just when i thought things was going to be ok wiv me n u again u juz prove me wrong...u juz prove to me that u dun trust me...i told it to u in ur face..u said u juz does not trust u frens..said she noes we'll go boy ogling
but den if u realli trust me den dont u tink u shud trust my choice of friends...dont u noe i wouldn have time to do those sort of things...shouldn't u trust that i realli studied...didn staying up late to study prove to u that i work hard enuff alreadi...sumtimes i juz dun understand u as much as u dun understand me..so many times i try to salvage this relationship between us but it is juz soo difficult...it's juz difficult when u have neven foster some trust in me...T.T
Saturday, September 30, 2006
fri was good...^.^
haz..i noe dis few daes i haven update...o well i dun intend to update that often till my Os aniwae...i realli screw up my prelims...and i'm soo damn scared....i got like 3 f9s!!! and erm one b4, one b3 and one c6!!!...gosh i'm soo hopeless...i'm like stupid wiv a capital s!!! o well i have a couple of frens hu are taking their Ns, to kendii, jia, atw, chris, ben and every other ppl...gd luck alrite and all the best...u guys are sooo lucky that u end ur Ns ealier i'll still have to mug while u all aew enjoying lo...erm...
ya and soo on fri...aft sch me seashell esther and nu er plus ATW went to study at library first...hahahz and met up wiv charlene and her 2 other frens...o man i'l soos embarassed!! hahahz i didn manage to help charlene much in the tuition...o hey at least i manage to teach sum qns kkz...yup den aft we went for the movie er its erm ro b hood???...yea...anway it's very nice...hur i like the baby!!! sooo cute!!!erm ben didn go to watch movie hahahhaz...u missed soo much...u could have sat wiv ehem ehem and gave her some body warmth when she's cold..:P..(opps he's soo gonna kill me...).... den aft tat went for the church tingey...
yupyup....so tat's all...
i had a great dae though..thks nu er, grandaughter maid and ATW ho all made my dae...:)
ya and soo on fri...aft sch me seashell esther and nu er plus ATW went to study at library first...hahahz and met up wiv charlene and her 2 other frens...o man i'l soos embarassed!! hahahz i didn manage to help charlene much in the tuition...o hey at least i manage to teach sum qns kkz...yup den aft we went for the movie er its erm ro b hood???...yea...anway it's very nice...hur i like the baby!!! sooo cute!!!erm ben didn go to watch movie hahahhaz...u missed soo much...u could have sat wiv ehem ehem and gave her some body warmth when she's cold..:P..(opps he's soo gonna kill me...).... den aft tat went for the church tingey...
yupyup....so tat's all...
i had a great dae though..thks nu er, grandaughter maid and ATW ho all made my dae...:)
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
I'M STUPID....
erm der is youth mission todae!!!..o well it's quite fun..hahahaz...i like the mtv thingey...lol..next time must do wiv atw deeey all...whahahahahah :P......o ya...have sumting to giv atw..but i tink muz wait until fri den can give hehehez...ar i cant wait for tmr's youth mission...o well it beats sitting in class and getting depressed by my results...haiz...haz and i got a pretty orange flower!!! O YA.. and esther wrote me a love letter..of how much she appreciate me...awww how sweet...opps...erm sumone not named getting jealous...ahhahaz...hu arh??..
but den sum ppl are still showing me att...wahlao...i cant be bothered le lo...hmph....dunnoe wad's their prob la...i didn even do aniting to her can....o ya..and i dunnoe i feel guilty...i feel like i'm part of the reason y my daughter and my grandaughter fell out wiv each other..:(...aiya u 2 dun like tat la...we are one big happy family ma...rmb 'ONE LOVE' QUOTING JOSHUA...HAHAHAz...
o well i cant wait for the outing on fridae...erm but i tink the grp is getting bigger...erm let's c...cheryl, charlene, audrey, adelina, atw, mayb ben and chris plus me!!!...wha alot of ppl wor...but i'm gonna have to give charlene and cheryl tuition awhile..er nu er arh...u mind gg to play bb??..u got daddy to pei u ma...sorry auds is it too much ppl??...
yupx..and had tutorial todae...so tired can...sleeping half the time..almost everydae have tutorial...but i'm tink of gg for night sessions...anione wanna go wiv me...?...noe wad i tink i'm realli hopeless lousy and stupid..i realli tot i can do well for my maths and ss...but o well now i fail my humanities, science, maths and f&n!!!...wha....i'm soo STUPID!!!....slap myself la...
but den sum ppl are still showing me att...wahlao...i cant be bothered le lo...hmph....dunnoe wad's their prob la...i didn even do aniting to her can....o ya..and i dunnoe i feel guilty...i feel like i'm part of the reason y my daughter and my grandaughter fell out wiv each other..:(...aiya u 2 dun like tat la...we are one big happy family ma...rmb 'ONE LOVE' QUOTING JOSHUA...HAHAHAz...
o well i cant wait for the outing on fridae...erm but i tink the grp is getting bigger...erm let's c...cheryl, charlene, audrey, adelina, atw, mayb ben and chris plus me!!!...wha alot of ppl wor...but i'm gonna have to give charlene and cheryl tuition awhile..er nu er arh...u mind gg to play bb??..u got daddy to pei u ma...sorry auds is it too much ppl??...
yupx..and had tutorial todae...so tired can...sleeping half the time..almost everydae have tutorial...but i'm tink of gg for night sessions...anione wanna go wiv me...?...noe wad i tink i'm realli hopeless lousy and stupid..i realli tot i can do well for my maths and ss...but o well now i fail my humanities, science, maths and f&n!!!...wha....i'm soo STUPID!!!....slap myself la...
