here are some pics from mac!! at the canoiest race!

someone say my neck very long!

aww sweetie dun cry.

( haha im kidding she aint crying, but she looks like it)

WATCHED BOLT TODAY! haha the show is super super nice! better then chihuahua!

bolt looks like yoko and fat hamster 'rhino' looks like haha a mildly obese person:P (kidding ar!)

fat face and fat asss!!!!

i miss u girls at training :(
things aside,
very sweet june send this to me lar! haha so sweet of her! :)
xoxo!

dear girls,
i'll miss u girls at training, and i guess the gym wouldnt be as noisy as ever. i'll miss having ppl to bitch around with, hakin to watch me do my treadmill catwalk. and all the others to just be around. take care there and remember us back here, all in all we are still training together. STILL ONE HEART I HOPE? in my 2 years, ive seen ppl leave, but this time it's not just as bad right????i hope? perhaps we could all still meet aft ur trainings on sat or suns?
i love u ppl i love u ppl!

to simin, no matter what i'll still love u. i'll miss u and nothing can pull us apart. it's a deal! haha! wont have distractions or third party between us lar! i promise k! and i thank you for always hearing me out! listening to my rants, complains, and sharing my happiness! MUACKS!

ytd was a happy day!!!!:D u know why! :D

ive got a flu in the middle of lessons and a terrible cough for the past 1 month!
and so did june!:)
so aft sch i went with her to get her DS 'repaired'( the person hardly do anything) and then we shared a footlong subway meal!
we then went to toys'rus to get in touch with our kiddy side again!

o and i think i really need to cut my frindge real soon!

hehe monkey leh! :D

june say it looks like.....haha!

i figured i need to loose weight!

eee! we look so cock!

i think im going crazy like a monkey! keep me sane!

candy canes and yellow heart:D

i went to church today and got sabotaged into doing this year's christmas skit! then i have to be the female main lead and performed in front of say a hundred ppl???? MY GOD LAR! WHY DID I JOIN U FOR LUNCH ROMEI! i haven go on stage for a long long time k!
haha this year's christmas celebration is kinda unique! we're gonna have christmas in the boat! the irony of it, im on a boat almost every sat and sun!

lols alrite! gift exchange is happening! i need more cash for christmas presents!

WATCH OUT FOR MY CHRISTMAS LIST! :D (HINTS TO MY GIRLS)

sometimes sacrifices arent meant for everyone

so much for desire

so much for qualifications.

what would life aft the phase be like?

what would become of us.

:(

DIE my grades DIE!
i swear im going to class.

the weekends was a blast!

SRR was one of the biggest race! RPDB WELL DONE!

thanks to steve who brought us this far and stood by us. R-E-S-P-E-C-T! we've all learnt alot from him:)

i wanna apologise to my girls, hakin, jing dian, steve and rpdb about the opens. im really sorry for letting u all down, especially my coaches and hakin, sorry for letting u leave with only one gold medal for girls hakin:(

both days was a teary day. it was the last time steve gave us a debrief aft the race, even JD was about to cry and the last race for our year 3s. but i guess it all ended the way they wanted.

ure the best captain ever! thanks so much girl! love u! -hakin(serena):P

today's meeting with old gang was cancelled cos bernard got injured.

i went ahead with my sweetheart jamie and zoe to walk walk. jia pretty as ever and geffren came to look me up! hahaha! jia say i slimmed down! geff say i look the same! 0.0 NVM I SHALL DIET MORE!

HAD A GREAT DINNER! :D

here's to some randomness.
on the way to tamp ytd with simin,jw and jamie at the busstop, there was this couple quarreling! the guy was yelling at the top of his voice at the girl, wah if i was her i would have felt so humiliated! but he did shouted something like 'because i love u' which made jamie and simin go awwww....BUT WTH shout so loud lar!

AND now me jamie and jw are all under the evil hands of TAN SIMIN, and when ever we spout a word of vulgarities, she'll make us slap ourselve 5 times!

tmr's some catching us with a couple of old friends!

o and did i say i bought red heart shaped earrings! I LIKE! :D

ytd was masters. it marked the best day among us girls i think!
for the past few masters we had been striving to get that gold cookie but had always nearly made it.
but we did it. we prove ourselves wrong :) now let's move on, not get complacent and train even harder. it's never enough! NEVER! make 100% even better k!
everyone hugged and shrieked in joy at the end of the race! we just never expected it! but the feel on the boat was awesome!

thanks girls for that gold cookie :)

xoxo,

ur coxwain.

my very sweet romeo!

my weekends was good!

sat was spent with romeio and my family the whole day! mum gave me 50 bucks just to spent with romeo. hahaha i went to her house first and watch her do her work, which she did not do much! lols and then i ate four cheese pasta and corn soup at her house! her mums cooking is awesome lar! i think if i live with them for like 1 mth i'll become fat liao. ahaha then we wanted to watch HSM3 but it was too late so we walked around and shop, visited simin and the other teammates who work at NUM. then off to granny's for grandpa's bdae!

and then today me, PATRICK(hehe), jinwen, simin, james and his 'hehe" went to vivo! we wanted to watch tropic thunders but the rest came late! so we ended up walking around taking pics! and had steam boat!

the past few days was simple, but i enjoyed myself:)

i trusted the wrong people..

