling...but well it's already fixed. i think i'll go to the lib to borrow books to read to let time past....some really really INTERESTING BOOKS! sigh i'm going to miss love he's leaving tmr..gosh i'm being a lil emo here! o wells at least i'm consoled that he's going to leave me messages when he's there! i'm going to miss having him to cuddle and hang around with!

DEAR please take care of urself while having fun, leave me messages AND I LOVE U! :) MUACKS LA SHE BU DE HOR!

i went for wet training today! it's pretty much boring! almost all of the girls wasnt here... but well at least the seniors were there to accompany me..love sent me home today! so awesome! i love it when there's someone accompanying me home! i mean girls dont u like it when ur guy sent u home! we slacked at my house and watch 'who slept with her'...it's not some r21 show... it's really funny and me and love were laughing our ass off! mum cooked and soon after he had to go...i miss my dear dear though he's only been away from me for 2 hours.

sigh ive got bad news!!!! the pus on my eyes return again! THE PUS KEEPS FLOWING! i dont noe why it come back! but luckily there isnt training for a few weeks so i can put my eyes to some rest! i hope i get a lil better tmr! i'll prob wont wear my contacts for the next few weeks...
so peeps, prepare for GEEKY JEANS! :S


i dread for next sat to come, love's going to m'sia for FIVE DAYS...i bet i would be damn bored on those five days and prob thinking of him all the time. and worst still we cant msg one another cause of the bills.i keep feeling upset that i cant go, i know love had wanted me to go badly too, but o well.. sigh. it's ok love, please go ahead and have fun, just miss me from time to time can? i'm going to spend all my days the next week with him accept for prob just one day to buy his present! hehehe...dear..I'LL MISS U AND I LOVE U!

have i mentioned that love's going to malaysia! well he's going soon! hais i dread that day to come! it'll be almost a week without love by then, i was offered the opportunity to go with them cos they were taking a coach and his dad invited me, but mum wouldnt grant me permission.. :(
well i'll miss him so much.... i wanna go do my christmas shopping soon! i'm getting love something before he go to malaysia! and he can only open the present on christmas! tsk christmas without him would be boring. but well he's spending his christmas with his family, so maybe i can spend my christmas with my family and friends too.

dear dear i love u! you're in for some surprise when u get back..

hey all i just came back from penang!! well the guys and the mixed team did a terribly good job! but well those who went aso know a few things that made everyone angry and upset... but i had fun with the girls, with MY LOVE! hehehe he bought an absolutely cute berms! COLOURFUL!! LOL well...i'll post up photos soon! for now! back to class!!!

love u much. champion in my heart.

happy 7th month dear dear!!!

it's so fast! 7 months already! i've enjoyed every single moment with u!! i loved the times we spent together.. it's not as if we never had disagreements,every couple do. but it's just how the couple handles them, whether it strengthens their relationship anot. And i'm proud to say that it is! feels like i'm loving u more and more each day.thanks love, for always being dere with wide open arms. there's just so many things i adore about u! (just stop being naughty so often :P)

aiya...i have so much more stuff i wanna say,
but let's not gross the readers up...MUSHY STUFF UNDISCLOSED!

I LOVE U!!