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
i'm lousy...!
arg..i tink i'm hopeless lo...i'm stupid!!! haiz i failed my prelims soo far...i failed f &n by a few marks failed ss by 2 marks, failed e maths badly and of coz science too!!! o my son!!! i got study lo!!! haiz soo xian i very very bek cei arh!!!!
haiz dis few daaaes have late tutorial lessons till 5 am...i hate this man...o well todae at least had fun toking to audrey and add and deb...although i was reali hurt by a couple of ppl!! they reali realli realli changed...haiz...
i guess i cant expect too much la ...
haiz i guess next time kendra's bbq if dey gg...i definitly won go de....unless got ppl go wiv me...:D
haiz dis few daaaes have late tutorial lessons till 5 am...i hate this man...o well todae at least had fun toking to audrey and add and deb...although i was reali hurt by a couple of ppl!! they reali realli realli changed...haiz...
i guess i cant expect too much la ...
haiz i guess next time kendra's bbq if dey gg...i definitly won go de....unless got ppl go wiv me...:D
Monday, September 25, 2006
sch was ok todae...at least coz got audrey shelly addie and deb...kendii too...i mean wasnt soo bad la..although quite awkward...and some things still continue to happen...i'm bored soo i'm doin the following...
1) Choose 5 people to do this after you've completed yours
2) Leave a tag on their tagboard to let them know
Favourite colour: pink, purple and orange
Favourite food: i dunnoe..alot alot
Favourite movie: hehehez i like all!
Favourite sport: archery...basketball...dance...swim
Favourite day of the week: sunday got church mah
Favourite ice-cream: strawberry
Favourite TV shows: korean dramas..:D
Current mood: sad sad...bei cei
Current taste: nutting
Current clothes: class tee and fbts
Current desktop: dunnoe
Current toenail colour:none
Current time: 9pm
Current annoyance: ytd's chalet
Current thoughts: ytd's chalet
First best friend: carl!!!!!!!! and still going strong
First crush: hm..cannot sae la
First movie: titanic..hahahaz
First lie: forget le
First music: forget
Last cigarette: 2 years ago...
Last drink: erp...water?
Last car ride: this morning
Last crush: ay...forget
Last phone call: 6pm toking to atw
Last CD played: jazz
have u ever broken the law:i dunnoe...hahahaz
Have you ever been arrested: nope
Have you ever skinny dipped: er when i was young
Have you ever kissed someone you don't know: nope
Have you ever loved and lost somebody: definitely
The five lucky people:1. deborah 2. shelly 3. audrey 4. addie 5.kendii
1) Choose 5 people to do this after you've completed yours
2) Leave a tag on their tagboard to let them know
Favourite colour: pink, purple and orange
Favourite food: i dunnoe..alot alot
Favourite movie: hehehez i like all!
Favourite sport: archery...basketball...dance...swim
Favourite day of the week: sunday got church mah
Favourite ice-cream: strawberry
Favourite TV shows: korean dramas..:D
Current mood: sad sad...bei cei
Current taste: nutting
Current clothes: class tee and fbts
Current desktop: dunnoe
Current toenail colour:none
Current time: 9pm
Current annoyance: ytd's chalet
Current thoughts: ytd's chalet
First best friend: carl!!!!!!!! and still going strong
First crush: hm..cannot sae la
First movie: titanic..hahahaz
First lie: forget le
First music: forget
Last cigarette: 2 years ago...
Last drink: erp...water?
Last car ride: this morning
Last crush: ay...forget
Last phone call: 6pm toking to atw
Last CD played: jazz
have u ever broken the law:i dunnoe...hahahaz
Have you ever been arrested: nope
Have you ever skinny dipped: er when i was young
Have you ever kissed someone you don't know: nope
Have you ever loved and lost somebody: definitely
The five lucky people:1. deborah 2. shelly 3. audrey 4. addie 5.kendii
Sunday, September 24, 2006
happy vs sad vs angry
the past few daes have been erm good and bad...haiya...i dunnoe la...but i'm quite bei now...
fri(grad nite):
esther audrey and my self took aud's aunts car to paragon...we had our stuff done and took the foto shoot which was realli funny..the photopragher was good...but we were realli late...and we were like rushing....esther's parents were realli fierce ...she was crying..but at least never smudge her makeup la huh...and den when we reach simei ITE...we kena scolded by teacher la..and was made to apologise in front of whole cohort can!!! audrey wanted to apologise but she was crying soo badly i did it instead...aft tat everyting went well..o ya..forget to add everyone look realli gorgeous dat dae!!!!!!!!!
sat( chalet dae plus a whole lot of chaos)....:
waited for ATW TO GO PASIR RIS... but den he cannot meet earlier mah..soo i wait for him...aft tat we went to meet shelly and esther at escape...audrey didn join us coz she got church...yup...was quite fun i lyk the water ride!!!!haz...but i dun like the go cart...i cannot drive la...ya sorry la aldwyn i didn mean to bump u de...u soo scary lo...angry at me..:(...
erm anw we all got bored of the rides...realli very little rides la...mayb i go goldcoast too much le...escape no kick de lo...ya...so we all went back to the chalet...hang out awhile...den later stanley chris and cheryl came..we went to buy bbq stuff...thks man guys help us take things...erm had fun bbqing food and all =)...aiya den aft tat..the bad part came when they wanna play flour...i dun wanna judge here la...but anw ppl got pissed wiv one another...i dunnoe y kena got involve but anw i guess esther diying and shelly and maybe audrey angry wiv me??...i dunnoe are u guys angry??... anw i was quite upset la... cried awhile...aft tat...audrey shelly atw and me went to macs aft we cleared up...shelly was tired so she went to chalet first...me nad audrey not tired soo we went to the park and play wiv fire...but den erm we bang into police hahahaz... aft tat we went to the breakwater to relax...haix...but it rained and we went back..we sat downstairs the chalet eating noodles toking and lazing around..but den aft tat around 5...me n aud went up to sleep first...soorry atw left u alone....woke up at 6.45 and had a fabulous time at church...
