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Hey avid readers,

i have the darkest, most embarrassing yet the happiest news to tell you...

it happened in the heat of the moment

we went to the doctor

we suspected it since the day the symptoms start surfacing

first there was frequent tiredness...

abdominal bloating..

nausea

frequent urination

a missed period...

i didnt noe wad to do

we were at a loss

we discussed with our family members

apologized and compromised!

we decided that killing the innocent would not be an alternative

we look forward to the fateful day of this new life

right now we just need everyone's support..

herself and me needs everyone to understand..

us now:

hahahahahax!

gotcha!

love u darling

:)

MY DEEPEST APOLOGIES

u mean soo much to me

i hope u like the sweets..

MUACKX!

LOUIS CHEN IS MY EVERYTHING!

i realli realli love u now..

i noe dis is forever..

i noe dis will last

i want u to know

u mean alot to me

i want u to know i realli love u

trust me

this is the truth

my heart shattered when u teared..

i felt like an ASS

I HATE MYSELF SOO MUCH!!

i've just finished my bath..

and about to go to sleep..

love came to my hse todae..

we waited at home for mama to come back for dinner..

and den aft dinner the three of us watch the pacifier together..

which seems sooo nice but something was wrong wiv the player and we cant watch animore!
tsk tsk~

i feel like darling's downfall!!!

coz ever since he knew me

he have not had enuff sleep!

it pains me to see him soo tired and restless...

:(

he could have gone home when he was tired ytd..

but being such a sweetie he sent me back!!!

and now almost everydae aft training it's like tat!

thk you darling!!!

i love u!

the week has return for us to have training...

trainings change to tues and fridaes le..

and now i'm super duper tired.

i went back home at 11.30 ytd...

and my dear dear was sooo sweet to send me home

although he was sooo tired too..

thank you dear dear

I LOVE U!

i dun have mood to post about the past few days

but it's been good..

first there was mama's birthdae....where darling came too..:D

and daddy brought us to a korean restaurant

and dere is some fotos dat me and dear dear took at sakae sushi for the second month..

but right now!

i'm juz gonna post one precious foto

:D

dear dear dun be angry..

i love the picture..

i think u look super adorable in it..:D

muackx!

to a few peeper

romei~ miss ya baby!

goose and sarah: tsk tsk

lulu: i love u!

i had training todae!
we learnt a new stroke!!!
erm i prefer dis new stroke!!!
can master it faster!!!
aniwae thks dear dear for waiting for me to end my training ok!
love u!
and den aft tat we went back to my hse...coz mama coook dinner for all of us!
tmr is my mum's b'dae...
i bought her frame wiv her name on it..
i hope she like it though..

i'm pretty excited bout training tmr..
but i'm aso rather upset..that i cant go to church tmr..
i guess romei is pretty angry...
i hope dis doesnt drag on..
GOD is definitely the top of my list against all priorities..
i guess i have to sort things out soon..
if dis still drags on..
i would have to think of other alternatives to go to church and training at the same time!
Romei!! i'll be back in church soon! i still love u!!!

todae's problem sooooo difficult la!!!
me n shishi was slacking the whole dae la!!!
den dear dear todae aso very sian,
sumting bout his class....but i dun wanna sae aniting to make things worse..
anw aft tat dear dear didn wanna stay in class..
so he came to find me..
he actualli wanted to juz go home de..
but i dun wan..
coz i dun wan togo home alone..
thank god dear dear was soooo sweet to wait for me..:D
i know dear dear was feeling very upset that time and didn wanna stay in sch..
he wanna go back rest de..
so thanks dear dear for waiting for me.
darling i love u...:)
sooo i told faci i need to leave earlier aft ppt time...
she marked me partial..
but aniwae i still go...
and den we went to dear dear hse..:D
dear dear daddy was at home..
and den i went wi his family to collect his and his bro new specs...
lolx
dear dear looks adorable wiv his new specs!!!
shuai shuai wor!
hahahx ok lar..colin aso look not too bad..
aft tat went wiv his family for dinner at punggol den come home le..
i like dear dear's family...
it's sooooo fun...i guess it's because i'm an onli child sooo noone to tok too..
dear dear ....
i i i love u!
MUACKX!

