this pair of old jeans

2010-10-01T06:57:00.000-07:00

letting go is hard, but sometimes holding on is harder.

2010-08-27T23:45:00.000-07:00

I DONT BLOODY FUCKING GET IT ANYMORE, I DUNNOE WHY I TRY SO HARD, I DUNNOE WHY EVEN BOTHER TO LOOK FORWARD TO WEEKENDS ANY FUCKING MORE. IM SO SO SO SO BLOODY FUCKING TIRED.

2010-08-20T08:35:00.000-07:00

you thought u were his everything, until lately u found out u were nothing.

confused

2010-08-19T21:12:00.000-07:00

See the stone set in your eyes
See the thorn twist in your side
I wait for you

Sleight of hand and twist of fate
On a bed of nails she makes me wait
And I wait without you

With or without you
With or without you

Through the storm we reach the shore
You give it all but I want more
And I'm waiting for you

With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you

And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give
And you give
And you give yourself away

My hands are tied
My body bruised, she's got me with
Nothing to win and
Nothing left to lose

And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give
And you give
And you give yourself away

With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you

With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you
With or without you

hurt hurt hurt

2010-08-19T06:11:00.000-07:00

I never want to have my life revolve around one singular individual.
I never want one single individual to hold so much meaning,
cos importance = power & power leads to corruption.

but why do i still ache.

2010-07-19T08:17:00.000-07:00

i need time to undo the pain that love left for me, we all do, we all do.

your dreams

2010-05-11T09:16:00.000-07:00

i experienced the same kind of heartache again. Perhaps even worser than before. I contributed bad ideas, but i never thought u would execute the pLan. I tried these 2 days to let it go, im slowly being able to. but my heart's knot is tight, and the only solution is to let time wear it off. So bear with me. may the captain of this ship, still resides within like the start.

2010-03-31T06:33:00.000-07:00

You can feel when someone you hold close to your heart is slipping away, little by little. It’s when the mere thought of losing a friend can bring you to tears almost instantly. The pain you are beginning to feel can crush your entire heart. Yet everything that you try to do to solve the problems only push them further and further away from you. When the only chance of getting back to the way things were in the beginning is to hope this person realized what they may be losing.

this is dope stuff!:)

2010-02-28T06:59:00.000-08:00

CLICK ON IT FOR CLEARER VIEW!:)

2010-02-23T07:37:00.000-08:00

i go to sleep alone, and wake up alone. i laze around the whole day and run in the evenings. everything seems simple, until i started thinking, why is love intensified with absence.

kissing is good for you!

2010-02-21T07:21:00.000-08:00

locking lips with your guy(or girl) can truly help you to relax. in a study at lafayette collenge in the US, stress hormone levels in both men and women plummeted when they spent 15 minutes smooching their partners. whats more. kissing is more effective then hand-holding. the longer a couple had been in a relationship, the greater the drop in stress levels.

2010-02-09T06:57:00.000-08:00

SHARE MY JOY SHARE MY JOY SHARE MY JOY!!!
LAI LAI LAI!!!!
I FINISH MY CE POINTS LIAO! I CAN GRADUATE FROM RP LEH!

hohohohohohohohohohoho!!!!

2010-02-08T04:35:00.000-08:00

i miss my girlies, i miss my boy.... although he dun care la!:P heheh!

argh hate ut3s!

baby, you'll be surprised by the amount of food i had tdy!

2010-02-02T07:19:00.000-08:00

today had been rather eventful! met up with romeo dear in the morning for brunch, i had pastamania with her and we ate alot! fats fats fats! i know i can never lose any weight when i go out with that girl. and we went around doing abit of shopping. went to OG starbucks to have a nice relaxing time with my green tea frap and doing abit of fyp research. headed for dinner with my family and daddy's client, this eurasian couple and they are really nice. they treated us to dinner at an indian restaurant which was really good! the food power eh!! and we ate alot alot alot alot!! i swear my tummy is as huge as a 3 month pregnant woman now! i look like a freaking martian! im going to have to run tmr!i think im starting to fall in love with indian food! im going to go hunt for more indian restaruants!

tmr's fyp presentation!! wish me luck!!!:X

ps. i cant wait to go shopping with jerean tmr!