but was still quite upset over the whole chalet tings la...if onli no flour fight...haiz...
fri(grad nite):
esther audrey and my self took aud's aunts car to paragon...we had our stuff done and took the foto shoot which was realli funny..the photopragher was good...but we were realli late...and we were like rushing....esther's parents were realli fierce ...she was crying..but at least never smudge her makeup la huh...and den when we reach simei ITE...we kena scolded by teacher la..and was made to apologise in front of whole cohort can!!! audrey wanted to apologise but she was crying soo badly i did it instead...aft tat everyting went well..o ya..forget to add everyone look realli gorgeous dat dae!!!!!!!!!
sat( chalet dae plus a whole lot of chaos)....:
waited for ATW TO GO PASIR RIS... but den he cannot meet earlier mah..soo i wait for him...aft tat we went to meet shelly and esther at escape...audrey didn join us coz she got church...yup...was quite fun i lyk the water ride!!!!haz...but i dun like the go cart...i cannot drive la...ya sorry la aldwyn i didn mean to bump u de...u soo scary lo...angry at me..:(...
erm anw we all got bored of the rides...realli very little rides la...mayb i go goldcoast too much le...escape no kick de lo...ya...so we all went back to the chalet...hang out awhile...den later stanley chris and cheryl came..we went to buy bbq stuff...thks man guys help us take things...erm had fun bbqing food and all =)...aiya den aft tat..the bad part came when they wanna play flour...i dun wanna judge here la...but anw ppl got pissed wiv one another...i dunnoe y kena got involve but anw i guess esther diying and shelly and maybe audrey angry wiv me??...i dunnoe are u guys angry??... anw i was quite upset la... cried awhile...aft tat...audrey shelly atw and me went to macs aft we cleared up...shelly was tired so she went to chalet first...me nad audrey not tired soo we went to the park and play wiv fire...but den erm we bang into police hahahaz... aft tat we went to the breakwater to relax...haix...but it rained and we went back..we sat downstairs the chalet eating noodles toking and lazing around..but den aft tat around 5...me n aud went up to sleep first...soorry atw left u alone....woke up at 6.45 and had a fabulous time at church...
but was still quite upset over the whole chalet tings la...if onli no flour fight...haiz...
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
alrite...todae have been quite a nice dae lol....
i had some career preparation course todae....but in other words it's juz a fashion image class...lol...but it was quite fun though...i was handed a pail soo we and a couple of my classmates were the unfortunate ones hu have to do facial in front of everyone...sooo paiseh can....sooo UNGLAM LA!!!...SPOIL MY IMAGE...!!!....hahahaz...and the pail was soo small i sort of splashed water everywhere!!! that evill shelly took a video of my unglam moment washing face...tsk tsk...
o well sooo aft sch we were suppose to have grad nite rehearsal...but me and esther nv go whhahahaha...go aso no use la...waste time de.... ya ya...den me and kendii took mrt to ps...we bought jia's card...and erm took neo prints hahahah!!!...ay i tink i look soo spastic dere la....hmph....nvm....i better dun show the rest of u later sure luff at us de....
i had some career preparation course todae....but in other words it's juz a fashion image class...lol...but it was quite fun though...i was handed a pail soo we and a couple of my classmates were the unfortunate ones hu have to do facial in front of everyone...sooo paiseh can....sooo UNGLAM LA!!!...SPOIL MY IMAGE...!!!....hahahaz...and the pail was soo small i sort of splashed water everywhere!!! that evill shelly took a video of my unglam moment washing face...tsk tsk...
o well sooo aft sch we were suppose to have grad nite rehearsal...but me and esther nv go whhahahaha...go aso no use la...waste time de.... ya ya...den me and kendii took mrt to ps...we bought jia's card...and erm took neo prints hahahah!!!...ay i tink i look soo spastic dere la....hmph....nvm....i better dun show the rest of u later sure luff at us de....
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
haiz...my prelims finalli end!!!hm...
anw juz a little update...todae aft the prelims me addie and sab went back together...sab was suppose to come wiv us to play!!!...lolx...in the end she din go...soo addie and i went to the bbc...hurhur...aldwyn n dee was dere alreaaadi....ahaha....ben dey all left le...ben cannot see sumbody hor...lolx...hm... i had fun!!! LOLX...and den aft tat esther and audrey came...hahahaz...todae got soo many funny stuff...lolx...but aldwyn still continued to bully me like usual...haz...
ar...grad is coming!!!...I CANT WAIT...ESP THE CHALET!!!....arg...hahahaz...ay but i hope ppl we invite gt come lo...later juz us onli lo..:(
anw juz a little update...todae aft the prelims me addie and sab went back together...sab was suppose to come wiv us to play!!!...lolx...in the end she din go...soo addie and i went to the bbc...hurhur...aldwyn n dee was dere alreaaadi....ahaha....ben dey all left le...ben cannot see sumbody hor...lolx...hm... i had fun!!! LOLX...and den aft tat esther and audrey came...hahahaz...todae got soo many funny stuff...lolx...but aldwyn still continued to bully me like usual...haz...
ar...grad is coming!!!...I CANT WAIT...ESP THE CHALET!!!....arg...hahahaz...ay but i hope ppl we invite gt come lo...later juz us onli lo..:(
Sunday, September 17, 2006
alrite...church was realli good todae...i tink my dearest cuzzin WINNIE...is a realli realli realli good speaker....sooo far all her sermons has been able to get to me....i tink everyone must agree with me tat her sermon todae got us tinkin yea...i neva dared to admit...but i guess i realli am very double minded...esp this whole week...i've been bothered by my studies and spending more time with my frens...i've totally forgot to speak to him...esp my studies...it's as if i am worshipping my tb...i studied all dae...and dat's not god wan...he wants me to realli realli focus on him...it's hard and dere's struggles...but i guess dat's the onli way for us to get closer to him bah..i realli thk god for city gate church... i noe it's a small church, i bet no one realli heard of it, my youth is not even close to a 20...but der's soo much fellowship, soo much tlc between everyone...like a real family...i thank god for bringin me to cgc to noe him to mature in this church...mayb i'll leave cgc one dae...i dunnoe...but 1 thing i noe..i'll neva neva neva neva forget this church that have walk with me...:)
alrite now for the fun part...i got this from kendii's blog:
A-Damn good kisser.
