Thursday, July 17, 2008

tears damn i HATE THEM!
holding them back till class end.

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

despair despair despair.

Thursday, July 10, 2008

If I knew it would be the last time
that I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.

If I knew it would be the last time
I’d hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would videotape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time,
I would spare an extra minute or two
to stop and say "I love you,"
instead of assuming you would know I do.

If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.

For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything right.

There will always be another day
to say "I love you,"
and certainly there's another chance
to say our "Anything I can do's?"

But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you
and I hope we never forget,
tomorrow is not promised to anyone,young or old alike.

And today may be the last chance you get
to hold your loved one tight.
So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?

For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day
that you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss,
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today,
whisper in their ear,
tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear.

Take time to say "I'm sorry,"
"please forgive me,"
"thank you," or "it's okay."

And if tomorrow never comes,you'll have no regrets about today.

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

wah piang eh damn sad! dun bring me for breaks! hahaha
im gonna run everyday now! any running kakis during break?
i dun like my muscles lar! haha IDIOT!
they say i got no more chin, and im s****ficating.... BLOODY HELL! SHIT!


DESIREE IS SWEETS! :D

Saturday, July 05, 2008

im at simins house now.
min and simin is asleep.
we just came back from bbq.
wasnt too bad
was quite fun
work was 1hour 40 bucks
arhhh i dun feel like blogging now
i suddenly feel so er feel so emo.

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

ytd was awesome:D
ive earned 50 bucks!
and now im bored in class!
O MAN BOREDOM KILLS!!!!!!!


ROAR!

ps.i cant wait for the next race! and i totally need to go on diet again!

Sunday, June 29, 2008

im am sooooo freaking tired! like seriously i just fell asleep in class! hahaa but still a sense of satisfaction lngers! :)

the past 2 days was SDBF! burnt and tired but all was good! aggression and determination was nurtured when things happened, tears was shed but at the end of the whole event everyone went back with a contented heart, knowing that our own team brought something back for the whole sch! i catched up with alot of friends too! :) went back with 2 medals, a bronze and a gold, and the medals were pretty! :) er and my coaches wont see this, but i think they did and awesome job guiding us! RESPECT RESPECT!

team well done :). girls well done!
rmb not to be complacent, rmb that our best can always be better. and rmb to stand by one another through it all, rmb that everyone of us are impt. remember that dragon boat is a team sport and rmb that I LOVE U ALL!
HAHA and yea im so honoured to be ur coxwain. to be standing behind u all and seeing u girls pushing the boat forward! u girls are BEAUTIFUL!

TO MY BESTIE SIMIN I LOVE U! TO HAKIN MY CAPTAIN I LOVE U. TO JUNE MY TORTOISE I LOVE U. TO DADDY I LOVE U. TO S.M.S, I LOVE U 3!

to romei u arent forgotten i love u too! :)

Monday, June 23, 2008

EVERYBODY'S WEARING GREY! :D
hey all! it's been a long time since i last blog again right! ive been wanting to upload photos but i never had time to edit or choose the right ones! here's a few! :)
recent events are sure that i went for my cousins wedding and simin's very belated birthday:) .
im enjoying the company around me now and life's been good!
i've ought to have alot to write but i'll do it another time. so here goes some pics!


this is pamela!
my fav cousin since young!
and she's getting freaking hot!

my love, my bestie, my pillar of hope! happy belated b'dae!



i love my teammates!













Thursday, June 19, 2008

same script different cast

Whitney:] Um? Hey Deb.
[Deborah Cox:] Mmm hmm?
[WH:] Thank you for being woman enough to come.
[DC:] Whitney, what's this about?

[SUNG]
[WH:] I know he's leaving me for you.
[DC:] Who said that? Who told you that it's true?
[WH:]What is he tellin' you?Could it be the same things that he told me?
[DC:] He told me that he loved me.
[WH:] I heard that.
[DC:] He told me I was (harmony) beautiful. How did you know? How did you know?
[WH:] Because I played that scene before.

