hey people!

it's been a long time since i last updated my blog!

here's a few things i did the past few daes!...on thurs it was national dae!

i went wiv dear dear in the afternoon to hang out wiv his bruddas...

then later in the night

i had to leave first to find my mum

to watch fireworks from my aunts office!

it was super boring! but the fireworks was awesome!

the next dae we were suppose to have training!

but i couldnt go!!!

coz i had to attend my cousins wedding!

my mum made me dressed up!

i really didn want too!!

and i was soo tired!!!!

but o well she made me wear my grad's night dress again!

and i was missing my love soo much!!!

sat and suns was spent on training!!!
i was damn tired!!
but o well all was good coz i got to spent time wiv my dear dear aft training!
lolx..
okok..i shall stop here
i prob tok about todae a little later!
i hate VB MAN!

a mix of everything

how do i deal with this...

he loves me he loves me not~
love.lovenot.love.lovenot.love.lovenot.
i think he loves me much....

hehehx yes i have some fotos to upload todae as i promised!

honey's hairy legs!

honey's third month gift to me! so sweet rite!

honey took this pic! i love it! ok i was getting abit self obsessed!

it's our third month ytd!!!!
honey made me a really sweet handmade foto frame with our foto and a super sweet note....
it's juz super cute!!!
i'm soo happy wen i saw it!!!
like i felt super happy!!!
darling is soo capable of doing such sweet things lolx!
but i was rather sad at first cause my com was lagging and i had to restart it over and over again!
i was about to finish the video clip i wanted to give him!!!
so i had to redo it again..
and den we had training and that means lesser time spent with dear dear..
but all was fine cause dad came to fetch us and brought us to eat dinner first..
i was still happy in the end cause dear dear and i had soo much fun together!!!
and 3RD MONTH LEH!

hehex todae
darliing family came to fetch me in the afternoon
i went out with them
i was happy cause i got to spend almost the entired dae wiv honey!
me and honey left to watch 'disturbia' at plaza sing
nice movie but freaky!
dear dear saving money to buy his cam!!
it looks cool!
better then my "drop a zillion time" camera!!!

alrite...it's pretty late!!! i'll prob update some fotos of the present he gave me and the fotos we took today tmr...cya ppl!!! o gawd...training tmr!

bad news or good news first?

hmm....BAD NEWS FIRST!
The lump on my left eye grew again!
it's huge plus painful!
but i dun dare to go to the doctor!!!! dey'll want to put the knife in my eye!

GOOD NEWS NOW!

1.i had fun during J.U.M.P ytd...

• i partied and dance wiv the db girls!...
• i spent time wiv dear dear!
• i had fun with dear dear!
• i spent most of the time with dear dear!

2. i had training today..

• erm ok dat doesnt sound too good but it starts becoming fun when u get to chill out and train with the rest of girls!!!(sorry simin...i noe i gave u a hard time.. :D i'll buck up!)

3. early celebration with dear dear

• yeap...it's suppose to be our 3rd month this fri!!!!but since we would have training on fri we celebrated it todae! we went to orchard...we headed to paragon first to pass mama the housekeys... and den we went seoul garden to eat! it was my treat coz baby treat me the last time le!!! at sakae sushi! i'm glad i could spent time wiv dear dear!!! it was good enuff! although it wasnt the whole entire day! but nvm wad..coz sat aso no training... den sat aso can spend time together le!

DEAR DEAR!!! I LOVE U!

I'M SOOO HAPPY TODAY THAT I CAN SPEND TIME WIV U!!!

MUACKXMUACKX!

:(

Hey avid readers,

i have the darkest, most embarrassing yet the happiest news to tell you...

it happened in the heat of the moment

we went to the doctor

we suspected it since the day the symptoms start surfacing

first there was frequent tiredness...

abdominal bloating..

nausea

frequent urination

a missed period...

i didnt noe wad to do

we were at a loss

we discussed with our family members

apologized and compromised!

we decided that killing the innocent would not be an alternative

we look forward to the fateful day of this new life

right now we just need everyone's support..

herself and me needs everyone to understand..

us now:

hahahahahax!

gotcha!

love u darling

:)

MY DEEPEST APOLOGIES

u mean soo much to me

i hope u like the sweets..