2010-02-01T07:29:00.000-08:00

life in rp could come to an end pretty soon... at least i hope i graduate.
wished it wasnt this hard to say goodbye to my friends although i never show it....
i wished it wasnt that hard to say goodbye to bf when he left for field camp too!

i know im going to miss my friends and im missing the boyfriend!:(

boyfriend when ure back i want to take alot of pics with u and i want to do alot of things with u. my mummy wants to date both of us out too! she says she miss u as well. hehehe! goodnight honey!!

2010-01-21T23:39:00.000-08:00

He’s not perfect. You aren’t either, and the two of you will never be perfect. But if he can make you laugh at least once, causes you to think twice, and if he admits to being human and making mistakes, hold on to him and give him the most you can. He isn’t going to quote poetry, he’s not thinking about you every moment, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you could break. Don’t hurt him, don’t change him, and don’t expect more than he can give. Don’t analyze. Smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad, and miss him when he’s not there. Love hard when there is love to be had. Because perfect guys don’t exist, but there’s always one guy that is perfect for you.

2010-01-20T06:44:00.001-08:00

i haven been on blogger for a long long time!!!

i miss CHEN MING XIANG ALOT ALOT ALOT! its, 1 year 1 month 1 day for us today.

<3<3<3<3

till next time!

2009-12-25T07:38:00.000-08:00

xmas is my favourite season of the year. Everyone's making the effort to celebrat with their friends, spouse, or just basking in the comforts of their own home.

I spend my last 2 christmas with my boy. And it had been great. Only this year i wished we had more time...

Till next time!! And i wish time would freeze So that xmas would never be over!

2009-12-19T06:30:00.000-08:00

happy 1 year baby.

thanks for this year of bliss and good times u have given me. pls know that my love for u would be unchanging, never dying and my heart will always be urs.
thanks for showering me with love, understanding me, tolerating my flaws and compromising with me.
1 year of relationship is still very young, and i know times will get tougher, but aft every stormy season there's always something good at the end, depending on us. so let's work harder and hold on to one another's simple promise to commit and love wholesomely when we did 1 year back on 191208.

2009-12-18T09:31:00.000-08:00

on such a day and under such circumstances. Actions simply speaks louder than words.

Ha!
Thanks ya.

2009-12-14T06:20:00.000-08:00

hi baby i know u'll read this:

i want to go watch movies with u, alot of them!!!
i want to go beach road to have good hawker food
and can we go to kite flying again
go to nice food hunts nobody ever went too
i want to have a good SAT WITH U
im still waiting for an overseas trip!!
and i hope i can survive 3 weeks and the rest of my life with u..

and sometimes i hate u so much, but sometimes im so drenched with love because of u.
YOUAREAMONSTER!!!

2009-12-13T22:19:00.000-08:00

2009-12-10T07:54:00.001-08:00

for the little ones!!!winks

2009-12-06T23:13:00.001-08:00

2009-12-03T07:33:00.000-08:00

2009-11-29T07:32:00.000-08:00

my 4 days of awesome, tasty, delicious and FATTENING dinner had come to an end. I swear i must have gain weight. Thanks to the boy....

O well, so who wants to embark on an anorexic journey with me this week!?!?! Hehe:)

2009-11-27T06:48:00.000-08:00

the past few days had been filled with awesome food. I had shokudo treated by oh-so-sweet boy of mine!! And soup restaurant, the boy's mum treat!! Yumm!!
But tmr would be workout time and my treat.

mummy's back and im very happy. But she needs to watch her diet!! I miss my girls, alot, i have no idea but i feel so attached to them recently, is that a wrong thing to happen now???? :S

Love boyfriend!!!

2009-11-26T07:28:00.000-08:00

my girls top my life of like whip cream on ice cream. boyfriend too of course!!!!

prob only jam wants to be the icing! she always wants to be the unique one!!!

I MISS MY MAMA ALOT!

2009-11-25T01:51:00.000-08:00

2009-11-24T21:36:00.001-08:00

i love my parents very much...

2009-11-24T08:49:00.000-08:00

i quarreled with my parents today it was irritating and of course my fault. but i think they are so making a big fuss out of it.
so the letter came today saying i skipped 2 lessons for leisure organisation, which was no biggie, cos who else dun skip sch like really period. and clive said i did well for the lesson and ut, at least i was not the one he always picked at!!
and of course my crazy as hell dad got so pissed he took back my e71...!@@#%^&%%
so fishing fishing fishing (because i dun wanna say fuck) pissed!!!!

i love xoxo sessions with my girls. i hope misunderstandings would clear. i love everybody in rpdb :)

2009-11-24T00:19:00.001-08:00

BEFORE I REALLY GO FOR GOOD I NEED EVERYONE TO BE HAPPY!

