letting go is hard, but sometimes holding on is harder.

I DONT BLOODY FUCKING GET IT ANYMORE, I DUNNOE WHY I TRY SO HARD, I DUNNOE WHY EVEN BOTHER TO LOOK FORWARD TO WEEKENDS ANY FUCKING MORE. IM SO SO SO SO BLOODY FUCKING TIRED.

you thought u were his everything, until lately u found out u were nothing.

confused

See the stone set in your eyes
See the thorn twist in your side
I wait for you

Sleight of hand and twist of fate
On a bed of nails she makes me wait
And I wait without you

With or without you
With or without you

Through the storm we reach the shore
You give it all but I want more
And I'm waiting for you

With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you

And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give
And you give
And you give yourself away

My hands are tied
My body bruised, she's got me with
Nothing to win and
Nothing left to lose

And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give
And you give
And you give yourself away

With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you

With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you
With or without you

hurt hurt hurt

I never want to have my life revolve around one singular individual.
I never want one single individual to hold so much meaning,
cos importance = power & power leads to corruption.

but why do i still ache.

i need time to undo the pain that love left for me, we all do, we all do.

your dreams

i experienced the same kind of heartache again. Perhaps even worser than before. I contributed bad ideas, but i never thought u would execute the pLan. I tried these 2 days to let it go, im slowly being able to. but my heart's knot is tight, and the only solution is to let time wear it off. So bear with me. may the captain of this ship, still resides within like the start.

You can feel when someone you hold close to your heart is slipping away, little by little. It’s when the mere thought of losing a friend can bring you to tears almost instantly. The pain you are beginning to feel can crush your entire heart. Yet everything that you try to do to solve the problems only push them further and further away from you. When the only chance of getting back to the way things were in the beginning is to hope this person realized what they may be losing.