i'm sooo tired!

i haven got enough sleep! i went home later ytd because of training! and i had to bath and do my stuff and do my rj! it was alr near 1am when i was about to sleep and i woke up at 7.30 for training! i did coxing today for the time trial, i must apologise to the girls though i feel absolutely guilty that i did go slightly S for a couple of them.... =s and i cox for the entire girls team for 3 rounds b4 we left! and geez.....i keep getting into the bush during the first round!!!! o man o man! i'm scared for REGATTA....tsk...

i went to look for love aft training and went to...CHILLOUT AT HIS PLACE! :D o it's been a long time.... we went back home where mum made an extremely sumptous meal and love loved my mum's curry! lolx..we went aft tat to his grams place...



gah i'm scared bout teaching the children tmr! ok i'm not scared of the children but their parents is there! these can get stressful!



i better go read through my materialsand sleep earlier cos my eyes are like peas now!



i love u boy!

i know i haven updated my blog for like soooo long! i just didn have inspiration nor time nor energy! on a very very good note! my best friend ROMEI IS BACK FROM HER LONG LONG LONG VACATION. she came back 'pregnant' with lotsa stories to sae..... i cant wait for our next sleepover....i still remember the last time she sleepover and we didn noe we talk so much till my dad came in at 6am to nag us to sleep! yea this is how much me and romei can talk about! ROMEI IS PRICELESS! i noe ive spent lesser time with her now! but i tell u it was weird not having her in singapore at least when she was still around i know she's within reach!

well romei now that i've wrote a whole paragraph for u...u better get me a good b'dae present!...

alrite back to life....zul saes it's more or less cfm i'll be coxing for the women's team...now this happens to be good news and bad news. i'm happy that i can contribute to the team but now i'm really scared about whether i can learn so much within less then a month! o lord! save me! well trust me coxing is not just about striking a pose and holding a magnified paddle alrite!

and to my boy...u do really brings me bliss u noe....:)
i love u!

i feel bad...me and love had a teeny weeny weeny argument ytd...but all is very very very very good now! i really do love my patrick! he got admitted to the hospital at midnight! dear dear was apparently having a heart attack! i feel partly responsible...o man i miss him!...he smsed me twice before he went to the hospital...but i fell asleep!! i'll prob leave during the first break or 2nd break to find him!

i was suppose to go down to run and gym wiv love and a few of the guys today...but i'm down wiv my mens. i reckon it's not that i'm lazy, love just doesnt want me to run or my tummy will hurt again! i prob just do some gym later whe they are back.
not that i'm complaining i noe love cares...but i think i prob look really silly right now sitting at the sports hall not doing any sports! ahahax...

i want my love~

so here i am blogging in between class again!
love couldnt meet me for break...he's got work to do!
i'm bored
i'm hungry!
i hardly talk in class!

rahhhh! sch's boring now! i want my boy!:(

the day ended off with a good note!
it was time to go home! and i was reluctant....i really missed patrick and i wanted to spent more time with him! so he asked if i wanted him to send me home today! of cause the answer was yes! seriously i was delighted and touched! touched because it meant that patrick understood how much i really missed him and did such a sweet thing! my heart went awwww.....! it's been a long time since love send me home on weekdays since we have schools! and we didn have much time to spend on weekends since we were preparing for the savas lately!
really it was nice having him to talk to on the way back! someone to lean on during the bus ride...someone to smile at....someone to give a little peck....someone to tease and walk with....someone to give a goodbye kiss and hug! i know this cant happen everyday...but at least he made an effort!
there's only one word to describe how i feel....ECSTATIC!
now i noe ive said this many times but i'm going to do it again anyway....brace yourself

PATRICK

I LOVE YOU!

gym tomorrow and gosh tummy still aches!

it's probably just "FIRST DAY" blues!

