junk

i tried so hard to be strong

but this day i falter.

sorry.

guys are off to penang today!
good luck u guys for the race
all out! get enough rest! and have fun!
meanwhile! haha the girls would have fun on our own
and keep u in our prayers!

o well i left the usual clique earlier ytd aft training,
wanted to get back early before mum nags and needed time alone:)
im ok ppl im ok.

it just aint true when they say
absence makes the heart fonder
it's making us strangers
straying away
i feel like dropping all these affairs of the heart.
its not easy to put it in words
we are all wearing masks.

goodbye dreams. hi world.

hi all:) it's been a long time..

o well i wore a skirt today! those long long kind! reason being because all of us agreed to wear a dress or skirt! but apparently they did not and only i did! so bad right! lols...anyway i feel weird. min say its weird too, she arent used to it! haha well its ok at least nic and the sms wear nice nice arh.

alright this was ytd when i webcammed darling!

jeannie, zoe, jaimie, june! :)
red ranger!!!!

haha everyones fake seriously.

i like!!!

hahaha..

i wannnnnt!

and so i took out my old diary tonight cos i was looking for a book to pen down stuff for the PP and then i started reading my old entries.
haha and some of them got me thinking others got me laughing about how immature i was in the past. alright maybe not immature but how naive i was about certain things.
yeah im getting very hardworking, getting down to serious work.:D
and well i keep feeling nauseous everytime i finish something feeling.
and im undergoing DEPRESSION? haha just kidding!

o well day was great today.
skipped sch with simin. and nic and his friend came soon after.
simin and I watched hostel and saw 2, both are super sadistic shows! but all those gory scenes are starting to make me bored! it's just blood splurting everywhere.

CHOCOLATE BANANA PIZZA! :D

cherish every little moments u have now

u wouldnt noe when it'll come to an end

LIFE'S UNPREDICTABLE!

bear this in mind u all

jeans has some stuff to say

she loves u all definitely

and if i never had a chance

i'll say it now

thanks for once being a part of me

ps. nothing's happening people, no frets. im just having er deeper thoughts today because i had too much time.

fucking no mood!
fucking emo!
fucking fucking fucking sian!
sigh
ok sorry for the uncontrolled spouts of vulgarites
i'll ctrl the next time round.

when the whole world's crashing down on u,
remember u still have us
my dear hot stuff cappy maniac queen.

WHY WHy Why why why why why.....

tears damn i HATE THEM!
holding them back till class end.

despair despair despair.

If I knew it would be the last time
that I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.

If I knew it would be the last time
I’d hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would videotape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time,
I would spare an extra minute or two
to stop and say "I love you,"
instead of assuming you would know I do.

If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.

For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything right.

There will always be another day
to say "I love you,"
and certainly there's another chance
to say our "Anything I can do's?"

But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you
and I hope we never forget,
tomorrow is not promised to anyone,young or old alike.

And today may be the last chance you get
to hold your loved one tight.
So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?

For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day
that you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss,
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today,
whisper in their ear,
tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear.

Take time to say "I'm sorry,"
"please forgive me,"
"thank you," or "it's okay."

And if tomorrow never comes,you'll have no regrets about today.

wah piang eh damn sad! dun bring me for breaks! hahaha
im gonna run everyday now! any running kakis during break?
i dun like my muscles lar! haha IDIOT!
they say i got no more chin, and im s****ficating.... BLOODY HELL! SHIT!


DESIREE IS SWEETS! :D

im at simins house now.
min and simin is asleep.
we just came back from bbq.
wasnt too bad
was quite fun
work was 1hour 40 bucks
arhhh i dun feel like blogging now
i suddenly feel so er feel so emo.

ytd was awesome:D
ive earned 50 bucks!
and now im bored in class!
O MAN BOREDOM KILLS!!!!!!!


ROAR!

ps.i cant wait for the next race! and i totally need to go on diet again!