WHAT HURTS THE MOST

whos there to trust.
whos there to reach out too. for real.
whos there to be true.
whos a friend? for real.

i tried my best
shutting them out.
im turning cold.
turning into salty ices.

thanks to all for the surprise... there were more ppl then! would upload more fotos when i got hold of them! till then!!!

XOXO, JEANNIE!

hey all! so just an hour ago i turned 19! :)
theres alot of ppl ive got to thank! but here's first, i wanna thank my girls( simin, hakin, elaine, sms, jamie and june) and a few of the guys( louis, jason, shawn, daryl and jw) for giving my the surprise. i was really taken aback when i saw the cake, balloon and the present. lols. simin.... thanks for planning almost everything for me. i love u sweetheart! and thank you girls for the bag! thanks hakin and elaine for that unglam pic and the cute balloons:)
i dun have fotos with me now:) would post then out soon too!

mingxiang, adelina, dwayne, lexson, pk, romei, kendra, koklip, matthew, junyang, aldwyn, ambert, fiko, yuan feng, trey, leonard, cheekee, farhana and and anyone whom i have missed out, thanks for wishing me! im sorry if i left anyone out! but anyway thank you sooooo much! :D:D

everyone of u! ur wishes made my day!


xoxo! happy 19th to me! lol!

my birthday is tmr!
initially i was excited! but now im like...hmm.... i dunnoe!
all i want for my birthday is for all those i care about to wish me.
it isnt a big deal but still it makes me smile knowing that those that i care still remembered.
i dunnoe how to express the way im feeling.
BUT O WELL!
we'll see what tmr brings.

heres what happened during the weekends! dearest siti, opened her house for visitation on sat! and her house like super cool lar! she had nice cookies and food at home! and it felt so much like chinese new year with the pineapple tarts! o.o

here's the 2nd batch of us :D

then ytd was masters, i think we did our best. we are always so close yea. well let's all just train hard:D went down to hakin's house for visitation as well! there were alot of food i swear!

So in conclusion, i ate alot this weekends!

HAPPY BIRTHAY SHARON!
im so happy u were touched!
muahaha! and nice cupcakes!

optimising concentration

not in the past not in the future but in the present.
not dwelling of how we've been defeated,
not just sweet words about achieving more in time to come.
it's about starting now training hard now
to achieve the outcome we deserve.

the chip goes to the deserved.


haha so serious hor! i learn it in class today :D

hey all! well so it's been awhile since i last updated! im posting out random stuff.
recently we had the 10k race and 5 men crew, i think the team did fairly well, but nevertheless we all noe what we should do! train hard train hard train hard!
so i watched 'the house bunny' with simin and andy ytd
and i love it! haha super cute bimbo show! im gonna use the lines! lols!
and jamie and simin counted what 32? dun have so much lor! anyhow one!
okok enough of randomnesss....
hmmm i think im gonna skip sch tmr! im tired! i'll prob meet simin!

training at seletar tmr! :D:D

i had milo nuggets! :D

a day with milo?

what if i was serious this time?

chatting up with my girls today!
we all becoming more GL as time goes by...
NOT A GOOD SIGN CAN!
anyway good chats about ECS!
hahhaa so crazy over mine!
hush hush!

time to lose some weight!!!!!



so much for being soulmates.

hey all! it's been a long time!

the past weekend was spend at bedok reservoir for sava! it was awesome. i did lose my voice though aft the weekends. i see us improving together,the team did well! the guys the mix the girls i think we beat ourselves and given it our best shot.

my dear girls:

let's polish that medal!

1 girl= 2 man!

lai arh! let make sure we are in the business of winning:)

=(

breakdots..CRASHED!

