• it doesnt seem like i can fit into the class
• i miss my old classmates
• i'm super quiet in my new class
• i've got no mood
• i've got frequent gastric pains here and there
• i miss my friends
• i rather have training everyday
• i feel like sleeping in class
• i haven tok to most of my classmates
• i miss romei
• i miss being in the same block as patrick
• i miss rushing up to find patrick during the last few minutes of break
• I LOVE PATRICK

god it's been so long since...gosh can someone spice things up for me?!?!?!?!

arh gosh! trust me this is by far on of the worst few days in my life! today was the first day of sava! and god i can imagine how much fun and excitement i could have enjoyed with my teammates if not for my terrible gastric pain! i was lying down in the shed most of the time unless it was my turn to go out and drum! i feel damn guilty, out there my teammates are working their ass off to get into the finals and i was in the shed resting.. :(

this terrible gastric happened since thursday night till today! i've been having sleepless nights since thurs cause ofthe sudden shots of pain at night! i read up about stomach ulcers! if the pain continues i prob have to go to the doc again..it sounds a little like stomach ulcer... :(

on the other hand, there's good news...zul says i can go out dere to cox for the next race! sounds good eh! at least now i feel like i'm helping the team! hopefully he doesnt change his mind though! and romei would be back soon!

p.s to patrick: thks for taking care of me... i noe u are tired! have a good rest darling! u did well today! i love u soo much! u're precious! muacks~

ytd felt like hell training! the sun was soooo hot!!! and we ran around the sch under the hot sun and lie on the grass! gosh i feel ugly now! the ugly and damn obvious tanlines on my legs and back!!
i'm alone at home todae! didn meet my love...i prob go find my mum to cut my hair later....gosh seriously i miss my patrick so much...i cant wait to meet him tmr and prob chill out together after training!
love u honey!

2 days ago was our 4th month....i went to patrick's house at first...then we went out to vivo city to watch no reservations... it started at 7pm so we had lot of time to spent together...the entire day was like our simple shopping day but i really enjoyed myself... i spent so much time wiv patrick... even though the movie was not awesome i'm contented having patrick to cuddle to during the movies...
PATRICK I LOVE U!
i'm off to patrick's hse now! bye!

didn went for training today, i went to church instead! it was romei and leon's baptizm day! gosh i must say i'm happy for them! i miss my church frens! they are awesome! we went to east coast park and cycled even though it was pouring heavily! nothing could dampen our mood! i adore these people! :) i feel this fuzzy feeling not having my bestie around for the next 3 weeks.

to romei: i'll miss u! be careful in china! and get back real soon! dun even think about getting a china boyfriend there and abandon me alrite!

though i realli realli enjoyed myself today, i cant help but have my thoughts drifting to patrick! i missed him very much! i felt bad though that here i am having fun and he is at training! but seriously it felt weird not having him around since i'm pretty used to seeing him all the time recently! i was checking my fone once in a while tempted to message him, but i know he cant reply! hax...yea it sucks i was waiting.... and even worse training today ended so late so i waited longer..:) but i'm fine with waiting...i got patrick's messages...and i'm happy!... i cant wait to see patrick tomorrow! ive been thinking bout that the whole day long! think it's a date between him, his dad, his sis and me tomorrow!

PATRICK I LOVE U!... seriously love u!

the past 2 daes had been loads of fun!
ytd honey came to my hse aft he went to visit his sec sch! aft tat he went with me to my mum's cell group and played table tennis! and dear dear is awesome! he played so well! at least way way way better than me! hahax basically i'm happy cause i spent most of my entire wiv darling! and i meet romei again!
today! i met love to go to town to chill out! we catched rush hour 3! which is the best movie by far among al the movies i watch with love! dwelling in my darling's company is o so wonderful!
hehex...

to romei: congrats on getting baptized! i'm so happy for u! i know honey we had lesser time to catch up dis daes! but i promise u bestie i'll be here for u! we'll definitely go chill out and shop and waste that tcc voucher of yours when u get back!

to patrick: many times i've disappoint u but thanks for always excepting my apologies! you've been so understanding..you are simply awesome!i love u so much! 4th month soon!

o gawd...i'm so burned out! not literally but tired! and i'm sick too!
gosh training 3 days in a row! tough but i guess i'm getting used to it! i mean i have to thank dragon boat for the weight i have lose and the friends i have made...but well db has brought me pimples and lesser rest! hehex...i cox today! alrite the feeling i must admit was AWESOME! but i was seriously stress man! it's not that simple you know! u had to be solely responsible for the boat's direction! ok...fine i didn go that well todae..but dont blame me it's my first time hor! and picking up everything in 2 weeks..hmm...yea i'll do my best!

i had to leave early todae to catch up romeo and bev! i realized that i missed out soo much in church! i seriously miss those awesome ppl!....romei is gg away next week for nearly a month because of some sch excursion and her family vacation..:( gosh soo little time to catch up with her! seriously bestie! i miss u! and i've heard stories about how people in church are doing from romei! for example little joseph! one of the primary 5 boys in church! his swimming coach collapsed while swimming and apparently little joseph was one of the 3 boys who saved his coach! i mean that's brave...i seriously wouldnt dare to go dwn and get a dead body up!...from this moment my impression of little joseph changed from the boy who bullied me in sunday school to the brave boy who went all out for his coach!

yea and since todae was all about training and since i had to leave early today! i didnt had time to spent wiv dear dear! sigh i miss him soo much! i cant wait to see him tmr after he get back from visiting his sec sch teachers! thank god there isnt training the next few daes and we'll probably spent time together!

now to end off todae's long post!