MUACKX!

LOUIS CHEN IS MY EVERYTHING!

i realli realli love u now..

i noe dis is forever..

i noe dis will last

i want u to know

u mean alot to me

i want u to know i realli love u

trust me

this is the truth

my heart shattered when u teared..

i felt like an ASS

I HATE MYSELF SOO MUCH!!

i've just finished my bath..

and about to go to sleep..

love came to my hse todae..

we waited at home for mama to come back for dinner..

and den aft dinner the three of us watch the pacifier together..

which seems sooo nice but something was wrong wiv the player and we cant watch animore!
tsk tsk~

i feel like darling's downfall!!!

coz ever since he knew me

he have not had enuff sleep!

it pains me to see him soo tired and restless...

:(

he could have gone home when he was tired ytd..

but being such a sweetie he sent me back!!!

and now almost everydae aft training it's like tat!

thk you darling!!!

i love u!

the week has return for us to have training...

trainings change to tues and fridaes le..

and now i'm super duper tired.

i went back home at 11.30 ytd...

and my dear dear was sooo sweet to send me home

although he was sooo tired too..

thank you dear dear

I LOVE U!

i dun have mood to post about the past few days

but it's been good..

first there was mama's birthdae....where darling came too..:D

and daddy brought us to a korean restaurant

and dere is some fotos dat me and dear dear took at sakae sushi for the second month..

but right now!

i'm juz gonna post one precious foto

:D

dear dear dun be angry..

i love the picture..

i think u look super adorable in it..:D

muackx!

to a few peeper

romei~ miss ya baby!

goose and sarah: tsk tsk

lulu: i love u!

i had training todae!
we learnt a new stroke!!!
erm i prefer dis new stroke!!!
can master it faster!!!
aniwae thks dear dear for waiting for me to end my training ok!
love u!
and den aft tat we went back to my hse...coz mama coook dinner for all of us!
tmr is my mum's b'dae...
i bought her frame wiv her name on it..
i hope she like it though..

i'm pretty excited bout training tmr..
but i'm aso rather upset..that i cant go to church tmr..
i guess romei is pretty angry...
i hope dis doesnt drag on..
GOD is definitely the top of my list against all priorities..
i guess i have to sort things out soon..
if dis still drags on..
i would have to think of other alternatives to go to church and training at the same time!
Romei!! i'll be back in church soon! i still love u!!!

todae's problem sooooo difficult la!!!
me n shishi was slacking the whole dae la!!!
den dear dear todae aso very sian,
sumting bout his class....but i dun wanna sae aniting to make things worse..
anw aft tat dear dear didn wanna stay in class..
so he came to find me..
he actualli wanted to juz go home de..
but i dun wan..
coz i dun wan togo home alone..
thank god dear dear was soooo sweet to wait for me..:D
i know dear dear was feeling very upset that time and didn wanna stay in sch..
he wanna go back rest de..
so thanks dear dear for waiting for me.
darling i love u...:)
sooo i told faci i need to leave earlier aft ppt time...
she marked me partial..
but aniwae i still go...
and den we went to dear dear hse..:D
dear dear daddy was at home..
and den i went wi his family to collect his and his bro new specs...
lolx
dear dear looks adorable wiv his new specs!!!
shuai shuai wor!
hahahx ok lar..colin aso look not too bad..
aft tat went wiv his family for dinner at punggol den come home le..
i like dear dear's family...
it's sooooo fun...i guess it's because i'm an onli child sooo noone to tok too..
dear dear ....
i i i love u!
MUACKX!

:D....
todae todae is happy happy dae....not juz for me but shishi and davis too
todae their first month wor....:D
lolx and shi shi gave davis a super adorable doll
and davis gave her a statue of sumting like two mouses, one heart a peice of land and tombstone???? lolx
hahahax kidding but it's super cute..
and then davis came to rp..
lolx i finalli get to see the man!
hahahahax
he looks like gary and den abit like shishi...
coz those two are super skinny!
lolx

hehheex
went to eat sakae sushi wiv dear dear todae as planned!!!
food soooo nice!
but both of us sooo full le!
lolx
we shudn have ate in sch den can eat alot!!!
but aniwaes...
thks darling for treating me!!!
sorry for burning a hole in ur pocket...i shouldnt have suggested that..
but i realli appreciate it love!
we'll save money together from now on kkx?
let's b serious bout it...
if not cfm cannot save de lolx..
darling arh darling....muz not spend on me all the time..
if not u cfm no more savings de...
i noe u mean well...:)...
but i will sad sad if u no money de kkx..
i treat u to movies ok?
transformers....:D
dear dear.....
u noe wad i feel sooo happy wiv u around every dae...
dear dear
i tooootalllllyyyyy.......LOVE YOU WORH!
muackx!

