with the spoon on the left
the fork on the right
she twirls the worms up the fork
when they are fastened
she carefully placed them on the spoon.
scooping whatever hanging up on it
she slowly bring it to her mouth
and chew the worms o sooo slowly...
she chew and she chew and she chew
looking left looking right...left right left right
refusing to look at those around her.
den she sink her fork into the worms again and it continues....
those worms are like vomit to most, but it was a feast to her!

TRIBUTE TO SHILESSE POW!

I PROMISE U LOVE

i know i havent been blogging lately, but o well let me just blog about the past 3 days.

on fri: there was suppose to be a bbq with all db mates, love and me went to his house first to rest. i was starting to feel a lil unwell so we both took a nap. then i woke up feeling terrible and love told me i was really hot(fever i mean). his family wasnt around and i was really restless, so love let me stay at his house late. he took care of me! he brought me water whenever i needed them, and attempted to cheer me up whenever iwas awake, he was just so sweet!!! i must say i was really unwell that night i was giddy, sleepy, cold. and when we were both below his house flagging for a cab i vomited and i know i made love worried.

on sat: me and love went to watch enchanted at vivo city, i was starting to have gastric. and i know i wasnt as active as usual and love keep asking if i was ok! i'm sorry love if i was still a lil restless that day, but u made my day just accompanying me!:)

and well today i went out with love and family aft training, he couldnt go cause he was having a fever. which was most likely from me..but well i have a great day with them..

i feel loved, i know he loves me! sometimes simple things that he do makes me go AWWW, and simply an 'i love u' from him makes my day, i didnt even feel awful when i vomited in front of him, i knew he wouldnt mind!....true love kiss? i got loads from him alr!

i'm startin to think about the list of people to give christmas presents too! here's a couple of them, my choutou, romei, leon and mum!. so i'm going to SAVE MY MONEY FROM NOW ON! and people please constantly remind me to save my money! well christmas has always been one day i look forward to each year. i like how everyone exchange gift with one another, send greetings, get together without having intentions of collecting 'hongbaos'..and spend time with the ones we loved! i've got plans for my choutou!...actually i've been wanting to spend my christmas with him, it would had been our first christmas together...but well he had to go for a family trip with his entire family.... i'm not angry or anything though i mean it doesnt matter as long as he enjoys himself, it sounds rather fun i was actually invited but the cars had limited seats...but i'm not freaking out... i have surprises...which i arent gonna tell now cause he reads! heheheh!

lately it seems like i have alot of wedding to attend! there's tmr... one of the girls i use to play with when i was little... and den my cousin.....well it seems like i had attended lots of weddings this year.... it gets irritating though.. i have to go st8 dere aft sch.... just to doll myself up... i dun deny liking to dress up but it gets tired after one whole day of sch...


to end off...i love my choutou!(there's only one louis chen, one choutou)

HAIS i misplaced my wallet!!!!!
now where could i have placed it!!!

o man i dun even noe maybe someone else took it....i had my wallet when i board the bus i had it when i get down ( i think) i could have place it on the table in the canteen but i dun recall anything man!!! but if i were to leave it in sch i think someone had already taken it! :( should i call the bus company! o man jeans is upset!

arh so we had already 2 continuous days of training! and my body is aching!!! it's irritating how we have to stop training in sch... i mean i know we wear slippers to school but why are they so concern about slippers tsk!!! well i've got to ask hakin where she wanna train...i hope we could go somewhere near where love is training too... at least we could go back home together...

u know...more training means lesser time alone with love... buti'm still glad that we could spend some time chilling out together aft training!