2009-11-22T22:48:00.001-08:00

i feel like crying again.

2009-11-22T21:03:00.000-08:00

my last regatta has just ended! no words could describe how i felt. im happy and yet upset at the same time. happy because we got what we lose, upset because its time soon to say goodbye.

we cried and cried till our tears run dry and had out macs dinner at the uob building.times like this are hard to find and deeply etched in my heart:)

2009-11-19T08:11:00.000-08:00

its our 11th, the boy's inside
And he'll be unreachable tmr and over the weekends,
So ill prob have no one to emo and whine to on sun.

Last team gathering before race with all the year 3s tdy. and i cant believe i teared watching the movie. When no one else did. Oh karen prob cry, but she always says shes yawning.

I miss him alot :(

2009-11-18T06:42:00.001-08:00

heard of the stories that happen at training today,
sadly i was not there...
i keep trying to tell myself to cheer up.

2009-11-17T08:09:00.000-08:00

go down with no regrets..

ps. I miss my boy!

2009-11-16T05:13:00.001-08:00

wheres everybody. im a very sad girl today :(

2009-11-15T06:11:00.000-08:00

the heart keeps getting heavy because... the boy's gonna be in prison for 11 days. and my last race is a few more days from now. im grasping and reminiscing every freaking awesome moment i had over the last close to 3 years. AND perhaps i should just tough up now.

I WISH i could cut my weight too! why am i so fat, its so unfair, like how some people can not exercise and eat junk most of their time and never gain weight. while those who desperately loses never look like they lose any.

o damn i sound like im pmsing, but really its not the time of the month yet. im just dull now.

2009-11-13T08:56:00.000-08:00

Might be going hospital ): says:
hey Jeannie! I wanted to reply you in fb but I cannot enter. Just wanted to tell you this clique sentence, "Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened" and memories happened by creation and you're one lucky one who've created wonderful memories! See you during training alright? I'm going off (: Loveyou Jeannie <3

2009-11-13T07:37:00.000-08:00

jeannie: the best memories made becomes the most painful ones too.

priscilla: And it's better than not having any best memories at all, keep it within you, remember it always and bring it with you as you move on. You will need it when the time comes for a smile on your face (:

thank you girl, that was bright words:)

2009-11-12T07:47:00.000-08:00

dearest mortal(now revealed) had a message for me. it was so sweet i wanna cry! :) hahaha! a mini girls training/ bonding session today! it was superb, gosh we hadnt had such a good laugh for such a long time!!! everyone was taupoking each other, and then we were molesting one another! lols!!!

*the best memories made can become the most painful ones too:(*

2009-11-08T07:21:00.000-08:00

i think sometimes the best thing you can do is to stop trying to figure out who you are and where you’re going, and just enjoy where and who you are right now.

im living in the momeeennntt!

thank you angel,
for the tic tac!!!

2009-11-06T07:52:00.000-08:00

the most important race to me.

never again.

e-m-o!

2009-10-29T09:26:00.000-07:00

CHILDISH much.
currently no words could seriously express how disgusted i feel towards some people.
frankly, i dont think they would ever get out of their shells
if someone shakes them hard, slaps them gazillion times.
but really would it help!?
is there really just a o.1111 percent chance for a change!?!

2009-10-26T09:13:00.000-07:00

aft lessons today, i went with karen love to gym. and then we went to ion, and she treated me to ioba at ion as a belated birthday treat. the food was good, the mushroom was good, the ice cream was very good but really the company was awesome.

haha.. thank you so much karen love! for the treat. and for the time taken away from your date with xj. love u very much!! :)

im looking forward to tomorrow with friends, it's time to lose weight too.

ps. t2308 i miss you loadsss!

polaroid instants!!!!<3

2009-10-26T00:27:00.000-07:00

2009-10-22T18:55:00.000-07:00

I WANT TO EAT SUPERDOGS!!

i see the light. The light the light the light!