B- Good all around person.
C- You're wild & crazy.
D- You have one of the best personalities ever.
E-You have a nice ass
F- People totally adore you.
G- You never let people tell you what to do.
H- You have a very good personality and looks.
I- You get hyper easily.
J- Everyone loves you.
K- You like to try new things.
L- You live to have fun.
M- Success comes easily to you.
N- You are absolutely beautiful.
O- You're an awesome person.
P- You are popular with all types of people.
Q- You are a hypocrite.
R- Sexy!
S- Easy to fall in love with.
T- You're loyal to those you love.
U- You really like to chill.
V- You are not judgmental.
W- You are very broad minded.
X- You never let people tell you what to do.
Y- One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for.
Z- You're a little too hard to find.
so for me:
J- everyone loves you
E- you have a nice ass
A- damn good kisser
N- you are absolutely beautiful
N- you are absolutely beautiful
I- you get hyper easily
E- you have a nice ass
i agree with nutting but the hyper part.....
for kendii:
K- you like to try new things
E- you have a nice ass
N- you are absolutely beautiful
D- You have one of the best personalities ever.
R- sexy
A- damn good kisser
i totally agree she's definitly gorgeous!!
for romei:
R- sexy!
O- you are an awsome person!
M- sucess comes easily to u!
E- you have a nice ass...(wooo wow!)
I- you get hyper easily....
tsk tsk tsk romei arh!!!
for aldwyn:
A- damn good kisser(lolx erm..hahahahz)
L- you live to have fun (i totalli agree)
D- you have one of the best personalities ever (^.^)
W- you are very broad minded...(wad the heck!!)
Y- one of the hest gf/bf anione could ask for...(aiyo gf la)
N- you are absolutely beautiful...(erm...he's transexual!!!)
alrite i have no time to do for eveyone sooo try it out urself....it might be true for some of u hahahaz...good luck man u guys...
alrite now for the fun part...i got this from kendii's blog:
A-Damn good kisser.
B- Good all around person.
C- You're wild & crazy.
D- You have one of the best personalities ever.
E-You have a nice ass
F- People totally adore you.
G- You never let people tell you what to do.
H- You have a very good personality and looks.
I- You get hyper easily.
J- Everyone loves you.
K- You like to try new things.
L- You live to have fun.
M- Success comes easily to you.
N- You are absolutely beautiful.
O- You're an awesome person.
P- You are popular with all types of people.
Q- You are a hypocrite.
R- Sexy!
S- Easy to fall in love with.
T- You're loyal to those you love.
U- You really like to chill.
V- You are not judgmental.
W- You are very broad minded.
X- You never let people tell you what to do.
Y- One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for.
Z- You're a little too hard to find.
so for me:
J- everyone loves you
E- you have a nice ass
A- damn good kisser
N- you are absolutely beautiful
N- you are absolutely beautiful
I- you get hyper easily
E- you have a nice ass
i agree with nutting but the hyper part.....
for kendii:
K- you like to try new things
E- you have a nice ass
N- you are absolutely beautiful
D- You have one of the best personalities ever.
R- sexy
A- damn good kisser
i totally agree she's definitly gorgeous!!
for romei:
R- sexy!
O- you are an awsome person!
M- sucess comes easily to u!
E- you have a nice ass...(wooo wow!)
I- you get hyper easily....
tsk tsk tsk romei arh!!!
for aldwyn:
A- damn good kisser(lolx erm..hahahahz)
L- you live to have fun (i totalli agree)
D- you have one of the best personalities ever (^.^)
W- you are very broad minded...(wad the heck!!)
Y- one of the hest gf/bf anione could ask for...(aiyo gf la)
N- you are absolutely beautiful...(erm...he's transexual!!!)
alrite i have no time to do for eveyone sooo try it out urself....it might be true for some of u hahahaz...good luck man u guys...
Saturday, September 16, 2006
happy belated b'dae LEONIE HO!!!
arh...i dunnoe...i've been feeling real crappy dis daes....
o well let's tok about ytd first....
it was pouring ytd...sooo me esther and diying went to audrey my dearest daughter house!!! hahahah...we watch fruit basket..and had lotsa fun!!!! her grandma even cooked fried rice for us!!! o well aft tat...me and dee go back to my hse...called princess and den aft tat went to meet them..me n dee were abit retarded standing at a corner eatin an instant nasi briyani lunch box...hahahaz...
o man it was soo fun bullying the guys...but dey bully me too lo..hmph... owell...but i din go to romei hse aft tat....i was realli tired sooo i stayed at home to study!!!
o and ya... HAPPY BELATED B'DAE LEONIE HO!!! I HEARTS U!!! I NOE U HEARTS ME TOO...!!!we'll celebrate and give u ur prezzie aft my os kkz...may u mature in god's love yea....OO I forgot how old are u now?
yup todae:
nutting lo...stay at home and study study study...had the usual quarrels wiv mummy...been realli realli stress!
o well let's tok about ytd first....
it was pouring ytd...sooo me esther and diying went to audrey my dearest daughter house!!! hahahah...we watch fruit basket..and had lotsa fun!!!! her grandma even cooked fried rice for us!!! o well aft tat...me and dee go back to my hse...called princess and den aft tat went to meet them..me n dee were abit retarded standing at a corner eatin an instant nasi briyani lunch box...hahahaz...
o man it was soo fun bullying the guys...but dey bully me too lo..hmph... owell...but i din go to romei hse aft tat....i was realli tired sooo i stayed at home to study!!!
o and ya... HAPPY BELATED B'DAE LEONIE HO!!! I HEARTS U!!! I NOE U HEARTS ME TOO...!!!we'll celebrate and give u ur prezzie aft my os kkz...may u mature in god's love yea....OO I forgot how old are u now?
yup todae:
nutting lo...stay at home and study study study...had the usual quarrels wiv mummy...been realli realli stress!
