i trusted the wrong people..

WHAT HURTS THE MOST

whos there to trust.
whos there to reach out too. for real.
whos there to be true.
whos a friend? for real.

i tried my best
shutting them out.
im turning cold.
turning into salty ices.

thanks to all for the surprise... there were more ppl then! would upload more fotos when i got hold of them! till then!!!

XOXO, JEANNIE!

hey all! so just an hour ago i turned 19! :)
theres alot of ppl ive got to thank! but here's first, i wanna thank my girls( simin, hakin, elaine, sms, jamie and june) and a few of the guys( louis, jason, shawn, daryl and jw) for giving my the surprise. i was really taken aback when i saw the cake, balloon and the present. lols. simin.... thanks for planning almost everything for me. i love u sweetheart! and thank you girls for the bag! thanks hakin and elaine for that unglam pic and the cute balloons:)
i dun have fotos with me now:) would post then out soon too!

mingxiang, adelina, dwayne, lexson, pk, romei, kendra, koklip, matthew, junyang, aldwyn, ambert, fiko, yuan feng, trey, leonard, cheekee, farhana and and anyone whom i have missed out, thanks for wishing me! im sorry if i left anyone out! but anyway thank you sooooo much! :D:D

everyone of u! ur wishes made my day!


xoxo! happy 19th to me! lol!

my birthday is tmr!
initially i was excited! but now im like...hmm.... i dunnoe!
all i want for my birthday is for all those i care about to wish me.
it isnt a big deal but still it makes me smile knowing that those that i care still remembered.
i dunnoe how to express the way im feeling.
BUT O WELL!
we'll see what tmr brings.

heres what happened during the weekends! dearest siti, opened her house for visitation on sat! and her house like super cool lar! she had nice cookies and food at home! and it felt so much like chinese new year with the pineapple tarts! o.o

here's the 2nd batch of us :D

then ytd was masters, i think we did our best. we are always so close yea. well let's all just train hard:D went down to hakin's house for visitation as well! there were alot of food i swear!

So in conclusion, i ate alot this weekends!

HAPPY BIRTHAY SHARON!
im so happy u were touched!
muahaha! and nice cupcakes!

optimising concentration

not in the past not in the future but in the present.
not dwelling of how we've been defeated,
not just sweet words about achieving more in time to come.
it's about starting now training hard now
to achieve the outcome we deserve.

the chip goes to the deserved.


haha so serious hor! i learn it in class today :D

hey all! well so it's been awhile since i last updated! im posting out random stuff.
recently we had the 10k race and 5 men crew, i think the team did fairly well, but nevertheless we all noe what we should do! train hard train hard train hard!
so i watched 'the house bunny' with simin and andy ytd
and i love it! haha super cute bimbo show! im gonna use the lines! lols!
and jamie and simin counted what 32? dun have so much lor! anyhow one!
okok enough of randomnesss....
hmmm i think im gonna skip sch tmr! im tired! i'll prob meet simin!

training at seletar tmr! :D:D

i had milo nuggets! :D

a day with milo?