• it doesnt seem like i can fit into the class
• i miss my old classmates
• i'm super quiet in my new class
• i've got no mood
• i've got frequent gastric pains here and there
• i miss my friends
• i rather have training everyday
• i feel like sleeping in class
• i haven tok to most of my classmates
• i miss romei
• i miss being in the same block as patrick
• i miss rushing up to find patrick during the last few minutes of break
• I LOVE PATRICK

god it's been so long since...gosh can someone spice things up for me?!?!?!?!

arh gosh! trust me this is by far on of the worst few days in my life! today was the first day of sava! and god i can imagine how much fun and excitement i could have enjoyed with my teammates if not for my terrible gastric pain! i was lying down in the shed most of the time unless it was my turn to go out and drum! i feel damn guilty, out there my teammates are working their ass off to get into the finals and i was in the shed resting.. :(

this terrible gastric happened since thursday night till today! i've been having sleepless nights since thurs cause ofthe sudden shots of pain at night! i read up about stomach ulcers! if the pain continues i prob have to go to the doc again..it sounds a little like stomach ulcer... :(

on the other hand, there's good news...zul says i can go out dere to cox for the next race! sounds good eh! at least now i feel like i'm helping the team! hopefully he doesnt change his mind though! and romei would be back soon!

p.s to patrick: thks for taking care of me... i noe u are tired! have a good rest darling! u did well today! i love u soo much! u're precious! muacks~

ytd felt like hell training! the sun was soooo hot!!! and we ran around the sch under the hot sun and lie on the grass! gosh i feel ugly now! the ugly and damn obvious tanlines on my legs and back!!
i'm alone at home todae! didn meet my love...i prob go find my mum to cut my hair later....gosh seriously i miss my patrick so much...i cant wait to meet him tmr and prob chill out together after training!
love u honey!

2 days ago was our 4th month....i went to patrick's house at first...then we went out to vivo city to watch no reservations... it started at 7pm so we had lot of time to spent together...the entire day was like our simple shopping day but i really enjoyed myself... i spent so much time wiv patrick... even though the movie was not awesome i'm contented having patrick to cuddle to during the movies...
PATRICK I LOVE U!
i'm off to patrick's hse now! bye!

didn went for training today, i went to church instead! it was romei and leon's baptizm day! gosh i must say i'm happy for them! i miss my church frens! they are awesome! we went to east coast park and cycled even though it was pouring heavily! nothing could dampen our mood! i adore these people! :) i feel this fuzzy feeling not having my bestie around for the next 3 weeks.

to romei: i'll miss u! be careful in china! and get back real soon! dun even think about getting a china boyfriend there and abandon me alrite!

though i realli realli enjoyed myself today, i cant help but have my thoughts drifting to patrick! i missed him very much! i felt bad though that here i am having fun and he is at training! but seriously it felt weird not having him around since i'm pretty used to seeing him all the time recently! i was checking my fone once in a while tempted to message him, but i know he cant reply! hax...yea it sucks i was waiting.... and even worse training today ended so late so i waited longer..:) but i'm fine with waiting...i got patrick's messages...and i'm happy!... i cant wait to see patrick tomorrow! ive been thinking bout that the whole day long! think it's a date between him, his dad, his sis and me tomorrow!

PATRICK I LOVE U!... seriously love u!

the past 2 daes had been loads of fun!
ytd honey came to my hse aft he went to visit his sec sch! aft tat he went with me to my mum's cell group and played table tennis! and dear dear is awesome! he played so well! at least way way way better than me! hahax basically i'm happy cause i spent most of my entire wiv darling! and i meet romei again!
today! i met love to go to town to chill out! we catched rush hour 3! which is the best movie by far among al the movies i watch with love! dwelling in my darling's company is o so wonderful!
hehex...

to romei: congrats on getting baptized! i'm so happy for u! i know honey we had lesser time to catch up dis daes! but i promise u bestie i'll be here for u! we'll definitely go chill out and shop and waste that tcc voucher of yours when u get back!

to patrick: many times i've disappoint u but thanks for always excepting my apologies! you've been so understanding..you are simply awesome!i love u so much! 4th month soon!