2009-10-21T22:38:00.000-07:00

‘Friends.’ A simple word isn’t it? It’s uttered everyday to almost every person imaginable. Who are your friends? I used to think that friends were the people that you could laugh and talk to. Now I know that friends aren’t that, they’re the people that touch your heart. You could spend hours with them doing nothing at all and it can be the best time of your life, just because it was with them. They’re the people you can share your secrets with, cry with, laugh with, and just have fun with. They don’t judge you or make you change. They accept you exactly as you are. They look at you and they see a great person, one they love spending time with. You all share something in common and are tied together by memories, tears, laughs and smiles. You’re tied together by love for the other. Friendship is one of the greatest things in the world. I find my time with my friends, the best times of my life. My friends are my heart, my soul, my fun, my laughter, tears, love and my life.

2009-10-21T21:01:00.000-07:00

SO who wants to have a hotdog with me?

2009-10-20T10:02:00.000-07:00

remember when it was you and me, baby, in this field, at fifteen, with life laid out in front of us like a treasure chest; and love was something to breathe in your girl's ear. do you remember how easy it was to say forever. ~"songs of the humpback whale"

2009-10-15T07:39:00.000-07:00

i am so hungry now i think i can swallow anything i see. but see, it's really late, and theres no way i can eat if not todays training would have going to waste. no jeannie, do not walk to the fridge, and take that bar of cadbury. NONONONONO! :D

i cant wait for tomorrow! RECRUIT C. IS COMING BACK!

2009-10-14T07:22:00.001-07:00

im totally motivated to step it up on training. like serious, period.
im happy also for my good friend's love life!!!

and im totally appalled by HAW FLAKES! seriously who invented them! they are so addictive like seriously!!!

2009-10-11T08:03:00.000-07:00

sava sprints international 2009 has come to a full stop.
everything we've got to do is outright obvious.
a huge fart(hehe) in our faces.
at the end of the day when my fellow teammates of the same batch spoke,
the emotions was too strong to control. alot alot alot of things were running through my mind.
and i finally let it go, and do what i do best.

i love my teammates.. my expiry day is coming soon.

sava day 1

2009-10-10T07:44:00.000-07:00

tmr would be a brand new day!!( hopefully awesome!)

if i could turn back time

2009-10-09T08:05:00.000-07:00

if i could turn back time, i would love to go back to year 1 where i first joined rpdb. i would give in my best for every single training.

if i could turn back time, i wished i held on to the things that were truely important to me. :(

if i could turn back time, i wished i had more time with my rpdb girls.

if i could turn back time, i wished i had plan time properly for mx and me.

if i could turn back time, i wished some things never happened.

if i could turn back time, i wished some things stayed forever.

if i could turn back time, i would speak and thank and love those around me that i care. before it becomes too late and awkward.

if i could turn back time, i wished i studied better.

*BRAKES AND STOP THOUGHTS*

now lets live in the here and now!

its possibly the start of my last 2nd race with rpdb tmr.

though im not rowing, my heart goes out to u girls and guys too.

we'll bring glory to rp and ourselves together.

the colour of that cookie tomorrow lies in our hands:)

because reading ur msg this morning, puts me in a better mood for the rest of this long day <3

2009-10-08T23:07:00.000-07:00

a couple of shots from the past few days:)

i did not wake up to run this morning, felt so good to have my sleep. but im going to try and run when i get home later! night run night run! im so sleepy!

2009-10-08T01:09:00.001-07:00

im very sad because im missing you.

so im turning to comfort food tonight with romei.
but i had better wake up tmr for a run!!!! I WILL THIS TIME!!

8 MORE DAYS!

2009-10-07T23:03:00.000-07:00

i totally dig this!

2009-10-07T19:42:00.000-07:00

GUILTY AS CHARGE,
i did not go for my morning jog:(:(:(:(

2009-10-07T09:15:00.001-07:00

today was sending love off to the little island called, 'pulau tekong'.
i saw those mean people who were going to tekan my BOYFRIEND. *EVIL STARES*
I dun even know how to describe my thoughts noW.
i want to cry but my tears are turned dry. it's kinda stupid to cry to cos its not like he's not coming back. why be a drama-mama right?! but still... I WANT TO KNOW THAT HE'S NEAR. i hate the feeling of looking forward to the night wondering he would call. its the exact same feeling i felt when he went to PRAGUE.