Thursday, September 14, 2006
exam stress
yea yea yea....i manage to find sumtime to update...dis dew daes realli very bei cei not enuff sleep aso....anw the thing on my eyes had subside...but den thru this incident...i realli thank those hu had bothered to tag and gave me encouragement...realli thanks!!! it meant alot to me!!! that theres ppl hu cared...:)...thks adelina, pei sze, audrey, kendii, shallie wallie and aldwyn..:D....i realli realli heart u guys!!!!i cant wait for the chalet wiv my dearest frens ...all my love oness and darlins juz hangin out happily...
haiz sumtimes i feel that my parents nv understand!! i have realli tried my best to study and i'm puttin in my effort ...when i go out wiv my frens i realli study de lo.. but dey juz dun trust me!!! wad do theyy do when they come home...NAG NAG NAG!! it's realli stressing me out...hu cares bout food now...we juz mug mug mug and mug... sometimes i feel like giving up realli giving up...the thought of being with god instead of studying sounds much more comforting...but den again the notE that aunty rUth give me for teachers dae ...said this "do ur best in ur studies...take it as a way that u wanna do ur best in order to serve god better in future..i ll look forward to working wiv u in sundae sch" it prob doesn't seem to her tat this sentence got my att...but it sure is an encouragement for me to go on... to do my best for god!
alrite bout todae...aft sch i went home called princess...and he came over... we took a nap...and den aft tat go meet kendii and jia to study at pl!!! i tink the 3 of dem are soo cute...hanging out with dem was soo fun!!! thanks jia thanks kendii and thanks ALDWYN...for all lightening up my mood..made me feel much better....
i'll continue to pray...let's all juz work hard for this few months and everyting will b over..:)....
to those hu cared: i hearts u!!!
i assure all of u that i'll stay strong...and i'll try my best to stay happy...
haiz sumtimes i feel that my parents nv understand!! i have realli tried my best to study and i'm puttin in my effort ...when i go out wiv my frens i realli study de lo.. but dey juz dun trust me!!! wad do theyy do when they come home...NAG NAG NAG!! it's realli stressing me out...hu cares bout food now...we juz mug mug mug and mug... sometimes i feel like giving up realli giving up...the thought of being with god instead of studying sounds much more comforting...but den again the notE that aunty rUth give me for teachers dae ...said this "do ur best in ur studies...take it as a way that u wanna do ur best in order to serve god better in future..i ll look forward to working wiv u in sundae sch" it prob doesn't seem to her tat this sentence got my att...but it sure is an encouragement for me to go on... to do my best for god!
alrite bout todae...aft sch i went home called princess...and he came over... we took a nap...and den aft tat go meet kendii and jia to study at pl!!! i tink the 3 of dem are soo cute...hanging out with dem was soo fun!!! thanks jia thanks kendii and thanks ALDWYN...for all lightening up my mood..made me feel much better....
i'll continue to pray...let's all juz work hard for this few months and everyting will b over..:)....
to those hu cared: i hearts u!!!
i assure all of u that i'll stay strong...and i'll try my best to stay happy...
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
i wanna cry le...
haiz...i dunnoe y i'm juz super depressed suddenly le...and it has nutting to do wiv whatever happen todae in fact i have fun!!! perhaps it's all the stress bah..:(...
annw todae had my chemistry paper....i tink i gonna cry le lo!!! realli la...i like gonna fail le.. my head was totally blank when i do lo...and den my math prelims aso!!! wah...haiz...and i have this pimple like thingey growin on my eye, it quite small...mummy sae i use to have it when i was young and she had to bring me to the doctor to get it out!!! she sae go see doctor when the ting is smaller is better than when it is bigger..she still sae wad go operation le!!! wah...i dun wan go operation la...i very scared pain le!!! huh bcum blind how???...aiyaa of all times gg to grad's nite le suddenly pop out.. :(..i realli very scared go c doctor la!!! MY EYES..
haiz i soo bei cei...everyting i'm studying like cannot go inside my brains... this few daes i aso got no mood to eat le la...:( my brains like gonna explode with the overloading of info lo!!!
haiz blog about todae:
aft exam, diane, diying, esther, shelly and me went to kfc to eat...i bought popcorn chicken...but in the end still never finish.. realli haz no mood to eat...aft tat went back home and call all the wind!!! i went to his house again...this time we slept abit...he la.. bite himself soo hard until got mark!!! aiya...i juz realize the bite he gave me now got blue black le..haz... aft tat we went to find diying dey all... erm alot of ppl wor. my mood sort of lightened up abit toking to them and juz relaxing... realli juz hanging out with frens was great...
ps. my eyes..boohoo...i dun wanna go operation dun wan see doctor.. :(
annw todae had my chemistry paper....i tink i gonna cry le lo!!! realli la...i like gonna fail le.. my head was totally blank when i do lo...and den my math prelims aso!!! wah...haiz...and i have this pimple like thingey growin on my eye, it quite small...mummy sae i use to have it when i was young and she had to bring me to the doctor to get it out!!! she sae go see doctor when the ting is smaller is better than when it is bigger..she still sae wad go operation le!!! wah...i dun wan go operation la...i very scared pain le!!! huh bcum blind how???...aiyaa of all times gg to grad's nite le suddenly pop out.. :(..i realli very scared go c doctor la!!! MY EYES..
