with the spoon on the left
the fork on the right
she twirls the worms up the fork
when they are fastened
she carefully placed them on the spoon.
scooping whatever hanging up on it
she slowly bring it to her mouth
and chew the worms o sooo slowly...
she chew and she chew and she chew
looking left looking right...left right left right
refusing to look at those around her.
den she sink her fork into the worms again and it continues....
those worms are like vomit to most, but it was a feast to her!

TRIBUTE TO SHILESSE POW!

I PROMISE U LOVE

i know i havent been blogging lately, but o well let me just blog about the past 3 days.

on fri: there was suppose to be a bbq with all db mates, love and me went to his house first to rest. i was starting to feel a lil unwell so we both took a nap. then i woke up feeling terrible and love told me i was really hot(fever i mean). his family wasnt around and i was really restless, so love let me stay at his house late. he took care of me! he brought me water whenever i needed them, and attempted to cheer me up whenever iwas awake, he was just so sweet!!! i must say i was really unwell that night i was giddy, sleepy, cold. and when we were both below his house flagging for a cab i vomited and i know i made love worried.

on sat: me and love went to watch enchanted at vivo city, i was starting to have gastric. and i know i wasnt as active as usual and love keep asking if i was ok! i'm sorry love if i was still a lil restless that day, but u made my day just accompanying me!:)

and well today i went out with love and family aft training, he couldnt go cause he was having a fever. which was most likely from me..but well i have a great day with them..

i feel loved, i know he loves me! sometimes simple things that he do makes me go AWWW, and simply an 'i love u' from him makes my day, i didnt even feel awful when i vomited in front of him, i knew he wouldnt mind!....true love kiss? i got loads from him alr!

i'm startin to think about the list of people to give christmas presents too! here's a couple of them, my choutou, romei, leon and mum!. so i'm going to SAVE MY MONEY FROM NOW ON! and people please constantly remind me to save my money! well christmas has always been one day i look forward to each year. i like how everyone exchange gift with one another, send greetings, get together without having intentions of collecting 'hongbaos'..and spend time with the ones we loved! i've got plans for my choutou!...actually i've been wanting to spend my christmas with him, it would had been our first christmas together...but well he had to go for a family trip with his entire family.... i'm not angry or anything though i mean it doesnt matter as long as he enjoys himself, it sounds rather fun i was actually invited but the cars had limited seats...but i'm not freaking out... i have surprises...which i arent gonna tell now cause he reads! heheheh!

lately it seems like i have alot of wedding to attend! there's tmr... one of the girls i use to play with when i was little... and den my cousin.....well it seems like i had attended lots of weddings this year.... it gets irritating though.. i have to go st8 dere aft sch.... just to doll myself up... i dun deny liking to dress up but it gets tired after one whole day of sch...


to end off...i love my choutou!(there's only one louis chen, one choutou)

HAIS i misplaced my wallet!!!!!
now where could i have placed it!!!

o man i dun even noe maybe someone else took it....i had my wallet when i board the bus i had it when i get down ( i think) i could have place it on the table in the canteen but i dun recall anything man!!! but if i were to leave it in sch i think someone had already taken it! :( should i call the bus company! o man jeans is upset!

arh so we had already 2 continuous days of training! and my body is aching!!! it's irritating how we have to stop training in sch... i mean i know we wear slippers to school but why are they so concern about slippers tsk!!! well i've got to ask hakin where she wanna train...i hope we could go somewhere near where love is training too... at least we could go back home together...

u know...more training means lesser time alone with love... buti'm still glad that we could spend some time chilling out together aft training!

DEAR DEAR I LOVE U...MUACKS!

o the holidays are over...back to waking up early and meeting love everyday!!! hahaha there's always something good behind everything bad! muhaha... o well, i catched up with romei during the holidays and we went shopping. i finally bought a smaller siazed denim shorts that fits and both of us bought new girl boxers. guess we'll wear it together the next time we have a sleepover!:D i met up with love on sat to watch the BEE MOVIE and we took some photos too! here's a couple of them!

i love lou!

eek we have trainings everyday except wed now..

let's just say i enjoyed myself the past 2 days.... yesterday i went to love's house to chill out..and his aunt came...she brought love's mum, sis and bro and us to go for japanese food! the food was awesome.... greeat and we were all so full that we thought we were going to explode. i'm ecstatic cos i had spent the whole entire day with my lulu!:D
today well i met up with him to collect his passport at lavender...we spent a lot of time waiting for his passport but that's a plus for me cos i got to spend time with him and he accompanied me at home today :) now if only everyday is like that and i get to spend time with him...

hais but here's the bad news i wont get to see him tmr..... i noe i'm going to miss him badly.. crazily...lols.... it sounds crazy how i'm so attached to him and long to meet him every day....but well i cant help it....seems odd to spend a day without him...

i've been thinking about that nightmare lately..some of my nightmares became true...
but this must be my worse nightmare ever....i'm scared...

today was the last day of river regatta!!!! it's pretty much full of excitement for the past 2 days, although i didnt get to do much it's nice seeing the anxiety in everyone's face haha and i mainly took photos for the team while love was away...

we took many photos the past 2 days like over 300!!! i'm going to upload a few as soon as i get them from love...but the sad thing is he lost his cable which i think was mainly my fault cos i was holding to the camera... i intend to get him a new one....

CANT WAIT TO CHILL OUT WITH LOVE TMR! IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME!

hahhaa....a random thought came to my mind...
dear dear do u rmb when i used to call u 'my lulu' when we started going out together..... haha u still is hor...just that we are calling each other 'dear' now yeah?:)

hahah i love u my lulu!

every month since we've been together, i've always dedicate a post just for u at this day of the month! it' pretty obvious it's our monthly anniversary today! it's the 6th month, HALF A YEAR!

6 months is like so fast ...
it doesnt even feel like we've gone through half a year together
this 6 months we had our lil quarrels occasionally
but mostly unforgettable, sweet times...
love ive no fancy words to describe the way i feel
but here's three simple words just for u
I LOVE Umadly deeely truely wholeheartedly!

need i say more.... :)

i'm sick! i'm always sick like near the race! tsk this is so damn frustrating!!!! gosh i'm having like blocked nose nad a terrible sore throat...hahah i'll probably whisper while drumming! hahah but then on a happier note...it's our last race in singapore this year....and the best is that....

ITS OUR 6TH MONTH! i'm elated...we've gone through half a year together and we have many half a year to go!!!

to love:
i'm happy we spent the entire day together today! even though it was just slacking watching countless movies together and then we both end up having an irritating nose...it's just nice spending time with u... :) today is only one of the happiest moments i have with u!....dear...
you've spiced up my life!

6th month at singapore river...