IM now really lookin forward to every night's 9.30 -10.30.

on the lighter note, team dinner today at sakura's. FOOD WAS GAO GAO AND NOT TOO BAD I GUESS. I AM SUPER FULL AND SUPER FAT NOW. tmr i shall wake up at 6am to run then to school and then to meet romei to chill out at the airport.

AND because im waking up at 6am, tatas ppl im turning in! GOODNIGHT MY LOVE!

saying goodbye

2009-10-06T08:25:00.000-07:00

Saying goodbyes are always hard. You hug a little tighter, smell a little deeper, attempt to commit to feel the person to your memory. You want time to stop, but it can’t and you know it can’t. You know that you have to go on. So you cling on for a moment, and press your lips to their check and murmur, “I’ll see you when I see you.”

dear love of mine, the past few months spending almost everyday with u was awesome and fulfilling. im gonna miss you very much but it's not like ure going to be gone forever. i'll be waiting for u,.... patiently? perhaps not! you know me...

ps. i love ur new look:P

2009-10-04T20:54:00.000-07:00

The reason people find it so hard to be happy is that they always see the past better than it was, the present worse than it is, and the future less resolved than it will be.

2009-09-27T07:19:00.000-07:00

Love is always a good thing no matter how much it hurts.

Even after it’s over, even through the pain,

anyone who has ever really loved will tell you

that they never regretted a second of it,

no matter how much it hurt in the end.

And if you tell me differently,

I will tell you that you were not truly in love.

2009-09-18T08:10:00.000-07:00

MY VIRGIN WILD WILD WET EXPERIENCE TODAY WITH NONE OTHER THAN RPDB GIRLS!!!

it was so awesome today! jeannie is super brave!:D more photos when pris is back and janine uploaded them! but i had fun chilling out with the girls, getting to know the juniors abit better, camwhoring, taking all the rides ( not scary de lar!!!.... muahaha)

tmr isssss that special day, that special day with ur freedom!!<3

2009-09-14T09:05:00.000-07:00

shopping with the trio, aft a day's rest today! felt much better and ready for training tmr! had a lot of fun shopping and getting new clothes, and camwhoring at ion's toilet...yet again!!! it was a crazy day!!! hey girls, always enjoyed our shopping trips tgt! let's maintain a once a month shopping thing, not too often cos our pockets would run dry, but often enough to stock up our wardrobe!

a few days back was mizuno run with mx, his sis and gerome! it was alot of fun!!we had dinner tgt and then had super nice dinner at sushi tei, mx's sister treated us!!!(thanks so much)

ive got to stop this fun and get on with pp soon! and cough has got to go away!

2009-09-12T06:26:00.000-07:00

i know i'll have to do my pp. i'll work on it real soon!:D

2009-09-09T06:37:00.000-07:00

went shopping with romei and had a good catch up with her!
bought a couple of stuff and am pleased with what i bought!
but i dunnoe when to wear that dress
maybe only when i go to church!
and romei made me buy the ugly, unflattering top that im not going to trade with her!
hahha just kidding! love u girl!

STUPID MEATBALLS!!!

shag@hotmail.com!!

2009-09-06T07:06:00.000-07:00

i spent the weekends over at love's house! on saturday we went to collect race pack for mizuno run! and i stupidly thought i lost the jersey! hahaha credits to mx, i found it!( long story)
we woke up super early the next morning for the run and picked his cousin up! his sis and his cousin ran 5k while we ran 10!

THANKS mx for accompanying me to run! would have stopped if not for u:):)

o yea! and he came back from prague and give me many pretty present! i deserved it lar, missed him too much the past 10 days!!! lalalalalala~~

the very pretty notebook! my fav!

aww. sweet choc!

dragon, notebook, chocolate!

2009-09-01T08:45:00.000-07:00

the long long long awaited day is TOMORROW :)

2009-08-31T08:43:00.000-07:00

i miss u.

2009-08-26T08:22:00.000-07:00

heres the super cool song from THE PROPOSAL!

Rob Base & D.J. E-Z Rock - It Takes Two Lyrics

It takes two to make a thing go right
It takes two to make it outta sight
Hit it!

I wanna rock right now
I'm Rob Base and I came to get down
I'm not internationally known
But I'm known to rock the microphone
Because I get stoopid, I mean outrageous
Stay away from me if you're contagious
'Cause I'm the winner, no, I'm not the loser
To be an M.C. is what I choose 'a
Ladies love me, girls adore me
I mean even the ones who never saw me
Like the way that I rhyme at a show
The reason why, man, I don't know
So let's go, 'cause

It takes two to make a thing go right
It takes two to make it outta sight
Hit it!