hmmmm....
todae is the second month....but we din do much...:(
first break meet up wiv dear dear but onli for awhile and with goose dey all...
den second break......didn meet dear dear coz he got to do his work and den i went wiv my classmated to eat pizza hut....
ya....den after sch the initial plan for me and dear dear was to go to sakae sushi to eat de....but den his aunty cook for us le...so decided to go to his hse le...
so like tat lo....den go back his hse lor...lolx...
abit abit a teeny weeny bit sad ....
coz the second month celebration is such a contrast from the first lolx.. and i feel upset coz we didn do much on dis second special dae....
but as dear dear said..
the most important thingey is the time we spent together!!!!!
sooo sooo sooo it's stilll ONE LOVE!!
aniwae dear dear will still bring me to eat tmr de... :)and den i will bring my cam to take nice nice fotos..:)
hehehex
love u dear dear...happy second month...
muackx..
where got write bad bad things bout u lor..:P

o ya...btw i wanna add that tmr will be shishi and her bf's first month....
happy for those 2 man!!!!
keep it going!!!
you have princess jeannie's blessings!!!!
lolx!!!!!!
shishi!!!
stay happy owaes...

to him:
thks for all the time we had together...
i love u..
thks for being a great company for the past 2 months..
i cannot imagine life wivout u now..
thanks for ur love...
and thanks for doting on me...
thks for spending on me that u dun even have much for yourself...
thks for sending me home everydae...
sweet love~ thks for everything...!
:)

hey fellas!!!!
a little update bout wad has happen recently!!!
last sat had sdbf competition... i apparently was the drummer....i was starting to get bored waiting for the our turn to go out dere.... was really scared though...although the drummer didn mean much to the speed of the boat...they are still required to continue hitting the drums.... and if dey fall, the team would be disqualified!!! and it was my first time!!! sooo i was realli nervous and damn scared!!!! i scared i fall off...i wasnt very stable at first summore...lolx...and i was anxious that in the midst of all this fear i had to encourage my team members...hhahahax...but all was good...we got a fourth place...i was not realli dat disappointed because at least we didn lose.....
and yea now for important info..
it's the 2nd month tmr wiv dear dear!!!!
LOVES HUGX!
thank god for u darling!!! i cant realli imagine life in rp wivout u now!!!

ok le..:)..
sorry..
muackx..
love love love!!!

mama saw my puffy eyes and asked what happened....

i said it was juz germs...nothing else at all...

i made u upset again..

i hurt ur feelings again..

i'm owaes doing dis arent i...

i cried ...

because i made u upset...

i cried again..

because i never seem to do it right...

i cried again ...

beacuse i cant imagine spending one day without him..

i cried again..

because of those broken promises..

what happen to telling each other everything...

i know i did wrong...

i should have think and step in ur shoes before i react...

i love u sooo much...

i dun wanna break ur heart animore...

could we move on love..

take this as a passing facade...

throw this behind...

i'm soorry i'm sorry....

have u really forgave me....?

i love u!!

today is my lulu's b'dae!!!
hhahax but bcoz today got training so i went wiv him to celebrate ytd...we went to the canon building first coz i needed to repair my cam...which cost like $190!!!! sooooooo expensive la!!!
hmmm...
but still i brought dear dear to esplanade....was secretive all day!!!
lolx i told him to chose between G, T or H....
G meant gelare
T meant the coffee consieur
H meant hagen daz

sooooo in the end dear dear chose H ...i treated dear dear to fondue...:D.... den we walk outside the esplanade to sit sit...:D hahahx i hope dear dear his dae coz i sure enjoyed mine.
but the saddest thing was dear dear had a headache....:(

den today met dear dear in the morning...and i gave him his present...it's one of our foto framed....