haiz i soo bei cei...everyting i'm studying like cannot go inside my brains... this few daes i aso got no mood to eat le la...:( my brains like gonna explode with the overloading of info lo!!!
haiz blog about todae:
aft exam, diane, diying, esther, shelly and me went to kfc to eat...i bought popcorn chicken...but in the end still never finish.. realli haz no mood to eat...aft tat went back home and call all the wind!!! i went to his house again...this time we slept abit...he la.. bite himself soo hard until got mark!!! aiya...i juz realize the bite he gave me now got blue black le..haz... aft tat we went to find diying dey all... erm alot of ppl wor. my mood sort of lightened up abit toking to them and juz relaxing... realli juz hanging out with frens was great...
ps. my eyes..boohoo...i dun wanna go operation dun wan see doctor.. :(
Monday, September 11, 2006
...THE TWO BIG BULLIES!!!....
arh!!! todae have my maths prelims papers!!! oo my son i think i gonna fail le lo..:(.... haiz!!!!
anw todae aft the paper, esther shelly and me when to macs...i eat very little coz i not hungry but the two dearest ladies eat alot arh...eat soo slowly summore lolx...but nvm la..i had fun toking to them...
erm then aft tat go back home called "all the wind"...haiya he still sleeping but cannot blame him coz he very tired den sick summore lo....anw i went to lavender to meet him..and den we go his house...haiz...i use the com awhile...den aft tat we wanna sleep but in the end juz lie down dere and tok..hehehehz...i had fun though!!!...erm but he see my videos!!! unoe those corny videos that me romei and leon took when we were bored!! arh...haiz soo paiseh!!! aiya he everytime bully me de lo!!! same as kendii! haiz u all 2 are dun like tat la!!!
ya...den aft tat went back home and he went to his grandma house to eat...:)...
END OF STORY!!
anw todae aft the paper, esther shelly and me when to macs...i eat very little coz i not hungry but the two dearest ladies eat alot arh...eat soo slowly summore lolx...but nvm la..i had fun toking to them...
erm then aft tat go back home called "all the wind"...haiya he still sleeping but cannot blame him coz he very tired den sick summore lo....anw i went to lavender to meet him..and den we go his house...haiz...i use the com awhile...den aft tat we wanna sleep but in the end juz lie down dere and tok..hehehehz...i had fun though!!!...erm but he see my videos!!! unoe those corny videos that me romei and leon took when we were bored!! arh...haiz soo paiseh!!! aiya he everytime bully me de lo!!! same as kendii! haiz u all 2 are dun like tat la!!!
ya...den aft tat went back home and he went to his grandma house to eat...:)...
END OF STORY!!
Sunday, September 10, 2006
tired tired tired me!!!
hey hey.... aiya...todae is super super extremely tired de la!!!!...ytd tok to aldwyn until quite late....
ya soo at church todae was actualli quite sleepy... but the sermon manage too keep me awake...but i had a very very bad stomachache that ppl was saying i look very pale..but i realli learnt from the sermon about signs that god is coming..and i'm looking forward to it...
ya...den todae me romei and leon were studying together in the youth room...lolx...but we tok more la...romei and leon soo funny they keep singin duet lo!!! hahahahhaz....i love romei and leon...dey are my bestest frens!!!!
den aft tat went to meet aldwyn at cold storage...he was gonna send me home..hehehez very nice right...but once he saw me he start pushing my head le...coz of the princess entry hehehez...aiya...kkz la i dun sae him le...(PS. aldwyn dun angry le kkz?)erm we took mrt home, he help me take my bag...coz very heavy..(hez thks)...he arh..dun let me see his ic and ez link hehehez...next time i will grab and c de..dun care...:P..ANIWAE THKS ALDWYN FOR SENDING ME HOME!!!
erm den aft tat tok to him on the fone...he sing song very nice but i shall not elaborate more coz he will kill me de...:)...
ok la...i now realli realli very tired le...shall end here...
:(...tmr got sch..:( muz wake up early le..:(
ya soo at church todae was actualli quite sleepy... but the sermon manage too keep me awake...but i had a very very bad stomachache that ppl was saying i look very pale..but i realli learnt from the sermon about signs that god is coming..and i'm looking forward to it...
ya...den todae me romei and leon were studying together in the youth room...lolx...but we tok more la...romei and leon soo funny they keep singin duet lo!!! hahahahhaz....i love romei and leon...dey are my bestest frens!!!!
den aft tat went to meet aldwyn at cold storage...he was gonna send me home..hehehez very nice right...but once he saw me he start pushing my head le...coz of the princess entry hehehez...aiya...kkz la i dun sae him le...(PS. aldwyn dun angry le kkz?)erm we took mrt home, he help me take my bag...coz very heavy..(hez thks)...he arh..dun let me see his ic and ez link hehehez...next time i will grab and c de..dun care...:P..ANIWAE THKS ALDWYN FOR SENDING ME HOME!!!
erm den aft tat tok to him on the fone...he sing song very nice but i shall not elaborate more coz he will kill me de...:)...
ok la...i now realli realli very tired le...shall end here...