My name is Rob, I gotta real funky concept
Listen up, 'cause I'm gonna keep you in step
I got an idea
That I wanna share
You don't like it? So what, I don't care
I'm number one, the uno, I like comp
Bring all the suckers 'cause all them I'll stomp
Bold and black but I won't protect
All of my followers 'cause all I want is respect
I'm not a doctor, put them in rapture
A slick brother that can easy outfox ya
Cause I'm Rob, the last name Base, yeah
And on the mike, I'm known to be the freshest
So let's start, it shouldn't be too hard
I'm not a sucker so I don't need a bodyguard
I won't fess, wear a bulletproof vest
Don't smoke buddha, can't stand sess, yes

It takes two to make a thing go right
It takes two to make it outta sight
Hit it!

The situation that the Base is in
I'm kinda stingy that's why I don't wanna lend
A funky rhyme to a foe or a good friend
But listen up 'cause I want you to comprehend
'Cause I'm the leader, the man superior
I take care of ya and then ya get wearier
So just sit, my rhymes arenot counterfeit
The record sells which makes this one a hit
It won't hurt to listen to Red Alert
Take off your shirt
Make sure it don't hit the dirt
I like the kids--the guys, the girls
I want the ducats 'cause this is Rob Base's world
I'm on a mission, ya better just listen
To my rhymes 'cause I'm all about dissin'
'Cause

It takes two to make a thing go right
It takes two to make it outta sight
Hit it!

I stand alone, don't need anyone
'Cause I'm Rob, just came ot have fun
Don't need friends that act like foes
'Cause I'm Rob Base, the one who knows
About things that make ya get weary
Don't cheer me, just hear me
Out 'cause I got the clout--shout (Ho!)
Before I turn the party out
I won't stutter--
Project my voice, speak clearly
So you can be my choice
On stage or on record
Go to the Wiz and select it
Take it off the rack, if it's wack put it back
I like the Whopper, fuck the Big Mac
If you want static, so let's go
So, throw upyour hands
Go for what you know
Bro', I got an ego
Yo, talkin' to me? No
Oh
'Cause Rob is in the front, EZ Rock is on the Back up
We're not soft, soyou better just slack up
'Cause I'm cool, calm just like a breeze
Rock the mike with the help of EZ
Rock on the set, the music plays
Only cuts the records that I say

It takes two to make a thing go right
It takes two to make it outta sight
Hit it!

All right, now, EZ Rock
now, when I count to three
I want you ot get busy
You ready now?
One, two, three, get loose now!

It takes two to make a thing go right
It takes two to make it outta sight
Hit it!

2009-08-26T06:12:00.000-07:00

swensens buffet with karen dear! my treat!
and today movie with her! her treat!
so much fun this days spending time with her! thanks alot karen for being there!

love u many many!!!

10k!!!!

2009-08-24T09:22:00.000-07:00

let the pictures and ur lil book do the talking. i miss u.

2009-08-23T05:46:00.000-07:00

this world is not my own, i'm just a passing through

my treasures are laid up somewhere beyond the blue

the angels beckon me from heaven's open door

and i can't feel at home in this world anymore.

day 1

2009-08-22T21:37:00.000-07:00

dear diary,

im at starbucks near church now attempting to study for the last ut3 with romei and leon. leon's revising for his big Os and romei is just slacking and disturbing us.....

mx has gone to prague for a big race ytd, im missing him alr..

come back quick CMX!!!! :)

2009-08-18T06:08:00.000-07:00

hurry home please please please!!!

2009-08-17T08:28:00.000-07:00

Random thoughts: things arent the same anymore, that name is all but distant now :S

fatty day!

2009-08-14T08:33:00.000-07:00

today's is such a fatty day!!!
the run during break was not effective(i hardly sweat a single bit),
i ate super extremely good cheesecake during break.
then i went shopping with karenlove! aft sch,
but we spent most of the time eating good!
fattening food!
had fried mushrooms, fried chicken, fried potato, mochi!!! hahaha and milk tea! so sinful, so tempting!
the devil works its ways arh! EVIL FOOD! SHOOOOOOOO!!!!!!