:D....
todae todae is happy happy dae....not juz for me but shishi and davis too
todae their first month wor....:D
lolx and shi shi gave davis a super adorable doll
and davis gave her a statue of sumting like two mouses, one heart a peice of land and tombstone???? lolx
hahahax kidding but it's super cute..
and then davis came to rp..
lolx i finalli get to see the man!
hahahahax
he looks like gary and den abit like shishi...
coz those two are super skinny!
lolx

hehheex
went to eat sakae sushi wiv dear dear todae as planned!!!
food soooo nice!
but both of us sooo full le!
lolx
we shudn have ate in sch den can eat alot!!!
but aniwaes...
thks darling for treating me!!!
sorry for burning a hole in ur pocket...i shouldnt have suggested that..
but i realli appreciate it love!
we'll save money together from now on kkx?
let's b serious bout it...
if not cfm cannot save de lolx..
darling arh darling....muz not spend on me all the time..
if not u cfm no more savings de...
i noe u mean well...:)...
but i will sad sad if u no money de kkx..
i treat u to movies ok?
transformers....:D
dear dear.....
u noe wad i feel sooo happy wiv u around every dae...
dear dear
i tooootalllllyyyyy.......LOVE YOU WORH!
muackx!

hmmmm....
todae is the second month....but we din do much...:(
first break meet up wiv dear dear but onli for awhile and with goose dey all...
den second break......didn meet dear dear coz he got to do his work and den i went wiv my classmated to eat pizza hut....
ya....den after sch the initial plan for me and dear dear was to go to sakae sushi to eat de....but den his aunty cook for us le...so decided to go to his hse le...
so like tat lo....den go back his hse lor...lolx...
abit abit a teeny weeny bit sad ....
coz the second month celebration is such a contrast from the first lolx.. and i feel upset coz we didn do much on dis second special dae....
but as dear dear said..
the most important thingey is the time we spent together!!!!!
sooo sooo sooo it's stilll ONE LOVE!!
aniwae dear dear will still bring me to eat tmr de... :)and den i will bring my cam to take nice nice fotos..:)
hehehex
love u dear dear...happy second month...
muackx..
where got write bad bad things bout u lor..:P

o ya...btw i wanna add that tmr will be shishi and her bf's first month....
happy for those 2 man!!!!
keep it going!!!
you have princess jeannie's blessings!!!!
lolx!!!!!!
shishi!!!
stay happy owaes...

to him:
thks for all the time we had together...
i love u..
thks for being a great company for the past 2 months..
i cannot imagine life wivout u now..
thanks for ur love...
and thanks for doting on me...
thks for spending on me that u dun even have much for yourself...
thks for sending me home everydae...
sweet love~ thks for everything...!
:)

hey fellas!!!!
a little update bout wad has happen recently!!!
last sat had sdbf competition... i apparently was the drummer....i was starting to get bored waiting for the our turn to go out dere.... was really scared though...although the drummer didn mean much to the speed of the boat...they are still required to continue hitting the drums.... and if dey fall, the team would be disqualified!!! and it was my first time!!! sooo i was realli nervous and damn scared!!!! i scared i fall off...i wasnt very stable at first summore...lolx...and i was anxious that in the midst of all this fear i had to encourage my team members...hhahahax...but all was good...we got a fourth place...i was not realli dat disappointed because at least we didn lose.....
and yea now for important info..
it's the 2nd month tmr wiv dear dear!!!!
LOVES HUGX!
thank god for u darling!!! i cant realli imagine life in rp wivout u now!!!

ok le..:)..
sorry..
muackx..
love love love!!!

mama saw my puffy eyes and asked what happened....

i said it was juz germs...nothing else at all...

i made u upset again..

i hurt ur feelings again..

i'm owaes doing dis arent i...

i cried ...

because i made u upset...

i cried again..

because i never seem to do it right...

i cried again ...

beacuse i cant imagine spending one day without him..

i cried again..

because of those broken promises..

what happen to telling each other everything...

i know i did wrong...

i should have think and step in ur shoes before i react...

i love u sooo much...

i dun wanna break ur heart animore...

could we move on love..

take this as a passing facade...

throw this behind...

i'm soorry i'm sorry....

have u really forgave me....?

i love u!!