:(...tmr got sch..:( muz wake up early le..:(
Saturday, September 09, 2006
PRINCESS ALDWYN!!!!
alright update about 2dae!!! mummy was out most of the dae...soo i was alone at home...erm was actualli very sleepy but mummy keep waking me up to help her choose dress...aiyo she soo ai mei loo..den aft tat met up wiv aldwyn to eat...hmph... dat guy neva change de!!! owaes bully me de hor..heez...o ya... he gave me a crown...i burst out luffing when i saw it la!!!he actualli wore it ytd for a play at the hotell....omg cant stand it soo funny can..hez...but the crwn very nice la..hahhahaz....
yup den now... at home doing work...and all...erm but actualli quite tired...aldwyn fault la...ytd sms him untill soo late..hehehz....ok la ok la...dun blame him actualli it's me cannot sleep first de..:)
yup den now... at home doing work...and all...erm but actualli quite tired...aldwyn fault la...ytd sms him untill soo late..hehehz....ok la ok la...dun blame him actualli it's me cannot sleep first de..:)
Friday, September 08, 2006
yesterdae
yeap...juz a little update about ytd...
kendra asked me to go down to find her!...yeap soo i went...i asked geffren to come aso...ya when we reached dere soo colleen and kendii dar...hurhur...den got aldwyn's no. from kendra...:P...kendra i prove the point that u 2 got fate hahhahahaz....kendra arh...keep asking me to play..lolx soo i play abit...hehehez very fun to kaqiao aldwyn lo!!! i throw ball at his butt and back and squirt water at him...he almost killed me!!!>.<
but den of all ppl kendra was the one to squirt water at me!!! that evil little twirp..:P....
ya...den aft tat had to go soo aldwyn and me go off together we took mrt to dhoby ghaut...he sent me to church and den aft tat he went to hotel!! lolx...he soo nice right!!! ya...den now smsing him like crazy!!!
ok la...shall end here later den i update about todae..nutting much happen todae!!!...
to kendii:...no matter wad i'll still be ur good fren kkz...dun sad..:)
kendra asked me to go down to find her!...yeap soo i went...i asked geffren to come aso...ya when we reached dere soo colleen and kendii dar...hurhur...den got aldwyn's no. from kendra...:P...kendra i prove the point that u 2 got fate hahhahahaz....kendra arh...keep asking me to play..lolx soo i play abit...hehehez very fun to kaqiao aldwyn lo!!! i throw ball at his butt and back and squirt water at him...he almost killed me!!!>.<
but den of all ppl kendra was the one to squirt water at me!!! that evil little twirp..:P....
ya...den aft tat had to go soo aldwyn and me go off together we took mrt to dhoby ghaut...he sent me to church and den aft tat he went to hotel!! lolx...he soo nice right!!! ya...den now smsing him like crazy!!!
ok la...shall end here later den i update about todae..nutting much happen todae!!!...
to kendii:...no matter wad i'll still be ur good fren kkz...dun sad..:)
Thursday, September 07, 2006
sometimes i feel that in the midst of being nice i'm indirectly hurting myself...
that incident was wad i least expected...but
wad the heck for the sake of my good fren's happiness...
i shall help all the way right...
but right now...i feel like i'm juz torn apart...i wish thy noe..
i wanted to tell thee..
but i guess it's all too late...
dun fret, my love...i still love thee!!! thy still the best...
one dae thee might noe...
but den again thy may not be bothered!!! i'm wishing thee all the best...
i realli am...T.T...
ps. this incident not sumting recent....juz saw it in between my books...
that incident was wad i least expected...but
wad the heck for the sake of my good fren's happiness...
i shall help all the way right...
but right now...i feel like i'm juz torn apart...i wish thy noe..
i wanted to tell thee..
but i guess it's all too late...
dun fret, my love...i still love thee!!! thy still the best...
one dae thee might noe...
but den again thy may not be bothered!!! i'm wishing thee all the best...
i realli am...T.T...
ps. this incident not sumting recent....juz saw it in between my books...
the past few days of pure fun!
hahahaz...alrite this past few daes had been sooo sooo much fun... i never had the time to update lolx!!!!....alright let's start from ytd....
wed(elvin's farewell party):
ok a little introduction...elvin is this super super tall and nice guy whom i got to noe thru diying...anw he's gg to the army soon sooo some of the peeps decided to put up a celebration for him...
i met diying first...and we had a hard time locating the place...we were trying to figure out charlene's instructions...luckily we saw geffren half way and he told us where it is...yup...and for the first few hours me and dee were like gg up and down to hire a bike..hahahaz...o ya den aft tat i followed the rest of them to cycle!!! wahlao sum of dem cycle damn fast la...i have to use soo much strength to catch up lo...o ya den aft awhile the MAN CAME....hhahahaz elvin la...and i cycled with him at first...wahlao he realli cycle very very very fast...sooo hard to catch up can!!!...i kena muscle cramp lo!!!...o ya and den aft tat we started the bbq...i didn eat much though juz sausage, fruits and a couple of green tea...lolx...o ya... den later me and dat guy aldwynn...wahlao he bully me la...he go and poke me....i was trying to chase him the whole dae...but i got tired...he's fast!!!...den later the rest of the guys called me pri sch kid...noe y..a couple of the guys from the neighbouring bbq pit was like....girl u pri wad..can i have ur hp no.!!! pissed me off!!! freaked me out too!!!...ya soo i told the rest and dey started teasing me about looking like a pri sch kid!!!!!ROAR!!!!!.... ya but den aft tat aldwynn walk me to wait for daddy to drive me home coz the underpass very scary!!! o ya..and den daddy drove aldwynn and diying back to the pit...
todae:
actually nutting la...juz played bb... one super scary thing was kendii LITTLE bro fight with the BIG GUY ALDWYNN!!!...scary la...aiyo...anw juz hangout abit...wah and den me and geffren were juz sitting dere and the rest start teasing us lo!!! hmph...ROAR!!!!...soo bad!!!...anw geffren very nice la!!! and i noe dis little secret bout him!!! wahlao...geffren u sooo sooo owe me a nice dinner!!!ya...and den aft tat went home wiv aldwynn coz he stay near me!!! lolx on the way back i kept beating him...hahahaz hu ask him sae i pri sch kid!!!!!soooo evil!!! he was like see la u beat me until soo red!!! den i was like i tot that was ur natural colour and he said u wanna see wad is natural colour!! and he started beating me!!! wah pain xia!!! den he said from ytd until now u beat me soo much!!!i want revenge...i totally freaked out and ran away...luckily he wasnt serious lol...