PATRICK I LOVE U BIG TIME!

ouch~

mayb i think too much...
I'M FREAKING TIRED!

i am soo super tired!

lolx i probably still haven recover form the chalet!

not enuff sleep man!

but even so! i sorta feel energized when ever i am wiv dear dear!

so much things to say! so much love!

he came my hse aft training todae!

we watch herbie full loaded on my lappy!

it's soo nice! and the car is cute!

:D

dear dear is down at GIANT with his family!

i'm bored!

i miss my <3

yes! the holidaes have finalli arrived!

frankly i think i would miss some of my classmates!

it's kinda sad that we have to make new friends again each semester!

well thurs was the last lesson....

i left wiv dear dear to eat prata and den went to his hse to get his things..

we were gg to his class chalet!

the chalet was pretty fun!

but we took like sooo long to start our barbeque pit lolx!

and we all stayed up late!

went with honey and some of the rest to the little red house! which which which scares me!

we had soo little time to rest man!

but i still like the chalet cause i get to lie beside my love and sleep!

:)

we left early in the morning to go to love's house to get some serious rest!

and yea we have training tmr~

i prob really should catch some rest soon!

fotos wiv my db mates taken the other dae!
camera quality not good lor!
the fotos not soo nice lolx!

yes!

it's the last week of sch!

it's a few daes to more rest!

and a few daes to more time to spend wiv my love!

doesnt that rock~

o well....

i'm tired!

soo i'll prob post fotos tmr if i have the mood!

LULU!

LOVE!

ok...i'm at dear dear's class waiting to go for dragon boat! it's 45 mins away!

so i'm now waiting for love to finish playing...

so while i dun have much to do..

let me use this time to update my blog!

here's a couple of fotos i took todae!

the class was utterly empty! so we chose to go for a walk instead

i saw renee on the way and was super cold so i borrowed her jacket!

rawr! i hate science man!

but

I LOVE LOUIS!

hey people!

it's been a long time since i last updated my blog!

here's a few things i did the past few daes!...on thurs it was national dae!

i went wiv dear dear in the afternoon to hang out wiv his bruddas...

then later in the night

i had to leave first to find my mum

to watch fireworks from my aunts office!

it was super boring! but the fireworks was awesome!

the next dae we were suppose to have training!

but i couldnt go!!!

coz i had to attend my cousins wedding!

my mum made me dressed up!

i really didn want too!!

and i was soo tired!!!!

but o well she made me wear my grad's night dress again!

and i was missing my love soo much!!!

sat and suns was spent on training!!!
i was damn tired!!
but o well all was good coz i got to spent time wiv my dear dear aft training!
lolx..
okok..i shall stop here
i prob tok about todae a little later!
i hate VB MAN!

a mix of everything

how do i deal with this...

he loves me he loves me not~
love.lovenot.love.lovenot.love.lovenot.
i think he loves me much....

hehehx yes i have some fotos to upload todae as i promised!

honey's hairy legs!

honey's third month gift to me! so sweet rite!

honey took this pic! i love it! ok i was getting abit self obsessed!

it's our third month ytd!!!!
honey made me a really sweet handmade foto frame with our foto and a super sweet note....
it's juz super cute!!!
i'm soo happy wen i saw it!!!
like i felt super happy!!!
darling is soo capable of doing such sweet things lolx!
but i was rather sad at first cause my com was lagging and i had to restart it over and over again!
i was about to finish the video clip i wanted to give him!!!
so i had to redo it again..
and den we had training and that means lesser time spent with dear dear..
but all was fine cause dad came to fetch us and brought us to eat dinner first..
i was still happy in the end cause dear dear and i had soo much fun together!!!
and 3RD MONTH LEH!

hehex todae
darliing family came to fetch me in the afternoon
i went out with them
i was happy cause i got to spend almost the entired dae wiv honey!
me and honey left to watch 'disturbia' at plaza sing
nice movie but freaky!
dear dear saving money to buy his cam!!
it looks cool!
better then my "drop a zillion time" camera!!!

alrite...it's pretty late!!! i'll prob update some fotos of the present he gave me and the fotos we took today tmr...cya ppl!!! o gawd...training tmr!

bad news or good news first?

hmm....BAD NEWS FIRST!
The lump on my left eye grew again!
it's huge plus painful!
but i dun dare to go to the doctor!!!! dey'll want to put the knife in my eye!

GOOD NEWS NOW!

1.i had fun during J.U.M.P ytd...

• i partied and dance wiv the db girls!...
• i spent time wiv dear dear!
• i had fun with dear dear!
• i spent most of the time with dear dear!

2. i had training today..

• erm ok dat doesnt sound too good but it starts becoming fun when u get to chill out and train with the rest of girls!!!(sorry simin...i noe i gave u a hard time.. :D i'll buck up!)

3. early celebration with dear dear

• yeap...it's suppose to be our 3rd month this fri!!!!but since we would have training on fri we celebrated it todae! we went to orchard...we headed to paragon first to pass mama the housekeys... and den we went seoul garden to eat! it was my treat coz baby treat me the last time le!!! at sakae sushi! i'm glad i could spent time wiv dear dear!!! it was good enuff! although it wasnt the whole entire day! but nvm wad..coz sat aso no training... den sat aso can spend time together le!

DEAR DEAR!!! I LOVE U!

I'M SOOO HAPPY TODAY THAT I CAN SPEND TIME WIV U!!!

MUACKXMUACKX!