ON the better note! good catch up time with karen!!! so happy! love love! :)

2009-08-13T08:53:00.000-07:00

9 more days
so little time.
and then poof! no more!:(:(

2009-08-12T08:33:00.000-07:00

Love is when you can't stop thinking about them,
when you hear their voice inside your head.
You can tell it's them just by their scent.
When you want a picture of just the two of you,
so they can always "be with you".

Love is when you call them
just to talk about anything; just to hear their voice.
When you worry about them if something happens,
when they cheer you up by giving you a hug
or just staying by your side.

Love is being able to read their eyes.
You can see when they're happy,
and help them when they're sad.
When you don't need to talk to each other,
because your eyes talk for the two of you.

Heartbreak is when you cry
because you can't stop thinking about them.
When you wish you had a picture
just to be able to say "that was us..."

Heartbreak is when you miss their phone calls
and their warm random hugs.
When both know you miss the other
Just because of the pain in your eyes.

Love is having, heartbreak is missing.

2009-08-12T06:45:00.000-07:00

fyp is finally finally finally over! woo hooo!!
:S i do hope i get at least a B!!!

love and peace out ppl!

ps. i want sakae sushi horrrr~~~~~

2009-08-10T23:31:00.000-07:00

2009-08-01T07:44:00.000-07:00

i think it's like this during the time of the month. some just get angry, some get emo all of a sudden. i think im the emo type, i'll find myself crying suddenly, overreacting and thinking about stuff, like now!
and it's during times like this when i wish i have a proper PERSONAL space.

argh.. no mood sorry for this random post. till next time.

2009-07-31T09:29:00.000-07:00

hi all! ive been recently physchoed by jerean enough to think about cutting my hair! should i cut my hair??? hmmmmm...

which one of the above should i cut!?!?!

HELP!!!

2009-07-29T07:27:00.000-07:00

i chanced upon a couple of my sec sch friends blog again. and then now the sudden fotos of old times. i kinda regretted not taking enough photos in the sch uniform and taking more pics with them in sec. i do miss deborah and adelina, kendra and jiarong. the little few i used to hang out with. and of course not forgetting cynthia and szeming and all our shopping trips!

i cant wait for friday's shopping day with them! and this time cameras!!!!

on rpdb, huda one of the 3 girls left in the team had to leave. it's sad seeing her leave having only 2 left in my batch, that girl has been a joy, and she never failed to bring in some laughter to the team (not forgetting how i learnt some of my bimbo stunts from her!) but im happy for her and kinda envy her a teeny weeny bit, who wouldnt. she already has such a bright future at this time, getting so much opportunities. it's a chance no one can miss. hearts her alot and will miss her:)

been spending some time with jerean too and talking about future plans. love u girl and loved aching,torturing fulfilling run today!

2009-07-19T20:52:00.000-07:00

look after my heart- ive left it with you..

2009-07-12T07:07:00.000-07:00

the last 3 days of this week had been totally awesome!:)

friday:
we had our first 'young adults' meeting! they all came to my house!!! we just say and chill! and watched yoko humped only the guys! so damn funny, yoko's GAY! haha the only gorgeous woman he loves is ME!
and then meeting ended really late so romei stayed over like old days! and how we relived it!!! we turned in at 6am again! with the help of redbull, our new friend breezer and ruffles plus chris brown and ne-yo!!!
HAHA.. i hearts this girlfriend of mine alot! shes been through alot with me since sec sch! o yea and advertisement here!
shes still single but might not be able to all male candidates!

sat:

RPDB BBQ! such a rainy day!!!!! never had a rainy bbq with rpdb liddat! and never left so early before! still good catch up time! hopefully another bbq soon and a better weather next time!!!!

phtos up soon when i get more!

sun:

kite runner love<3>

2009-07-09T06:39:00.000-07:00

i was bored today in class!!! so i went to played around with photos!
see this 2 other ladies with me in that photo, yeap they are the only 2 left along with me left in the 2007 batch of rpdb girls :S !!!!
i miss good ole days, really, but no point dwelling on them.

o ya and im thinking about closing this blog. prob get another PERSONAL space or something. would see about it again:)

sometimes its just about prioritising.

a good lesson

2009-06-28T08:13:00.000-07:00

the past three days, had been hell loads of fun. it was kinda like judgement day.

we've achieved some things, perform below standards for some events but overall i think it was a good experience.