DEAR DEAR I LOVE U...MUACKS!

o the holidays are over...back to waking up early and meeting love everyday!!! hahaha there's always something good behind everything bad! muhaha... o well, i catched up with romei during the holidays and we went shopping. i finally bought a smaller siazed denim shorts that fits and both of us bought new girl boxers. guess we'll wear it together the next time we have a sleepover!:D i met up with love on sat to watch the BEE MOVIE and we took some photos too! here's a couple of them!

i love lou!

eek we have trainings everyday except wed now..

let's just say i enjoyed myself the past 2 days.... yesterday i went to love's house to chill out..and his aunt came...she brought love's mum, sis and bro and us to go for japanese food! the food was awesome.... greeat and we were all so full that we thought we were going to explode. i'm ecstatic cos i had spent the whole entire day with my lulu!:D
today well i met up with him to collect his passport at lavender...we spent a lot of time waiting for his passport but that's a plus for me cos i got to spend time with him and he accompanied me at home today :) now if only everyday is like that and i get to spend time with him...

hais but here's the bad news i wont get to see him tmr..... i noe i'm going to miss him badly.. crazily...lols.... it sounds crazy how i'm so attached to him and long to meet him every day....but well i cant help it....seems odd to spend a day without him...

i've been thinking about that nightmare lately..some of my nightmares became true...
but this must be my worse nightmare ever....i'm scared...

today was the last day of river regatta!!!! it's pretty much full of excitement for the past 2 days, although i didnt get to do much it's nice seeing the anxiety in everyone's face haha and i mainly took photos for the team while love was away...

we took many photos the past 2 days like over 300!!! i'm going to upload a few as soon as i get them from love...but the sad thing is he lost his cable which i think was mainly my fault cos i was holding to the camera... i intend to get him a new one....

CANT WAIT TO CHILL OUT WITH LOVE TMR! IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME!

hahhaa....a random thought came to my mind...
dear dear do u rmb when i used to call u 'my lulu' when we started going out together..... haha u still is hor...just that we are calling each other 'dear' now yeah?:)

hahah i love u my lulu!

every month since we've been together, i've always dedicate a post just for u at this day of the month! it' pretty obvious it's our monthly anniversary today! it's the 6th month, HALF A YEAR!

6 months is like so fast ...
it doesnt even feel like we've gone through half a year together
this 6 months we had our lil quarrels occasionally
but mostly unforgettable, sweet times...
love ive no fancy words to describe the way i feel
but here's three simple words just for u
I LOVE Umadly deeely truely wholeheartedly!

need i say more.... :)

i'm sick! i'm always sick like near the race! tsk this is so damn frustrating!!!! gosh i'm having like blocked nose nad a terrible sore throat...hahah i'll probably whisper while drumming! hahah but then on a happier note...it's our last race in singapore this year....and the best is that....

ITS OUR 6TH MONTH! i'm elated...we've gone through half a year together and we have many half a year to go!!!

to love:
i'm happy we spent the entire day together today! even though it was just slacking watching countless movies together and then we both end up having an irritating nose...it's just nice spending time with u... :) today is only one of the happiest moments i have with u!....dear...
you've spiced up my life!

6th month at singapore river...

yes! so yesterday was my birthday!!! i celebrated it with love, mum, dad and the db girls! let's start with how the db girls celebrated for me! i went with sipei , jerean and yvonne for an shl talk. then we went to food haven. van popped out with the birthday box so i thought it was cake inside naturally... then she opened and it happened to be cheese tofu...-.-
aft tat noelle came with the cake! chocolate cake!!! :D after that they smeared the cake at me and then we took random fotos...

see how yvonne cant lay of me!

notive yvonne's hands again and how happy she is!

so when sch ended i went to love's house!!! we did rj at his house collected his camera and waited for him to bath. we went to find mum and dad at paragon on the way there love bought me flowers and we all went to a spaghetti restaurant!!!! we ate lotsa food and love took lots of fotos...but i dun have them now!!! but anyway thanks love for the card and flowers! and thank you for spending time with me! i enjoyed myself very much! mum bought me my crumpler!!!

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my birthday is up in 2 days!!! hhaha and i keep pestering love to give me flowers for my birthday...and this is what he send to me!