wed(elvin's farewell party):
ok a little introduction...elvin is this super super tall and nice guy whom i got to noe thru diying...anw he's gg to the army soon sooo some of the peeps decided to put up a celebration for him...
i met diying first...and we had a hard time locating the place...we were trying to figure out charlene's instructions...luckily we saw geffren half way and he told us where it is...yup...and for the first few hours me and dee were like gg up and down to hire a bike..hahahaz...o ya den aft tat i followed the rest of them to cycle!!! wahlao sum of dem cycle damn fast la...i have to use soo much strength to catch up lo...o ya den aft awhile the MAN CAME....hhahahaz elvin la...and i cycled with him at first...wahlao he realli cycle very very very fast...sooo hard to catch up can!!!...i kena muscle cramp lo!!!...o ya and den aft tat we started the bbq...i didn eat much though juz sausage, fruits and a couple of green tea...lolx...o ya... den later me and dat guy aldwynn...wahlao he bully me la...he go and poke me....i was trying to chase him the whole dae...but i got tired...he's fast!!!...den later the rest of the guys called me pri sch kid...noe y..a couple of the guys from the neighbouring bbq pit was like....girl u pri wad..can i have ur hp no.!!! pissed me off!!! freaked me out too!!!...ya soo i told the rest and dey started teasing me about looking like a pri sch kid!!!!!ROAR!!!!!.... ya but den aft tat aldwynn walk me to wait for daddy to drive me home coz the underpass very scary!!! o ya..and den daddy drove aldwynn and diying back to the pit...
todae:
actually nutting la...juz played bb... one super scary thing was kendii LITTLE bro fight with the BIG GUY ALDWYNN!!!...scary la...aiyo...anw juz hangout abit...wah and den me and geffren were juz sitting dere and the rest start teasing us lo!!! hmph...ROAR!!!!...soo bad!!!...anw geffren very nice la!!! and i noe dis little secret bout him!!! wahlao...geffren u sooo sooo owe me a nice dinner!!!ya...and den aft tat went home wiv aldwynn coz he stay near me!!! lolx on the way back i kept beating him...hahahaz hu ask him sae i pri sch kid!!!!!soooo evil!!! he was like see la u beat me until soo red!!! den i was like i tot that was ur natural colour and he said u wanna see wad is natural colour!! and he started beating me!!! wah pain xia!!! den he said from ytd until now u beat me soo much!!!i want revenge...i totally freaked out and ran away...luckily he wasnt serious lol...
Saturday, September 02, 2006
i am sick again...!!!o well but in the midst of all these sickness i'm still having fun...
thurs(teacher's day celebration):
met addie and the rest in the morning....we headed towards the hall....hahahz and we had the aces daes dance...o my son mr lian dance until soo funny dat i had to sit down and luff....he made me lluff un till i cry la...lolx...den aft tat took foto wiv mr lian, mr lin and the rest of the teachers soo fun! o ya nad den aft dat addie and deb tie their hair into 2 ponytails...lolx dey look sooo cute!!! I STRONGLY THINK TAT THEY SHUD COME TO SCH LIKE TAT!!! ya...den aft the celebration, esther, diying, jiarong, kendra, sabrina, diane and shelly....went to eat at tampines, the food sooo gd kkz!!!! yup...den aft tat a few of us went to shop for awhile but tooo tired le soo went hm...late at night i went to meet romei at citylink for dinner, we met step and deborah, treat step for choc fondue at hagen daz...
fri:
met diying at aljunied, headed to kendii place....played bb... den esther came too at first didn realli tok to the guys accept 4 one guy hu seemed morenormal...erm i tink he's called elvin...ya... den aft tat more ppl came...i tink the most fun part was the girls playing against 2 guys and we trashed them...hahahaz..felt soo good... ooo but den i was cooked aft tat...meaning very red!!!
aft tat meet ppl...
todae:
wake up in the morning and saw carls sms...sooo we went to soya bean shop to study got bored of tat place and went to macs...aiyo he very crap lo...hahahahz alot of funny tings happen but too much le cant rmb...sounds very wrong anw...ya den on the way back we went to the park and took lots of fotos...CARL I WANT THE FOTOS!!!!
thurs(teacher's day celebration):
met addie and the rest in the morning....we headed towards the hall....hahahz and we had the aces daes dance...o my son mr lian dance until soo funny dat i had to sit down and luff....he made me lluff un till i cry la...lolx...den aft tat took foto wiv mr lian, mr lin and the rest of the teachers soo fun! o ya nad den aft dat addie and deb tie their hair into 2 ponytails...lolx dey look sooo cute!!! I STRONGLY THINK TAT THEY SHUD COME TO SCH LIKE TAT!!! ya...den aft the celebration, esther, diying, jiarong, kendra, sabrina, diane and shelly....went to eat at tampines, the food sooo gd kkz!!!! yup...den aft tat a few of us went to shop for awhile but tooo tired le soo went hm...late at night i went to meet romei at citylink for dinner, we met step and deborah, treat step for choc fondue at hagen daz...
fri:
met diying at aljunied, headed to kendii place....played bb... den esther came too at first didn realli tok to the guys accept 4 one guy hu seemed morenormal...erm i tink he's called elvin...ya... den aft tat more ppl came...i tink the most fun part was the girls playing against 2 guys and we trashed them...hahahaz..felt soo good... ooo but den i was cooked aft tat...meaning very red!!!
aft tat meet ppl...
todae:
wake up in the morning and saw carls sms...sooo we went to soya bean shop to study got bored of tat place and went to macs...aiyo he very crap lo...hahahahz alot of funny tings happen but too much le cant rmb...sounds very wrong anw...ya den on the way back we went to the park and took lots of fotos...CARL I WANT THE FOTOS!!!!
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