a very good wake-up call for rpdb to challenge ourselves. take this as a good lesson. a stepping stone to success, to training extra hard for a comeback.

i had my last POLITES, my last SDBF over the weekends. THIS surge of nostalgia passes through me now, as i think about my year 1days training like mad, the races ive been through, the teammates i had and had left, and those that are left now in my batch. i treasure this memories man. thinking about it, it was almost impossible to me now to have spend this close to 3 years of poly life without RPDB. i have this indescrible feeling now that i suppose only the years 3s would know.

i really hope to leave rpdb on a good note~:)

SIWF

2009-06-24T19:40:00.000-07:00

TRAVIS and MX! HAHA!

2009-06-17T08:54:00.000-07:00

watched hanna montanna today!
the show's pretty good! and OMG travis soooooo cute! haha fine, baby's taylor swift also pretty lar!!!!!!

ROOOOOOARRRRRRR~~~~~~~!!!!!

2009-06-15T08:23:00.000-07:00

given simin her shirt by nic and myself! hope she likes it!
she aso got many pretty present! a really cute coin purse from minghee and a board, err actually im not sure what else! lols!!!

ANY WAY! aft the talk and all! the team posted the biscuit girl pic of her on the screen! and then WENT with her, cheeky and FB to eat at thaixpress. WAS SUPPOSE to watch movie but too late!

SO YEAAAA! TAN SIMIN I HOPE U ENJOY URSELF THE PAST 2 DAYS OK! LOVE U!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN SIMIN~CG!!:)

2009-06-14T18:55:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN CG AKA THE SMELLY GIRL.

haha! had a pre-celebration with her ytd, with sharon, sam, cheekee, andrew, gerome and baby! had fun! and then jamie gave her a suprise at dinner! had a lot of food but the boys didn eat at all! ANNOYING all aso not FBS! but they claim they are!

yet another surprise for her today, by chicky boy! soooooooo swwweeeettttt! hahahahah!!!!

MORE TO COME for her later!

o ya btw im in the lib now. :S HEHEH!

tatas! later~

2009-06-09T21:24:00.000-07:00

any pills for heart relieve?
any remedy to clearing thoughts?

2009-06-06T07:32:00.000-07:00

today was a good day!
i went to town with simin. i made her try many many dresses and clothes and we went to the changing room tgt! kinky kinky! simin dunnoe how to wear a jumper, SHE pull them to her waist. she make me laugh like mad in the changing room. PPL outside could have thought we are lesbians. she aso dunnoe how to love her assets. BUT I THINK her assets are very very nice.
she wear many dresses that me and mystery shopper wanted to get. I think mystery shopper could be quite happy. we didn buy anything though. and then WE went to sit at cineleisure! and had a bit of long john silver snack.

we talked about food, terrace houses, 2 children, 1 dog, a car, lil dwarf, gay, basketball. muahahahahhahaahahhaa!!!!

2009-06-05T09:09:00.000-07:00

had a day with mystery shopper today.
HAD an awesome time catching up
SAW A COUPLE OF PRESENTS for the people i love.
AND ate dinner with mystery shopper
i cant wait for next sun.
I DUN WANT TO GRAD AND LEAVE RPDB.
i dun want to think about work.
but i want to have no fyps.

i miss swine too. hehe~~

glitz night

2009-06-03T06:57:00.000-07:00

the title of this post and the photos says it all. yea just had our annual glitz night.
the first and last glitz night i attend in my academic years of rp.
Everone was looking good and hot, esp my girls.

HAKIN, IM SO PROUD OF U. ur EFFORTS PAID OFF! CAPTAIN OF THE YEAR! i love u!:)

TO MY OTHER TEAMMATES WHO GOT awards. CONGRATS AND PROUD OF U TOO!

regrets on not taking pics with a few other teammates:(

rp ladies, despite it all, ME LOVE U:)

captain of the year (hot stuff too)3 years babe, 3 years tgt!

jamie, zoe:)

unglam la!

toilet shot! haha so typical!

shane so strong!! we cheerleader gang!

huda! bimbo one!

see what i mean about huda!

tatas! HAD FUN ALL!

TILL NEXT TIME!

2009-05-28T09:10:00.000-07:00

Another summer day
Is come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people
IStill feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aerorplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believe in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
And even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

2009-05-28T07:50:00.001-07:00

i miss u:(