[CHORUS:]
This is a retake of my life.
I was his star for many nights.
Now the roles have changed,And you're the leading lady in his life.
Lights, camera, now you're on.
Just remember you've been warned.
Enjoy it now, 'cause it won't last.Same script, different cast.

[DC:]What you're saying could be true.But how can I take advice from you?
[WH:]I'm not hating,But I wish the one before meWould have warned me too babe.
[DC:] Don't say no more. La La La La La La La La La
[WH:] Uncover your ears, girl.
[DC:] I'm not listening. La La La La La La La La La
[WH:]But I know you hear me.Maybe my reasons are wrong,But I know that you believe me.

[CHORUS]

[DC] It's your fault you didn't love him enough.
[WH:]That's the problem.I loved him too much.And when you love him
He becomes unattracted to you.
[DC:] Oh no, he's changed and I'll prove you wrong.
[WH:] No you won't.
[DC:] So go away. Leave us the hell alone! He loves me.
[WH:] He'll hurt you.
[DC:] He'll stay with me.
[WH:] He'll leave you.
[WH and DC:] For sure! For sure!

[CHORUS]

[DC:]This is a retake of my life.
You were his star for many nights.
But now the roles have changed.
I'm the leading lady in his life.
Lights, camera, now you're on.
Just remember you've been warned.
Enjoy it now, 'cause this will last.I'm the future, you're his past.

[WH:]This is a retake of my life.
I was his star for many nights.
Now the roles have changed,And you're the leading lady in his life.
[WH and DC:]Lights, camera, now you're on.Just remember you've been warned.
[WH:] Enjoy it now.
[DC:] Enjoy just now.
[WH:] It won't last.
[DC:] I know it will last.
[WH and DC:] Same script, different cast.

theres no one i need to answer to.

PS. please dun make ur blog an information counter.

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

hey all! i noe it's been like so long since i updated my blog! a series of many many things happened!
ive been spending quality times with my db mates recently! and they've brought me a bundle of joy! recently went for almost full body waxing! and it feels as if a layer of skin peeled off me! haha i hate to lay almost naked in front of five ppl! how embarassing! owell! but there's always a first time! now my skin feels smooth winks winks!.

O AND I MET UP WITH SZE MING AND CYNTHIA! love them so much! i adore how we still have things to talk about despite the time we spent away from one another.

WATCHED kung fu panda with nic, sharon, shane and minghee today! and i had pretty much a lot a lot of fun!:) we had a hard time choosing what to watch and where to watch! lols! the show was pretty nice! and the panda looks like min and shane! heavy eyebags!

alrite alrite! honestly i dun really noe what to blog! just to add in some new words to this rusty blog! i'll update again when inspiration ticks in alrite! :)

romei come back soon! quality time with me k?


I LOVE ZMQ! kidding..my good friend

Monday, May 26, 2008

i put on my mask of joy again.
your silence is deafening:(

Monday, May 19, 2008

hahaa alright i need to explain everything!
I AM DEFINITELY NOT PSYCHOTIC! haha and i did not torture those juniors ok! they enjoyed themselves so much! dint u dint u! so much that sharon and min ghee took turns to sleep beside me! muahahahaha! SHANE wears cute boxers! :D

i met up with zoe first cos she came earliest! and wtf we spent 20dollars just on snack!0.0

girls thanks for such an enjoyable time and i love u all! :)
hahaha WHATEVER WHATEVER BOLD ITALIC! :D

PILLOW PILLOW LOVES BIG BIG BIG TIME!






i love u boy:)

Saturday, May 17, 2008

This is post 273! And Jeannie has the honour of the famous blogger, Zoe yak jing fang to blog for her!

Currently, Shane, Min Ghee, Sharon and Zoe is over at Jeannie's house. With Yoko's companion. And suddenly, within the night, everyone has became "active". It doesn't matter who takes the first step anymore! Muahaha.