hope he liked it though..

happy b'dae dear!!!!

i love u!!!!

back in sch back in sch back in sch!!!!!
i'm back in sch and i noe all my class mates miss me muahahahahhaha!!!!!
i'm back to crappin like crap and seeing lulu everydae!!!!
ytd me and shishis skipped 6 to go down and buy somefood......when we came back that time...
it was either me or shishi we pressed the 6th floor!!!!
den we sam lulu...i tot y he come down to finmd me soo early den he told me he going to change...and den joel called me from behind...den me nand shishi went to the toilet and there were all the 6th floor ppl....
the coversation in the toilet was-
me: ay girl why todae all the 6th floor people in the toilet arh did we press the 6th floor?
shi: ya y arh? u press arh?
me: no i didnt lar!!!
shi: huh den u sure dis is the 6th floor anot
me: er i tink it's not la

den we got out of the cubicle and saw more 6th floor ppl!!!! we went to the stairs and guess what it was realli the 6th FLOOR!!
omg i'm super embarassed and we talk soooo loud in the toilet summore!!!! arg!!!

hahahx todae gonna cel deardear's b'dae coz tmr got training!!!!

it's the last week of the break!!!! my holidays was occupied wiv dragon boat training...and i guess it'll continue being like this for the next few holidaes that we are gonna have!!!!
dear dear's b'dae is coming...ive been busy doing his present...
y life now is totally preoccupied wiv dragon boat, school, and dear dear.
i went to church todae....it seems like a long time since i've been to church cause the past few weeks there were trainings on sun!!!!
i miss church seriously...i miss the fellowship wiv the them...and i seriously miss chilling out wiv romei!!!! romei if u are reading dis....
i still love u no matter wad
although u are still as evil to me as ususal!!!!
...hahahax....muackx to u babe!
i miss lulu tooo!!!! din get to meet up wiv him todae....and u might think that i had enuff of him since i meet him everydae in dragon boat..... that's totally wrong coz we dun get to train together and we wanna focus during training....and usually after training we are juz too tired to seriously relax man...:(

i'm at home now!!! the only special thing bout todae is that lulu and romeo came to my hse....ehehhehex...mummy invited them over for dinner!!! she cooked curry chicken, veggie and corn soup!!!
hehehx yummy! i'm soooo glad my best fren and my love an come to my hse!!! lolx
ytd met geffren and his frens at east coast.... they invited me!!!! geff is soooo bad he push me into the water using my slippers as a threat!!!! o gawd he's a meannie!!!!!! and i bite his fren kieren...

i'm sooooo sooooo sooooorrrry~~~~ for not being more considerate!!!! i'll change love i promise...i' sooo sorry love...
pls dun break ur promis bout letting me noe when u are upset or angry...
i love u!!!

hey all!!!!
it's been a long time since i last posted.....
it's the holidays now!!! i sorta miss school though...i miss my classmates and er perhaps the school food!!! OO and i'm glad i finally got my internet connection at home...:D
things have been gg on pretty well...let's juz start wiv ytd
hhahax
ytd was our one month!!!! lulu gave me, an elmo that he sewed himself...a bear bear and a note...plus a super super cute "hamster box" lolx nvm it's and inside joke....hahahx it's super adorable....the fact that he sewed the elmo himself although it doesnt really look like one is realy sweet!!!!!
i gave him a pair of boxers. a t-shirt which i did sum stuff to it... erm a frienship band and our fotos.... i hope he like it though...the present was abit last min...:S
i met dear dear aft church...we went to vivo to watch pirates of the carribean!!!! the show is nice...:) den aft tat we went to east coast to ride and meet the rest of the db ppl for the bbq...... yeap yeap i had fun...
:D..we spent the night at east coast hanging out wiv everyone and den we left at around 6am to go to lulu's hse to chill....

HAPPY ONE MONTH !!! <3

hey peeps....i noe i haven been updating i never had the time yea...and i guess i was juz tooo tired...

i'll try to update on a regular basis though..

dis was wad happen a few daes back when dear dear, goose,kenneth ping and anthony decided to skip sch..

it was fun though!!!!

i enjoyed my self..

but yea...now i'm peeling..