IT is pretty much a complicated thing to figure
i sure aint ready for IT
IT just requires so much u noe.

arg f***!


anyway im off to m'sia with mum and other church mates tmr! i would miss training, my girls, my simin.


sigh cheese!:)

this i know:
my pang of ecstacy would not last!

how do u define true friends?

the truth unfolds.

the world so full of lies, you me and everyone else.

your joy.

ok i m here to blog!
opps shit
i forget what i want to say!
:D

IM PUZZLED

how come love could be the best thing on earth for a moment
and then it could be that one thing that breaks us down and turn us into what we're not?

im not necessary talking about me just talking bout it on a whole..

you know all this thoughts had me on the brim of tears?

im scared?

anyway dearest simin and i bought a lovely book.
sweet hearts no matter what im here for u
u noe i really love u
and all that matters is we still have one another.
i noe u'll be here for me.

junk

i tried so hard to be strong

but this day i falter.

sorry.

guys are off to penang today!
good luck u guys for the race
all out! get enough rest! and have fun!
meanwhile! haha the girls would have fun on our own
and keep u in our prayers!

o well i left the usual clique earlier ytd aft training,
wanted to get back early before mum nags and needed time alone:)
im ok ppl im ok.

it just aint true when they say
absence makes the heart fonder
it's making us strangers
straying away
i feel like dropping all these affairs of the heart.
its not easy to put it in words
we are all wearing masks.

goodbye dreams. hi world.

hi all:) it's been a long time..

o well i wore a skirt today! those long long kind! reason being because all of us agreed to wear a dress or skirt! but apparently they did not and only i did! so bad right! lols...anyway i feel weird. min say its weird too, she arent used to it! haha well its ok at least nic and the sms wear nice nice arh.

alright this was ytd when i webcammed darling!

jeannie, zoe, jaimie, june! :)
red ranger!!!!

haha everyones fake seriously.

i like!!!

hahaha..

i wannnnnt!

and so i took out my old diary tonight cos i was looking for a book to pen down stuff for the PP and then i started reading my old entries.
haha and some of them got me thinking others got me laughing about how immature i was in the past. alright maybe not immature but how naive i was about certain things.
yeah im getting very hardworking, getting down to serious work.:D
and well i keep feeling nauseous everytime i finish something feeling.
and im undergoing DEPRESSION? haha just kidding!

o well day was great today.
skipped sch with simin. and nic and his friend came soon after.
simin and I watched hostel and saw 2, both are super sadistic shows! but all those gory scenes are starting to make me bored! it's just blood splurting everywhere.

CHOCOLATE BANANA PIZZA! :D

cherish every little moments u have now

u wouldnt noe when it'll come to an end

LIFE'S UNPREDICTABLE!

bear this in mind u all

jeans has some stuff to say

she loves u all definitely

and if i never had a chance

i'll say it now

thanks for once being a part of me

ps. nothing's happening people, no frets. im just having er deeper thoughts today because i had too much time.

fucking no mood!
fucking emo!
fucking fucking fucking sian!
sigh
ok sorry for the uncontrolled spouts of vulgarites
i'll ctrl the next time round.

when the whole world's crashing down on u,
remember u still have us
my dear hot stuff cappy maniac queen.

WHY WHy Why why why why why.....

tears damn i HATE THEM!
holding them back till class end.

despair despair despair.

If I knew it would be the last time
that I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.

If I knew it would be the last time
I’d hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would videotape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time,
I would spare an extra minute or two
to stop and say "I love you,"
instead of assuming you would know I do.

If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.

For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything right.

There will always be another day
to say "I love you,"
and certainly there's another chance
to say our "Anything I can do's?"

But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you
and I hope we never forget,
tomorrow is not promised to anyone,young or old alike.

And today may be the last chance you get
to hold your loved one tight.
So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?

For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day
that you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss,
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today,
whisper in their ear,
tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear.

Take time to say "I'm sorry,"
"please forgive me,"
"thank you," or "it's okay."

And if tomorrow never comes,you'll have no regrets about today.

wah piang eh damn sad! dun bring me for breaks! hahaha
im gonna run everyday now! any running kakis during break?
i dun like my muscles lar! haha IDIOT!
they say i got no more chin, and im s****ficating.... BLOODY HELL! SHIT!


DESIREE IS SWEETS! :D

im at simins house now.
min and simin is asleep.
we just came back from bbq.
wasnt too bad
was quite fun
work was 1hour 40 bucks
arhhh i dun feel like blogging now
i suddenly feel so er feel so emo.

ytd was awesome:D
ive earned 50 bucks!
and now im bored in class!
O MAN BOREDOM KILLS!!!!!!!