This jeannie wants me to say how hot and gorgeous she is. But obviously not. Okay, i'm so gonna get killed.

And i'm typing so many words wrongly, cause my eyelids are closing. There was training today, and jeannie being the coxswain of the junior girls' boat, she was falling asleep. Can you imagine?!! Us paddling so hard, yet. SHE'S THERE SLEEPING! Sleeping with her total unglam. hideous look. Dripping saliva and stuff like that.

Okay, there's training tomorow. Yet Jeannie is still not slepeing early, we're all very tired but she doesn't wanna let us sleep. Now my boyfriend is behind me, looking at what i type. "He" is very sexy, lying on the bed with the bolster waiting for me! Hahaha! People guess who's my boyfriend.

Okay, gimme 10 more secs and i think jeannie is gonna be back. And Jeannie is a very stubborn girl, she once had a bad blister on her ankle, but she still wanna run. All thanks to the awfully nice girl, zoe yak so eventually she didn't run. the awfully nice girl persuaded her not to run, finally.

and jeannie is taking a very long time to brush her teeth, my eyes are closing. save us people. min ghee is sexually harassed by jeannie! jeannie is such a psycho. please keep a distance from jeannie! cause she pinches people's butt, like adeline's. she pulls min ghee's shorts cause she wanna see her boxers. see how psychotic jeannie is? so yes, people out there. please keep a distance from her.

we ought to be sleeping soon, cause training is super early for jeannie the psycho.

jeannie the psycho is gonna be back soon, stay tune people! for more updates of psychotic jeannie!

heh now psychotic jeannie is locked outside the room and we're happily sitting here chit chatting and almost falling asleep.
nights all!

psychotic jeannie is back!

Thursday, May 08, 2008

HAPPY (belated)B'DAE ZOE AND ELAINE!:)

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

played basketball with some of the junior girls ytd and von and sipei came! memories of how we used to be in a team came back. those few teammates will forever be missed! arh just the thought of how close we use to be almost brought tears to my eyes!

simin and me became emo during our runs today, and we shared secrets! simin hush hush! yes i miss those times with them when the shed was noisy, when there was so much BONDS. yes simin we dun wanna have them and lose them again. :( how... ive got lots more to tell u.

love was so sweet. went back home with him! muacks! i love u CHEN!

Sunday, May 04, 2008

yesterday was our i 1th year together!:)
i bought him a pair of new havianas and his shaker. going to get him his watch for his b'dae. we went to town ytd to choose his havianas and soon after went back to his granny house and went fishing! had so much fun with him and his family and i was soo happy! im glad love we've gone through so much really, and im happy to have u with me all this time! u mean so much to me and im glad weve gone through thick and thin. i love u much more each day :)
went to vivo today and love got his pay. he bought me the pair of shoes ive always wanted!:) thks love i really like it.

attempting to write a really long post but i really cant.

the bottom line is I LOVE U! and u noe that love :)

Thursday, May 01, 2008

i wanna lose weight! at least a lil bit more. do more crunches, run more do more squats i wanna have abs! not rock hard 6 pecs but u noe just the outline! :)

no la i wouldnt end up like her! it's going to be hard to be like her ok!
happy labour day ppl..haha so cliche!
well there's no sch today, and im at home. didnt meet up with love cos we should spend more time at home. poor love got his specs scratched by the optician so he got to have them done soon. i missed him though! im now on this desperate attempt to save as much money as possible! :)

the new batch of girls reminded me alot of our batch. shane, sharon and min ghee was like yvonne sipei and van, dont u agree simin! sigh i miss them! but well i like having so much girls in the team again! it's doesnt feel weird. love ya girls, hold on to each other as tight as possible. we dun noe who stays at the end of the day, but the time spent together would be the best. EVEN the tiring trainings spent together would become valuable at the end of the day.

LOVE U CHEN!