<3

i cant wait for 030607 it'll be the first month of me and lulu....

erm yea..

and i'm making the gifts..

i dig the truth out of dear dear ytd...

it's sooo sweet...:D

i cant wait to see it!!!!

i cant wait to enjoy that entire dae wiv dear dear too coz i have dragon boat dat dae..:D

dear's sister soooo cute rite!

a few daes spent at dear lulu's hse.....and dont u guys think his sisteer is super cute....omg she's super adorable la...i couldnt help it to take a foto wiv him....:D

he thinks he is realli cute

and he thinks his thighs are appealing

i tell u he loves red..he is like worshipping the chair lo.

i dun realli noe wad to write in my blog dis daes....soooo since i'm at my dear lulu's hse...ive decided to grab dis golden opportunity to steal his scandulous fotos and upload it on my precious on and onli sexy blog.....hehehhehex...

but no worries coz my dear lulu is sexy enuff to have his images uploaded on my blog...

brace urself now for the world's best FHM!!

AND U NOE Y FHM?!?!?!?!....

SHHH DUN TELL HIM I TELL U DIS...

HE'S REALLI A TRANSEXUAL.....

TSK TSK EMO DEAR

AND NOW HE THINKS HE'S LIVING IN THE 60'S OF BLACK AND WHITE...

CAN U IMAGINE HE WEARS DIS TO TOWN ALMOST ALL THE TIME

that's him perv all the time...

and u noe how sum guys think they are realli huge..

well her's one example of such a guy.

and now dis one is juz priceless!!

hey all!!!!! i'm sooooo knocked out by dragon boat training, ytd was the first training!!!! damn we did like more than 5km run, 3 sets of 30 pull ups and 3 sets of 20 push ups, 30 situps and we carried weights....the result of it all!!!!SORE ARMS AND SORE LEGS!!!! lolx and i cant do pull ups for nuts...i rmb doing onli 3 in secondnary sch juz to pass!!! haz but nevertheless i shall ENDURE!!!
today came to sch wiv lulu!!! was almost late and we had UT todae.....i couldn finish the whole paper in time though....then i met dear lulu and his frens during first breakout for breakfast!!
and my fav Senior DOUGIE OVER 2ND BREAKOUT!!! lolx....i dunnoe y,...but dougie perks me up man...he's soo crazy that he makes me crazy... i only sae hi to random ppl wen i'm wiv him!!!!
and den halfway though break the student leaders came to my level and did some corny tricks to the shl junior again...i chanced upon them wen i wanted to go peepee!!! hehehex

yea and now i'm in the sch lib wiv lulu and goosey!!! playing pool!!!
icant wait to meet the rest of the bb peeps dis sat...i hope i could make it though!!!! it's been a long time since i've seen them...:)

i hope u could tell me wad happen....u arent even toking to me..not ur usual self...:(

vivo fun!

i went out wiv lulu aft church!!! we went to vivo to watch spidey man...hahahx and den we went to the sky garden to take tons of fotos and play pool....take note of dear's sexy pose wen he play pool.

milk bottled dae:

this fotos were taken quite a long time ago...i went out wiv BABY LU LU to buy his milk bottle....lolx....dun he look cute wiv a milk bottle!!!! whahahahah....

hey....i'm awake at this unexpected time 9.10 when i slept at almost 5.30 ytd....sooooi had almost 4 hours of sleep....hmmmm..but i'm feeling better coz i ate medicine ytd...and i broke out in cold sweat.
o ya my fav senior douglas wrote thie poem for me
(look at it's real real sweet....and it proves that i'm cuter than shilesse!) :

Hers truly

She's a rebel, she's a saint
Who is this girl, I'll restrain
Acquaintances we regard as 'once'
But now we are just souls entwined
In a manner not the mind engulfs
But confidants here to talk about
Face to face, on the phone
We mostly choose to type instead
But though sometimes we're far apart
Don't worry, girl, here's my heart
I think she's cute, she doesn't know
But now I guess the whole world knows!

The girl knows who she is.

there see!!!! he's sooo sweet....my heart is melting!!!! sooo poetic....!!!!lalalalalala~