ROAR!

ps.i cant wait for the next race! and i totally need to go on diet again!

im am sooooo freaking tired! like seriously i just fell asleep in class! hahaa but still a sense of satisfaction lngers! :)

the past 2 days was SDBF! burnt and tired but all was good! aggression and determination was nurtured when things happened, tears was shed but at the end of the whole event everyone went back with a contented heart, knowing that our own team brought something back for the whole sch! i catched up with alot of friends too! :) went back with 2 medals, a bronze and a gold, and the medals were pretty! :) er and my coaches wont see this, but i think they did and awesome job guiding us! RESPECT RESPECT!

team well done :). girls well done!
rmb not to be complacent, rmb that our best can always be better. and rmb to stand by one another through it all, rmb that everyone of us are impt. remember that dragon boat is a team sport and rmb that I LOVE U ALL!
HAHA and yea im so honoured to be ur coxwain. to be standing behind u all and seeing u girls pushing the boat forward! u girls are BEAUTIFUL!

TO MY BESTIE SIMIN I LOVE U! TO HAKIN MY CAPTAIN I LOVE U. TO JUNE MY TORTOISE I LOVE U. TO DADDY I LOVE U. TO S.M.S, I LOVE U 3!

to romei u arent forgotten i love u too! :)

EVERYBODY'S WEARING GREY! :D

hey all! it's been a long time since i last blog again right! ive been wanting to upload photos but i never had time to edit or choose the right ones! here's a few! :)
recent events are sure that i went for my cousins wedding and simin's very belated birthday:) .
im enjoying the company around me now and life's been good!
i've ought to have alot to write but i'll do it another time. so here goes some pics!

this is pamela!

my fav cousin since young!

and she's getting freaking hot!

my love, my bestie, my pillar of hope! happy belated b'dae!

i love my teammates!

same script different cast

Whitney:] Um? Hey Deb.
[Deborah Cox:] Mmm hmm?
[WH:] Thank you for being woman enough to come.
[DC:] Whitney, what's this about?

[SUNG]
[WH:] I know he's leaving me for you.
[DC:] Who said that? Who told you that it's true?
[WH:]What is he tellin' you?Could it be the same things that he told me?
[DC:] He told me that he loved me.
[WH:] I heard that.
[DC:] He told me I was (harmony) beautiful. How did you know? How did you know?
[WH:] Because I played that scene before.

[CHORUS:]
This is a retake of my life.
I was his star for many nights.
Now the roles have changed,And you're the leading lady in his life.
Lights, camera, now you're on.
Just remember you've been warned.
Enjoy it now, 'cause it won't last.Same script, different cast.

[DC:]What you're saying could be true.But how can I take advice from you?
[WH:]I'm not hating,But I wish the one before meWould have warned me too babe.
[DC:] Don't say no more. La La La La La La La La La
[WH:] Uncover your ears, girl.
[DC:] I'm not listening. La La La La La La La La La
[WH:]But I know you hear me.Maybe my reasons are wrong,But I know that you believe me.

[CHORUS]

[DC] It's your fault you didn't love him enough.
[WH:]That's the problem.I loved him too much.And when you love him
He becomes unattracted to you.
[DC:] Oh no, he's changed and I'll prove you wrong.
[WH:] No you won't.
[DC:] So go away. Leave us the hell alone! He loves me.
[WH:] He'll hurt you.
[DC:] He'll stay with me.
[WH:] He'll leave you.
[WH and DC:] For sure! For sure!

[CHORUS]

[DC:]This is a retake of my life.
You were his star for many nights.
But now the roles have changed.
I'm the leading lady in his life.
Lights, camera, now you're on.
Just remember you've been warned.
Enjoy it now, 'cause this will last.I'm the future, you're his past.

[WH:]This is a retake of my life.
I was his star for many nights.
Now the roles have changed,And you're the leading lady in his life.
[WH and DC:]Lights, camera, now you're on.Just remember you've been warned.
[WH:] Enjoy it now.
[DC:] Enjoy just now.
[WH:] It won't last.
[DC:] I know it will last.
[WH and DC:] Same script, different cast.

theres no one i need to answer to.

PS. please dun make ur blog an information counter.

hey all! i noe it's been like so long since i updated my blog! a series of many many things happened!
ive been spending quality times with my db mates recently! and they've brought me a bundle of joy! recently went for almost full body waxing! and it feels as if a layer of skin peeled off me! haha i hate to lay almost naked in front of five ppl! how embarassing! owell! but there's always a first time! now my skin feels smooth winks winks!.

O AND I MET UP WITH SZE MING AND CYNTHIA! love them so much! i adore how we still have things to talk about despite the time we spent away from one another.

WATCHED kung fu panda with nic, sharon, shane and minghee today! and i had pretty much a lot a lot of fun!:) we had a hard time choosing what to watch and where to watch! lols! the show was pretty nice! and the panda looks like min and shane! heavy eyebags!

alrite alrite! honestly i dun really noe what to blog! just to add in some new words to this rusty blog! i'll update again when inspiration ticks in alrite! :)

romei come back soon! quality time with me k?


I LOVE ZMQ! kidding..my good friend