-.-

hahah yes my dear love! this is cute lolx but real flowers would be nice!!!heheh :p muacks! i love u! i hope mummy get me a crumpler! lolx and i have a whole list of wish list u wouldn want to hear!

i need to save lots and lots and lots of money though! i'm intending to go on a shopping spree with love as long as he finish returning his money to his bro! we'll start saving!!! i cant wait for that shopping day!!

just some photos

aloysius, love's lil cousin
awesome scenery shot eh!


this are the photos that love took when we went to fetch his cousin from the airport....it was super fun! i dun feel like typing much todae...so i'm just showing fotos alrite..

the airport

Yesterday was super fun! i went out with with love's family. I think his family are really fun people and all of them are friendly! :) we went to the airport and of course everybody was waiting in anticipation for his cousin to come expecially debbie his cousin's wife! And when he came out, debbie and his cousin hugged and both his cousin's mummy and wife was crying!!!

Well i was gettin a lil tad bit emotional(dun blame me, it was pms) anyway it was sooo sweet, i almost teared but i'm glad i didn or it'll be super embarassing!!! hhaha but i can just imagine if love were to go overseas next time, i'll probably be like debbie!!! o man i cant even imagine so many months without my love! and if i have a son next time i'll prob cry too!!!

Well ok so aft everything in the airport we went down to ECP where love took many many pictures and we all did some catching up...it's just nice u know, like when all of them gather to talk about anything ...i envy such gatherings! Probably because my family rarely has such outings except during chinese new year where we meet up at my granny's place. My love also took many nice scenery shots and yes me with some of his relatives... :D I would had love to stay much longer but it was late! love had a race for the next day, and we were all pretty tired.

the day ended off well!!! and love thanks for bringing me there!! i had so much fun! and best of all i love it when we spent so much time together!!!! Need i say anymore, u know i love u. :)

i'm at love's house!!! i came aft training!!! but o well hes sleeping now! we would have a long dae todae man!!! icant wait for the fun! and a whole day of joy with him!!!! now...be jealous people!!!

tata!

hey peeps!!! well i'm blogging at the weirdest time! i had ended training and now here i am blogging before i go for my beauty sleep......
i'll be busy tmr!!! training first den to fidhaus house, he invited the whole team to his house! i pity his mum though while we have a hell of a time his mum had to cook so much food for us gluttons....o well so anyway aft tat love's dad would come to pick us up and we would have to go to see his cousin at the airport...who came back! i'm pretty excited to see love's family again he's father side! they are such fun loving ppl and kids are awesomely cute! and i'm staying out late tmr till like 2am...well it's worser for love! he has a race the next dae....

have i mentioned my love got his new camera?

well his camera is super cool the shots are sharp!!!

and i'm thinking of getting one myself too!

but it's really ex and i dun think i can save that much amount of money!

i wont stop spending and i dun have tat much endurance like my love!

maybe i'll get one when i start working next time:)

love brought his cam ytd and todae...but i'll show some of the shots we took todae!

notice there isnt any of love fotos!!!

hais thats cos he didnt send me! lolx

i took some really nice shots of him ok!

i'll ask him to send me tmr...if he doesnt allow me to post at least i can look at it:D

i'll post fotos of todae tmr!

at the mean time!!!

cya peeps!

i love LOUIS CHEN~

i'll just start things from ytd..

i indeed went to the stadium...well i did not regret i did quite alot of catching up with romei and she told me about her stories and lil scandals in sabah! i was pretty much missing my love though i called him when i reach my place. and he came dwn just to spent some time at the soya bean shop!!! and todae well i went for training love didnt go though! tsk tsk he's a naughty boy! any way he's family came to fetch me at seletar (so sweet! thanks aunty and uncle) to go collect my love's camera! i think his dad is soo cool! he bought love his camera and even bought him a better bag to store all his camera and kit.... and his daddy treat me to lunch too! i spent some time at his house! and den it was time to go! i'm super happy for my love! he finally got his well deserved camera! and he had saved so long for it! but now i'm third hor laogong!:p

there's other stuff i wanna rant...but i'll do it next time!!! i have forever! for now!
dear dear i love u!

i hate myself tonight