today is my lulu's b'dae!!!
hhahax but bcoz today got training so i went wiv him to celebrate ytd...we went to the canon building first coz i needed to repair my cam...which cost like $190!!!! sooooooo expensive la!!!
hmmm...
but still i brought dear dear to esplanade....was secretive all day!!!
lolx i told him to chose between G, T or H....
G meant gelare
T meant the coffee consieur
H meant hagen daz

sooooo in the end dear dear chose H ...i treated dear dear to fondue...:D.... den we walk outside the esplanade to sit sit...:D hahahx i hope dear dear his dae coz i sure enjoyed mine.
but the saddest thing was dear dear had a headache....:(

den today met dear dear in the morning...and i gave him his present...it's one of our foto framed....

hope he liked it though..

happy b'dae dear!!!!

i love u!!!!

back in sch back in sch back in sch!!!!!
i'm back in sch and i noe all my class mates miss me muahahahahhaha!!!!!
i'm back to crappin like crap and seeing lulu everydae!!!!
ytd me and shishis skipped 6 to go down and buy somefood......when we came back that time...
it was either me or shishi we pressed the 6th floor!!!!
den we sam lulu...i tot y he come down to finmd me soo early den he told me he going to change...and den joel called me from behind...den me nand shishi went to the toilet and there were all the 6th floor ppl....
the coversation in the toilet was-
me: ay girl why todae all the 6th floor people in the toilet arh did we press the 6th floor?
shi: ya y arh? u press arh?
me: no i didnt lar!!!
shi: huh den u sure dis is the 6th floor anot
me: er i tink it's not la

den we got out of the cubicle and saw more 6th floor ppl!!!! we went to the stairs and guess what it was realli the 6th FLOOR!!
omg i'm super embarassed and we talk soooo loud in the toilet summore!!!! arg!!!

hahahx todae gonna cel deardear's b'dae coz tmr got training!!!!

it's the last week of the break!!!! my holidays was occupied wiv dragon boat training...and i guess it'll continue being like this for the next few holidaes that we are gonna have!!!!
dear dear's b'dae is coming...ive been busy doing his present...
y life now is totally preoccupied wiv dragon boat, school, and dear dear.
i went to church todae....it seems like a long time since i've been to church cause the past few weeks there were trainings on sun!!!!
i miss church seriously...i miss the fellowship wiv the them...and i seriously miss chilling out wiv romei!!!! romei if u are reading dis....
i still love u no matter wad
although u are still as evil to me as ususal!!!!
...hahahax....muackx to u babe!
i miss lulu tooo!!!! din get to meet up wiv him todae....and u might think that i had enuff of him since i meet him everydae in dragon boat..... that's totally wrong coz we dun get to train together and we wanna focus during training....and usually after training we are juz too tired to seriously relax man...:(

i'm at home now!!! the only special thing bout todae is that lulu and romeo came to my hse....ehehhehex...mummy invited them over for dinner!!! she cooked curry chicken, veggie and corn soup!!!
hehehx yummy! i'm soooo glad my best fren and my love an come to my hse!!! lolx
ytd met geffren and his frens at east coast.... they invited me!!!! geff is soooo bad he push me into the water using my slippers as a threat!!!! o gawd he's a meannie!!!!!! and i bite his fren kieren...

i'm sooooo sooooo sooooorrrry~~~~ for not being more considerate!!!! i'll change love i promise...i' sooo sorry love...
pls dun break ur promis bout letting me noe when u are upset or angry...
i love u!!!

hey all!!!!
it's been a long time since i last posted.....
it's the holidays now!!! i sorta miss school though...i miss my classmates and er perhaps the school food!!! OO and i'm glad i finally got my internet connection at home...:D
things have been gg on pretty well...let's juz start wiv ytd
hhahax
ytd was our one month!!!! lulu gave me, an elmo that he sewed himself...a bear bear and a note...plus a super super cute "hamster box" lolx nvm it's and inside joke....hahahx it's super adorable....the fact that he sewed the elmo himself although it doesnt really look like one is realy sweet!!!!!
i gave him a pair of boxers. a t-shirt which i did sum stuff to it... erm a frienship band and our fotos.... i hope he like it though...the present was abit last min...:S
i met dear dear aft church...we went to vivo to watch pirates of the carribean!!!! the show is nice...:) den aft tat we went to east coast to ride and meet the rest of the db ppl for the bbq...... yeap yeap i had fun...
:D..we spent the night at east coast hanging out wiv everyone and den we left at around 6am to go to lulu's hse to chill....

HAPPY ONE MONTH !!! <3